This one might work for you:

Can I Be Pretty Enough For You (http://aythia.livejournal.com/38913.html) : high school AU "Jensen has been hurt, and he is not about to put his trust in anyone, ever again. Things might change around the school however, when a new student arrives. But will Jensen allow the change or will the nightmares from his past ruin his last year in high school?"

Thank you, just perfect!

Edited 2016-01-28 03:21 pm (UTC)

Hello,

I mostly write hurt Jensen so if you don't mind self-rec, here's some.

A leap in the dark. (http://archiveofourown.org/works/996571/chapters/1971938) Jensen is a young blind man who gets savagely raped one day. The detective responsible of the investigation, Jared Padalecki, falls in love with him, despite the traumatism and the bad timing. He plans to be there for him every step of the way to his recovery.

Chained (http://archiveofourown.org/works/3191888): Jensen is a demon (no spn myth related) in love with Jared, an angel (idem) and gets punished by being offered to other angels who tortures him. Jared comes to the recue.

Misplaced Childhood (http://archiveofourown.org/works/2051769/chapters/4456944): Jensen and Jared have been kidnapped and physically abused when they were young. Wherein Jared received support from his family, Jensen was basically left alone with his pain. As a young adult, he's a drug addict, clearly still suffering from ptsd., using self-arm and drugs to ease the pain. He wants to come clean before he goes too far. Jared helps him through it: the bond they share ever since they were kidnapped will turn out to be stronger than they both thought.

The Rise and Fall of Jensen Ackles and the Spiders from Mars (http://archiveofourown.org/works/997623/chapters/1974288): Jared falls in love with Jensen Ackles, who has just moved in his town. Jensen is suffering from epilepsy and every time he tried to have a normal life, he failed. His condition is serious enough that living on his own constitutes a risk. He loves Jared back but his past experience and his fear of being a burden for him than anything else. His epilespy gets in the way, once again. What does it takes for Jared to convince Jensen he can have a shot at life and hapiness.

Empty Spaces (http://archiveofourown.org/works/995598/chapters/1969367): Jensen Ackles is a shy, 21 years old young man whom Jared met by accident. He knows the young man's boyfriend abuses him physically as well as psychologically but Jensen won't talk about it. One night, after another beat up, Jensen calls Jared to ask for help. It should be solve the problem, but leaving is just the first step. Jensen is damaged, scared out of his mind and completely under his boyfriend's influence, even away from him. Jared is resolved to help him, though, even if it means going at Jensen's rythm and having to make him realize, as difficult as it is, how mistreated he's been, manipulated as well, and that none of this is his fault.

All the links lead to my ao3 account, where there is more, if you happen to be interested.

Thank you!

Can't recommend it enough.....Just One Breath by Kee

http://archiveofourown.org/works/363739/chapters/590722

It's a verse but the first story is what grabbed me. Great Jensen hurt story and not too far from what I picture would happen in real life if the situation where to occur except of course, the whole J's falling in love with one another thing - but totally as best friends that are truly like brothers.

Edited 2016-01-28 03:38 pm (UTC)

Yes, i know that story. It's very well written and i definitely plan to read it again. Thank you!

My J2 BB last year was hurt Jensen, What happens now. AO3 (http://archiveofourown.org/works/4478537/chapters/10180571).

When he was sixteen Jensen Ackles was arrested and convicted of the brutal rape of his eleven year old neighbor. There was no evidence, no proof that he was even there being openly gay in a small Texas town was proof enough. After six years of torture at the hands of the other prisoners, there is finally proof of his innocence and he is released to a world that still sees him as a pedophile



Edited 2016-01-28 05:15 pm (UTC)

This is a new one to me. Thank you!

This is my absolute favorite drug addict!Jensen story:

One Kiss at A Time
Jensen, Jared's newest employee at Jay's Pad, has had a hard decade. Recently released from a rehab facility, Jensen's living at a shelter and just needs some help getting his life back on track, and Jared vows to be the one to do just that. Jensen is also an amazing guy and Jared finds himself falling hard after just a week, and he's delighted to find out that Jensen feels the same way. But Jensen still has demons he's fighting and secrets he's keeping and Jared knows that a relationship is the last thing Jensen needs right now. But his heart isn't listening, and when Jared's involved in a stomach churning ordeal, it brings up things from Jensen's past that are revealed to be the causes of all his problems. And Jared doesn't know if he can fix them all.
http://sweet-lyri.livejournal.com/281813.html

Look's awesome, thank you!

* Remember Us (http://archiveofourown.org/works/4237014): Small-town journalist Jared Padalecki has never been interested in political intrigue, but that changes when he encounters a person from his past, someone he believed was gone forever. Jensen Ackles is running for senate on a campaign steeped in hatred and bigotry. After spending a year in what he believed was a coma, he has spent the last six years trying to piece his life together under the watchful eyes of his powerful family. Everything changes when Jensen is confronted at a debate by a man he doesn’t recognize, but who claims to not only know him but be the father of Jensen’s son. These revelations stun him and start a chain of events that will leave both men changed forever as layers of lies are revealed, and the danger increases when Jensen begins to remember what no one besides Jared wanted him to.

* The Iron Ridge Pack (http://archiveofourown.org/series/248002) verse: (werewolf, ABO) Federal Marshal Jensen Ackles of the Hunter Division was the best tracker the department had on the west coast. Having watched his entire family be slaughtered by a wolf pack as a child, Jensen dedicated himself to becoming a hunter. Under his watch no one would ever suffer as he had, and renegade werewolves would be brought to justice and shipped back to the rez where they belonged. When a call came in about a were sighting in the sleepy town of Munter’s Gorge, Montana, Jensen thought he’d be home in no time. Then he met Jared at the local coffee shop and the case suddenly became a whole lot more complicated.

* Pull Me Out from Under (http://archiveofourown.org/works/746952): Jared's a hunter. He's never had any qualms about killing things that go bump in the night but one night he goes back to another hunter's lair/house/whatever for a beer and sees that he's keeping vampire!Jensen prisoner and using him as a slave as well as beating/torturing/raping him whenever he wants.

* Gemstone 'verse (http://archiveofourown.org/series/295703) (Jensen Ackles Doesn't Exist, and sequel Coral): In hindsight he realises that, had he just stayed put, had he not worried about the shoelace sticking out from under the desk where he was hiding, they probably wouldn’t have seen him. But they did.

* Fighting For Him (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1967364): 28-year-old Jensen Ackles is fighting to escape his memories of pain and abuse. He longs for someone who will love him, someone he can trust. Someone like the mysterious Civil War soldier he’s been dreaming of since childhood. Can the ghost of an ancestor who shares his name help him while also fulfilling a promise he made 151 years ago? Captain Jared Padalecki awakened in a world that was not his own. Before he can try to sort things out, the spirit of his lover urges him to save a young man from a murderer’s bullet: a young man who bears an amazing resemblance to his lover, Jensen. As Jensen’s past catches up to him and puts his life in danger, Jared realizes he is falling for the battered young man. The soldier realizes that to be true to himself, he must fight for this boy even if it means making a choice that will break his own heart.

* Only After Disaster Can We Be Resurrected (http://chase-acow.livejournal.com/193638.html): Actor Jared Padalecki's life gets turned upside down after his girlfriend drags him to an underground fighting ring. Horrified at what he sees, he breaks up with her and returns to save the fighter he saw there. Buying his contract, he rescues and befriends Jensen. Friendship turns to lust, turns to, well, he's not quite sure, but he does know that Jensen has become the most important thing in his recently upturned life, and that nothing he thought was exactly the way it seemed.

* In a Mirror Distorted and Indistinct (http://archiveofourown.org/series/9363): They keep calling him beautiful. Pretty. “Come on. Look this way. Give us a smile, Jensen.” He smiles and blinks against the flashes, fighting the urge to lower his eyes, to hide the blush burning under layers of makeup. Sweat runs down his back, his hands tremble. He’s not pretty, not beautiful. He’s small and weak and pathetic and one day they’re all gonna figure it out. One day…

* Learning to Fly (http://slashboyz.livejournal.com/4567.html): (J3 story) Jensen and his controlling uncle move to a new town. Jensen’s life is miserable and he yearns to break free, which seems impossible. Then he meets a wild and care-free kid, and the older man next door, both more than willing to show Jensen exactly what’s possible...

* Hell Is Other People (http://archiveofourown.org/works/348916): Jared is a hunter, but he is about to find out that evil isn’t just the preserve of demons. He becomes involved in the strange case of Jensen Ackles, a man who is claimed to be possessed, but not everything is as it seems. [WIP, but really, really good. I hold out hope the author will finish it. Stop at the end of Chapter 19 if you don't like ending on a cliffhanger; it's a perfectly good end point.]

* One Kiss At a Time (http://archiveofourown.org/series/152768): Jensen, Jared's newest employee at Jay's Pad, has had a hard decade. Recently released from a rehab facility, Jensen's living at a shelter and just needs some help getting his life back on track, and Jared vows to be the one to do just that. Jensen is also an amazing guy and Jared finds himself falling hard after just a week, and he's delighted to find out that Jensen feels the same way. But Jensen still has demons he's fighting and secrets he's keeping and Jared knows that a relationship is the last thing Jensen needs right now. But his heart isn't listening, and when Jared's involved in a stomach churning ordeal, it brings up things from Jensen's past that are revealed to be the causes of all his problems. And Jared doesn't know if he can fix them all.

* The United States of Jensen (http://archiveofourown.org/works/514829): ared needs a new place to live, and fast. Salvation comes in the form of a cute redhead named Danneel in his English class. Living in a huge spacious house with four other roommates seems like an ideal solution, but trouble has always found itself around Jared Padalecki, and this time is no different. He's had his whole live planned since he started University, but it looks like all it's going take is one man to knock it all down. // Jensen Ackles has been trying to fit in with everybody else for as long as he could remember. Broken from actions so horrible that he's blocked them from his mind, he lives in a world where the broken pieces of his self fight for control. He's managed to keep everybody he loves at a distance for all his life, but all that's about to change.

* Stars Fall In (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1136701): Growing up next door to each other in Calvary, Tennessee, Jared has known Jensen practically their entire lives. He knows almost everything there is to know about Jensen, harbors all of Jensen’s secrets. And that’s why Jared is hellbent on getting Jensen out of there, before it’s too late.

* Forever Mine (http://archiveofourown.org/works/277486): Jared meets the man of his dreams while helping out his best friend Chad. Unfortunately for him, Jensen is being haunted by his past in more ways than one. Can Jared convince the spirit of Jensen’s not-so-dearly departed boyfriend to move on, or will make good on his promise to make Jensen his forever.

Wow, so many new to me. Thank you so much!

I write a lot of AU Hurt!Jensen with Awesome! Protective!Jared. My last year's Big Bang, The Kapok Shade Detective Agency for Exotic Solutions (http://tcs1121.livejournal.com/35020.html) has a section with Jensen addicted to drugs. It's not the focus of the story but it is an important feature.

And Jared is awesome.

I just read this a while ago, definitely have to read again. So good. Thank you!

Thank you! I'm so glad you liked it!

In this Jensen has heavy substance abuse. http://archiveofourown.org/works/572060 (http://archiveofourown.org/works/572060)
Not sure if this http://archiveofourown.org/works/861978/chapters/1652215 (http://archiveofourown.org/works/861978/chapters/1652215) counts, but better make sure, right?

http://archiveofourown.org/works/262980 (http://archiveofourown.org/works/262980) is another one.

Not sure if it fits, but Jensen has a sleeping problem in this. http://archiveofourown.org/works/4293093/chapters/9727008 (http://archiveofourown.org/works/4293093/chapters/9727008)
That's all I have right now, but I'll look for more.