Just looking for your specific fic now, but for bottom!Jensen fics, I've done rec lists here -

- http://spnstoryfinders.livejournal.com/9748327.html

- http://spnstoryfinders.livejournal.com/9737636.html

- http://saltandburnboys.livejournal.com/228387.html


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Awesome! Thank you.

Oh, yes! I've been trying to remember/find this one, too--I think it's the same fic. If Jared chooses to go back in time, they won't have one of the children they had, so that makes the decision harder.

I do hope somebody can help find this one!

Hmmm...that makes it sound like an 'About Time' remake?

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"About Time" doesn't ring a bell. Do you have an author name for that one?

Lol, no, no, sorry...there's a movie called 'About Time' and it's got the kind of time travel premise you mentioned. I was wondering if there was a J2 version of it...I haven't come up with anything yet unfortunately. :-(

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Yes! If Jared does decide to go back they won't have a girl I think.

It's one of Jared's kids who won't exist, because he's the one who has to make the decision. And yes, I think it's a girl.

Man, I really want to read this again, now! I just thought of it the other day and had started poking around trying to track it down, with no luck. I'll keep looking though, and post here if I find it, if someone else doesn't find it first.

For your more general request, here you go, from my delicious account:

toppy!jared, bottom!jensen: http://previous.delicious.com/hershey_girl/toppy%21jared+bottom%2521jensen
toppy!sam, bottom!dean: http://previous.delicious.com/hershey_girl/toppy%21sam+bottom%2521dean

(PS. About 99.2% of my delicious account saves are bottom!dean or jensen, though, so you might like to browse the rest of it at your leisure…)
(PPS. a sidewise smiley face :-) indicates my absolute favs, but if I save a fic, I liked it enough to save it!)

Beautiful. Thank you!

For bottom!Jensen:

Rules of Engagement (http://dishonestdreams.livejournal.com/16974.html) by dishonestdreams: "Jensen Ackles is a high class hooker, working for one of the most prestigious and discreet escort agencies in the continental US. Jared Padalecki is a rich and ruthless businessman, the biggest thing the computing industry has seen in over a decade. He seems like just another entry in the long line of selfish assholes that Jensen caters to on a daily basis and, when Jared engages Jensen as his companion for a three month stretch, Jensen assumes it will be just another job. He couldn't have been more wrong." (Jared is seriously toppy in this one and kind of an asshole, which is not generally my thing, but I loved this story)

Vidi, Vici, Veni (http://bertee.livejournal.com/70651.html) by bertee: "Jared is a famous, rough gladiator who's never been beaten. When Jensen arrives, scared, inexperienced, and now locked up with a bunch of sex-deprived gladiators, Jared has to decide how much protection he wants to offer."

All the Pretty, Pretty Ones (http://archiveofourown.org/works/488762) by jay_tryfanstone: "Jensen tends to speed, he's got a sports car what else is it for, and he usually either sweet talks his way out of the ticket or just takes - no big, he's got the money for it. Unfortunately Cop!Jared is not having it and some how Jensen finds himself handcuffed and bent over the hood of his car."

Full Service Firm (http://archiveofourown.org/series/5971) by rivkat: "Jensen's ego is stinging four weeks after being dumped by his long time boyfriend. He's been turning down guys left and right because, while he wouldn't mind some nice, no-strings-attached sex, he's more than a little scared of any kind of rejection. Enter the hot guy in the expensive suit who's been drinking the bar's best all night. Jensen nearly swallows his tongue when hot guy sidles up and says he'll pay double Jensen's going rate if he agrees to leave right the fuck now. Jensen's more than a little peeved that the guy thinks he's a hooker, but when he names an outrageous price off the top of his head, and the guy agrees without blinking an eye, he feels all his insecurities vanish. At least until a few months later when he realizes he may be in love with his one and only regular."

Knit My Bones Astride (http://tebtosca.livejournal.com/50387.html) by tebtosca: "Given in marriage to the chieftain of a fierce warrior tribe to secure an army to regain his cousin's throne, Jensen --prince of the House of Ackles--is thrust into a world he has never known before and must fight for not only who he wants to become, but also a love he never dared to expect."

Every Town Has Its Ups and Downs (http://beckaandzac.livejournal.com/414034.html) by beckandzac: "Ever since Deputy Mayor Prince took control of Nottingham's municipal government, things have been looking worse for the residents of the Sherwood Towers project, and for city employee Jensen, whose conscience dictates he should do something to help. Activist Jared helps him figure out what that is."

Just What He Needs (http://blackrabbit42.livejournal.com/39321.html) by blackrabbit42: "Jensen may be falling for Jared, but he's afraid to let Jared see the darker side of himself. Turns out, Jared has a few secrets of his own." (This one is really hot, but it's also pretty kinky so heed the author's warnings if that's not your thing)

Killer Romance (http://archiveofourown.org/works/914241/chapters/1772338) by saone: "The adventures of ex-assassin Jensen and crime boss Jared." (This is seriously one of my all-time faves)

The Husbandman (http://morrezela.livejournal.com/15362.html) by morrezela: "All his life, Jensen has been followed around by a pack of dogs. What nobody ever told him was that it was a sign of the mystical favor of the huntsman. "

For bottom!Dean

Your Fields so Green Can Whisper Tales of Gore (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1515944) by homo_pink: "Dean is 100% everything Sam’s been unintentionally searching for. Sam is 100% everything Dean’s been secretly hoping would find him."

Leave You With the Love We Made (http://archiveofourown.org/works/3196907) by sammyatstanford: "One thing you’ll learn about your big brother,” Sam says, tugging the strip of leather through the kid’s belt loops and tossing it aside with a clink before setting to work on the fastenings. “He really likes to watch." (this is Sam/Sam/Dean and one of the hottest fics I've ever read)

You Make A Mess of Me (http://runedgirl.livejournal.com/72806.html) by runedgirl: "It's Christmas in the bunker. Dean likes bacon. And Sam's hands."

Property of Sam Winchester (http://archiveofourown.org/works/2649236) by laurificus: "Dean's got a mark on his arm, but Dean was Sam's first."

The Incestuous Courtship of the Antichrist's Bride (http://fleshflutter.livejournal.com/102268.html) by fleshflutter: "Sam is trying to become the Antichrist in order to save the world. He has a small army of angels and demons, he has an adoring cult, he has a work of prophecy by Jack Kerouac, and he has Dean. Things are going pretty well until he accidentally signs Dean up as his Beloved Consort, a role that requires sex with the Antichrist on an altar. And that's when things stop going pretty well. Also, the soundtrack to the Apocalypse sucks." (If you haven't read this one, you really should. It's the very best kind of crack with the perfect amount of angst and toppy!Sam)

Five Times the Winchesters Pretended They Didn’t, and One Time That Didn’t Work (http://runedgirl.livejournal.com/72026.html) by runedgirl: "The unconventional love story of Sam and Dean Winchester across four decades, from that fateful day at the beach to two weathered rocking chairs on the porch." (I think runedgirl writes almost exclusively bottom!Dean, and her fics are always amazing)

And a quick note:

I'm pretty sure these ones are exclusively bottom!dean or bottom!jensen, but I don't have a preference and so sometimes I forget to tag for switching. Also, I tried to pick a range of fics so some of them come with pretty big possible triggers, but they're all warned for by the authors.

If you want to browse: bottom!dean (https://delicious.com/elwarre/bottom!dean) || bottom!jensen (https://delicious.com/elwarre/bottom!jensen)

It's ok, I sometimes don't mind bottom!jared, but I have to be in the right mood to read it, and it has to be written the right way.

Awesome! Thank you.

oh! and if you haven't read leonidaslion's Phthonus (http://archiveofourown.org/series/6437) series, it's 40k+ words of the sweetest, hottest toppy!Sam you've ever read.

Number 1. might be Vertigo by namichan89 http://namichan89.livejournal.com/34669.html

That's it! THANK YOU!!!

I hope the OP sees the notice, too. I'm being good and tucking the link away for later, when I can read without guilt. Thanks so much, again.

Thank you thank you thank you!!!!!!!!!

Could the story you're looking for be Vertigo (http://namichan89.livejournal.com/34669.html) by namichan89?

eta: I see someone else posted a link to it, sorry! :)

Edited 2015-06-07 06:17 am (UTC)

No sorries! You've both made me SO HAPPY! I reeeeally wanted to read this--and while I won't (because I'm being good, I'm being good) right now, it's FOUND, and now I CAN read it when I get the opportunity. Thank you!

My pleasure! And good for you for being good! ;D

Thank you so much!!