I also have a self-rec but please heed the warnings for the fic:

Tears, Idle Tears (http://cherry916.livejournal.com/341475.html)
Summary: Sam finds himself broken and alone, with no hope for things to ever get better, until she comes along and starts to become his only constant. Through her gentle, yet firm care Sam makes it out alive, however, sometimes wounds are so deep it’s unfortunately too easy to trigger the memories that go with them.

Thanks! You rock!