Can you recommend me any stories with a transgender character, a character with intersexual characteristics, someone facing problems because of their gender identity,

... or stories with a (pansexual) character, who deliberately ignores the gender binary and sexual orientation categories?

RPF with J2 would be good, though I would be fine with any pairing or Gen.
Preferrably AU and completed fics.

I really hope that you can help me out! I've been looking in a lot of places, but most stories were Winchester, Wincest or just cross-dressing fics.

Thank you so much in advance!

Example: "Oh, My Queen!" by [livejournal.com profile] cherie_morte
http://infatuated-ink.livejournal.com/78701.html
 
 
11 March 2013 @ 11:33 pm
Oddly, lately I've been in the mood for femslash stories. But as I've never read any before, I have no idea where to start. So if anyone's read any good f/f themed fics, or a good fic with a f/f relationship in the background. I'm not picky on pairings, but it would be cool if Bela, Jo or Anna were in it. The only thing I ask is nothing with explicit sex scenes in it.
Both canon and au stories are welcome.
Thank you!
 
 
EDIT: Found in comments!

I can't remember the title or author of this fic, all I remember is that Jared overhears Jensen talking on the phone to his dad and Jensen is crying and telling his dad "he's in deep." Jared can't imagine what could possibly make Jensen sound like that, little does he know its because Jensen has fallen in love with him. I'm not sure, but I think maybe Jensen thought he was straight until Jared. I remember Jensen's dad tries to comfort Jensen by telling him he's a good man and he'll figure out the right thing to do or something like that.

Also, I was wondering if anyone has a copy of a story I believe is by [livejournal.com profile] karfraegh (it was originally under her other pen name, garvaldmains) where Jensen kidnaps doctor Jared and forces Jared to go with him to a special hideout. Jensen's daughter was kidnapped or something and Jensen had been in jail. Jensen is hurt and Jared patches him and slowly grows to believe in Jensen's innocence or something like that. I tried friending her, but apparently the journal has been untouched for nearly a year and I guess I'm out of luck with that avenue.

Thanks in advance for the help.
 
 
I would like to find some fics with with Dean/Castiel with Dean having, or having had in the past, issues with his sexuality.

Also, I would like to find Jensen/Misha fics with issues of one of their bi- or homosexuality, but in this case, I don't care if it's Jensen or Misha who are having or have had those issues.

Thank you in advance!!
 
 
07 January 2013 @ 09:49 am
Hi, me again :) If anyone can help me out with any of the following, that would be very much appreciated as always.

1) I've recently discovered a love for non-AU orientation discovery fics, (I guess you could call them that), but the majority I've read were set in Jensen's point of view, with the exception of The Play-Nice Proviso (a beautiful read, by the way) which featured some points of view from Jared as well. Well, I'm looking for non-AU discoveries where it's mainly focused on Jared as the person who figures out he's falling for his co-star and tracks his feelings and doubts about it. If anyone has happened to come across this kind of fic, please send it my way :)

2) My friend sent me this edited picture of Jensen and it got me set off on a search for any fics where Jensen is in drag. I've come across a transgendered Jared fic so I figured drag!Jensen should exist as well.

3) any fics where either Jared or Jensen a) is dyslexic and the other J helps him out with reading and stuff b) has autism c) is deaf or mute

4) in need of some schmooptastic pre-slash wincest or spn gen that focuses mainly or solely on Sam and Dean's codependency. Can be 3rd person or outsider pov.

Completed fics with working pdf links are preferred but anything will do. Thanks so much in advance! <3
 
 
31 December 2012 @ 07:00 pm
Basically I'm looking for fics where
  • the boys are strangers or are barely acquainted (ie. friends of friends, ride the same subway, work in the same giant corporation, you get the idea)
  • one or both of the boys has never been intimate with a guy
    • maybe he's bi/gay-curious
    • doesn't matter if he's "heterosexually active" or completely virginal
  • the boys randomly meet up at a bar, a club, a party, a concert, somewhere with excessive alcohol consumption
  • one or both of the boys have heavily imbibed
  • they hook up
Simple as that. 

I would prefer a story that builds from there, but I suppose I can live with PWP.  :P

Just...
  • no AU
  • no knotting
  • no creatures (ie. incubus, vampire, were-whatever)
  • no magic or mind-control
  • no mpreg
  • no dub/non-con
 
 
11 December 2012 @ 09:06 pm
Heyy! i have looked for some gay!sam fics but they are almost ALL gay!dean!!! (whats up with that?) so i was hoping you could send me all of the gen. gay!sam fics. sam coming out, just talking about it, sleeping with guys, being caught sleeping with guys, etc... NO pairings with canon characters please. dean is okay, awesome, confused about it, he can be awkward or angry at first but then comes to terms with it and is okay. he could already know and is just waiting for sam to tell him. (like kurt from glee coming out to his dad.) john can be fine with it or not. maybe he kicks sam out and dean stays with sam or somethin'. or sam cuts because he's gay. if there is sex, or they talk about it i would prefer bottom!sam, but not necessary. self recs are good. teen!chester or not, but please nothing in season 3 or 4. and NO au's please, or mpreg. THANK YOU!!! <3
 
 
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19 November 2012 @ 02:53 am
hello there! I was wondering if somebody have a pdf of "Call Your Girlfriend" by [livejournal.com profile] talktowater

here, the summary:


Jared is the cluelessly frigid star basketball player with the hot cheerleader girlfriend, Jensen is the new guy, he's all handsome and shy and makes Jared feel all hot under the collar for reasons he can't quite figure out.

Apparently she is now in TeenWolf fandom and her previous fics are in no sight, please ladies, help me!

thanks in advance!
 
 
28 August 2012 @ 07:38 pm

Specific: The fic is a one-shot, set pre-series, and features a crossdressing!Dean. At least, I'm pretty sure Dean liked to wear girl's clothing in the fic (based on what I read of the summary). I'm also pretty sure it's Dean/OMC. Can't offer anything more, unfortunately, as I never got around to reading it before it mysteriously disappeared from my hard drive.

Non-specific: Any fics where Dean or Sam has to come to terms with being gay. Pre-series especially, but in all honesty, I'll take anything. Can be any slash pairing (OMCs included) or slash-gen.

Thanks in advance!

 
 
29 May 2012 @ 10:23 pm
Hi!

I'm looking for some J2 non-au where the boys or one of the boys are driven wild with curiosity from all the talk and fanfic from the fans thinking they are together and decide to or convince the other to sleep together to see if there is any truth to all the looks and touches that fans pick up on as their true love. Afterward there is an awkwardness between them because they are shocked that they actually liked it and don't want to admit their true feelings. I want them to get together in the end though. Neither of them should have any previous experience with guys, completely hetero then turning for each other would be good.

The same sort of storyline would be okay of the boys were drunk or high and 'woops' they had sex and liked it. But are awkward about it after.

I read some like this ages ago back at the start of the show and now I can't stop thinking about it again so any old or new fics would be awesome! Thanks!
 
 
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Hey guys,
So there are a couple of things I've been looking for recently, and in the end I just had to admit defeat and post here! You're help would be much appreciated!

Gen fic search:
1) Any J2 fics where one was raised in a well-off home environment? Well a *more* well-off home environment than the other, perhaps the other is a little embarrassed by their less than awesome home when coming home to visit or something. I'm pretty much looking for non-AU here guys, but y'know anything goes! Also I'm not talking about their current bank balance, more looking for childhood issues of never being able to go on school trips where as the other had like a laptop and a tv and an ipod and a car and all the coolest brands when they were in high school. This request comes from reading a fic recently where Jensen alluded to coming from a pretty privileged home so... make of that what you will. Rambly request is rambly.

2) Any wincest, or gen Sam/Dean (or J2, I'll never say no) that involve one of the boys being bi or gay and having to 'come out' to the other? 

Specific fic search:
1) I cannot find this and I can't understand why because I'm pretty sure its everywhere, anyway! J2 are roommates, an odd couple sort, Jared is gay and hasn't come out to Jensen whom he has a mega crush on. Jared works in an animal shelter with Daneel, he tries to set Daneel up with Jensen, J&D end up just being friends because Daneel thought J2 were together. Then they confess their undying love and live happily ever after. Sharing cigarettes on the balcony.

2) This one is either gen or wincest, I'm not sure. Either Sam or Dean is trapped in their motel room, and every morning when they wake up they are met with a version of their brother from a different dimension. One is a girl, one is the brother whos brother is dead, one is the brother who is happily engaged and on a cross country trip with their brother. I'm pretty sure its Dean stuck in the room who's met with different versions of Sam. Like 90% sure. This is a very confusing explanation. I hope you understand what I'm talking about!

Thanks guys!
 
 
I vaguely remember this fic. But in the first chapter Cas' sort of confesses his interest in Dean. He didn't outright say "Dean i love you" at least I don't think he did, as fas as I can remember. Cas is confused by the whole thing by how and why he is feeling that way towards Dean. Dean pretty rejects him, choosing to ignore and pretend like the incident never happened like Cas was just going through something and just needs time to get over it. There was also this other angel that came into the picture and ended up possessing Clair Novak.
Sorry I'm kind of sketchy on the details. I read this a good 2 yrs ago and had it saved on my usb with other fics, but my usb died on me.

Also I will take recs with a similar plot of Dean rejecting Castiel's love for him and struggling with his one feeling.
 
 
07 May 2012 @ 11:49 pm
I would be really interested in reading a fic where either Dean or Sam (or even Cas) are gay but are not in any kind of romantic or sexual relationship (nor do they wish to be) with the other or any other character from canon (i.e. no S/D, D/C, Sabriel, Sassy, etc...). Does anyone here know of any fic out there like this?

Gen is preferred, OCs are fine if they are well written, no RPF, no pre-wincest/destiel/etc...
 
 
06 May 2012 @ 08:11 pm
I'm looking for any fics in which Dean and Sam talk to each other about being bisexual. Since in canon they both have serious relationships with women (Sam with Jess and Dean with Cassie), I'd really love to read about them talking to each other about why they consider themselves bisexual or when they were first attracted to a guy, that sort of thing. Wincest or not, doesn't matter to me. Thanks!
 
 
01 May 2012 @ 12:54 am
Hi, I'm looking for a Jensha RPF where Jensen, despite his marriage to Danneel, falls in love with Misha. At first the actor tries to suppress his feelings, unsure on what Misha is gonna do. However, in the end, he talks to Danneel and his parents and decides to divorce. Danneel ask him to not pursue Misha till the end of their divorce but during a convention the truth comes to light. Jensen has a panic attack and Misha and Danneel take the same flight to go to him.
In the epilogue, Jensen writes on his blog about Danneel, the hurt to deny his sexuality and how he came to love a good man as Misha Collin.
Sorry if the plot is not very detailed but I read this story a long time ago ç_ç

 
 
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22 April 2012 @ 08:17 pm
I was thinking the other day I would really love to read a fic where one of the boys seduces the other(or is asked/paid to/etc), for some kind of nefarious purpose. To manipulate a business deal, to influence their opinion on somebody, etc.

I think it would be interesting if the seducer didn't know he was gay, or had previously not liked the seduce-e, and then unexpectedly falls in love with them.

I don't even know if such a fic exists, but if it does, send it my way please. :) I don't mind just general fic recs as well, about where the boys fall in love unexpectedly.

Preferably J2, preferably a lengthy fic. But I'm not fussy. :)
 
 
Hey!
I'm looking for a J2 fic I read but forgot to save. So here's a summary: Jared and Jensen are in college and meet in a stage acting class where they have to pair up and act out a play about domestic abuse. Jared is a Fine Arts student while Jensen studies Criminal Law (or something similar; he wants to work in law enforcement). Jared is in an abusive relationship with corruptcop!Jeff, who took Jared in from the streets and is paying Jared's way through college, which makes it harder for Jared to leave him and report the abuse. Jared and Jensen start falling in love and Jensen really wants to help him. Along the way there's a lot of Jensen discovering sex with Jared and many cute, hot and angsty (yay!) relationship tropes (see tags).

Hope someone can help, and thanks! :)

Edit: Found! It's Shouting Out Loud by Blynnk. 
 
 
08 April 2012 @ 09:59 pm
1). I'm not sure if this was Wincest or not. I vaguely remember there being a Wincest and a Non-Wincest version, but they could just be similar stories. Dean is at Stanford with Sam. He's going to Sam's classes with him and they talk a lot about it. John visits eventually claiming that there is a case at Stanford. He notices how close the boys are, but I don't think he minded. It turns out that the professor of the class the boys go to is a ghost. Also, I kinda remember Sam giving Dean an engineering textbook that he takes with him when he hunts. Sam finds it later with notes inside and missing pages. 

2). Jensen's family goes to their summer home every year, where Jensen is good friends with Jared. It shows their friendship for a couple years, until Jensen realizes he's in love with Jared. He gets a wedding invitation that he believes is Jared's, but is actually his sister's. Jensen avoids the cabin for a few years, until his brother kidnaps him and takes him out in the back of his truck. I remember something about Jared living in a tee-pee out in the woods. ***FOUND!! Link in comments!***

Any help would be appreciated! Thanks!!
 
 
07 April 2012 @ 11:09 am
Hi,
I am searching for fics set in rural areas or small towns, either Sam/Dean or AU J2 is fine by me. I really don't care if it's a casefic or historical AU,or even ghost fic, I just want some fics where a town or a village plays a big role. I want the feel of the town and its people to play a part in the fics. It could involve say orientation discovery, or some pining, but please, no non-con or dub-con. I'm OK with angst if there is a happy ending, actually happy ending is a must.
Thank you!
 
 
30 March 2012 @ 01:02 pm
I really want to read some well-written awesome fics that others enjoyed :)

1) Non-AU J2 fics with the boys figuring out or disclosing their mutual attraction to each other. UST is always awesome, as is angst.

2) Any h/c low self-esteem fics in which Jared, Jensen, Misha,  Sam, Dean, Cas, or Gabriel feels like he isn't good enough, and another one of the three helps him through it. I'm not really picky about pairings. Self-injury, eating disorders... anything goes. Once again, preferably not AU. I really liked In Mirror Distorted and Indistinct

3) A (possibly shmoopy) story in which one of the boys has to go out of their comfort zone to comfort the other... hugs, cuddling, heart-to-hearts, etc.

4) Inexperienced!Cas... Dean shows Castiel how to get himself off or shows him how to have sex.

5) This one is really general, but any story with great sexual tension that does or does not lead to sex. Long stories filled with awkward moments and awkward boners make me happy :)

Sorry for so many requests! Thanks!
 
 
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Hi, I'm looking for a specific J2 fic. It's an AU where one of the boys (maybe Jensen?) is in a serious relationship with/engaged to a girl who's living somewhere far off. Jared moves in with Jensen and they slowly develop a relationship, despite one/both of them having religious issues with being gay. The part I remember most clearly (random brain) is one of them telling a therapist that they like to just lie in bed naked together, not necessarily for sex but just to be close.

Thanks!
 
 
10 March 2012 @ 04:15 am
Hey, gang, I'm looking for a specific fic  but I'm failing miserably in my searching.

It starts out in high school, but the main portion of the fic takes place in college. Jared's been in love with Sandy for years and he decides to follow her to an out of state college (Pennsylvania?) and he turns into a little bit of a stalker, lol. She thinks he's weird and she tells him that he's creeping her out and orders him to stay away from her. And somehow Jared meets Jensen, lol. 

The only scene I actually remember vividly is Jared and Sandy sitting in the airport waiting for their flight home for Christmas or something. Sandy's doing everything she can to ignore him, and Jared just blurts out 'Sandy, I think I'm gay', or something to that effect. She immediately demands that he tell her everything, and the two of them end up friends, maybe even working together to figure out how Jared can get Jensen.

Jared and Jensen do end up dating, I just can't remember how they meet or anything, lol.

Does anyone recognize this?
 
 
08 March 2012 @ 07:54 pm
Hey guys, I’ve got a couple more old favorites that I seem to have misplaced and could really using help tracking down.

1) Dean/Cas: H/C, human!Cas, sick!Cas, Castiel has a cold and Dean is taking care of him. Dean makes Cas a soup that his mother had made for him while he was sick; I think it had kidney beans and shell pasta, maybe. What I remember most is Dean telling Cas the story that his mom told: that every bean had it’s perfect shell that it would find. I think the author might have also included the recipe in an additional post.
FOUND! Thanks so much [livejournal.com profile] gilesbabe, link in comments.

2) Dean/Cas: This story featured Sam, who just learned that Dean and Cas were in a relationship and suspected that Dean was either possessed or under a spell or otherwise not himself. Dean has a shoebox of mementos, I think, that he shows to Cas and as he tells stories about his past, Sam realizes that he was wrong and what he’d first thought were instances of Dean being homophobic actually weren’t.

I hope someone is able to recognize these two. Thanks, guys!
 
 

Hello all, 

I'm looking for a slightly cracky 'Cas adapts to the human life with hilarious consequences' type fic I read a while back wherein Cas decided to buy himself some sunglasses and picks the tackiest, most glittery pair he could lay his hands on and then wears them all the time with absolutely no idea how ridiculous they make him look. I seem to remember him being bewildered and a little hurt that Sam and Dean don't like his new glasses. 

I would also really appreciate any funny/ adorable Cas fics along those same lines. They can be Destiel or Team Free Will threesome fic, or gen but please no Sassy or Wincest.

If you have any fic where Sam either sees the Destiel happening before Cas and Dean or has a comical/ snarky reaction to it of any kind that would be great too. I do love me some witty/ bitchy/ totally exasperated at the idiocy of those around him!Sam. 

Any and all silly/ fluffy scenarios welcomed!   

 
 
26 February 2012 @ 10:49 pm
Any stories where Sam comes out to Dean or where Dean finds out that Sam is gay?

I just watched the pilot episode of Shameless (U.S. version) and the parts where the older brother discovers the younger brother's gay porn collection was so reminiscent of Sam and Dean that it hurt.

I would love to read something like that -where Dean is shocked, maybe a little disbelieving that Sam is gay but eventually comes round.

It could be Wincest or gen, though Wincest would be a plus.
 
 
25 February 2012 @ 11:18 pm

I just finished reading The Truth Within The Lie and I really loved it! I was wondering if there were any other fics out there where the boys have to pretend to be a couple to work on a case at a couples retreat, or a couples counciling camp/retreat or something, and then somewhere along the line it stops being pretend ;)

There was a fic that was a couples counciling camp type fic that Ive been searching for to. I only remember a few parts, but in one part, the lady told Sam and Dean to sit facing each other and tell each other how they feel about the other? And then there was another part where this one guy kept hitting on Sam and Dean got really jealous.

Thank you in advance :))
 
 
11 February 2012 @ 07:16 pm
Hi all~! So here's what I'm looking for. I checked the tags, but there wasn't anything listed like this except the Destiel Pairings, and the general character tag.

I want fics where Dean is gay, he is out of the closet, and girl he's proud! I have found some stories like it before, but they are few and far between. Don't get me wrong, I like the "coming into his sexuality" fics, or the "it's just the one guy, not all of them!" fics, and the fics where he's openly bi. I don't want him bi or just now discovering that he likes guys, too, I need some crazy gay going on.

I would love it if he were ridiculously flamboyant (think drag queen), but I'll take manly as well, or something in-between. Bottom!Dean rocks my socks, and Destiel is my OTP. I can handle Wincest, so long as it is an absolutely AMAZING story. RPS welcome:-p

With the things I want in this fic, chances are it's going to be cracktastic or humor. That's perfectXD
 
 
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31 January 2012 @ 02:52 pm
Hello Lovelies!

I have a strong urge to read some stories where the J's meet the others' parents. (I've gone through the backlogs on this comm with not a lot of luck)

I'd like for them to either be having the official 'meet the parents' moment, or they go home for a holiday and bring the other, or they meet the parents on accident by picking up the phone or something similarly unintentional.

AU or Non-AU, either works for me.

I'd love it if there was drama or angst because one of the parents or family members doesn't approve, but really, that's just icing on the cake. 

I hope you guys can help me out!

Thankies!
 
 
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25 January 2012 @ 07:13 pm
Hey there lovelies,

I was wondering if you all could help me find any J2 fics where the boys have a problem with their producers or the company execs. Maybe the higher-ups found out about the boys' relationship and are trying to force them to hide it, maybe marry Dani and Genevieve, or maybe the boys accidentally come out and the execs have a field day trying to cover it up. Either way, I'd like some white-collar drama please!

Thank you all in advance! ^_^
 
 
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02 January 2012 @ 01:15 am
This was WIP when I last saw it. What I do remember... John was an Omega(or Beta) Sub and lost his wife/alpha Dom and he still wore his gold collar. Dean is a sub, but he pretends to be a Dom so that he can hold the family together and take care of Sammy. I remember that the AU society didn't allow a single Sub parent to care for his kids alone so they had to move frequently when people found out John had no Dom.

I think it was a comment fic and I'm pretty sure it was going to eventually be a Sam/Dean fic, but I'm not positive...

ETA Found: It wasn't omega/alpha AU like I though it is Sub/Dom. Called "At His Last Grace," link in comments. Thank you Anon!
 
 
28 December 2011 @ 03:16 pm
can anyone rec a fic where Sam (or dean if you dont know any sam ones) has to deal with coming out or has to come to terms with the fact hes gay?
also i read a fic where Sam finds out hes pregnant but doesnt tell dean and a hunt goes wrong and he miscarries and dean finds out and has to comfort him sorry not nmany details (slightly tipsy sorry) anyone know it? or something similar characters may be mixed up but was mpreg
 
 
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14 December 2011 @ 01:26 am
Hi! Me again, thanks you for all the recs on my first research !

This time, i have a hard time finding a specific kind of destiel : i'm looking for long fics where Dean is straight as canon Dean (meaning : very straight) and have issues or strugling with the fact he migh be appreciating Cas a little bit more than a straight male should. Or maybe, even, because Cas is an Angel and Dean was taught "don't mess with any supernatural thing, shoot it".  Happy ending very much welcome, the point is that Dean hopefully can put his issues aside.

Being french, i hope i'm understandable and you'll rec me plenty !
Thanks !
 
 
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13 December 2011 @ 04:29 pm
Hey guys!

So, I'm looking for fics where Dean is gay or bi. I'd prefer it it took place when he was younger (15-20) and was just discovering it and had to come out to his father (and/or Bobby&Sam). Now, I'd love if John didn't know how to deal with this at first and maybe later got really overprotective when he saw Dean dating guys! Maybe Dean prefered older, more experienced guys...

Or it could also be Jensen coming out!

Thanks in advance!

PS: I'd prefer Bottom!Dean, but switching is also ok ;) You should warn me though! haha
 
 
06 December 2011 @ 08:35 am
Good morning/afternoon/night everyone:)

I am looking for J2 recs today.I checked the tag and am now just looking for fics in addition to those listed.

I would like bottom Jared and any of these things:

1.ShyVirgin Jared, with a more experienced Jensen showing him how it's done, literally.

2. Or they could both be virgins having their first time together. That would be adorable.

3.Clumsy Jared.

4.Fics where Jared is just shy in general.

5.Any fics where Jared is just coming out and Jensen helps him through it.

6.Any fics where Jensen stands up for/fights for Jared.

7.Any other J2 bottom Jared fics you just feel like reccing.

My only requirement is that they be bottomJared.

Also, no deathfic please.
 
 
So, I usually try to avoid sounding so dramatic but my life lately has been incredibly hard. to be honest I'm cracking a little under the pressure and lately supernatural and spn fic is really the only thing that actually distracts me. For that reason I was hoping that all you wonderful people can help me find more to read! You have never disappointed yet, so here goes! 

(also i hope i got the tags right! mods please help if i messed up!)

here's the request! )
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14 November 2011 @ 10:20 am
Hi amazing awesome people I'm back again looking for recs.

I have read heaps of fic where Bobby is supportive of Dean schlepping an angel, but now I want Bobby to be doubtful. Maybe because of Dean corrupting a holy being, because Castiel is too powerful for there to be equality between them, or even the basic boy on boy action freaks good ol' Bobby out.

I also remember a story where Castiel says (paraphrasing here), "If I had known that Bobby was going to be my father-in-law, I wouldn't have knocked him out when I first met him".  If anyone knows that story that'd be great.

Love, kisses and thanks in advance,
carla888

PS: Hey, what about Sammy being the anti-Destiel one? I'll take that too... not that I'm desperate or anything! :D
 
 
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13 November 2011 @ 03:46 pm
looking for another general search.
1. John abuses Dean, or someone else abuses Dean, Sexual and Physial are loved,even more if he's remembering it as an adult. Maybe he ends up telling
Bobby or Sam. Maybe he tells Castiel
2. Dean is sick, he finds out he had cancer or such or he's blind, deaf or an amputee.
3. Dean is a god, a pagan god or something like that.
4. Dean is scared of something or someone.
5. Dean drinking Demon or human blood and Sam catches him.
7. Dean is a demon or angel. or possessed
8.Dean in college, AU with sam(or without) or him going after averting the
apocolypse or before. Him with friends or as an outsider. Love any as long as its Dean(I'll accept Jensen as long, it would be cool if Jensen met Jared in college) or even highschool
9. Dean cuddling after sex or just Cuddling with Castiel, Sam whoever!
10. A drunk Dean spilling something
about his past to Crowley or Ruby or one of the angels making them see something different about him.
11.Dean tries to kill himself, hurt himself or do/does/is addicted to drugs or has an eating disorder, noncon and dubcon welcome
12. Dean with a size kink, he has to be bottom though.
13.Dean mentally ill.
14. Virgin Dean. Whether with guys or just in general.
15. Anything where Dean's homophobic but really gay/bi
and into Sam, Cas, crowley (Someone, anyone) or no one at all.

The mods keep sending it back! Wahh!!! Ah well, I think I got it right this time :)
 
 
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12 November 2011 @ 08:50 pm
Hey Guys. So, as an incentive to writing my J2 Nanowrimo, I decided to post some stories I'm wanting to read, and I'll want to read them so badly that I'll finish my nano goal super fast and get to read them. Aha. So, yes. 

Please note of the communities I know about and have checked: sd_recs, j2_recs, spn_littlebro
Also note: No Destiel, No WIP's, No Abandoned or Hiatused Stories. Self-recs are a-okay.

Sam/Dean Requests )

Jared/Jensen Requests  )

I want mostly happy fics guys, ok? Not a lot of angst, because I'm getting that enough with my own story, so only happy. No cheating, non-con, or dub-con. Nothing too wide with age-gaps. (I like 4 or 5 years differences, alright?) Short fics are awesome. Anything over seven parts is a no-no for me right now. No PWP, please.

Thanks guys!

ETA: STORY FOUND IN COMMENTS.
 
 
11 November 2011 @ 10:15 pm
Hello ! First time posting in this community, i hope i'll do everyhing right (this and my frenchness).
So i'm looking for several things, Castiel centered mostly, i searched a bit, but still i hope i'm not making redundancies.

1 Angel-Blood taste
Is there any fanfiction where Dean get a taste of Cas blood (maybe
accidentaly ?) and become obsessed with it ? Bonus if it's angsty,
and/or with an happy destiel ending, or long, bonus if there's no too
much attraction before the tasting, bonus if Cas refuse to capitulate to
Dean or find the obsession fascinating or repulsing, whatever.

2 Asexuality
Anything Destiel, but with no sex involved - could be Cas' angelic nature or
virginness or awkwardness, could be Dean gay freak-out, you name it.
Bonus for Dean angst, bonus for happy ending (i'm a sucker for these.)

3 Godstiel
And finally, is there any Godstiel/Dean fic in existence who is not dubcon/noncon ?


Many thanks in advance, and feel free to slap me if i did something wrong !
 
 
1) I'm looking for any Wincest fic wherein the incest is considered an actual (lasting) problem, and not something the boys get over in half a page before they jump into bed. Basically: wincest!angst galore, if you would ;)

2) Unrequited Wincest that stays unrequited (and yes, I have checked the archive and plowed through the given suggestions). Or, if that limits things too much, at least for most of the story. Angst, self-disgust, you know the drill.

Thank you for any suggestions you take the time to make! (...and hopefully I tagged this correctly. Might have gone overboard.)
 
 
I read this fic a while back, and it recently popped up in my brain and won't go away so I tried tracking it down with my own efforts and skills on this site but was very much unsuccessful, so I'm now asking for help. I really can't remember any of the important details, so I apologise for the vague-ness of it all! In this one-shot (I think), John finds out that an 18yo (maybe?) Dean is gay and kicks him out, and is generally a homophobic douchewad. Dean goes on to be a really really awesome hunter by himself, and in a bar a few years later, I think some hunters were congratulating John on his son, and he was all homophobic and ass-hole-y at them, and maybe they set him straight/there was a fight/something happened? Can't remember what happened to Sam or even how it ends. I suck. If someone knows the fic Im talking about, I'd be so very grateful!!!

If there are any other fics you guys can rec wherein Dean has to deal with homophobia/coming out that would be awesome. Wincest, D/C, heck, even gen! (I'm a total Dean girl and love a Dean-centric story like WOAH)
 
 
02 October 2011 @ 11:56 am
Looking for any good h.s. or college J2 love fics. Preferably with them as bestfriends in the begining of course they eventually fall in love. Also would love for the fic to have a great supporting cast. My fave j2 fic is mournthewicked 'We Must Reinvent Love verse' so im hopeing that their is something else out there that is as amazing as WMRL.

Thanks for your help in advance:)
 
 
22 September 2011 @ 10:42 pm
looking for 2 specific fics, i cant remember the authors or titles. the pairing is dean/ cas.
story 1-set late/after s5,cas is falling/fallen/becoming human, wants to talk to dean about how to handle male body issues, boners and the like, asks him while they are buying milk, dean freaks out and gets him a magazine and doesn't want to talk about it at all. sam thinks he's being an insensitive jerk. cas admits to thinking about dean when getting off, thinks its normal, dean freaks out and takes him out to a bar to try to get laid, and it doesn't go well. thats all i remember. i think thhis is rated pretty high, r or nc17
story 2-set late s6, dean and cas are all pissy at each other, calling at bad times etc, after much angst etc balthazar shows up and tells dean and sam raphael killed cas and he has to hide them. dean keeps praying to cas for some reason. turns out its all a fake out and cas had to pretend to be dead to fool raphael, could hear deans prayers and they kept him going, deans pissed but everyone says sorry and it all ends happily ever after. not sure of the rating.
sorry this is all so vague, thankyou for your help

both FOUND and linked in comments!
 
 
13 September 2011 @ 08:47 pm
Hey there lovelies,

I was wondering if you all could help me find any J2 fics where the boys have a problem with their producers or the company execs. Maybe the higher-ups found out about the boys' relationship and are trying to force them to hide it, maybe marry Dani and Genevieve, or maybe the boys accidentally come out and the execs have a field day trying to cover it up. Either way, I'd like some white-collar drama please!

Thank you all in advance! ^_^
 
 
10 September 2011 @ 12:34 am
Are there any fics where instead of Mary dying, John does, in turn making either Sam or Dean lean more towards dudes???(that's just a lil theory of mine, derp) Or just Dean is gay overall ever? I don't even need a pairing or anything, I just would like to see how the fandom would inerpret/manipulate this. (That's one of my most favorite parts about reading fanfiction, along with the actual story. :])

Thanks for any help. And I ship it all, Wincest, Destiel, Sassy, Sabriel, Debriel, Wincestiel, .......ALL!!! So please don't hesitate lol. I look foward to your comments!!
 
 
04 September 2011 @ 09:47 pm
I'm looking for any fics where Jared and Jensen meet and at first, one thinks the other is straight. Could take place during the show or in an AU, doesn't matter.
 
 
Hello again, awesome storyfinders :)

I come with a request that is, probably, not that easy to help with. But since I trust you, I'll try anyway

So, I'd found that most stories where the Js meet each other for the first time, the focus is on at least one of them seeing the person in front as an attractive human. Even if they hate each other in the beginning,

And pretty soon, they get these "funny feelings" while dealing with him, even though of course they don't like him.

So, what I'm asking for is stories where there is no or very little focus on their bodies. Sure, it'd be hard to NOT realize the other one is good-looking if he ain't blind, BUT I'd like something where we don't get waxed poetics about the size of their muscle, the color of their eyes or the soft, silky hair. Because *I* know what they look like and I don't really need to be told.


And maybe - even harder to find - a story where they don't even realize they feel different for them then for any other person?

Like, they realize that they like each other maybe only after they kissed, or something like that, which would make it obvious enough for anyone.


Sorry if this request is weird and not easy to understand.

To make it even harder, there are some no-reads for me:

No non-AU
No mpreg


Uh, yeah. Not that many, actually.
 
 
Hello again!

I was perusing Tumblr when I found a post that made me think of a nice fanfic and I wasn't sure if it existed yet.

So, I was wondering if there are any fics in which Castiel has always been different from other angels (or perhaps even one of the last few still holding on to old ways of thinking/beliefs that everyone else forgot and became corrupted over). Canon-based preferably, as I'd like it if the boys somehow found out about this (either by another angel, perhaps maybe Bal, or some other means) and by learning about it they both (but especially Dean) gain some kind of new respect for Cas.

And while gen is ok if that's all there is (the main idea is just an outcast!Castiel), I'd like it if somehow it ended up where Dean has to comfort Cas about it (like maybe somewhere in Season 5 he got a little depressed because his difference in opinions, beliefs and practices made his brothers and sisters shun him from the family).

I know that sounds specific but it's not meant to be, XDD. I just basically want a canon-based (or a canon-based AU) fic where Cas is an outcast no matter how loyal he is to God/Destiny with some Destiel sprinkled in there.

Please tell me something like that exists! ;A;

I'm also wondering if there are any fics (gen or Destiel) in which Dean discovers he is bi. Cuz I believe he is and was curious if anyone has ever written him discovering (or otherwise) that. I've seen a lot of fics have the "Am I gay?" question when it comes to Destiel, but none that really have him as just.....bi, XD.

Please and thank you lovely people~.
 
 
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Hello~

I'm really hoping this gets through because I have tried to get this request through to like 2 other comms.

I was wondering if anyone knew of fics that dealt with Balthazar's line to Dean about "the angel in the dirty trench coat who's in love with you".

Specifically, I'm wondering if there are any reaction fics from during the scene or after. Rating is not of import (lol). I'm just interested in seeing how various people wrote out Dean's reaction to the line.

I've searched and searched and I only found one short one on Tumblr, but I really want to read more (and surely there HAS to be more, right?).

I'm working my way through watching Season 6 (I've spent the past two weeks trying to catch up with this series like my life depended on it hi I'm new) and I'm 3 episodes in, so I'd REALLY like to have a few fics to read regarding that quote when I do finally get to the episode it is said in.

If no one knows any fics for that request, I have another Destiel request. Does anyone know if there are any fics that revolve around that scene in season 5 when Dean and Castiel were waiting to trap Raphael and Dean asks what Castiel's last-night-on-Earth plans are and Cas looks very briefly at him before becoming shy? Except not going the way it went in the episode, in these fics Dean wouldn't be stupid and miss the silent answer (because I honestly believe Cas was trying to indicate him when he was asked that question). Rating again doesn't matter with any fics there may be for this request.

Please and thank you, I love you all in advance <3.
 
 
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31 July 2011 @ 01:05 pm
1. I am looking for any fics J2 or Wincest, in which the boys accidentally come out to the other. For example Dean could be arguing with some homophobic guy and comes out to the guy to prove that not all gay men are the same or obvious, not knowing that Sam is seeing the whole thing of course. Anything along those lines as long as it ends happily.

2. Any fics based on "Taming of the Shrew" (Or 10 Things I Hate About You), "Much Ado About Nothing" or "Twelfth Night"? I would like unique takes on the story, no dialog copies word for word. Updates to the Shakespeare plays or period pieces work for me. I would prefer Wincest or J2