I am looking for Heart of Thunder by coldinthestudio. It used to be on  AO3. The pairing in the story was Dean and Castiel. I know it wasn't finished but I would like to read what the author  did write. I am wondering if someone has the story and can send it to  me. 

I have two fics that are on my mind and I cannot find anywhere. I remember reading both in 2016 so they are from a while back. 

1. The first is set in a 'verse where there is no supernatural. Castiel is aro-ace who has his birthday. As a gift his friends (I think it was meg and Gabriel) buy him a night with a sew worker and lo-behold- Sam arrives. They don't do anything and the story follows their relationship and coming to terms with themselves and defining what they mean to each other.  If it helps- Meg was there and got into a fight with castiel in the middle somewhere casue he was being invasive. 

2. Fic number 2 is sam centric and I think is about the time he runs away and meets Bones the dog. He somehow ends up in an abandoned building and makes friends with a ghost girl who is able to pass on after talking with him. I remember she attempted to kill some hunters and sam just goes "you shouldn't do that."- dunno if this is connected, but i keep remembering sam ruining his shoes by running so much and its really angsty. I connect to this, but i don't know if it is a different fic by the same author or something entirely different

Any help would be appreciated!! I know the stories but cannot figure out where they are

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a supernatural gen anthology, vol. i & ii

I've got two requests. First I'm looking for a fic I remember reading ages ago. Sam catches Dean injecting himself (between the toes?) and ends up handcuffing him in the bathroom of the motel room they are in and just leaving him there while he withdrawls. The fic is fairly short and is from Deans POV. Hopefully that's not too vague and someone will know the fic I'm talking about.

Also after the podfic of 'Ten in one' by Smilla02 and read by ursa1ita if anyone has a copy they could share. I can't find a working link for it anywhere.

Thank you in advance :)

Hi, I read the summary of this fic while browsing through fic recs, found it interesting, and thought I saved it, but apparently, I didn't, and now I can't find it anywhere.It was a post-hell fic set in S6 or S7. Sam got out of hell but is psychologically damaged, Dean does his best to look after his brother, and Sam brought a hellhound from hell that protects him. Anyone?

I'm looking for a specific fanfiction that follows Sam going to hell, and he becomes partially mute; the only word he knows/uses is "Dean." It's most likely Wincest,  but it could be Gen as well. Hope that rings a bell or two. Thanks!

I'm looking for the NSFW drawing of sad!Dean by smallworld_inc that inspired the lovely 2012 blindfold_spn h/c fill "Blanket of Sadness" by anne_higgins.

The picture was of Dean sitting in a chair wearing only a t-shirt, his head resting on his arm, his face sad. It was a pencil sketch I think. Very beautiful!

The old link on image shack is now broken and it seems I neglected to download it :/

smallworld_inc is no longer active under that username and I don't know her new one.


(mods, hope art request is OK since it links with fic!)

I read this fic a year or two ago.

(i don't know if these are correct) In it sam and dean are not related. Dean had been at the hospital for a while. Sam is new to the hospital. Sam had been seeing lucifer everywhere. When he was with dean, lucifer was at bay. Dean was in the hospital for  trying to kill himself too many times. It started one time in the kitchen with his dad. He had dropped a knife he was using to cut vegetables, when dean tried to catch it he cut his hand. Dean began to cut whenever his dad got mad. Then it became a habit. In the hospital they don't even trust him with a plastic fork. Dean is on cut watch. Everyday they would come in and check him. Dean is in the hospital by his own choice. Every time they would try to get him to leave he would say he'd end  it the minute he got out. Sam helps to calm him and Dean makes lucifer go away. 

here's a quote i remember: (sam and dean are going to shower together when sam sees the cuts) "don't go all lovey dovey on me. Don't try to kiss my scars and say they're beautiful."

I read this story a long time ago and cant seem to find it no matter how hard I look. I was so sure the fic was called Lavender but I cant find any results, so maybe it has been deleted?

The story has a sweet and friendly Jared and a grumpy Jensen who meet at a farmers market. Jared (I think) makes coffee or is a type of florist and maybe Jensen makes pies or something? Jensen is kinda rude to Jared in the beginning and has him go get tea far away etc.. Misha is there too, possibly makes honey, and he and Jensen make ice cream the manual way by rolling a ball around. It's sort of D/s, with willing sub!Jared, but Jensen is worried about hurting him because of a past relationship. Near the end of the story, Jared uses their safeword "lavender" because he can tell Jensen is still scared of hurting him. 

Sorry for the weird mash of things I can remember, and sorry I cant remember what their specific booths are at the farmers market! If anyone has any idea what Im talking about I'd really appreciate it, I loved this fic. Thanks :)