I'm looking for a specific story that meets the following criteria (under the cut):

• It was an AU that began with Dean believing that both Mary and Sam had died in the fire, and John had taken him away and raised him.


• There is long-term sexual abuse of Dean (I don't remember by whom, but I believe John was involved).


• You find out later that Mary had been intending to leave John and take her sons with her, but she only had time to rescue Sam.


• At one point Dean and Sam meet in a grocery store, but they don't know each other.


• Dean somehow gets away from John by the end, but with a lot of psychological scars.


• He meets his mother and brother and Mary thinks she failed Dean.


• I believe there was a suicide attempt?


• It was a fairly long, angsty story, but I think it has a happy ending.

Thanks in advance for your help! I've been looking for this story for several days.

FOUND: Demons Took Them Away by lipah (Thank you to nicky69 for the find!)