

A simple request - I'm looking for really cute, adorable fics from when the boys were kids. I'd prefer Sam not to be a baby as I'd like some interaction between the boys, but I'm really just wanting something to make me go awwww! :)
Gen ONLY please.
Thanks.
plus dean, sam bobby and gabriel are encouraged in any story especially if they might not really like said pet but cas will not get rid of said pet, platonic or slash stories are welcomed, short or long does not matter, self rec are welcomed as well

I'm looking for anything Dean/Cas with lots of nice, light, fluffy cuddling and/or bed sharing (hopefully and). I'd prefer nothing that's goopy to the point of being cheesy, but if big cheese balls are all you've got, then hit me; I'll give it a shot and long as it's written at least somewhat decently. I really just want copious amounts of sweet little destiel snuggles.
Bonus points for description of how one/both of them sleeps, comforting from nightmares or insomnia, one of them being a clingy or wiggly sleeper (or both of them just flopping all over each other; that'd be nice too), and extra mega supernova bonus points for anything with Cas laying on top of Dean.
Thank you so, so, so, so much!
You're all lovely, lovely, fabulous little peaches!
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thanks in advance! :)
It's been a reeeally long day and I'm in the mood to curl up with some nice sweet J2 fics. I'm basically looking for a loving/caring/sweet!Jensen fic. I'll read anything au or non-au my only requirement is that it be bottom!Jared please.
So rec away all your favourites :-)
Thanks in advance :-)
It was a oneshot and it was Sam after he came back from hell. Dean and him were on a hunt and Sam didn't like hugging but circumstances lead Dean having to hug Sam for warmth or something. Dean laughed asking if Lucifer hugged Sam in to submission or something and it turns out he actually did. Wow I am terrible at summaries but the fic was wincesty gen.
Please anyone if you have fics where Sam and Dean or any combination of Sam/Dean/Cas/Gabe share a bed could you send me links, thank you.
-Established relationship bed sharing is adored.
-Forced/ accidental bed sharing
-Established bed sharing -(A bit like in 'Advice for the Romantically Impaired' -if I have remembered the title correctly.)
Thank you- any pairings please.
[Mods- I've put it with a cuddling tag since this was the nearest I could think to 'bed sharing' as a genre, I hope that's okay.]
I'm also craving proper romance. Whether just snippets of an established relationship or a sort of stumbling, clumsy falling in love fic, I guess just something with a little more emotional focus than UST.
I just need something a little more gentle, cuddling, schmoopy, massage, anything like that that's good in-character fic and I would be greatly thankful.
I'm pretty open to most pairings but tend to prefer Dean/Cas and Sam/Dean if possible. Thank you greatly. :D

1) FOUND!!! It was in a friend's journal as a birthday gift! I reposted it for myself so I wouldn't lose it again.
*Jensen in on the way home for vacation. Vacation = time to collapse. He gets feverish on the plane and when he gets off in San Antonio to drop off Jared, Mrs. P gets her hands on him and won't let him get on the plane to Dallas. She pretty much takes him home and puts him to bed and then calls his mom to let her know why he's not on his way to Dallas.*
2) Dean's got a very bad cough/flu. Sam can't take the sound of his breathing so he slips into Dean's bed and pretty much holds him up while he's sleeping. (Gen)
Very likely these were responses to h-c comment fic memes, but I can't track them down and it's making me CRAZY!
I just rewatched "bedtime stories" and know I am graving fics where teen-Dean reads some good night stories for wee-Sammy!
Just some real good fluff, maybe some comforting because of a fight or a nightmare and good óld brother reading some good old fics ;)
hope you can rec me some
greetings
I was wondering if there are any fics where Sam and Dean are still younger and an older student or a teacher takes a special interest in Sam either because he's smart or simply because they're intrigued and Dean gets jealous and possessive as a result 'cause he feels his 'older brother' position is threatened. I'm pretty sure I read a story like that once (Sam was thirteen and an older student, who was Dean's age, thought Sam was amazing and a genius, not to mention adorable and Dean got possessive as hell because "Sam already had an awesome older brother, he didn't need another one".), but I can't find it anywhere, so anything that vaguely resembles this would be welcome. I'd prefer it if this wasn't sexual in any way and pre-Stanford, though.
Also, are there any fics out there where Sam was born as a were-cat or any other cat-like creature and how this would affect the Winchesters and the whole Supernatural storyline? What I'm looking for is, basically, an AU where Sam is born a cat-like creature and a bit feral and animalistic as a result, but I'd appreciate any fics with Sam a were-cat, even if he wasn't born that way. Here, I'd actually prefer wincest for the pairing, but anything else is fine, too. I already read "Purrrfect Mate" by virtualpersonal, http://virtualpersonal.livejournal.com/236282.html, for anyone who's interested.
Dean eventually figures out that Sam thinks he's a cat and has to head over to Bobby's to remove the curse. I know that at one point cat!Sam is pretty horny and pretty much dry humps Dean against his will.
Hope someone can find this!
1) Non-AU J2 fics with the boys figuring out or disclosing their mutual attraction to each other. UST is always awesome, as is angst.
2) Any h/c low self-esteem fics in which Jared, Jensen, Misha, Sam, Dean, Cas, or Gabriel feels like he isn't good enough, and another one of the three helps him through it. I'm not really picky about pairings. Self-injury, eating disorders... anything goes. Once again, preferably not AU. I really liked In Mirror Distorted and Indistinct
3) A (possibly shmoopy) story in which one of the boys has to go out of their comfort zone to comfort the other... hugs, cuddling, heart-to-hearts, etc.
4) Inexperienced!Cas... Dean shows Castiel how to get himself off or shows him how to have sex.
5) This one is really general, but any story with great sexual tension that does or does not lead to sex. Long stories filled with awkward moments and awkward boners make me happy :)
Sorry for so many requests! Thanks!

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After getting his soul back, or maybe after a couple seizures, Sam wakes up in Dean's bed, which is definitely not where he was when he went to sleep. Sam is embarrassed, even though Dean doesn't really mind all that much. But then it keeps happening, with Sam never remembering getting up. Now Dean's starting to get a little annoyed because, as much as he loves the kid, Sam is not the best person to share a bed with, he moves around and makes noises and clings, so Dean gets him his own hotel room, just so he can get some sleep for once. But even that doesn't keep Sam away. As mangled as his soul is, once the brain is shut down, it's going to go find it's mate. Gen, please.
First I'll point out that I'm not really sure what I'd rather avoid (*scratches head*) - so I'll just read the warnings before and if something icks me, I won't read. Also, story lenght doesn't matter - but couple wise I only read Gen, Wincest and J2.
So I didn't have any specific genres in mind, or settings, just as long as it fits the criterias below :
1) Fics where Dean comforts Sam, and/or is protective of him.
Basically I saw these by Andlatitude : one two three
And well... I really wanted to read about something like this.
It doesn't have to be ALL that it's about, and any circumstances works.
2) Fics where Sam seems like the helpless and protected one, but he's actually more dangerous than Dean.
Or where Sam generally is the mastermind behind things, even if nobody suspects it would be him, because he's the little brother.
Precision : It can go into Dark AUs, including serial killer, whichever. So long as Dean isn't abused by Sam; they care for each other, hence Dean protecting Sam even if he's deadlier.
I also remember reading a story where Sam is androgynous and looks frail, but he's deadlier than Dean. I lost the link though. [FOUND] > Lexicale's Law of the Talon - It's wincest and in an AU setting where they don't seem to be hunters.
If there's J2 (gen or slash) variants of those, which is what I meant by ''and a half search'', I'd read that too. :)
I don't care which ''J'' is the equivalent.
So I'm looking for J2 fic wherein Jared and Jensen are living together in Jared's house and it's winter in Vancouver but their heater broke and they cuddle together, make out, have awesome sex...let just say schmoop :) some thing like this:
Cold, cold day
Their heater breaks, so Jared and Jensen spend the day in bed, getting drunk on eggnog.
Winter in Vancouver
After having already spent three winters in Vancouver, Jensen knew how cold they could get. This winter seemed particularly cold though and Jensen figured it had a lot to do with the fact that the heating in Jared’s house had stopped working somewhere during the day.
Many thanks!
After months of reading Season 7 fics about suicidal!Winchesters, alcoholic!Winchesters, insane!Winchesters, and self-destructive!Winchesters I am looking for something a little more upbeat.
So if you know of any "happy" season 7 fics please send them my way! They don't have to be angst-free 'sky is blue, everything is perfect', don't have to be humor/crack (though I wouldn't turn down those either!), but I would appreciate it if, despite all of their issues, they manage to find a little bit of peace or respite from the constant darkness and despair :)
In other words, a little more more comfort in my hurt/comfort please :)
AU's are awesome.
A few more general requests:
1. Wee!Dean just being a kid.
2. Outsider POV's where Dean and Sam come across as really creepy and/or dangerous. (I read a comment where someone said that to an outsider, the boys must sometime seem spookier than what they hunt. So this request is building off of that comment.)
3. AU's - Sam sans Ruby while Dean is in Hell.
4. Dean and/or Sam get kidnapped and sold.
Long or short, it's all good. As are self-recs. Please no slash for any of these requests :)
So, I'm looking for recs, where Dean is actually a sweet romantic kind of guy inside - and maybe saves himself for his one true love?
...sounds kind of strange, but this theme has been bugging me in the last days.. Do you know any fics like that?
Only slash please - and bottom!Dean is preferred, but I'm not picky. And rating/warnings doesn't matter either, nor his partner (though Sam, Cas or John preferred) - just toss me anything you can think of~ :))
Newbie but dedicated lurker...
I am wondering if anyone can help me find anything to fit this rather odd request?
- Hugs/ cuddles/ embraces/being held/ rocked/carried...
Between Sam and one of the others - pref.Dean but will happily accept any and all.
Gen/ angsty/ sweet/ smarm....brotherly love or brotherly LOVE...anything goes.
Please help me settle my physical contact craving
Thanks all,
Kat
Hi wonderful people! I've been saving these searches up for a while, after having had no luck of FF.net or LJSeek, so here is a small list of what I am looking for...
1 - Centaur!boys. Seriously, I can't find anything anywhere. You'd think it'd be more popular! Can be Sam/Dean, Destiel, Sassy, J2...anything!
2 - Mentally de-aged boys. I see physically de-aged all the time, but I think it'd be super interesting to see it the other way around, with the afflicted keeping their adult body and having a child's mind! Can be either, but I would prefer de-aged Dean please :) Hurt!Dean is always a bonus.
3 - Are there any fics wherein one boy is trapped/imprisoned, and the other can see him but can't get to him? Frantic!boys are a drug to me ;) I'm pretty much ok with anything here, but no extreme underage please. Again, if the focus was on Hurt!Dean, I certainly wouldn't argue ;)
4 - Next, expanding on the 'frantic' theme, are there any fics out there where the situation the boys are in looks completely hopeless, so they say their goodbyes to each other or accept the other is going to die, but then something supernatural intervenes and saves the day? I'm thinking along the lines of 'Destiny' by K Hanna Korossy. Hurt!Dean, you say? Well if you insist :D
5 - Lastly, something I've asked for before but didn't really get - boys hurt through non-supernatural means, like bar fights, car accidents (both crashing and getting hit by), falling down stairs, or accidental clumsiness! I don't have to say it but I will. I like Hurt!Dean!
Thanks so much for any and all help! After having a rotten, no good work...month, I could use a good set of fics to settle down with :) xx
P.S - Daaaamn, that's a lot of tags...
If it's well written, I'm open to mpreg and/or SPN, but it's gotta be well-written.

I'm all out of Delicious accounts to dig through and I've scoured the last several days worth of StoryFinders posts. I need some suggestions :D
I'm not really picky. At the moment, I'm in the mood for some really good one-shots (but throw me some multi-chapters too because my mood changes often :P)
I like schmoop but I don't like all schmoop and no plot and I don't really like fever/colds stories. Please, no slash :) And please no Cas or any other angel. (Unless it's a very brief appearance)
I love AUs, and angst, and humor, wee!chesters, teen!chesters, etc.
Really, I just want something to read :)
Thank you guys so much, you're awesome!
Things I'm looking for, if it helps (though really, I'll read pretty much anything):
1. College AUs - I have a weakness for them. Which shows given I write them a lot. *snickers*
2. Office AUs - I do prefer Jensen to be the boss, but meh, mix it up! If you have an awesome fic you wanna rec, then do it! XD
3. Shy!Jared - Awe, admit it, we all love it when Jared's all shy, clueless, clumsy and totally adorable... and Jensen totally loves it too!! Yep!!
4. Oblivious!Jensen/Pining!Jared - but I'd like it to have a happy ending!
5. Got a bit of angst? Sure, I'll read it... but seriously, schmoop me! *snort* I do love the whole 'misunderstandings leading to making up and pink fluffy hearts'
Um... I do prefer bottom!Jared, but I will read it if Jensen is. *shrugs* Also, I don't mind MPreg normally, but just for this search, can it not have any, please? I don't want to read about pregnancy at the moment. It's not a good topic. Heh.
So yes! Please give me your recs! Self-recs are greatly encouraged! And long fics are also appreciated! Thank you in advance! You're all awesome!
(Mods, I kinda tagged the ever loving crap out of this, if I've missed anything, I'm really sorry)

I just finished reading The Truth Within The Lie and I really loved it! I was wondering if there were any other fics out there where the boys have to pretend to be a couple to work on a case at a couples retreat, or a couples counciling camp/retreat or something, and then somewhere along the line it stops being pretend ;)
There was a fic that was a couples counciling camp type fic that Ive been searching for to. I only remember a few parts, but in one part, the lady told Sam and Dean to sit facing each other and tell each other how they feel about the other? And then there was another part where this one guy kept hitting on Sam and Dean got really jealous.
Thank you in advance :))
Thanks in advance, C
Mods I used all the tags I thought might work, hope it was enough :)

( There's this accident . . . )
Does this sound at all familiar to anyone? Or does anyone have any similar J2 recs that they could share?
Thanks in advance for even pondering this request,
Stella
Mods: I hope I've tagged correctly, if I haven't, please let me know and I'll gladly fix it. I've never posted here before.
I'm looking for a few things... I'm putting a few under cuts to protect the young and elderly among us. ^_^
1) Any insanely sweet and sappy and mushy fics. Wincest/J2 please. I'm talking things like "As This Sunset Turns To Morning" and "Reinventing Love" and "Disclaimer". Stories that just kinda make you want to believe in love again, you know? Longer is better, but a sugary-sweet one-shot makes my day too. ^_^
( Ohh... kinky! )
3) Creature-boys. I've read a whole slew of werewolf fics, and I've dug into the creature-tag on J2 recs, but thanks to an egg-preg fic I saw on here earlier, now I've got a craving for creature-boys. :/ Anyone got some to rec??
4) Snow-fics. We're having a 'delightfully' warm winter here (Seriously. 70 degree weather. In JANUARY!! /o\), so I'm craving some cold, snowy boys. Again, any pairing except Destiel works here. ^_^
5) Cooking and/or Gardening fics. I have precious little of this. The boys as chefs/bakers/caterers.... just cooking in their own kitchen in their own time. Same with gardening. They can be gardeners, landscapers, just taking care of their own gardens, working in a nursery, I don't care. I want some dirty boys playing with plants. ^_^
I'll stop now. Thank you all in advance.

1. Jared is going to participate is some reality show about survival. He goes to Jensen who then teaches him how to survive in the wild. Jensen is, I don't know, biologist, survivalist? (kinda like man vs. wild sears thing).
They fall in love. Jared goes to do the show. The show producers make it look like he's fallen in love with - I think it was Sandy - someone else. Jensen get's angry and won't talk with him. Jensen is some time later filming some survival show/documentary and talking about ants(I think) when Jared comes to talk to him.
2. This was a pretty big 'verse, and was WIP last time I read it. Jensen was a scientist that works with ice(I'm sure there's a name for that - can't remember) and he works on some science station - I think it was Canada or Grenland. He's also quite the survivalist and has some big achievements - among others, raciing to the pole and back, or all over or something (don't remember) on a sleight. Jared comes to the science station to learn because he's supposed to make a film about Jensen.
They fall in love.
Later Jensen comes back to US, and becomes a professor at university. He had two huskies while at the research station - Sam and Dean - he only brings Dean home with him.
For the general search I'm searching for any story, with any pairing, of any length, type or rating as long as it has a fireplace with a fire burning in it, snow falling outside and someone cuddly, sleeping or doing anything in front of the fire.
Found!!!
Thank you! :D
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I'd prefer it if he was forced into it, for example if his free will is removed by a spell or curse or something like that or if it's just beaten into him to obey... I'd really love it if he's aware of what's happening and is terrified (well obviously), but he can't fight back due to what I mentioned above. I'd especially love it if someone rescues him and takes him back to his family (especially to Dean) and we get to see some h/c angsty goodness recovery too. I'll take any or all of what I've mentioned!
Pre-series or during the series is fine... I have a lengthly tags list below but I hope I've tagged correctly...
Thanks in advance!
I'm looking for any stories where there is a Sam and Dean reunion (wincest or gen). AU or non-AU, I don't mind as long as the boys are still brothers and know and love each other (the separation could be however long). I also don't mind about length; I'm happy to read a good long story with just maybe one scene specific to this request.
I'd like the boys to have sorely missed each other, for it to definitely involve some hugging/clinging/maybe a few tears. I'm happy to read a rescue from kidnapping, curtain fics, recovery from amnesia, de-aged boys, any kind of affliction, weechesters. I'm not fussy, as long as there is a good old sappy reunion between our boys.
Thanks for you help! :)
1) This one is fairly vague, so I hope someone can recognize enough of what I remember. Cas is falling, I think, and he’s starting to sleep more. There’s one scene that I recall vividly; Sam and Dean are in a motel room (Bobby’s place?) and Castiel suddenly appears and announces to Dean that he needs to sleep. Dean isn’t really sure why Cas is telling him this and Cas is getting increasingly frustrated with Dean until Sam picks up on what Cas wants and tells Dean that he’s become an angel’s security blanket. When Dean thinks back, he realizes that every time Cas has slept since he started to fall, he’s slept on or by Dean. And that is the sum total of what I remember; I hope it’s enough because it’s really cute and I could use more schmoop in life right now.
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2) This is an AU fic where demons and angels are slaves to humans. Dean (unintentionally, I think) becomes Castiel’s owner. Cas’ former owner was much older and had passed away, but genuinely cared for Cas. I remember Dean taking Cas back to his former owner’s home at some point, it had been built to give him room to fly easily and there were lots of pictures of them together. So, this is even vaguer than the first one; I’m sorry, guys. Does it sound familiar, at all?
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Thank you all in advance!
Thanks for your help.
Love, Juli.
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With Sam having an imaginary friend or with Dean imagining Sam because he's lonely, feverish or because he's crazy? Sam don't have to be imaginary, he can be a ghost, or a demon,perhaps some sort of fey/fairy, maybe inter-dimensional being or an alien?
As long as it's only Dean who can see him at first? I would love it if it was Wee!boys, like in Snuffleupaus but all recs are welcome be it slash or gen.
Thank you all in advance! <3
Edit - Thanks for all the recs guys! They were great!

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It there are pairings, I'd prefer them to be bottom!Sam/Jared, but rec any animal/animal transformation fics you love.
Thank you for your help~! ♥
Edit - Thank you everyone for the wonderful recs! -kisses for all-

It has to be a couple of years old. I'm not sure if its Sam/Dean or Jared/Jensen. All I can remember is one of them is ill Sam/Jared. They are on a beach,covered in blankets,sitting infront of a truck. I remember the auther writing that Dean/Jensen could smell the smell of plums from the truck.
That is all I have. It has been driving me crazy. Really crazy to the point of searching when I should be sleeping.
So.I'm keeping everything crossed.

I've a very big craving for thumb-sucking!Sam it doesn't have to be anything sexual (but it would be a plus) just a story where Sam likes to suck his thumb and maybe Dean watches and likes it or whatever. Please help me out?
Bottom!Sam only please!
Underage don't bother me
And neither do wincest (:obviously;)
Much love from me to you.
/Kim
In 2 days I'm gonna be spending 48 hours with me mum in the hospital while she has test done.
I've got loads of fics to read but not enough of the one's i'm wanting.
I read one the other day that was recommended on here. jared had Carbon Monixed poisoning.
I'm looking for any stuck in a room with smoke/gas/poison fumes fics. I am a Limp Sam/Jared gal and I love long fics,espically when they are healing. I'm not keen on "cough cough,ambulance,respirator,next morning lets hunt" kinda fics but I will accept them. ANYTHING!!!
also,if anyone knows any.Any fics where the boys Sam/Dean Jared/Jensen piss's the other one off because they won't do kissing or affection in public.
THANK YOU!!!!
I'll take anything.And I mean anything. Pairings,slash,het,kinks. ANYTHING!!!!!
Jo

1. J2 Au with UST. The boys are not together for whatever reason, but the want, the tension, the flirtation is there between them. And they get together eventually.
2. Fighting!boys ending up with sex. If this would be the first time they hook up it would be awesome. But I'll take whatever.
3.Boys cuddling, snuggling, sleeping in the same bed before they are together. Roommates or best friends ending up in this situation and liking it. They end up as a couple.
4. Also, any all-consuming, mind blowing J2 Au fic that you can recommend. Nice build-up, intense atmosphere or cuteness overload.
As far as rating, I prefer NC-17 (I guess it's ok if it is R, but I need at least some serious make-out sessions :P). And no mpreg. Long, short, new, classics, self recs, not well known, request away.
Thank you.

2. I'm in a cuddly mood! Cuddles and Love for all! I want a story that shows love and sweet affection. Wincest or Gen, just lovey dovey! lol. Long or short, PWP or long plotty novel, whatever. Just sweet.
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Any J2 where Jared is super gay. I don't mean that offensively, but just him
being super fabulous. Like him being kinda girly, wearing his hair in pigtails
or wearing pink pants whatever...Just effeminate.
Sort like how he is in Fatebegin's Spoiled Rotten!Verse
I'll take anything! (This is what I meant the first time, mods, when I tagged a bunch of sh*t) So I'll take major schmoop and cuteness, mpreg is fine so long as there's no non-con, dub-con is ok but not ideal. I'll take them at any age, high school, college, career aged whatever, ummmm I prefer happy endings, I don't care how long the story is. I hope this is enough description for this one to go through....
I haven't read many fics in where Dean makes me melt/squee with how he can transcend his 'no chick flick moments kind of guy' persona and be super sweet and tender. (Yeah I know his character is more set up for a hard manly no sappy stuff kind of guy so this might initially seem OOC, but c'mon he's not a 2 dimensional character, he has layers!) I've looked over the community in the schmoop, first time, happy fic, adorable!dean and jealous!dean tags but haven't found anything that fully hit the spot.
Now, more specifically I'd love it if the story was more long than short, happy ending, and preferably not canon plot heavy if at all, pre season 3 is okay (I love the show but by now the situation and character development has gotten so complicated to where their personalities and relationship wouldn't blend so smooth without tons of angst and I'm not looking for much angst this time). However, this is just a suggestion, if you think you know of a story that fits my tender!dean description, preferably completed, I'd love to know about it. Self recs so welcome.

2. I'm looking for anything where Dean is a witch, you heard me, WITCH!DEAN. I mean he hates witches and all but witch Dean, I'm craving it after Shut up Dr.Phil.
4. One last one, Someone cuddling/Spooning Dean. I'm in a cuddly mood, sex is a bonus but cuddling is the main thing,
Thanks!
1. John abuses Dean, or someone else abuses Dean, Sexual and Physial are loved,even more if he's remembering it as an adult. Maybe he ends up telling
Bobby or Sam. Maybe he tells Castiel
2. Dean is sick, he finds out he had cancer or such or he's blind, deaf or an amputee.
3. Dean is a god, a pagan god or something like that.
4. Dean is scared of something or someone.
5. Dean drinking Demon or human blood and Sam catches him.
7. Dean is a demon or angel. or possessed
8.Dean in college, AU with sam(or without) or him going after averting the
apocolypse or before. Him with friends or as an outsider. Love any as long as its Dean(I'll accept Jensen as long, it would be cool if Jensen met Jared in college) or even highschool
9. Dean cuddling after sex or just Cuddling with Castiel, Sam whoever!
10. A drunk Dean spilling something
about his past to Crowley or Ruby or one of the angels making them see something different about him.
11.Dean tries to kill himself, hurt himself or do/does/is addicted to drugs or has an eating disorder, noncon and dubcon welcome
12. Dean with a size kink, he has to be bottom though.
13.Dean mentally ill.
14. Virgin Dean. Whether with guys or just in general.
15. Anything where Dean's homophobic but really gay/bi
and into Sam, Cas, crowley (Someone, anyone) or no one at all.
The mods keep sending it back! Wahh!!! Ah well, I think I got it right this time :)

I need help finding a fic in which j2 are foster brothers. (can't remember which is the foster brother, although i think its jensen.) All I can remember is that theres a scene where jared and jensen are on a hammock in the garden and jared kisses jensen and pretends to be alseep when his mum comes out into the garden. I remember jeff being jealous of jared and jensens close relationship and i think jensen hates violence of any kind and suffers from migraines. I have vague memories about a millenium falcon getting broken too. I have no idea if this is one fic i'm remembering or snippets of several fics!
Please guys someone recognise this, i'm going insane. What is particularly annoying is i know i have this saved somewhere, but i'll be damned if i can find it!
found!

Already read:
Hold me Til the Morning Comes
Brint and Golden
When Strangers Fall

I have a few requests; maybe some one can help me out ! :)
1) I'm basically looking for Wincest fics where Sam takes care of Dean. Dean can be sick, injured, suffering from memory loss ... it doesn't really matter as long a Sam is taking care of him.
2) My second request are Wincest fics where Sam worships Dean, as in, he thinks he's the most beautiful, wonderful person in the world. His world basically revolves around Dean. He can't stop touching Dean, and really likes to please him in every way. And I would love if Sam cuddled Dean. A lot.
3) Possessive!Sam; rec me your favorites.
4) And I would also like a few good first-time fic recs. :)
I prefer toppy!Sam and I don't read non-con and mpreg. No Dean/OMC and Sam/OMC.
Thanks in advance ! :)