The worst part of these winters (http://faye-dartmouth.livejournal.com/69590.html)
And all the world drops dead (http://mentholpixie.livejournal.com/17005.html#cutid1)
Please don't go (I'll eat you whole) (http://dimeliora.livejournal.com/22270.html)
Becoming!verse (http://supernaturalfun.livejournal.com/30255.html)
Demons lie (http://foolscapper.livejournal.com/1628.html)
are definitely what you're looking for, mind the warings. I'm afraid the first one can be read as a death fic? but it fits perfectly. Then there are some where Dean is forced to listen to Sam being hurt:
Beneath the skin (http://archiveofourown.org/works/893194/chapters/1724067)
On the side of a road (http://jasmineisland.livejournal.com/22919.html)
and more where Dean is possessed and hurts Sam against his will, but idk if it's what you're looking for:
Passenger (http://supernaturalfic.livejournal.com/1615665.html) it's sequel dealing with the aftermatch With a spit and a prayer (http://amalthia.mediawood.net/ebooks/viewstory.php?sid=639)
Wrecked (http://archiveofourown.org/works/396230?view_adult=true)
Sorry if I messed up the links, I have no idea how to post here. Hope you find something you like!

Thanks so much! I can't wait to read them

Edited 2015-07-28 02:35 pm (UTC)

http://ancastar.livejournal.com/96965.html?thread=2453445 (http://ancastar.livejournal.com/96965.html?thread=2453445)

Bearable- Sam is whipped by Crowley while Dean must watch- silent.

I've actually read this one before but I couldn't find it again and I wanted to reread it so thanks so much!

Mind's Eye (http://infatuated-ink.livejournal.com/67166.html) by cherie_morte is an unusual take on this trope: "Everything is just about as bad as it can possibly get. And then one day, completely out of nowhere, Dean disappears." (Sam/Dean)

That was definitely a different take. It was great I loved it thanks!

Breaking the Wings of Dragonflies https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4186059/1/Breaking-the-Wings-of-Dragonflies

A rough school, an angry gang, and violent retribution leave Dean broken. Can his family find a way to bring him back from his dark world? Hurt/angst Dean and Sam. Angst John. Teenchester. AU.

A really amazing fic, thought it is a WIP and hasn't been updated in a while, but I feel like where it is at won't leave you hanging.(and maybe more comments will = finishing!)