Okay so i remember a lot from the specific fic which is why it annoys me so that i lost it :/

1) It's set after the season 8 finale and cas is still in the forest where he gets captured by other fallen angels (or demons? though i'm sure it's angels) who torture him in his human state. Meanwhile sam and dean gave up hope that cas is alive (they don't know that he got kidnapped) and team up with two other hunters. An older man and a young woman who could be tracy bell but i'm not sure. The two see a lot in black and white when it comes to hunting which is why the boys don't get along well with them.
The rest I remember is a little bit further in the story so i'm putting it in a cut

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2) Also are there any fics where cas is falling and slowly loses his knowledge and abilities? So not just his memories (but that too) but also things like talking and other stuff.

Thanks in advance!
(I'm not sure if the cut is working so really sorry if it isn't)

There's a fic I read a long time back, so not sure if it's still around. It had Jared in a relationship with a rich OMC who is physically abusing him. Jared is an artist and the OMC makes him paint all day to earn money from selling the paintings. By memory they move into a beautiful house by the beach, and Jared has a room that is just for him to paint in. I don't recall how the Js meet, but they do and eventually happy ending and all. Sorry, it's not much to go on!

It's not Shouting Out Loud (though that is also Abused!Artist!Jared and incredible, I highly recommend it).

Also, do you know any fics of any pairings where one character is with someone that is abusing them and they have an affair before abused!character leaves the abuser? I would especially like if the abused character is super shy. I love Bring Me To Life, so similar fics would be very much appreciated! Or if you know of any abused!Jensen, since I think I've only read abused!Jared fics. But really, any combination of characters, I ship them all.

THANK YOU!

I am looking for three different fics!

1) Any fics involving the angels as a family. Must have Castiel and any other angels. I would not mind some shipping as well (particularly Castiel/Lucifer, Castiel/Gabriel but any Castiel/? welcome). Gen is great.

Angel family AUs where the angels are all human are okay too.

2) Fics with Cas whump. Hurt Cas, sick Cas, abused Cas, they are all good! All warnings welcome (including noncon and abuse fics). My only stipulation is that it have a happy ending. Any pairings or gen.

3) Your favorite Castiel/Sam fics.

Hello guys,
I've read a fic a few months ago and I can't find it anywhere.
It was a Wincestiel AU in which Sam and Dean spent their summers at Bobby's and Cas lived next to them (I think Sam and Dean eventually really moved there). They had a tree house where they spent a lot of time. Sam and Dean had been fooling around for a while and then they let Cas join too. I think Sam and Dean wanted to go slow but things didn't go as planned and Dean inadvertently took Sam's virginity without either of them really wanting it. Then Sam asked him to keep going not to spoil his first time.
I also remember Cas lived with a violent/abusive family member (an older brother maybe?).
Thanks!

--Found in comments!

I'm looking for any fics anyone can recommend in which Sam is, for whatever reason (demon blood addiction, soullessness, anything else) evil or abusive or scary and mean and dark, and mistreats Cas, hurts him or holds him captive or uses him for his own ends, etc. Non-con, slavery, abuse all okay (even recommended ;) lol)

Anything at all along those lines, especially where there's Dean/Cas comfort to go along with it after the Sam/Cas hurt :)

Anyone? :)

Thanks :)
DoS

I read a Dean/Cas longish high school AU a long time ago that I haven't seen on any rec lists or anything since. Details are hazy, but I'll be as specific as I can. I remember the fic begins at a house party or something where a band is playing a show. I THINK Cas is one of the band members, and maybe Anna, but I could be wrong. Dean is at the party, and I think he and Cas end up talking by Dean's car? I believe eventually Dean wants to date Cas, but Cas is in an abusive relationship or something, maybe with Crowley. I can't really remember what happens in between all that, other than a lot of angst. Any help you could give me would be much appreciated, thanks!

EDIT: Found! Hymns of Angels Don't Sound Like This

Okay, I deleted my bookmarks and found out how sorry I was about it. I lost a couple of stories that are very similar- one i was reading and the other a favorite i wanted to re-read. Please help me if you can, it is very appreciated.
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Both stories are centered around Castiel being held captive by Lucifer!Sam and used as a play toy. In one I remember they were bound by Gabriel to make sure Castiel didn't die before they rescued him. In the other Lucifer not only had cas but two others( Bobby, Sam, or Dean not quite sure) in a coma like state. They end up breaking out in the end.
If this sounds close to anything else please also send a link- I would like to cover all my bases.
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​Thank You Guys for ALL your help!

Ok, I feel a little awkward doing this. but I'm not having any luck on my own... so here goes.

Sub/Bottom Castiel only.

1) Gagged Castiel. For any reason.
2) A fic where someone uses sextoys on Cas, fully consensual or dub-con fine.
3) A fic where someone punishes Castiel (ideally I'd love one where he breaks some kind of rule someone has put in place because they don't trust him, or because of the nature of their relationship D/s maybe, and he is punished for it, but whoever is punishing him doesn't reach the "forgiving" stage because they're too angry, are distracted by a hunt, or just assume Cas knows he's forgiven once the punishment is over, only to have to comfort him later when they realise he's been really hurting over it... I think people call it sub drop aftercare or something)
4) A fic where Castiel is an unwilling participant in a D/s relationship, would majorly love some public bondage.

and lastly, a slightly different (but still sorta the same)

5) Any fics where Castiel's wings are restrained. I'm talking actual tethering, maybe special demonic chains that don't let him uncurl his wings. Can be consensual (Maybe Cas does it to show his willingness to submit to them) or non/dub-con.

Hello wonderful people! I was wondering if you might be kind enough to help me find some good gen, series-era whump fic featuring Dean, Sam, and/or Castiel. I'm game for kidnapping, physical abuse, bondage, torture, etc. but PLEASE NO sexual abuse.

Dark!fic, Case!fic, epics, short stories, happy endings, hurt/comfort, five ways, horror, action/adventure... Whatever! It's all good to me, as long as it's got some good wump in there and it's gen.

Searching for a fic in which Alistair makes Castiel believe that he (Cas) is being abused by Dean. As the fic progresses, Castiel becomes more confused as to what's real and what's happening in his mind. Meanwhile, Dean doesn't understand why Castiel begins to fear him. I believe this may have been a prompt fill for Supernatural Kink Meme (spn_kinkmeme) but it may have been someplace else. Thank you for any help!

It was a long time ago and i don't remember the title but the pieces i remembered is Dean saving Castiel from something and in his pain, Castiel accidentally revealed that Dean had tortured him when he was in hell. I think Castiel begging Dean that he doesn't have to do that anymore because he was there to save him or something. Ring a bell? Thanks in advance. :)

I've found a new "Cas" kick again! They beginning to A Reason To Fall had me thinking about Cas being in a Hospital with no memory or with and how he would react. Would he call Bobby, Dean, Sam, or would he just get up and go? Then I went on a side trip to him being Kidnapped. Either by bad guys or good guys (as in one of his brothers trying to keep him safe etc.) But Alas! I can't find very many! So I would love your guy's help! If you have any Favs related to this as well please rec those too!

Needs...
-Cas Kidnapped or in a Hospital
-Him haveing to get help
-I love comfort and hurt to go along with it
-if you have any fatherly!Bobby I would love you!

Thanks to any who can help!
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(Mods- I couldn't find a Cas-kidnapped but one for each of the boys. I would love if you could add Cas to the list as well ;) Thanks!)

Edit: Help! I still want more :p I suck I know but I would love more it you guys got them! Thanks!

Hi peoples! I was wondering if you people could help me find two Destiel FICA I read ages ago and was stupid enough not to save them.

The first one is a Destiel high school AU where Castiel's dad beats the crap out of him all the time and so he now hates any sort of conflict eg. Jo playfully hit a guy (could've been Ash) and Cas flinched like something bit him. Dean goes over to Cas' house and pisses off his dad so he would attack Dean while (John?) films it so he could be arrested.

And the second one, I only remember 1 scene from (for all I know it could be the same fic as the first request). I remember that Cas is on school property after talking to a teacher and Dean is waiting for him at the impala and a gang of kids start to beat him almost t odeath because he was gay and was about to set him on fire but Dean or police or something interrupted them before they could finish.

I know that might not be a lot to go on but it is all my demented head remembers. Please help me! Thanks in advance!

Found! :
1. Storm of Fear
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7244007/1/Storm_of_Fear

2. I Promise I Love You
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6559269/1/I_Promise_I_Love_You

I'm trying to find a Destiel AU fic where Dean and Cas are in high school together and Dean finds out Cas's father is very abusive and Cas ends up self harming and in a mental hospital?

any help would be great!

I'm looking for a Dean/Cas fic where Dean and Cas are together and the only part I can remember is that Dean almost hits Cas (I think they are in bed together at that point, but maybe not) and Cas tells Dean that he'll leave him if he does. Dean immediately backs down and feels shame. I think he might be afraid of becoming like John, but Cas assures him he's not like him. That's all I remember of the fic.

Edit: Found in comments

If you guys know of any other fics that deals with Dean hitting/almost hitting/hurting/emotionally abusing Cas, can be AU or not and in whatever setting), destiel, gen or even wincest if Cas is a major part of the story, and then feeling guilty afterwards, please rec them. I do need Dean to feel guilty afterwards, so no 5.04 fics with a non-caring Dean, please.

Hi, three fic searches.

1. Any Misha/Jared Alpha/Omega fics. I'll take anyone being the Alpha/Omega but I dont want any fics where its very BDSM style, I don't like that stuff.

2. Any cute Sam/Cas fics, preferably long/epic but i'll take one-shots and shorter fics. (though no WIP's please!)

3. Any Abused!Castiel fics, whether its emotionally, mentally, physically or sexually. Either Gen, Dean/Cas or Sam/Cas. I'm hoping for some Sam/Cas though because I havent managed to find any yet.

Thanks in advance!

Basically, it's set right after Death's Door (probably) and Dean is about to walk into Dick Roman's headquarters to try and kill him. This suicidal plan depends on the other leviathans thinking he's just one of them having to look like Dean. On his way to Dick's office, someone mentions to him that there's an angel in the basement that everyone has been using and abusing for the last few months. Dean suspects it's Castiel, abandons his chance to kill Dick and heads down to the basement.

Of course it is Cas, and he thinks it's just another Leviathan come to 'rescue' him - get him up several floors and then reveal it's a fake rescue. Dean proves he's human, eventually gets Cas out and...I don't remember the rest.

So yeah, if anyone knows the fic I'm speaking of, I'd love to see the link.

Also, fairly sure it was Dean/Cas by the end, but it might not've been.

Found in the comments!

I read a fic (and I can't remember the author or title) where Cas was in hell being tortured by Lucifer and the floor was really hot and burnt his feet. I can't remember much but I'm pretty sure that eventually he got out and the boys looked after him. I have a feeling that it was Destiel.

If anyone knows which fic this is please help me out!
Thank you
:)

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FOUND: http://thevinegarworks.livejournal.com/23181.html#cutid1

I'm sorry if I'm posting this in the wrong place but... I had come across a Fanfic a little while back (but I can't tell you the website - may have been LJ or Fanfiction.net or somewhere else) that I would love to find again.

It was set in ep: 05x04 the end. and was written from both Past Dean and Future Cas' POV.

The basic story went along the lines that Future Dean had ended up a shell of what he was and had taken everything out on Future Cas, when Past Dean shows up, Future Cas is basically unrecognizable. It was a really dark fic but show cased the bond between Past Dean and Cas

They wrote the fic along side what actually happens in that ep, ref. a lot of quotes from Future Dean/Past Dean/Future Cas and it was wonderfully written. I.. just can't seem to find this fic again. Can any one help at all?

Happy New Year, all!

Bit of a different request for you all. I'm looking for any fics where God - the 'real' God, not god!Cas - either directly or indirectly heals/comforts/is revealed to/protects/etc. Cas in some positive way. Please no fics with corporal punishment, God/Cas slash, or in another way angry!God. I'm looking for benevolence and overall warm fluffiness, okay? =) Any length. Self-recs are always welcome. Thanks!

1. I am looking for fics where Castiel has been or is being hurt or bullied by the other angels. Any type of torture (psychological, physical or sexual). I would especially love it if someone(Dean, Sam, etc) finds out and comforts Cas or beats the hell out of his abuser.

This is similar to what I am looking for. http://archiveofourown.org/works/257236

2. Looking for the above request but with Castiel in a human AU (abuser can be anyone).

3. Stories where we find out Anna actually fell for something really bad (evil!Anna) and that is why Cas doesn't like her (bonus for also lining up with #1).

Hello again,
friends!
I was searching for this fic I read a while ago and tried to look at all the related tags but still haven't found anything, so I hoped you could help.
So, basically, Castiel goes to the rescue during Dean's time in hell, he tries to convince Dean to follow him but Dean is Alastair's pupil and he's unfortunately used to tortures now, he's also convinced he's too damaged to be worth something.
It's a very graphic story, wherein Castiel stays in hell ('til he manages to earn Dean's trust), Dean tortures Castiel (there's also non-con if I remember correctly) but all through the fic Cas never loses his hope that Dean will remember he's not evil and he never loses faith in him and his soul.
I hope someone knows what I'm talking about, I don't remember much else.
Thank you in advance :-)

eta Found: it's The Forty-First Year http://tracy-loo-who.livejournal.com/83174.html
and there's a related story in the comments

So, the new delicious sucks, yes? I really want to reread this fanfic I found a couple months ago, but I can't find it! The story goes like this:

Castiel goes to Hell to stop the apocalypse. He has a few minutes to say good-bye to Dean and Sam, but the guys are tired from a hunt and Dean won't listen when Cas tries to explain. A few years later, the guys get a call from Missouri about weird stuff going on at a hospital. Turns out it's Cas, rescued from Hell by Crowley. They take Cas back to Bobby's house and let him recover. Cas loses his voice, so everyone learns sign language, and eventually Cas joins Dean and Sam on a hunt.

I hope someone recognises this. Thank you in advance!

Hey guys! I just finished reading A Monster By Any Other Name (http://freac-camp.livejournal.com/517.html) which features a totally and completely broken Sam. I've also read Bait (http://maz-kazama.livejournal.com/tag/bait) which has totally broken Dean.

I'm looking for other fics where one of the boys (Sam, Dean, Jensen, Jared, even Castiel or Misha) has been totally and systematically abused (mental, physical, sexual, anything) and is, basically, now somewhat of a basket case. They're just completely terrified and scared and constantly expecting pain. And I want the other to be desperately trying to make it all better. Basically I was extreme hurt/comfort guys!

Keep in mind I have read a TON of J2. I've read all of leonidasden's fics. NC-17, AU, gen, slash, wincest, its all totally fine. So are self-recs. WIPs I can handle as well. Just give me the most gut wrenching hurt/comfort out there. Thanks in advance!