15 April 2016 @ 09:01 pm
broken!boys any pairings  

Hi all you wonderful fic reccers! This one is a bit hard to describe, but I'm aching for them so hopefully you'll get what I mean. I'm looking for any and all fics where one of the boys pushes the other until he breaks. Like there's that one moment where all the crap that the other has put them through comes to a head and you can actually feel them break. Where B1 just completely decimates B2, rips their heart out and stomps on it. Egs to show what I mean, hopefully you'll know them and get what I mean:

Waves, where Dean has a bunch of internalised homophobia and denies Cas continuously and the moment where Cas kisses Dean in front of his friends and Dean screams at him that he's a fa**ot.

And This Is Enough where Dean is cheating on his wife with Cas and they finally make love and that moment where Dean has to leave straight away and Cas' heart is smashed to pieces.

Getting Lucky, where Jared wants Jensen to experience sex with someone who cares and the moment when Jensen tells Jared to just shut up and f*ck him already.

Failure To Communicate, where Jensen has been doing a bunch of nasty stuff to force a divorce out of Jared and that moment where the last thing he does pushed Jared over the edge and he signs the papers.

I hope that kind of gets it across. The fics where you almost feel your heart breaks with them at the straw that broke the camel's back. All pairings are great, I'm good with non-con and dubcon, and even domestic violence from one boy to another, but happy endings only please! :-)

Thank you, I love each and every one of you (have I sucked up enough yet? Wait, I'll leave some kisses) xxx

 
 
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[identity profile] nnbrooklyn.livejournal.com on April 16th, 2016 10:24 am (UTC)
Pretty Enough Series
http://archiveofourown.org/series/27074

"Jensen has been hurt, and he is not about to put his trust in anyone, ever again. Things might change around the school however, when a new student arrives. But will Jensen allow the change or will the nightmares from his past ruin his last year in high school?"

Maybe this? I remember few things from that series that fit your description so I hope you'll like it :)
[identity profile] astrozoot.livejournal.com on April 17th, 2016 09:16 am (UTC)
Sounds perfect! Thank you!
[identity profile] elwarre.livejournal.com on April 16th, 2016 07:05 pm (UTC)
I'm not sure if these fit, but maybe?

After the Game (http://archiveofourown.org/works/882786/chapters/1700216/) by alienat: "Jared loves two things the most: soccer and Jensen. If he could just figure out a way to have both and be happy, he’d be the happiest guy in the world." (Jared/Jensen)

The Broken Heart is Blind (http://dimeliora.livejournal.com/47943.html) by dimeliora: "Jensen Ackles would be on top of the world, rising in the Pileggi organization and put in charge of the biggest deal in years, but all of the accomplishment is tarnished by the loss of his boyfriend Jared Padalecki. Jared broke his heart, left him for the Boss's son, but Jensen is beginning to believe he's not the only one keeping secrets." (Jared/Jensen)

Mismanaged (http://mis-managed.livejournal.com/1255.html) by macbyrne: "Jared has a secret that he hides from everyone. The only family he has left, his manager, has been manipulating him, forcing him to audition the old-fashioned way: on his knees. When he meets Jensen, he knows his secret is in jeopardy. When Jensen finds out, will he listen or will he break Jared's heart." (Jared/Jensen)

The Bright Lights of Disturbia (http://archiveofourown.org/works/181007/chapters/266202), of course, by leonidaslion: "Not all of our scars are worn on the outside ..." (Sam/Dean)

Star Struck (http://archiveofourown.org/works/5903?view_adult=true) by fayjay: "a J2 movie AU based on 'Notting Hill', featuring misunderstandings, secrets, lies, twists, turns, comic books, Japanese-Ethiopian fusion cuisine, a lesbian wedding, several fabulous movies that really should exist, heartache, tequila, some exceptionally awful blind dates, hot boy-on-boy sex, and true love." (Jared/Jensen - this is less angsty than the others, but there's still a moment when J1 feels epically betrayed by J2, and it's a great story)
[identity profile] astrozoot.livejournal.com on April 17th, 2016 09:18 am (UTC)
These are all great! Star Struck was on my unread bookmarks, so I'll start there. Your recs are awesome, as always elwarre, thank you!!
(Anonymous) on April 17th, 2016 03:13 am (UTC)
leonidaslion's suite verse (http://archiveofourown.org/works/160369) has a devastating scene where Sam breaks Dean psychologically using Bobby. I'm assuming you've already read this classic but if not check it out.
[identity profile] astrozoot.livejournal.com on April 17th, 2016 09:16 am (UTC)
I haven't actually, despite reading most of leonidaslion's stuff. Thanks!