


It was a oneshot Sam/Jess fic, with porny goodness; Jess is giving Sam a blowjob (I'm fairly sure), and she starts to ask Sam about if he's ever thought about it, if he ever imagined himself with a guy, etc. Sam's really hesitant at first, but eventually starts really getting into it and talking about this guy that he was crushing on all throughout his teenage years, and at one point I remember him saying that he used to lie in the bed across from said mystery man wishing that he would just get into Sam's bed and "take what was his". Eventually, it comes out that Sam's old crush is his brother, and at some point during his blissed-out-blab-session, Sam switched from the past tense "wishing my brother was fucking me then" to "wish my brother was fucking me now" and I'm pretty sure Jess didn't feel any sort of judgmental about Sam's feelings for Dean.
Seriously, if anybody knows what I'm talking about, I will actually love you forever.
I also just recently got into Dark angel and was wondering if anyone could find me some Dean/Alec or Ben crossover fics aswell.
Thank you!

I am searching for a specific Sam/Dean fic. It was not an AU as far as I remember. Sam was still in high school, though, so it is a pre-series fic. Sam and Dean were living at Bobby's , and John was away on a hunt. The only thing I remember clearly was a scene of Dean and Sam in the kitchen kissing after a long UST buildup. It was Sam's birthday. A cake of sorts was involved. And a trip to a town, like a date maybe?
I know it's not a lot to go by, but can you guys please, help me find it?
Thank you!
I'm really looking for stories where Dean is solidly not interested and Sam can not reconcile himself to silently pining and eventually (intentional or not) acts on it.
Pre-series fics are fine too.


1) AU after a specific episode
2) Pretend Couple
3) Fuck or Die
4) Case
5) Humor
6) Drama
7) Romance
8) Slow build up to relationship
9) Boys have Powers or become Creatures o
10) Hurt Comfort
11) Jealousy, Protectiveness, and or Possessiveness
12) Connected Boys
13) Horror
Please rec me everything you think of! Thanks!

Even without that, anything that highlights her relationship with the brothers would be VERY appreciated. Thanks!
Edit - So many great recs here, thank you all so so so much!
1) Jealousy, Possessiveness, and/or Protectiveness
2) Fuck or Die
3) Lust and/or Love Spell, Curse, Potion, or whatever
4) Boys with Powers
5) Bloodplay and/or Knifeplay
6) Boys as Creatures
7) Boys being Mated or Bound Together, or somehow Connected
8) Boys have to Pretend to be a Couple
Please don't rec me anything that is less than 2,000 words - the longer, the better in my opinion. Also, while I do enjoy pre-series fics, this time I just want during-series fics. No AUs where the boys aren't related and/or aren't hunters, please. Thank you! Please rec me everything you can think of that fits my request, I'm desperate! Oh, and remember, I haven't read any classics as far as I know, so please include those. Thanks!
(To mods - I read the sticky on tags and I think I've got it right this time. Thanks and sorry for any inconveniences.)

So, does anyone know of a fic where Sam gets packages from Dean while he's at college, and he doesn't tell people who they're from. Eventually Dean shows up, and they're like, 'this is the guy?' and he hasn't said he had a brother, people think it's his boyfriend.
Thank youu.
1) Non-AU J2 fics with the boys figuring out or disclosing their mutual attraction to each other. UST is always awesome, as is angst.
2) Any h/c low self-esteem fics in which Jared, Jensen, Misha, Sam, Dean, Cas, or Gabriel feels like he isn't good enough, and another one of the three helps him through it. I'm not really picky about pairings. Self-injury, eating disorders... anything goes. Once again, preferably not AU. I really liked In Mirror Distorted and Indistinct
3) A (possibly shmoopy) story in which one of the boys has to go out of their comfort zone to comfort the other... hugs, cuddling, heart-to-hearts, etc.
4) Inexperienced!Cas... Dean shows Castiel how to get himself off or shows him how to have sex.
5) This one is really general, but any story with great sexual tension that does or does not lead to sex. Long stories filled with awkward moments and awkward boners make me happy :)
Sorry for so many requests! Thanks!

Thanks guys!

Ust between the boys or a love/hate relationship would be a plus. No Dean/Cas, please. Main pairings should be Sam/Dean or Jared/Jensen. Self recs are welcome and encouraged. Any genre or kink is also welcome.
Hope you can help me.
Thank you.
Sam's in love with Dean. He tries to date other guys and Dean gets overprotective. Then John, Dean and Sam go on a hunt and encounter this fairy creature that says she'll help Sam. John finds out about Sam's feelings towards Dean and tells Sam never to tell Dean and Sam goes to Stanford to try and make a new life.
He ends up getting D.W. tattooed on his back and starts a relationship with Jess, but cheats on her to break up with her. Then Dean shows and tells Sam the romantic feelings are mutual. Pretty sure sex with bottom!Sam happens.
Doea anyone recognize this?
Found in the comments!
I'm looking for long and plotty Wincest stories from the site Fanfiction.net, stories you've loved most, that have stuck with you. I'm fairly new to the site and I'm not very good at sorting through the huge amount of fic there.
I've read the "Full moon, fast cars" verse by cottonmouth and "The Wincester Gospel" by soulfulsam, and I'm searching for anything along those lines. They can be AUs or follow canon, they can feature any theme, kink, genre, I'm not picky. Just let them be long and with a really good, realistic plot.
The main pairing has to be Sam and Dean. No Destiel, gen or het (if there is some het, it should end with the boys together in the end).
Self-recs are welcome and encouraged.
Thank you all in advance! :D

I think it was set after Stanford. Sam joins back up with Dean, only Dean had already been hunting with Gordon for a while. Gordon and Dean were sleeping together, and I believe there was onesided Wincest on Sam's part. In the end Gordon tried to kill Sam but Dean shot him. Does anyone know that fic? I really want to read it again.
I have a second request. Wincest fics where Sam mindcontrols Dean into being with him. (Like Andy's powers.) Accidentally or on purpose, either way, I have a craving for that type of thing. Any level of consent!
Hope you guys can help me out, thanks!

Wincest-y version of this is would be great too! Dean wooing Sam is always love~! n__n
I'd prefer bottom!Sam/Jared, but everything is welcome! :D

1. Sam/Dean in the classic scenario - the boys on the road, hotel rooms, on the case and one of them starts to notice the other in a non-brotherly way and to have feelings. And from then on the story to evolve.
2. J2 - I'm gonna be somewhat vague on this one. I'm searching for something along the lines of "Love you or leave you" by Steve Carlson and Jensen. Some love/hate relationship? One of the boys can't stand the other, but for some reason can't stay away. I want some drama and UST. :D
Rating: NC-17
Thank you.

Hi! I read two fics recently and forgot to bookmark them. I was hopingsomeone could help me out. Both were pre-series case-fics, set when Sam was in high school.
The first was when Sam was in a little town and befriended a kid named "Eddie," I think, who had his own friend that never spoke and no-one other than Sam-and-Eddie could see. Sam ended up attracting the wrath of the bullies as he worked this case -- without telling Dean -- and ended up getting jumped and beated before Dean came to the rescue.At one point he experimented with a guy in sunglasses, and Dean found out.
The second was set in winte, out in the woods, and there was a gathering of hunters. I was told from Sam's P.O.V, third-person, and really focused on how he was feeling on the outside of this gathering, becasue he was young and clumsy. He ended up leading the creature -- a really old Greek-possessing spirit, I believe-- through the woods for hours, because the rest of the hunting party got jumped/hurt, getting hurt along the way, before he can cut loose enough to kill it; think like a monster, he called it.
The third one is the fuzziest. All I remember was that it was a long case-fic set right up near the Canadian/US border, near Niagara Falls, and that the spirit they were hunting demanded sacrifices, which turned out to be people going over the falls. Sam ended up making a friend that played into the climax of the piece as well.
I'm pretty sure all of these were gen -- but the first and third might have had a bit of wincest. I'm not sure.
The general request is merely Sam/Lucifer or Sam/Castiel any way you can think of. Self-written. one-shots, high-school-AUs (actually, that'd be hilarious and awesome, I haven't seen that before) or anything, so long as the pairing is either L/S or C/S.
Thanks!
Anyhow, I'm looking for Wincest fics (feelings/cuddling/kissing can start any time, but nothing below the belt unless Sam is at least 15 please, can be established or the fic can just cover that much time)...and then enter Castiel in S4. Cas is in love with Sam or Dean or both. Any outcome is welcome--one thing that confused me when I started reading Destiel that all the Sam/Dean subtext magically disappeared. (It probably shouldn't have been since Sam and Dean are, after all, brothers and there are gonna be writers who will see them as nothing more, but...well, I'm easily confused.) Any sort of Wincestiel is welcome.
I'm also looking for unrequited love stories: one of Team Free Will is in love with one of the others and that love is not returned (the other is straight/ace/taken/grossed out at his brother's confession/simply not interested).
Well, thanks for having a read. I'm always impressed with the variety of fic in a popular fandom, and the seemingly encyclopedic memories of reccers. :)
Would also love some Folsom Prison Blues fic with the way they show it in cannon - meaning Dean watching over Sam, assuring him, "Don't worry Sam, I promise I won't trade you for smokes." and Sam coming to Dean to tell him that his roommate "just keeps staring at me... in a way that makes me really uneasy." And then that scene where Sam bumps into one of the guys and Sam says sorry but the guy still comes at him and Dean stands up in front of Sam and says, "He said he was sorry." So anything where Dean's doing the protecting and Sam trying to calm him down or letting him do his thing - like in cannon. -- I don't want a Sam who can't take defend himself, though. So please nobody raping Sam. I don't mind if they try, but if Sam's alone, please let Sam take care of himself. I just like Sam letting Dean stand up for him when Dean is there. But Sam is more than capable of standing for both himself and Dean.
I'd love wincest, but will also take gen. And I love first-time fics! self-recs are love! Thanks. :)
Mods: Sorry about the tags, I went a little tag-happy!
Only bottom!Sam please!
ALL HELP IS GREATLY APPRECIATED!

I was just wondering if there are any stories out there in which Sam is in love with his brother and wants to have sex with him and Dean agrees, because he thinks Sam is hot, but for Dean it's just casual sex. So Dean sleeps with Sam, but also sleeps with other people, and Sam feels hurt and jealous, because for him it was more than sex, it was love.
So, anything you could rec me that fits this pattern would be perfect. Self-recs are more than welcome. The boys can be of any age, and all kinks are welcome. No Dean/Cas, please.
Bonus points if in the end Dean realizes he's in love with Sam too and tries to make it up to him, but it's not mandatory.
If you have any J2 fics that deal with the same issue, you can rec them too.
Thank you in advance!
Thank you soo much ;)

So, I've been out of the loop for quite some time now... been rewatching the series though and now I am craving some good stories to enjoy.
I haven't read any fics since BigBang '10 ended.... so, rec away!
Here's what I like:
- as many words as possible (anything from 30'000 up to Godzilla)
- drama, love, angst, more angst, and comfort. (What can I say, I'm a sap)
- UST, and hurt!Dean and complicated emotions, and all that stuff.
- Either Sam/Dean or J2
To anyone inclinded to help: thanks a lot!
Pre-series Standford!era (also Season 1 AU, kinda)
On Christmas Eve, while he's still at Stanford, Sam sees a ghostly image of Dean in a Church graveyard. Superstition states that if this happens it means the person seen will die within the next year (I forget what exactly these omens are called I think it started with f). Sam decides he has to find Dean and prevent his death. Dean is missing, and no one seems to know where he is. All of this compounded by the fact Sam keeps having dreams concerning Dean's death. Jess finally manages to get the truth out of Sam and they set off together to track Dean down. This leads to Jess and Sam discovering they assumed things about each others' goals and wants that weren't true, and their relationship is strengthened. They discover Dean is in love with Sam before they find him (or Sam confesses to Jess that Dean was in love with him, IDK, it's hard to remember). Lot of it is told from Jess' POV, and it concentrates on Sam and Jess' journey. Great story, please help me find it!

In it, Sam was cutting because of his incestuous thoughts/feelings for Dean. I can't remember much else.
Anyone know what it is?
I was wondering if someone out there could help me find a fic?
It is a Lucifer/Sam Dean/Sam pairing. Lucifer wears Dean's face, Sam knows it but he is okay with it because he misses Dean. While wearing Deans face, Lucifer falls in love with Sam.>>Ffwd, Lucifer calls Dean out on the battle field, he blames Dean for Sam's...idk death or something (I cant remember). He tells Dean that it's all his fault that Sam is broken, but it's okay because hes gonna take good care of him. Lucifer tricks Dean into locking Sam in the cage with him. In the cage Lucifer wraps Sammy in his grace and exchanges his love, so Sam comes to love Lucifer. They only have each other. Of course Dean finds a way to spring Sam out of the cage, but Lucifer doesn't let go of Sam willingly so Dean ends up ripping Sammy's soul from Luc and a part of his grace is stuck in Sam. He uses that part to find him when he breaks out. Deans upset because after breaking Sammy free, all Sam can say is Brother, he doesn't remember Dean or his name, only that he's his brother. It makes Dean ANGRY because he is in love with Sam and Sam is made for him, but Sam only cares about Lucifer. I think. Micheal was jealous of Sam cause Lucifer is like pining and, oh crap I can't word it right but the story was flippen beautiful and perfect and I can see this happening ( In my angsting, pinning mind!)
I've been searching non stop since the summer for this fic. It was wonderful and sits just in the back of my mind. PLEASE HELP! Thank you >.<


(also i hope i got the tags right! mods please help if i messed up!)
( here's the request! )

i was wondering if you could help me find some good angsty stories. i know there's plenty of them everywhere but i'm not able to find any that would completely satisfy me mainly because i'm very picky. :)
ok, so the stories i'm looking for shouldn't be very short but also shouldn't be super long. let's say from cca 5 000 to 50 000 or something like that. definitely shouldn't be hundreds of thousands. although if the story is really incredibly good, i'll take it.
also, it can be wincest or J2 but i don't read destiel or misha/whoever.
definitely shouldn't be AU. (i don't mind minor changes in the storyline but i'd like to stick with the hunters universe and the boys being brothers.)
i don't read mpreg, extreme kinks (bondage, blood play, spanking and so on..), non-con, death!fics, illness!fics, crossovers, established relationship fics... it's a long list i know. :)
basically, i'm looking for a fic that really focuses on the relationship of the boys without unnecessarily complicated sub-plots. it must be a first time fic. also, i appreciate beautiful characterizations, loads and loads and loads of UST (well, resolved at the end, anyway. :)) and great writing. i hate cheesy fics full of cliches, i love when the story is real, believable and raw (if that makes sense.). i love when sometimes, it literally hurts you a little while reading, gives you butterflies. :) i also like when a story makes me cry. also, i'd like the boys to get together at the end because the story usually stops being entertaing for me the moment they get together.
i hope this all makes sense. i've been in this fandom since season 1 and read so many stories (i guess it must be hundreds by now) and only very few of them i truly loved. please, help me out. :)
I'm looking for fics where Dean is really messed up about his feelings for Sam, thinking he's a pervert/molesting or corrupting his little brother etc.Can stay UST, though I would prefer it ending in actual wincesty action.
Teenchester or Weechester fics would be especially welcomed, also fics where Dean is off age while Sam's still underaged.
Thank you in advance :-)
Mods: if the cut didn't work could you please fix it? I don't really want this out in the open...
( Warning: very dark themes... )
1. I read a fic a white back where Dean was a skinwalker. It was pretty much an AU of the pilot, only Dean was in his animal form when he came to Stanford. He was a big black wolf/dog and Jess let him in because she thought he was a stray. Dean was checking Jess out (looking up her skirt when she walked up the stairs at one point, I think) and Sam was annoyed. He called Dean out on it once she was gone. I don't know if it was ever finished, but any help in locating it would be awesome.
Edit: Pretty sure it was from Sam's POV. There was a part where he was wondering what was wrong with Jess because Dean was clearly a wolf, not a dog that was safe to take in. Also, Dean abused his puppy eyes and Jess thought he was adorable. Sam was not amused.
2. I may have imagined this, but I remember a fic where one of the boys was possessed and wincest ensued. The possessed one tried to rape the other, but the other actually had feelings for them and went with it without even realizing that they were possessed. I remember that the possessed one was freaking out (possibly disgusted) and the demon was taunting them, while the other brother was really into it. I really want to say that it was set during BUABS, but again, I may have just made this up... >.>
FOUND! Link in comments :)
Anything similar with unrequited wincest coming to light or first time when one of the boys is not in their right mind would be appreciated, especially if it's bottom!Dean and the other is unaware anything is wrong.
3. Are there any fics based on Dream a Little Dream of Me where Sam finds out that Dean has the hots for him? Or really, anything where Sam is able to read Dean's mind/see into his subconscious and discovers how Dean really feels about him? The reverse would be fine too, but I'm really looking for bottom!Dean here. Everything I've found so far has been bottom!Sam. Bonus points for kink.
1. Sam left behind Dean. We all know that Dean started to go solo-hunting sometime during Sam's college years. What I'm looking for, is that during one of those hunts, Dean either gets seriously injured, or is cursed. Either way, Sam finds out somehow, somewhere. A fabulous gen example of this is shadows on the wall by
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2. A hunt leads Dean(/and John, preferably just Dean though) to Stanford/Palo Alto in general. I'd love if Dean pretends not to know Sam as he goes around being bad ass and shooting down monster/s. Maybe Sam's hunter instincts burst through and he managed to get his friends and himself inside a ring of salt or something, and just watches as Dean saves them all. Maybe he helps.
2) Unrequited Wincest that stays unrequited (and yes, I have checked the archive and plowed through the given suggestions). Or, if that limits things too much, at least for most of the story. Angst, self-disgust, you know the drill.
Thank you for any suggestions you take the time to make! (...and hopefully I tagged this correctly. Might have gone overboard.)
Does anyone have any good recs?
#1: Are there any fics that take place during "Bad Day at Black Rock" that involve NC-17 Dean/Meg!Sam? Dean can or can not know, whichever, I'm just curious if there's anything out there.
#2: Mental Regression fics? Doesn't matter how they got that way and doesn't matter if its Sam or Dean who's regressed, all I'm asking for is that they still have their adult bodies. J2 is also totally good. =] (Wincest would be a fun bonus, -preferably NC-17- and it would be fun to see it happen while Sam/and or Dean is still regressed, but not necessary. Almost pedophilia, but not quite enough that I feel like some sort of sick perv, LOL! But anyways, that would just be an extra kinky bonus. Gen is perfectly fine. Can't be TOO picky now can I? xP)
Thanks for any and all help!
The problem is these two people aren't dating/together. They're just doing it subconsciously. Both people are oblivious until someone or something brings it to light. This should end in first time/get together fics.
So basically fics where two people are "dating" without actually dating.
Pairings: Wincest of the Sam/Dean variety, Dean/Cas, Sam/Gabriel, maybe Balthazar/Sam(if it exists), Jared/Jensen. If it leads to sex involving Dean(which everyone loves), I'd prefer to see bottom!Dean or bottom!Jensen, but I will take top!Dean/Jensen as a last resort.
2. Could I get some Michael/Adam fic please? I've asked this before, but I'm hoping some new fic has come out.
3.. ( Look Behind the Curtain for Kinkiness )
Looking for De-aged Sam, of course Dean takes care of him but all the while Dean misses Sam as his lover and worries if he will turn back...
Would also take this as De-aged Dean, if Sammy is taking care of him..
WIncest please, I dont read any other paring and dont care for gen..
Thanks in advance, C

I've read a few, but the ones I've read, Sam and Dean are really out of character and none of it seems plausible at all. :( I mean, it's good fic, not trying to hate here or anything - but it just isn't filling my chat!fic cravings. I want something in which it makes sense why the boys would instant message each other and a logical reason for how they would be able to hide it from each other and their final getting together isn't too sudden.
Do not want:
AU
non-con
watersports
bdsm
humiliation
sub/dom
OOC BOYS :)
( The boys are living in a cabin or camp... )
Anyone remember a story like that?
Thanks in advance, you guys rock.
Anyone know this fic??
Ta
(Found in comments by lots of helpful peeps!!)
Will add to mems!
1. Firrst time Amnesia fic.
-Sam/Dean only.
-Preferably not hundreds of pages long and not too involved in a case.
-Preferably nc17.
-I like it when one of them doesn't believe they're brothers because of how he feels when it comes to his 'brother.'
-I'd prefer a fic in which there is UST and the other brother not readily returning the feelings and this whole thing is a shock to him but he eventually falls in love too. But I'll take what you give me!
-I'd love to see the aftermath, once the memories are back.
I've read a lot of Amnesia fic, so please be generous in your recs! :)
2. Reclusive J2 AU werewolves. But here's the catch - I want primal werewolves, werewolves that mate because they just have to, it's biology and it's need and they found their mate and they must- none of that fancy new age stuff with taking pills for heat and all that. Don't get me wrong, I love those - but I just want some old fashioned werewolves. And I don't mind knotting! Not at all!
I read a fic (that I can't seem to find any more) in which Jared goes on a hunt to find his mate and finds his mate in Jensen, a recluse who lives by himself in the woods - they meet in wolf form and they have to mate because they've laid eyes on each other and they're mates. They mate in human form. Then Jensen takes Jared to his reclusive home and they have sexy fun times and getting to know each other times. - THIS IS WHAT I WANT MORE OF.
- Prefer the meeting and instantly mating
- Love the aftermath of getting to know each other.
- Would love you forever if you gave me reclusive J2's! Don't care which one is reclusive, and don't care if they both are! I love the idea of the boys creating their own world and living in it. I don't want them to be afraid of dealing with the outside world - I just want them to be happy in their solitude. :)
I DO NOT want
-power!play
-dom/sub
-bdsm
-humiliation
-non-con
I want them to be as equal as possible for werewolf fic. I like possessive and claiming, but I don't want a full out toppy or control!alpha. And I don't want a super submissive beta.
Thank you in advance! :)
-Please no OOC boys.
-Please no AU.
-Most kinks are fine, but please no mpreg, humiliation, dom/sub, non-con, watersports, knife-play, or anything along those lines.
I just really want to cry over how much they love each other. NC17 along with that is great!
I love UST, first time, and boys having lots of conversation. I like declarations of love but without them being OOC.
2. For the specific fic, all I can remember if that Sam and Dean are outside by the impala somewhere, and Dean is REALLY sleepy, but Sam wants to have sex. So Sam takes lead and has sex with a sleepy Dean, and I think it's Dean POV. (FOUND IN COMMENTS!)
3. Any other sleepy!sex recs would be love! Specifically if the one that was sleepy wanted to have the sex. Does that make sense? I.e. Dean is really sleepy, but also really horny. So he asks/gets/demands/whatever Sam to have sex with him and mostly take charge while Dean just enjoys himself. (It can be either way, I don't care which Winchester is in which position.)
Thanks in advance!