08 August 2016 @ 11:49 pm
Hi guys,

I'm looking for:

1) Fics where Sam and Dean are captured/kidnapped and forced into having sex with each other.
2) Sex pollen/magic made them do it type fics.

Anything goes as long as its based in the supernatural universe (no high school AUs please!), preferrably NO established relationship, Mpreg, or main character deaths.

Hope you can help :)
 
 
17 July 2016 @ 12:36 am
This one is called 'Dark Christmas' And I believe that Dean is a demon and has taken Sam prisoner in the bunker, and is doing some pretty horrible things to him. Hope that someone recognises it, Thx
 
 
i'm looking for abo fics (aka alpha beta omega fics), with Jensen as the Omega. Please nothing with Jared as the Omega, or the bottom of the pairing;

Extra points for abo fics where
1. Dean or Jensen starts out as an Alpha but is turned into an Omega (preferably dub- to non con, but consentual is ok as well)
2. Dean or Jensen has been hiding that they are an Omega and are found out
3. abo fics with lots of world building (once again, I prefer Jensen as the bottom in the pairing, or the one who's feelings are central to the fic
 
 
17 June 2016 @ 03:14 am
Hey, friends!

I'm looking for a fic I read a while ago and seem to have lost. It was definitely an A/B/O, and mostly porn, with omega Dean and alpha Sam and everyone involved had wings.

Dean spent most of his life hiding his pretty/brightly colored wings to pose as a beta until Gabriel, I think, or possibly Lucifer, scented him and hauled him back to the nest, where the other archangels and Cas-and maybe others? I don't remember-were waiting with a nest. It was tagged as dub-con but read a lot more like thinly veiled non-con to me. Dean was only going through with things to make Sam happy, since they couldn't be a "real flock" without an omega, and spent most of the fic incredibly unhappy with the situation. Most of it was spent trying to make Dean happy, but it didn't really seem like anyone would be taking no for an answer.

There was both Destiel and Wincest going on, but no Team Free Love as far as I remember. Does this sound familiar to anyone?
 
 
I read a fanfiction where is in an abusive relationship with Michael and Castiel is Michael's boss. Michael forces dean to sleep with castiel in order to give himself better chances at work.
I think that it was in an a/b/o universe and I'm pretty sure that it was on ao3.

Does anyone know the story?

Oh and I think that it was Part of a series!
 
 
Current Mood: curious
 
 
Hi! I'm looking for two fics I remember reading years ago, but haven't been able to track down since.


1. Dean is on the run from evil!Sam. Dean is in a bar while Sam is on tv telling the world that Sam will kill someone for every day Dean doesn't turn himself in. The folks in the bar don't consider this to be a problem; Dean does, and turns himself in.

Second request behind the cut for rape: Second request )
 
 
26 April 2016 @ 07:12 pm
Hi All,

Looking for a fic where Jensen is either a senator or is running for senate and Jared is an omega rights activist. Jensen and/or his dad are against the omega rights and Jensen agrees to a debate on TV. Jensen has Osric switches Jared's suppressants and goes into heat on TV and Jensen claims him right there. I don't think there was any MPREG in this fic. Also I think it was also a chaptered fic, though it could be a multi one shot verse type.

Thanks in advance!

Diva


FOUND in Comments.



Sorry Mods. Tags fixed.
 
 
21 April 2016 @ 05:01 pm
I don't remember much from the story but Jensen was a girl who lived in the neighborhood and Jeff and Jared were some kind of criminals/crime bosses and she came over and the fucked her, there were other people in the room(i'm pretty sure she was underage). And I remember Jeff asked for her name and she said that her name was Jensen and he made a comment about people naming their kids weird names.Jensen may have been a cheerleader but I'm not sure.

Please comment if you think you know what story i'm talking about.
 
 
Ok so what I remember is at the beginning there's like a BDSM meet-up I THINK at Jensens place and Jared is there with OMC who didn't really tell Jared how anything works and he doesn't have a safe word or anything. Que Jensen scaring the guy off and taking care of Jared. I also remember Jensen would give Jared pieces of chocolate after scenes. It was really heavy on the after care.

All my love to whoever can find this xoxoxox
 
 
26 March 2016 @ 08:25 pm
Hi!
Suddenly I remembered a fic that I really wanted to read but lost it!
It's an Alpha/Omega fic were Jared is a omega or beta and I think his car broke down and he accidently ends up on a breeding/mating ground where Aplha Jensen is running and he thinks Jared wants to get mated and he accidently rapes Jared.
Jared have a hard time accepting this and Jensen are feeling guilty, then later in the fic Jared goes away to college and I think Jensen gets sick because Jared is away.

Sorry for the jumbled description and bad english but please help me!!

Thanks!
 
 
22 March 2016 @ 08:00 pm
I'm looking for an old dean/tentacle creature fic.

in this one dean gets taken while on a hunt by the creature but ends up liking it. and when he realizes that its driven by a breeding urge but can't acturally reproduce he goes back every year at the right time.

there was something about him having missed a season due to going to hell??
 
 
16 March 2016 @ 03:57 pm
I'm hoping someone has the complete (I know it hasn't been completely re-edited) Becoming !verse. Chapters 14-24 are not accessible. The last edited chapter was reposted three years ago.

If someone has a copy and wouldn't mind sharing (and if the author is okay with it), please let me know.

Link in comments thanks to [livejournal.com profile] deserthighway.
 
 
Someone posted for 'Sam as Boy King w/Dean as Consort' type deal. Several of the recs involved Dark!Sam manipulating and forcing Dean into his role as consort [specific e.g., "Where You Belong (Always by my Side) by majestic_duck].

"Where You Belong" was a great read and in it Sam is manipulative from the get-go and Dean is enveloped by Sam's darkness.

Are there fics where: Sam is Boy King or just plain dark, thinks he's manipulating Dean, thinks he has the upper hand, but it's actually Dean who's got the control?
Like, Sam wants to make Dean his consort but Dean wants to save Sam, so Dean allows Sam to think Sam's tainting Dean/dragging Dean down/making Dean submit, but Dean is actually binding their souls and bringing Sam up with him?
Or, Dean is happy to be corrupted (is already corrupt?) and becomes something much worse/scarier than Sam but Sam doesn't understand that Dean is the more powerful one (who might be goading Sam into darker/scarier things)?

Anything like that?

I'd also prefer bottom!Dean, I feel it adds to the false-perception power dynamic and I just like it.

Several of the tags imply dark or evil Dean, but that's because there aren't tags for good or light Dean. Just mentioning it because I'm more looking for fic in which Dean is bringing Sam into his "light" to bring Sam back type of thing. But demon!Dean who's worse than BoyKing!Sam is all good too.

link to "Where You Belong" should anyone be interested: http://archiveofourown.org/works/3469457
Also kind of along the lines of "Let Your Sins Be Strong" by xzombiexkittenx http://archiveofourown.org/works/392953
 
 
30 January 2016 @ 11:56 pm
I'd love fics where Sam and Dean are in a relationship, but Sam doesn't actually want to, but is only doing it for Dean, maybe because he thinks Dean will leave if he doesn't or because he still feels guilty over Ruby/Purgatory etc.
 
 
27 January 2016 @ 10:17 pm
Hi guys!

Do you know any slash stories where top!Dean is raped by the bottom guy? (preferably Sam or Cas)
So "topping from the bottom" but with dub-/non-con.

I remember one like that, but can't find it.
Thank you for the help!
 
 
25 January 2016 @ 06:33 am
Relatively recently someone had searched for a story in which Sam was kind of obsessed with Dean. It was a Djinn fic where Sam was hit by the Djinn [sorry, I can't find that particular entry].

The story was Better Elsewhere by Veronamay http://archiveofourown.org/works/1190469/chapters/2429007

It's a fun read. But I kind of crave something different now because of it.
In the fic "real world" Sam was in love with "real world" Dean but Dean was in denial. Then Sam got hit by the Djinn.
In the Djinn world, Djinn-world!Sam had a bit of a psychotic break due to his obsession with Dean and was placed in an institution. The story followed Djinn-world!Dean who eventually returns Sam's affections.

I'd love to know if there are fic in which Sam is obsessed with Dean, but Dean DOES NOT return Sam's infatuation. He loves Sam, but only in terms of brothers. Like, Sam might be even kind of creepy and Dean has to try to instill hard-line boundaries to stop Sam from just kind of consuming him. Or Dean makes sure to not be totally alone with Sam because Sam is mostly fine/normal...but that can't always be trusted.
Or Sam is constantly pushing boundaries, Dean continues to love him platonicly and tries to cope.

I'm fine with rape, assault, dub-con, just pushing Dean till he has to push back, or being creepy and suggestive without anything more happening.
 
 
18 January 2016 @ 01:07 am
Ok guys I really hope you can help me, because I'm going nuts trying to find this fic.

The premise is as follows:

Jensen runs a BDSM club.
Jared is in a D/S relationship with Michael Weatherly, who is the villain and is abusing sub Jared.
Jensen rescues Jared from Weatherly's clutches and in time he wants to be Jared's Dom.
I can't remember where I read it, something tells me it might have been on LJ but I'm not sure.

Anyway, that's all ive got, I hope someone knows what I'm on about!

Mods: Iv'e basically tagged the hell out of this, with anything I think might be relevant.
 
 
Could you recommend J2 stories in which one J recovers from extreme abuse? the ratio of abuse to recovery time is not important, but it has to be pretty horrific and move towards a better end, even if the fic doesn't end on perfect notes (even death!fics are cool(.

Examples or harm include, torture, malnutrition, involuntary body modification, extreme power play that leads to identity and dissociation issues, and of course lots of physical harm. Sexual violence/slavery is cool, but I'd prefer if it was paired with more complex issues.

Bonus for length, world-building, J1 helping J2 recover from JDM (I love me to evil-JDM), and badass!victims that want to get better but need someone to show them how to move past their trauma and love themselves.

Also, the recovering abusee doesn't have to be one of the Js, but one of the Js must contribute to the recovery and (preferably) no J on J violence unless you think its awesome (like in the Desperate Measures verse).

Oh boy. I am a real buzzkill. I have no idea how to tag this except to select everything under the 'warning' tag :-/

Please and thank you
 
 
I am looking for wincest/weecest fics that are a bit dubconny. Bottom/sub/omega/whatever!Sam. I want Dean in charge.

Somnophilia, drug use (consensual or non), altered mind-states, omega heat, spells, potions, whatever... to get Sam hot and ready for Dean to take advantage of.
 
 
Hi there!Sorry if my description of all the vents in the fanfic is very long but I DO LOVE THIS FIC :(

A loooong time ago I read a long j2 AU fanfic here on lj where hooker!Jensen gets booked by a filthy rich man,mystery man Jared. He gets booked for a long period of time and there's a lot of very violent S/M involved.
Jared is from what I recall a sort of drug lord or something and has a big entourage (CW actors are in this story too)
During this time Jensen gets in touch with one of his older clients,an old lady,who tells him that if he ever feels like he's in danger,he can call this number she gives him and wherever he is he'll be found and saved by a sort swat squad.
Everything seems fine but!!! one time Jared hosts a party on his boat and he has sex with Jensen..but he's hurting so bad he can't take it anymore and wanting to leave he calls the "special"number.
Finally they rescue him and he comes home safe and sound leaving his old escort life behind..but after some weeks /months JARED FOUND HIM!Poor Jensen :'((

He's a very deranged man and the author express this exquisitely.
Oh and it turns out (don't remember if jared tells him this at the very end) that Jared knew Jensen since high school,but poor Padabear was a nerdy loser who wanted to impress Jensen with no avail.
In that moment Jay realised that he'd change his image and get a "revenge" on Jensen in the future.

That's pretty much it.
It's a fantastic story,compelling and it'll get you all paranoid!!trust me!It'd be a great thriller on screen,yeeppp.

I hope someone can help me finding this precious jem!
 
 
 
20 November 2015 @ 04:36 pm
I have two requests.

Found! It's below in the comments.
I read this fic awhile ago. It had Jensen whose family was in charge of a kingdom, but another kingdom took over. The family, except for Jensen and his sister, was killed. Jensen and his sister were sold as slaves to Jared who was someone important in his kingdom (don't remember if he was a general, king, or something like that.) The reason Jensen and his sister were left alive was because they were attractive. Jensen became Jared's sex slave with Jared promising that nothing bad would happen to Jensen's sister as long as Jensen behaved. I remember one part that had Jensen contemplating that Jared was totally in charge of him. That if Jared wanted Jensen starving, Jensen would starve. Things like that. The fic was in archiveofourown and was multichapter. In the end Jared was still in charge or Jensen. I'm not sure if Chad and Jensen's sister got together in the fic.

This one is general. I'm looking for J2 slavery fics or Wincest slavery fics.
 
 
Hi all, I read this fic awhile ago and now I cannot find it again.
I'm pretty sure I found it on http://pinboard.in/u:spnkink_meme/t:pairing:jensen%252fjared/. I went through all the tags I could think of but nothing.

Story: A/B/O world, Jared is an older pack alpha and in a pack war kills Jensen's (he's about 16 or so) dad who's alpha of his own pack. Jared originaly wanted to kill Jensen too but then gives him the ultimatum to either mate with him or get killed, so scared/hurt!Jensen opts to mate with Jared (dub-con/non-con).
I have no idea how it continues.

Thanks in advance!

edit: found here http://insane-songbird.livejournal.com/152868.html
 
 
Guys, I had "A Home On The Corner Of Bitter And Sweet" by nanoks (here on AO3 http://archiveofourown.org/works/4101562) open in a my browser to be saved. However, when I went to save it today it and all nanoks other fic seems to have been deleted from the archive.

I can't access them on LJ either. Does anyone have a copy of this particular story they'd be willing to share? I'd also appreciate it if anyone can send me any of nanoks other stories if possible too. I know that's a lot of stories but anything you have would be great.

Many thanks

*fingers crossed*

nicky692000-ficfan@yahoo.co.uk

Edit: Thanks for your help guys.
 
 
13 July 2015 @ 10:44 pm
Hoping someone can help me with a specific fic from pretty far back. It was set Stanford era, John gets turned into a vampire and Dean can't bring himself to kill him. I remember it being dub-con. I wish I could remember the author!
 
 
Hello guys!

So, I hevn't read this fanfic before, but i saw an old post here on the community where someone was looking for it, but sadly it was never found, and i'm really interested in reading it. Here's the post:

"Sam is kidnapped by the (relatives?) of a demon(s)/monster(s) they killed a while back. These monsters are in control of an underground prostitution ring (except, I think, they somehow get the victims to say "yes") for monsters and demons. They catch Sam, bind him up, and brutally abuse/rape him. Various monsters come to him, including some kind of wraith or big-and-bad. Dean eventually figures out what's going on and he calls in a bunch of hunters and they raid the place and rescue Sam."

According to the original post, it's neither "The Fetters of Fenrir" by leonidaslion nor "A Year Without Music."

Also, I just read "Worth the Price" by d8rc_messnger, and it was AMAZING, but i read a .PDF version since her account has been deleted or something, so i was hoping that maybe someone could point me to where i can find her other fics? I just really loved the way she wrote "Worth the Price" and I'd love to read her other works as well!

Thanks in advance :D
 
 
30 May 2015 @ 10:48 am
Hello, all!!
I'm looking for fics where Dean sleeps with Sam because he couldn't say 'no' to him. And any fics where Dean would do anything his little brother asked (anything; sleep with him, married him, anything) for Sam not leaving for Stanford.

And bottom!Dean, please. No bottom!Sam.

Thank you ^^
 
 
29 May 2015 @ 08:03 am
OK, so ive read some Dean/creature!OMC like...

Deadly Temptations: http://deadlytemptation.darknessprevails.com/

The Song In Your Blood: http://archiveofourown.org/works/240523?view_adult=true

Ive read some more, but i cant seem to find anymore that have any Dean/EvilOMC i was wondering if any one has any good ones i can read that have a long story line, but if not thats ok anything is good. I'm open to Wincest, but i mostly want to find a Dean/OMC
 
 
Current Mood: curious
 
 
Guys,

Not sure if this story even exists, but I'm sure I remember a J2 version of "The Emperor's Wolf"
by J.C. Owens.

Official summary:
The echoes of a war four years' past still resounds in the minds of those who endured it. Jaden longs to search for his sister, though he is bound in the fetters of slavery. When he is given to the very man who conquered his country, he is caught up in his own hatred, yet fascinated by the mystery of his new master, the Emperor of Tranaden, who all say is demonic, without mercy. Trapped in the snare of his master’s beauty, Jaden begins to realize that there is much more beneath the surface...
Dersai is Emperor to his fingertips, he is used to command and being obeyed. He will sacrifice anything to see his country safe. Beneath, he is well read, highly intelligent and far sighted in how he views others. Yet, Dersai has an inner demon, a demon that kept his kingdom free and safe from conquerors; only in his dreams can he imagine one strong enough to love him. Now his slave may be the only one who can set him free.

I think Jensen is the slave and Jared the ruler, but then again I may just be confusing porn with reality, again;)

If someone could put me out of my misery, one way or the other, I'd be most grateful.
 
 
22 April 2015 @ 10:42 pm
Hey guys :)

So I've always been fascinated by the whole mind control aspect of Sam's demon powers. So I was wondering if there were any wincest fics dealing with this. You know, where Sam uses his powers to coax Dean into sex or something? (I'd particularly really love fics where Sam uses his powers to bring Dean to orgasm without touching him *blushes*). And yes, of course, I've read the Suite verse. As usual, no non-con please! Dub-con is fine

Thank you!

EDIT: I will also accept non-con, so long as it's not too violent. Thanks!
 
 
Hi! I'm looking for two specific fics.

The first is omega!Jensen and alpha!Jared. It was in a universe where omegas go to an agency once they got old enough. The agency make them a profile with their personality and talents, but without a picture. Alphas get matched to an omega, without basing their opinion on looks. Jared is a TV actor, who wants to create a better public image for himself. He decides that getting settling down with an omega would make people respect him more. Jared tells he agency that he found an omega he liked, but he cheats--before, he had visited the agency and caught a glimpse of Jensen there. Jared thought Jensen was pretty, so he tells the agency that Jensen's personality matched his.

Jared and Jensen got married, then they spent their wedding night in a hotel. Jared has sex with Jensen first thing. Jensen has angst, since he had never been kissed and all his alpha wanted to do was knot him. After, they go to live in Jared's mansion. Jared is sexist (is that the toward word?) toward omegas--he ignores Jensen's talents and only used him for sex. I remember there's one scene where Jared takes Jensen shopping to buy him some sexy clothes. There's another scene where Jensen makes a cherry pie (one of his talents) and Jared doesn't want to taste it, he just used it for sex. At some point, a reporter comes by the mansion to make a story about how Jared's life as a married man. The story was a work in progress, and I'm pretty sure it was on a kink meme. I can't remember which meme, though.

The second fic had Jensen as a shy, awkward high school science teacher and Jared as one of his students. When Jensen came to the school, all the students got awkward because they secretly thought Jensen was so pretty. Jared stays after class and forces Jensen into having sex with him. Jensen wore glasses. This one was on a kink meme, too, but it was completed.

Anyone recognize these? :)

EDIT: Both have been found in the comments:
Pretty is As Pretty Does - http://spnkink-meme.livejournal.com/45297.html?thread=11300081
Out of Syllabus - http://archiveofourown.org/works/668777/chapters/1221856
 
 
So I found a fic on someones delicious account that I would really really like to read;

My Heart Yearns
"Sam said he was going away to Stanford, but he actually never got into college. He just needed a reason to run away from his unnatural feelings for Dean. Two years later, Dean comes looking for him in Palo Alto, but they have no record of Sam Winchester as a student. Dean tracks Sam down to a sex house in San Francisco where the owner keeps the working boys high on a dangerous cocktail of drugs to make them more compliant to customers' strange demands. Dean has to pose as a client to get close to Sam. Sam seduces him." (comment fic)

it doesn't say anywhere what comment fic meme it was in :/

PLEASE SEND HELP

love you all xoxox
 
 
11 March 2015 @ 02:23 am
1) Does [livejournal.com profile] not_refined have a fiction account elsewhere, perhaps under a different name? They have deleted their livejournal account, and I've been hoping to find one of their stories, "the perfect number - a fairytale", a lovely trans!Dean story. I came across a podfic, but I would love to find it in text.

2) I just found Radio's Jammed with Gospel Stations by [livejournal.com profile] dreamlittleyo and leonidaslion.

I know that leonidaslion wrote up ending summaries for some of her abandoned WIPs, is there any info somewhere about where this story might have been going? Are there other stories that leonidaslion authored or co-authored that haven't been saved at AO3?
 
 
07 March 2015 @ 11:32 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic that had unrelated Dean/Sam. I'm a little fuzzy on the details but the basic gist of it was Sam was some rare mate and Dean was some immortal creature with wings that kidnapped Sam after Dean rescued him from a group of guys about to assault him. I think it may have contained dub-con as Sam technically consented to the sex but since he was being held captive it was grey. Dean eventually let's Sam go and Sam chooses to continue the relationship. Please, can anyone help me find this?
 
 
I was reading some cool teenchester fics, where Sam who is bi or gay gets asked out by guys what ever high school he is attending.

But are there any fics where Sam does not swing that way and is clueless , that when a guy asked him out it's not because he just wants to hang out as friends but because he's really interested in Sam. Dean is always aware of these guys, and always tries to warn Sam , something like " Sam dude is hitting on you" and Sam just scoffed it off as Dean being stupid or why does everything has to be about sex to Dean.
And then later Sam realizes that Dean was right especially when he's alone with the guy and he tries to make a move on him.

The guy gets angry, because of Sam rejection and tries to rape Sam. Cue in Big Brother Dean to the rescue, because he had a hunch or gut feeling about that guy.

So yeah does anyone know any stories along those lines? Could be gen or it could start out as gen but turns to wincest when Dean rescues Sam, because Sam is not gay for guys just Dean.

High school ages Sam is 14-18 and Dean is 18-22 or even later like season one ages?

Well I hope there are more than two fics like this? Praying and keeping fingers crossed.
thanks guys!
 
 
21 February 2015 @ 04:08 pm
After Stanford, Sam goes to work for Wolfram & Hart.  Dean gets caught/imprisoned by him, and Sam has to fuck him in some sort of ceremony to ensure Dean's survival.

Thanks for your guys' help!

FOUND IN COMMENTS
 
 
I'm looking for a specific fic that's I'm almost positive was called "Cherished," with de-aged!Dean/Sam, that I use to have a copy of on my kindle (which has since sadly died) from Ao3--its summary had something along the lines of Dean gets de-aged and Sam just can't keep his hand out of the cookie jar. cut for details )

The story seems to have entirely disappeared, though, since I downloaded it. anyone know where to find it, have a copy or even just know what happened to it?
 
 
01 February 2015 @ 11:44 pm
Kind of a sensitive topic so I'm putting it under a cut, just in case....

Read more... )

Thanks guys!
 
 
I'm looking for a story I was halfway finished reading... I stupidly managed to push a button that simultaneously deleted all my tabs on my iphone and ipad and also the history. Yikes. xP
ANYWAY!
The fic featured Jared/Jensen with both of them just starting Supernatural together. In the very beginning of the fic, Jared is being beaten (presumably by his father) -- the fic then fast forwards to Jensen at a party where Jared is a server. They get along famously before Jared's manager Alex calls (or something like that) and "his face drains of color'...blah blah. Later on, Jensen's friends Tom and Mike talk about how much they hate Jared because they heard he slept for his part in Gilmore Girls and every other movie.
Long story short, his manager makes him sleep with someone from Supernatural (I think he finds out later that the guy he slept with to get the gig wasn't affiliated with the show at all - it was just his sleazy manager getting rid of an owed favor).
Jared is a nervous wreck through all this, trying to support his family and living with the guilt of how he came to get his acting gigs (or how he thought he got them -- turns out his acting was a thousand times better than he knew them to be)
Sound familiar to anyone?

It was mismanaged by [livejournal.com profile] macbyrne or [livejournal.com profile] miss_managed
 
 
Current Mood: aggravated
 
 
27 January 2015 @ 09:32 am
Hey just saw "emily_ani" request for a certain a/b/o fic about Alpha Jared being turn into an Omega by Alpha Jensen and it was found it was called

"A Soul that's Tasted Death" by kinkyheels in AO3.

This was such a delicious read I was wondering were there any other like this one? Jared/Sam being originally an Alpha and then being turn into an Omega or beta? It could be by Jensen/Dean or higher elders or anything else.

Just as long its Jared/Sam being turned.

Thanks,
 
 
04 January 2015 @ 01:30 pm
Hello guys!

I'm trying to recall the title of a specific J2 fic and failing spectacularly. In the story, Jared fall upon hard times financially and moves into a big house with roommates Jensen, Danneel, and Misha. Jensen and Danneel are a couple in the story initially but they don't last long. After a while of living in the house, Jared realizes that something is off with Jensen and he finds out that he has multiple personalities - one being very flamboyant that also makes sure everyone knows about his attraction to Jared. There's another personality who's a bit more reserved and shy that I think had feelings for Misha. Danneel breaks up with Jensen after finding out that Jensen's personality was in control and slept with Jared. And I think Jared felt really guilty about it because he felt as though he raped Jensen since he wasn't in the frame of mind to give consent.

If anyone could help me find this awesome story again, I'd appreciate it greatly! :)
 
 
Hi All,
once again looking for certain fics with kind of the same theme. I am looking for any DARK DEAN stories where Dean's usual "take care of Sam/Protect Sam" mind-set is way over the top or over done. Like even though Sam's a teen or adult he never lets him out of his sight and does not allow him to do anything for himself, it a twisted psychological trick to keep Sam 100% co-dependent on him and unsure of himself or insecure, basically keeps him as a child mindset on purpose. So he can rely on Dean and only Dean.

John could be in it or Dean could have murder John to keep Sam to himself.

Best example is by writer "T.V program rule" Title: "Escape Rewritten" in FanFiction "www.fanfiction.net/s/10552352/1/Escape-Rewritten" (I don't know how to make the link work form here)

So if any ya'll know of any Dark Dean fic (Seriously not enough out there)where he does not want to hurt Sammy , just be 100% possessive/obsessive of all his thoughts, actions and feelings-

Sammy could be fighting it at first but always caves in, in the end, because he still has that soul mate bond with his brother "Needing Dean" "Can't live without him" feelings.

So if you have any favorite Dark Dean with this similar theme please rec to me? PRETTY PLEASE, coming up on a long holiday weekend and would love to read something at home
OH yeah it could be GEN or WINCEST
 
 
I know I would be a real jerk asking for this but I just can't help it, so please don't hate me, I do love Sam myself :sob:

I'm hunting for stories in which Sam (or Cas, or anyone else but preferable Sam) loves so see Dean's tears, so he says harsh and mean words just to make Dean tears up, no physical abuse though.

Also, I'm looking for stories with NON-AU Dean or Jensen being in an abusive relationship with Sam or Jared (or Cas/Misha).
I have been searching for these for like 9 months and still couldn't find anythinhg :(

Oh and Bottom!Dean only please. Thank you! :x

Edit: Just remember a specific lost fic: Sam and Dean get three wishes from Santa (?) and use one to kill all the bad things on the world (monster, creatures, demons...). I'm mostly sure that it's Wincest. Please let me know if you bookmarked this one :x
 
 
(Eesh, so many tags! Mods: I think I've got everything but I can't seem to find the tags for wing!kink or for dark!castiel. Please help me out!)

To my fellow spn brethren. Yes, yes, I know, it's me again, but I can't help it ^^
Anyway, I'm looking for two types of stories today.Under the cut for possible triggers... )
2. As the title says, I'm also looking for wincestiel wing!kink stories, because there seems to be a massive shortage of this in the fandom. I have read plenty of Destiel, Sastiel and even Wincest wing!kink, but strangely, not any wincestiel. So please help me out! Again, I will literally take anyything. I would prefer it be bottom!cas,but I will take bottom!sam or dean instead too! So please gimme all you got! :)

Thanks in advance!
 
 
pairing: jared/jensen, warning: self harm, warning: suicide, warning: dub-con, kink: mpreg,

I am looking for 2 things right now, have actually been for a long time! PLEASE HELP!!!

1. I'm looking for a specific j2 fic in which the world has less and less males and females capable of producing children and therefore it has become regulated by the government to assign breedable people to partners. Jensen, who had never been tested, only finds out he is one when he goes to take the final physical exam for a new job he was due to start & that's when his world comes crashing down around him. He loses most of his legal rights, his freedom, his fiance, everything, etc... He tries to fight it through legal means but he loses his case in court. He ends up being assigned to Jared, who is so happy & excited to have finally been matched with someone & to have a happy, loving family & live happily ever after. What he ends up with is an unwilling partner who only allows him to have sex with him because the alternative is being sent to a cruel man who would rape him brutally or a brothel type place so Jared is kind of the lesser of 2 evils in his mind. Jared tries to be kind & to win Jensen over & to a certain extent he does in the end but Jensen can't seem to get over the life he lost/the life he would have had with the woman he loved. Jensen does become pregnant due to Jared's couplings with him & while pregnant, he gets visited by his family who are ecstatic that he will have children and while they are there he finds out that his brother has married his former fiance. Both his family's attitude toward his situation and the fact that his brother married the woman he loved are too much for Jensen & he attempts to throw myself down the stairs and kill himself. He survives, as does the baby. Jared is devastated & he doesn't know how to help Jensen because he is in love with Jensen even though his feelings aren't returned. Eventually, Jensen gives birth & refuses to have anything to do with the baby or the other child that follows.

2. I am also looking for any stories like The Billionare's Reluctant Husband.
 
 
10 November 2014 @ 12:15 am
Hey guys! I love this site and how you're so eager to help.

Anyway, I'm about to go crazy since my laptop with all my favorites, broke down and now I can't find one fic I started reading, I've looked through the tags in here a long time before finally admitting to myself that no, nobody searched this before me. Preatty Please, could y'all help a guy out?

Anyway, so here I go, trying to explain it;

1. It's Dean's POV and he has some big issues with Sam and we get to see Sam, like in the bathtub, saying stuff like: "Dad will find out." and "He'll know." Later on, at the end of the story, it's understood that Dean did molest Sam and John knew it, or found out somehow after Sam left for Stanford, saying to Dean he failed Sammy.

Does that ring any bells? Please, I'm going crazy over here!

And for the General search, I really want slow build-up wincest stories and actual kissing, a lot, before the first time between our boys.

Can anyone help me out finding the first one? I'll give you my soul for it! Thanks beforehand! Ps. Only bottom!Sam, please. But if they switch, it can be Dean bottoming too, but mostly Sam. ;)
 
 
I unfortunately haven't been able to find this fic. In it,
-Jared is on a roadtrip and stops at a gas station or restaurant.
-he gets ran in to by Jensen who says he's his mate
-they consummate their mating on top of Jared's car who thinks about the face that the car is warm and why the act is happening to him.
-Jeff is around while it's happening and trying to keep Jensen from shifting in to a wolf while with Jared.
-jensen tells jared he'll turn in to an omega and have kids
-Jeff tells Jared that their pack treats omegas well.
-there was knitting and it was dubcon
-it's a one shot.

This is all I remember, if you could help me locate this I would truly appreciate it.
Thank you.
 
 
29 October 2014 @ 07:53 pm
I hate to say that I lost a fic, but I totally did. I haven't read this one in a while and it might not even be available anymore, that or I'm just blind and keep overlooking it completely, please help. Okay so here's what I remember - it was a Dean/Crowley fic like it says in the title. I think Crowley was the king of hell and he had both Sam and Dean with him. I think he de-aged Dean but I might be mixing stories with that little detail, and he sort of makes a deal with dean that if dean sleeps with him things would go easier for Sam. I think sam was given to another demon either Meg or Ruby. That's it that's all I remember except for a quote that I vaguely remember from dean where he tells Sam that Crowley is going to bend him over the furniture no matter what or something. Extremely vague I know, which is probably why I can't find it myself. Thanks for any help you can give me.                                              
 
 
Hi all, this is an older fic and I'm really vague on the details.

Dean and Sam not raised together. Probably on ff.net. Dean was a prostitute and Sam was being raised by a nice middle class family. I think they had the opportunity to take Dean at the same time but chose not to. At the start of the fic I think Dean somehow escaped/ran away from a 'john' in a hotel with Sam's help? Sam and his family were staying in the hotel too which was really lucky as the bad guy was a planning to kill (he was a serial killer?) Dean. I think they both realise they're long lost brothers. Sam talks his parents into taking Dean back home with them and letting Dean stay with them. I think another (or the same) serial killer/demon starts tracking Dean. Also Dean has a lot of trouble fitting in and Sam's mum has issues with Dean too (possibly guilt? She might have been the one to say no to adopting Dean in the first place). That's all I have. So, thanks in advance.