have you read the wish verse? http://disneymagics.livejournal.com
Sammy has just figured out that life isn't fair for his older brother, Dean. He wishes there was some way he could help. When his wish comes true their lives are changed forever. AU hurt/sick!Dean protective!Sam Wee!chester

Rather than deaged Dean, Sam grows up sometimes and gets a different view of Dean's life, it's excellent.

Questions
http://archiveofourown.org/works/1040921
When Sam kills a monster he gets cursed with the ability to have the answer to any question. He decides it's time to learn more about his brother, but he may regret asking. Warnings: Child abuse (not by John)

After school special
http://archiveofourown.org/series/6861
The second story fits what you are after

A gift for Dean
http://archiveofourown.org/works/2257485



Edited 2015-09-14 11:45 pm (UTC)

And no, i have seen the wish verse on rec lists but i never read it. Will now tho!!

Wow thanks for all of your suggestions!!! Will def work thru all of these :)

I've read the first one you are looking and haven't been able to find it again either. I love wish verse and the innocents verse that she writes is one of my favourites :-)

I came across another one for you, the third story in particular was Sam realising things about their childhood.
Eat me drink me
http://archiveofourown.org/series/8445

To Be Young Again (http://samdean.archive.nu/viewstory.php?sid=2431) by Melodious329

Ok so read my comment on majestic duxk' post for explanation - same thing goes, thank you so much this was brilliant!!! :) x

maybe this one? Protecting Sam (http://archiveofourown.org/works/571550)

(Ok so my specific fic was actually a rec on another post but the person couldnt remember the details, so i just put it up as a specific search)

That being said, im not actually sure what im looking for bc i dont know the other reccer

But this was fab thank u so much!!! Might be it im not sure but thanks anyway :)

For 2:

Fortune's Son (http://salacious-newt.livejournal.com/6233.html) by salacious_newt
Prompt: I just want to see Dean quietly freak out because Sam is drunk and Sam looks like Dad and Dad wasn't always particularly nice when he was drunk. (warning: abusive!John)

Under a Haystack (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2887172/1/) by Janissa11
The aftermath of a curse leaves Sam with a very different version of Dean.

Phantom Load (http://lovesrain44.livejournal.com/9737.html) by lovesrain44
Dean and Sam return to Boulder, CO, where they investigate a haunted school. The job seems simple enough to Sam, who has good, although vague, memories of living in Boulder back in 1992. Dean, however, has altogether different memories, far less pleasant and far more damaging. (warning: noncon)

Goodwill (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3800486/1/Goodwill) by Mummyluvr
The boys head to a small town in Iowa where they spent two years of their lives, and Sam discovers a hidden piece of his brother's past, one that effects the present in more ways than one.

Parenting Your Gifted Child (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4619135/1/) by bhoney
When Sam and Dean re-visit their dad's storage container, Sam makes an unexpected discovery.

Clairvoyance (http://community.livejournal.com/supernaturalfic/1741634.html) by braveinnewworld
When Sam's dreams take a different turn, he realizes that he has taken Dean for granted for way too long.

Riding a Bike (http://swanseajill.livejournal.com/516.html) by swanseajill
During some unaccustomed downtime, Sam sees something that helps him understand an aspect of Dean's childhood.

A Little Night Music (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2923547/1/) by livengoo
Sam frowned. “I. . . I remember you yelling at him. And then how quiet it got." (warning: noncon (abusive!John))