Dang im trying to remember the title!! I know that Gabe was in it playing more of a trickster role. .. Its on the tip of my tongue!

Thanks for trying. I don't think it has the trickster though, the plot was pretty basic, I don't know why this one in particular even stuck with me but I really want to read it again. I remember Dean was looking for Sam and girl!Sam kept trying to keep his mind off it and talking himself down (which Dean protested). At one point Dean shows girl!Sam around town for the whole day. They may have (or this one could be mixing fics) danced in the rain/kissed in the rain.

But I'll read your one too if you remember it =) No such thing as too much fic

Im still looking! I know this story. Its killin me lol

I dont know if it this one, but this is the one i was trying to find. http://miss-drea-fic.livejournal.com/14250.html. This one has the trickster cursing him.

Nah it's not it. But I enjoyed reading it anyway =D thanks for trying

Early-Season Wincest Faves

Blue Skies from Rain (http://lovesrain44.livejournal.com/26355.html) by lovesrain44: "The morning after Sam rescues Dean from the djinn, Sam and Dean go back to the warehouse to take care of the bodies of both the victims and of the djinn. But instead of what should be a simple clean-up job, Sam and Dean are sucked into a nightmare world brought about by the djinn’s last dying act of revenge." (season 2)

The Ghost of Somebody at His Side (http://runedgirl.livejournal.com/43984.html) by runedgirl: "Sam goes to Stanford, and takes most of Dean's heart with him." (Stanford-era)

Crown and Anchor Me (http://archiveofourown.org/works/133815) by sena: "Sam Winchester is fifteen years old, at yet another new high school in yet another state, he doesn't get along with his distant, distracted father, he's figuring out that he likes guys just as much as he likes girls, his clothes never fit and his limbs ache at the joint ever since his growth spurt started, he has to study for the PSAT and, oh yeah, he's a little bit in love with his brother, Dean, who's taken a break from hunting monsters to work at a local garage for minimum wage." (preseries)

Invisible Boy (http://archiveofourown.org/series/129525) series by dollylux: "This is a story of adolescence. This is a love letter for the slow burn, for Led Zeppelin, for the 90s. This is the first of two sets of stories about how Sam and Dean didn’t fall in love. They never had to. It was always there, this desperation between them, like a real, breathing thing. This isn’t a love story, but it’s a story of love." (preseries)

Ergonomic (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1415413) by sobrecogimiento: "Dean sees an advertisement for Sam's preferred brand of boxers, which claim that they're designed for those well-endowed in the genital area. Following this, Dean spends an inordinate amount of time obsessing over whether Sam's dick is bigger than his, and then just obsessing over Sam's dick."

The whole Five Districts, Five Drugs (http://rei-c.livejournal.com/685721.html#cutid1) collection by rei_c.

The Time Dean was Sam's Girlfriend (http://fleshflutter.livejournal.com/5457.html), also by fleshflutter. (stanford, case!fic, temporary genderswitch)

I See the Moon (http://archiveofourown.org/works/799092/chapters/1505236) by kaylennz: "Sam had known how Dean felt about him when he'd left for Stanford. His own feelings weren't so clear. He'd needed time away from it all, hunting, his father, and especially Dean. It took him five years and a degree he hadn't planned on to realize there was only one person he wanted to share his life with. He'd never considered the possibility that Dean would move on without him...or that something could happen that would erase him from his brother's life completely." (stanford/post-stanford)

and of course, Sure Got a Dirty Mouth (http://archiveofourown.org/works/411362/chapters/682610) by justine_delarge: "Ever wonder how Dean started talking dirty?" (preseries to a sort of AU version of canon)

Some PWP

Loudmouth (http://veronamay.livejournal.com/788040.html) by veronamay: "Season 2, Sam/Dean dirtytalk (first-time)."

AUs

Standing on the Edge of Nothing (http://tryfanstone.co.uk/standing.htm) by jay_tryfanstone: "San Francisco, 1924. Five years after the worst day of his life, Sam Winchester's still hustling for a living, still searching for his missing brother, and on the track of a story so big it might just break him." (historical)

Non Timebo Mala (http://archiveofourown.org/works/273894/chapters/433454) by roxymissrose: "This is my very AU version of the Colt's making." (historical)

So I did make a serious effort to answer this, but there are SO MANY. ;) Feel free to poke around my delicious account (https://delicious.com/elwarre); they're pretty well tagged, and my faves are marked with a little star-thing.

You're a goddess.

http://miss-drea-fic.livejournal.com/14250.html. In his Deceit, maybe?