This is a weird request, I guess, but the kinkmeme got me thinking.

I'd like to read something dealing with the aftermath of a traumatic event. It can be a sexual or emotional abuse, it can be pretty much anything, as long as it focuses on the (immediate would be awesome) aftermath and it's portrayed in a realistic way. Wincest, J2, sabriel, and samifer are preferred, but I'm okay with any pairing, really. Gen and self-recs are welcome. Please, no evil!Sam/Dean/J1/etc manipulating the other.

The best example I can give is With Spit and a Prayer by Kroka-refur.

Thank you all in advance!