Hey all!

My specific request: There was a story where Sam thought Dean and John were better off without them and did something to make them forget him while and he went to kill himself? That's all I remember, I read it a while ago.

My General request: any stories where Sam runs away, goes missing and thinks nobody will look for him or is forgotten by everyone. Gen or Wincest (I will accept Wincestiel or Sastiel).

Thanks all!

EDIT: Specific story found in comments, but still open for the Gen search