I'm looking for fics set in the first season, right after Sam kissed Sarah in the episode "Provenance." He's obviously still grieving for Jess, but he's ready to acknowledge his strong attractions to other people, and the possibility that maybe he could move on and love again one day. Are there any fics out there where one of the things he decides to finally explore are feelings he's always had for Dean? Maybe they even have a past history of acting on it? Thanks in advance for any help and/or fics you find.