anybody know where i can find the fic where jensen i think is in the kitchen talking to his mom on the phone and jared comes in and fingers, rims, and fucks him while he does it?

also does anybody know of the fic where young jensen is friends with even younger jared, who comes to jensens house one night where their friends chris, steve, tom and mike are there and they watch porn together and jensen and jared end up going to his bed together while the others get each other off?

thanks!