Hello, I am looking for a story that I just can not find, my google-fu is failing, not that it's all that good to begin with. Anyways, Jensen I think is in a rock band, Jared is homeless he lives at a nunnery (church, monastery) I think, but the head priest doesn't like him and keeps trying to kick him out. I think Jared had been kidnapped when he was a child and lived in a commune with his kidnappers until he escaped. The kidnapper still looks for him and finds him at the nunnery. Jensen takes a break from singing for a minute and goes to the nunnery, the nun there introduces him to Jared and Jensen ends up falling for him. Jared is kidnapped again and held in a hole in the floor in a rubber suit, He's rescued by Jensen and a group of people, I think Chris is there as well.

Please help! This is driving me nuts!

EDIT: found! Thanks to flawedteacup link in comments