Okay Guys,

I'm looking for a fic set pre series where John goes for a few days (weeks?) to spend time with Adam though the boys don't know that. So John leaves them with a hunter who is meant to be getting their help with research or something similar and the hunter was abusig Dean - I'm fairly certain it was sexual - and so Dean gets Sam and takes him to Bobbys to protect him and when John finds out he's angry. Also Dean thinks John gave this other hunter permission to do this to him. Then when John finds out he feels all guilty cause he was spending time with Adam whilst Dean was suffering.

I'm pretty sure this is a one-shot.

If anybody has a link to this fic I would greatly appreciate it :)