Hi, I'm looking for a specific J2 fic. It's an AU where one of the boys (maybe Jensen?) is in a serious relationship with/engaged to a girl who's living somewhere far off. Jared moves in with Jensen and they slowly develop a relationship, despite one/both of them having religious issues with being gay. The part I remember most clearly (random brain) is one of them telling a therapist that they like to just lie in bed naked together, not necessarily for sex but just to be close.

Thanks!

Hey, gang, I'm looking for a specific fic  but I'm failing miserably in my searching.

It starts out in high school, but the main portion of the fic takes place in college. Jared's been in love with Sandy for years and he decides to follow her to an out of state college (Pennsylvania?) and he turns into a little bit of a stalker, lol. She thinks he's weird and she tells him that he's creeping her out and orders him to stay away from her. And somehow Jared meets Jensen, lol. 

The only scene I actually remember vividly is Jared and Sandy sitting in the airport waiting for their flight home for Christmas or something. Sandy's doing everything she can to ignore him, and Jared just blurts out 'Sandy, I think I'm gay', or something to that effect. She immediately demands that he tell her everything, and the two of them end up friends, maybe even working together to figure out how Jared can get Jensen.

Jared and Jensen do end up dating, I just can't remember how they meet or anything, lol.

Does anyone recognize this?

Hey guys, I’ve got a couple more old favorites that I seem to have misplaced and could really using help tracking down.

1) Dean/Cas: H/C, human!Cas, sick!Cas, Castiel has a cold and Dean is taking care of him. Dean makes Cas a soup that his mother had made for him while he was sick; I think it had kidney beans and shell pasta, maybe. What I remember most is Dean telling Cas the story that his mom told: that every bean had it’s perfect shell that it would find. I think the author might have also included the recipe in an additional post.
FOUND! Thanks so much gilesbabe, link in comments.

2) Dean/Cas: This story featured Sam, who just learned that Dean and Cas were in a relationship and suspected that Dean was either possessed or under a spell or otherwise not himself. Dean has a shoebox of mementos, I think, that he shows to Cas and as he tells stories about his past, Sam realizes that he was wrong and what he’d first thought were instances of Dean being homophobic actually weren’t.

I hope someone is able to recognize these two. Thanks, guys!

Any stories where Sam comes out to Dean or where Dean finds out that Sam is gay?

I just watched the pilot episode of Shameless (U.S. version) and the parts where the older brother discovers the younger brother's gay porn collection was so reminiscent of Sam and Dean that it hurt.

I would love to read something like that -where Dean is shocked, maybe a little disbelieving that Sam is gay but eventually comes round.

It could be Wincest or gen, though Wincest would be a plus.

I just finished reading The Truth Within The Lie and I really loved it! I was wondering if there were any other fics out there where the boys have to pretend to be a couple to work on a case at a couples retreat, or a couples counciling camp/retreat or something, and then somewhere along the line it stops being pretend ;)

There was a fic that was a couples counciling camp type fic that Ive been searching for to. I only remember a few parts, but in one part, the lady told Sam and Dean to sit facing each other and tell each other how they feel about the other? And then there was another part where this one guy kept hitting on Sam and Dean got really jealous.

Thank you in advance :))

Hi all~! So here's what I'm looking for. I checked the tags, but there wasn't anything listed like this except the Destiel Pairings, and the general character tag.

I want fics where Dean is gay, he is out of the closet, and girl he's proud! I have found some stories like it before, but they are few and far between. Don't get me wrong, I like the "coming into his sexuality" fics, or the "it's just the one guy, not all of them!" fics, and the fics where he's openly bi. I don't want him bi or just now discovering that he likes guys, too, I need some crazy gay going on.

I would love it if he were ridiculously flamboyant (think drag queen), but I'll take manly as well, or something in-between. Bottom!Dean rocks my socks, and Destiel is my OTP. I can handle Wincest, so long as it is an absolutely AMAZING story. RPS welcome:-p

With the things I want in this fic, chances are it's going to be cracktastic or humor. That's perfectXD

Hello Lovelies!

I have a strong urge to read some stories where the J's meet the others' parents. (I've gone through the backlogs on this comm with not a lot of luck)

I'd like for them to either be having the official 'meet the parents' moment, or they go home for a holiday and bring the other, or they meet the parents on accident by picking up the phone or something similarly unintentional.

AU or Non-AU, either works for me.

I'd love it if there was drama or angst because one of the parents or family members doesn't approve, but really, that's just icing on the cake. 

I hope you guys can help me out!

Thankies!

Hey there lovelies,

I was wondering if you all could help me find any J2 fics where the boys have a problem with their producers or the company execs. Maybe the higher-ups found out about the boys' relationship and are trying to force them to hide it, maybe marry Dani and Genevieve, or maybe the boys accidentally come out and the execs have a field day trying to cover it up. Either way, I'd like some white-collar drama please!

Thank you all in advance! ^_^

This was WIP when I last saw it. What I do remember... John was an Omega(or Beta) Sub and lost his wife/alpha Dom and he still wore his gold collar. Dean is a sub, but he pretends to be a Dom so that he can hold the family together and take care of Sammy. I remember that the AU society didn't allow a single Sub parent to care for his kids alone so they had to move frequently when people found out John had no Dom.

I think it was a comment fic and I'm pretty sure it was going to eventually be a Sam/Dean fic, but I'm not positive...

ETA Found: It wasn't omega/alpha AU like I though it is Sub/Dom. Called "At His Last Grace," link in comments. Thank you Anon!

can anyone rec a fic where Sam (or dean if you dont know any sam ones) has to deal with coming out or has to come to terms with the fact hes gay?
also i read a fic where Sam finds out hes pregnant but doesnt tell dean and a hunt goes wrong and he miscarries and dean finds out and has to comfort him sorry not nmany details (slightly tipsy sorry) anyone know it? or something similar characters may be mixed up but was mpreg

Hi! Me again, thanks you for all the recs on my first research !

This time, i have a hard time finding a specific kind of destiel : i'm looking for long fics where Dean is straight as canon Dean (meaning : very straight) and have issues or strugling with the fact he migh be appreciating Cas a little bit more than a straight male should. Or maybe, even, because Cas is an Angel and Dean was taught "don't mess with any supernatural thing, shoot it".  Happy ending very much welcome, the point is that Dean hopefully can put his issues aside.

Being french, i hope i'm understandable and you'll rec me plenty !
Thanks !

Hey guys!

So, I'm looking for fics where Dean is gay or bi. I'd prefer it it took place when he was younger (15-20) and was just discovering it and had to come out to his father (and/or Bobby&Sam). Now, I'd love if John didn't know how to deal with this at first and maybe later got really overprotective when he saw Dean dating guys! Maybe Dean prefered older, more experienced guys...

Or it could also be Jensen coming out!

Thanks in advance!

PS: I'd prefer Bottom!Dean, but switching is also ok ;) You should warn me though! haha

Good morning/afternoon/night everyone:)

I am looking for J2 recs today.I checked the tag and am now just looking for fics in addition to those listed.

I would like bottom Jared and any of these things:

1.ShyVirgin Jared, with a more experienced Jensen showing him how it's done, literally.

2. Or they could both be virgins having their first time together. That would be adorable.

3.Clumsy Jared.

4.Fics where Jared is just shy in general.

5.Any fics where Jared is just coming out and Jensen helps him through it.

6.Any fics where Jensen stands up for/fights for Jared.

7.Any other J2 bottom Jared fics you just feel like reccing.

My only requirement is that they be bottomJared.

Also, no deathfic please.

So, I usually try to avoid sounding so dramatic but my life lately has been incredibly hard. to be honest I'm cracking a little under the pressure and lately supernatural and spn fic is really the only thing that actually distracts me. For that reason I was hoping that all you wonderful people can help me find more to read! You have never disappointed yet, so here goes! 

(also i hope i got the tags right! mods please help if i messed up!)

( here's the request! )

Hi amazing awesome people I'm back again looking for recs.

I have read heaps of fic where Bobby is supportive of Dean schlepping an angel, but now I want Bobby to be doubtful. Maybe because of Dean corrupting a holy being, because Castiel is too powerful for there to be equality between them, or even the basic boy on boy action freaks good ol' Bobby out.

I also remember a story where Castiel says (paraphrasing here), "If I had known that Bobby was going to be my father-in-law, I wouldn't have knocked him out when I first met him".  If anyone knows that story that'd be great.

Love, kisses and thanks in advance,
carla888

PS: Hey, what about Sammy being the anti-Destiel one? I'll take that too... not that I'm desperate or anything! :D

looking for another general search.
1. John abuses Dean, or someone else abuses Dean, Sexual and Physial are loved,even more if he's remembering it as an adult. Maybe he ends up telling
Bobby or Sam. Maybe he tells Castiel
2. Dean is sick, he finds out he had cancer or such or he's blind, deaf or an amputee.
3. Dean is a god, a pagan god or something like that.
4. Dean is scared of something or someone.
5. Dean drinking Demon or human blood and Sam catches him.
7. Dean is a demon or angel. or possessed
8.Dean in college, AU with sam(or without) or him going after averting the
apocolypse or before. Him with friends or as an outsider. Love any as long as its Dean(I'll accept Jensen as long, it would be cool if Jensen met Jared in college) or even highschool
9. Dean cuddling after sex or just Cuddling with Castiel, Sam whoever!
10. A drunk Dean spilling something
about his past to Crowley or Ruby or one of the angels making them see something different about him.
11.Dean tries to kill himself, hurt himself or do/does/is addicted to drugs or has an eating disorder, noncon and dubcon welcome
12. Dean with a size kink, he has to be bottom though.
13.Dean mentally ill.
14. Virgin Dean. Whether with guys or just in general.
15. Anything where Dean's homophobic but really gay/bi
and into Sam, Cas, crowley (Someone, anyone) or no one at all.

The mods keep sending it back! Wahh!!! Ah well, I think I got it right this time :)

Hey Guys. So, as an incentive to writing my J2 Nanowrimo, I decided to post some stories I'm wanting to read, and I'll want to read them so badly that I'll finish my nano goal super fast and get to read them. Aha. So, yes. 

Please note of the communities I know about and have checked: sd_recs, j2_recs, spn_littlebro
Also note: No Destiel, No WIP's, No Abandoned or Hiatused Stories. Self-recs are a-okay.

( Sam/Dean Requests )

( Jared/Jensen Requests  )

I want mostly happy fics guys, ok? Not a lot of angst, because I'm getting that enough with my own story, so only happy. No cheating, non-con, or dub-con. Nothing too wide with age-gaps. (I like 4 or 5 years differences, alright?) Short fics are awesome. Anything over seven parts is a no-no for me right now. No PWP, please.

Thanks guys!

ETA: STORY FOUND IN COMMENTS.

Hello ! First time posting in this community, i hope i'll do everyhing right (this and my frenchness).
So i'm looking for several things, Castiel centered mostly, i searched a bit, but still i hope i'm not making redundancies.

1 Angel-Blood taste
Is there any fanfiction where Dean get a taste of Cas blood (maybe
accidentaly ?) and become obsessed with it ? Bonus if it's angsty,
and/or with an happy destiel ending, or long, bonus if there's no too
much attraction before the tasting, bonus if Cas refuse to capitulate to
Dean or find the obsession fascinating or repulsing, whatever.

2 Asexuality
Anything Destiel, but with no sex involved - could be Cas' angelic nature or
virginness or awkwardness, could be Dean gay freak-out, you name it.
Bonus for Dean angst, bonus for happy ending (i'm a sucker for these.)

3 Godstiel
And finally, is there any Godstiel/Dean fic in existence who is not dubcon/noncon ?


Many thanks in advance, and feel free to slap me if i did something wrong !

1) I'm looking for any Wincest fic wherein the incest is considered an actual (lasting) problem, and not something the boys get over in half a page before they jump into bed. Basically: wincest!angst galore, if you would ;)

2) Unrequited Wincest that stays unrequited (and yes, I have checked the archive and plowed through the given suggestions). Or, if that limits things too much, at least for most of the story. Angst, self-disgust, you know the drill.

Thank you for any suggestions you take the time to make! (...and hopefully I tagged this correctly. Might have gone overboard.)

I read this fic a while back, and it recently popped up in my brain and won't go away so I tried tracking it down with my own efforts and skills on this site but was very much unsuccessful, so I'm now asking for help. I really can't remember any of the important details, so I apologise for the vague-ness of it all! In this one-shot (I think), John finds out that an 18yo (maybe?) Dean is gay and kicks him out, and is generally a homophobic douchewad. Dean goes on to be a really really awesome hunter by himself, and in a bar a few years later, I think some hunters were congratulating John on his son, and he was all homophobic and ass-hole-y at them, and maybe they set him straight/there was a fight/something happened? Can't remember what happened to Sam or even how it ends. I suck. If someone knows the fic Im talking about, I'd be so very grateful!!!

If there are any other fics you guys can rec wherein Dean has to deal with homophobia/coming out that would be awesome. Wincest, D/C, heck, even gen! (I'm a total Dean girl and love a Dean-centric story like WOAH)

Looking for any good h.s. or college J2 love fics. Preferably with them as bestfriends in the begining of course they eventually fall in love. Also would love for the fic to have a great supporting cast. My fave j2 fic is mournthewicked 'We Must Reinvent Love verse' so im hopeing that their is something else out there that is as amazing as WMRL.

Thanks for your help in advance:)

looking for 2 specific fics, i cant remember the authors or titles. the pairing is dean/ cas.
story 1-set late/after s5,cas is falling/fallen/becoming human, wants to talk to dean about how to handle male body issues, boners and the like, asks him while they are buying milk, dean freaks out and gets him a magazine and doesn't want to talk about it at all. sam thinks he's being an insensitive jerk. cas admits to thinking about dean when getting off, thinks its normal, dean freaks out and takes him out to a bar to try to get laid, and it doesn't go well. thats all i remember. i think thhis is rated pretty high, r or nc17
story 2-set late s6, dean and cas are all pissy at each other, calling at bad times etc, after much angst etc balthazar shows up and tells dean and sam raphael killed cas and he has to hide them. dean keeps praying to cas for some reason. turns out its all a fake out and cas had to pretend to be dead to fool raphael, could hear deans prayers and they kept him going, deans pissed but everyone says sorry and it all ends happily ever after. not sure of the rating.
sorry this is all so vague, thankyou for your help

both FOUND and linked in comments!

Hey there lovelies,

I was wondering if you all could help me find any J2 fics where the boys have a problem with their producers or the company execs. Maybe the higher-ups found out about the boys' relationship and are trying to force them to hide it, maybe marry Dani and Genevieve, or maybe the boys accidentally come out and the execs have a field day trying to cover it up. Either way, I'd like some white-collar drama please!

Thank you all in advance! ^_^

Are there any fics where instead of Mary dying, John does, in turn making either Sam or Dean lean more towards dudes???(that's just a lil theory of mine, derp) Or just Dean is gay overall ever? I don't even need a pairing or anything, I just would like to see how the fandom would inerpret/manipulate this. (That's one of my most favorite parts about reading fanfiction, along with the actual story. :])

Thanks for any help. And I ship it all, Wincest, Destiel, Sassy, Sabriel, Debriel, Wincestiel, .......ALL!!! So please don't hesitate lol. I look foward to your comments!!

I'm looking for any fics where Jared and Jensen meet and at first, one thinks the other is straight. Could take place during the show or in an AU, doesn't matter.

Hello again, awesome storyfinders :)

I come with a request that is, probably, not that easy to help with. But since I trust you, I'll try anyway

So, I'd found that most stories where the Js meet each other for the first time, the focus is on at least one of them seeing the person in front as an attractive human. Even if they hate each other in the beginning,

And pretty soon, they get these "funny feelings" while dealing with him, even though of course they don't like him.

So, what I'm asking for is stories where there is no or very little focus on their bodies. Sure, it'd be hard to NOT realize the other one is good-looking if he ain't blind, BUT I'd like something where we don't get waxed poetics about the size of their muscle, the color of their eyes or the soft, silky hair. Because *I* know what they look like and I don't really need to be told.


And maybe - even harder to find - a story where they don't even realize they feel different for them then for any other person?

Like, they realize that they like each other maybe only after they kissed, or something like that, which would make it obvious enough for anyone.


Sorry if this request is weird and not easy to understand.

To make it even harder, there are some no-reads for me:

No non-AU
No mpreg


Uh, yeah. Not that many, actually.

Hello again!

I was perusing Tumblr when I found a post that made me think of a nice fanfic and I wasn't sure if it existed yet.

So, I was wondering if there are any fics in which Castiel has always been different from other angels (or perhaps even one of the last few still holding on to old ways of thinking/beliefs that everyone else forgot and became corrupted over). Canon-based preferably, as I'd like it if the boys somehow found out about this (either by another angel, perhaps maybe Bal, or some other means) and by learning about it they both (but especially Dean) gain some kind of new respect for Cas.

And while gen is ok if that's all there is (the main idea is just an outcast!Castiel), I'd like it if somehow it ended up where Dean has to comfort Cas about it (like maybe somewhere in Season 5 he got a little depressed because his difference in opinions, beliefs and practices made his brothers and sisters shun him from the family).

I know that sounds specific but it's not meant to be, XDD. I just basically want a canon-based (or a canon-based AU) fic where Cas is an outcast no matter how loyal he is to God/Destiny with some Destiel sprinkled in there.

Please tell me something like that exists! ;A;

I'm also wondering if there are any fics (gen or Destiel) in which Dean discovers he is bi. Cuz I believe he is and was curious if anyone has ever written him discovering (or otherwise) that. I've seen a lot of fics have the "Am I gay?" question when it comes to Destiel, but none that really have him as just.....bi, XD.

Please and thank you lovely people~.

Hello~

I'm really hoping this gets through because I have tried to get this request through to like 2 other comms.

I was wondering if anyone knew of fics that dealt with Balthazar's line to Dean about "the angel in the dirty trench coat who's in love with you".

Specifically, I'm wondering if there are any reaction fics from during the scene or after. Rating is not of import (lol). I'm just interested in seeing how various people wrote out Dean's reaction to the line.

I've searched and searched and I only found one short one on Tumblr, but I really want to read more (and surely there HAS to be more, right?).

I'm working my way through watching Season 6 (I've spent the past two weeks trying to catch up with this series like my life depended on it hi I'm new) and I'm 3 episodes in, so I'd REALLY like to have a few fics to read regarding that quote when I do finally get to the episode it is said in.

If no one knows any fics for that request, I have another Destiel request. Does anyone know if there are any fics that revolve around that scene in season 5 when Dean and Castiel were waiting to trap Raphael and Dean asks what Castiel's last-night-on-Earth plans are and Cas looks very briefly at him before becoming shy? Except not going the way it went in the episode, in these fics Dean wouldn't be stupid and miss the silent answer (because I honestly believe Cas was trying to indicate him when he was asked that question). Rating again doesn't matter with any fics there may be for this request.

Please and thank you, I love you all in advance <3.

1. I am looking for any fics J2 or Wincest, in which the boys accidentally come out to the other. For example Dean could be arguing with some homophobic guy and comes out to the guy to prove that not all gay men are the same or obvious, not knowing that Sam is seeing the whole thing of course. Anything along those lines as long as it ends happily.

2. Any fics based on "Taming of the Shrew" (Or 10 Things I Hate About You), "Much Ado About Nothing" or "Twelfth Night"? I would like unique takes on the story, no dialog copies word for word. Updates to the Shakespeare plays or period pieces work for me. I would prefer Wincest or J2

Good day lovely community,

I'm looking for fics in which one of the guys is homophobic (I would prefer him actually voicing homophobic opinions) and at the same time deeply closeted, aware of his sexualty (or just recently discovered his preference) and self hating. The other guy enters the scene and makes him pull his head out of his a∗∗. Lots of angst, falling in love, happy ending and all that jazz :)  So, something along these, or similar lines please.

J2 or unrelated Sam/Dean only, I don't think Wincest would work with this premise, but if the author can pull it off, I don't mind.

NC-17 always preferred.

Thank you.

PS: I've  already read Grin and Bare It.

I...am kind of crying right now. I just read The List(http://saucyminxfix.livejournal.com/4009.html) by Brie&Char and...it's a tear-jerker, but it's amazing. however it has left me in need of something more light-hearted.

1-Castiel) Destiel, teaching him about life, learning how to be human, becoming friends with Sam...

2-Sam) Wincest, wee-winchesters, school, life in general, (coming out) ...

3-Dean) Same as above requests, learning to love, the impala...

4) hurt/comfort focusing on comforting

5) Hugs

And, yes, those are shmoopy and fluffy and shameless, but honestly? I need it right now. I will shower the person who helps with mucho love and affection.

Okay, this is driving me crazy and I can't find it in my faves...

J2 non-AU, fairly long, possibly with some longing on Jared's side, and I think they're still living together. The main part of what I remember is that Jensen (who has never been with a guy before) keeps kissing Jared through the whole first time they have sex so he doesn't panic/freak out? Jensen isn't really attracted to guys other than Jared, if I recall correctly. Very well done, slow burn.

Ring any bells?

[Mods, is the virgin!boys tag specifically for "never had sex" virginity, or does it cover "first time with X gender" as well? Left it off this one 'cause I wasn't sure.]

I've been trying to find some good fics featuring Sam or Dean having the "big gay freakout". Any recs? I'll take anything except PWP. Bonus points for long!fic, the other brother or Bobby or John being awesome about the gay freakout, and if Castiel is somehow involved.

Please and Thank you!!

I was wondering if there were any fics out there where Sam comes out to Dean, who is straight (or straight at the time). Either the other one accepts it or has a hard time dealing with it. I wouldn't mind reading some Jared fics if there are some of those. I also don't mind if it's the other way around (Jensen/Dean tells Jared/Sam he's gay) but Sam/Jared is preferred. I don't mind if wincest or J2 winds up happening, but I want the "coming out" part and the other one dealing with it or accepting it to be the main part.

I'm looking for a story that was a high school AU, with Sam as a very bright kid, skipping grades, and being required to have a penpal.

He writes to Dean. Castiel kind of arranged for them to get together, though they aren't brothers. Sam struggles with his sexual identity, Dean has sisters who are very protective of him.

The entire thing is done in a letter-to-letter format, with bare dialogue when the boys speak on the phone. Sam's letters and journal are scanned in, handwritten and drawn.

Anyone know what I'm talking about? I'm so sad I lost it!

I was having a conversation with a friend and now I NEED this fic in my life. I'm sure it's out there, and I searched but I came up empty. I'm hoping I'm not just missing what's right in front of my face. If I am, I'm so sorry!

So, the gist of what I'm looking for is this: A J2 that's as non-AU as possible. They both get married, but then their marriages slowly begin to fall apart. Maybe it's because their marriages were just to better their careers, or what have you. I'm not too picky on those details. And the Js start spending more time together and finally one or both marriages end. I would LOVE to see a Jared who has zero experience with men and a Jensen that suggests dabbling a bit. Of course, they would end up together. I'm not too picky on who tops and bottoms, though I do love some bottom!Jared. The only things I don't want (or if you rec it, please warn for it) are non-con, major character bashing and unhappy endings.

Self recs are welcomed. Side pairings are fine, as long as they're mentioned so I have some warning.

I hope this made sense and I hope it's not too demanding. I will love you forever if you can rec a fic like this. Thanks!

As far as tags go, I tagged everything that I thought would be relevant. If I added too many, or I missed a few, I'm sorry!

 Hey y'all! Okay, I don't actually say 'y'all', but Jared says it all the time and it's ADORABLE. Anyway, on to the requests:

1. I'm looking for fics where Sam finds out that Dean is gay, but I want NON-Wincest. Straight-Sam, Gay Dean. I prefer fics where they're adults, but if it's teen!chesters, I'll take stories where Dean is like 17 and up.

2. Deaf!Dean anywhere? Fics where Sam and Dean have been separated for a long time (maybe while he's at Stanford) and when they meet up again, and Sam eventually finds out. Dean knowing ASL is a must. I've already read RightSY, which was good and involved lots of Dean using ASL. Basically ASL fics is what I want. Even if he's not deaf, but knows ASL and Sam is surprised.

3. For my third request, I was wondering if there were any stories where Sam witnesses Dean torturing/interrogating someone post-Hell (not in Hell itself). 

I wonder if they are any fanfic where either J2 or Sam/Dean are together then slipt for some reason. Then Jared/Sam had to win back Jensen/Dean while either of them had started a new relationship with some other guys.

Would also love fics where Dean/Jensen admit that they are either gay or bisexual.

Thanks for any help

Does anyone know of any good fics where one of the Winchester boys comes out to the other, or they both come out to each other, as gay. (I'll take "I'm bi" fics, too, but I'm really looking for fics where they only really like guys.) I'd love wincest, but general is fine, too.

And, do you guys know of any where one/both of them come out to John?

Self recs are welcome, and thanks in advance!

Hi,

I looking for a fic and have checked through my bookmarked fics, here and in J2 recs without any luck.

The particular story I'm looking for goes like this. Jensen breaks up with his boyfriend has to move out of their apartment. He meets Jared in a coffee shop, Jared is also looking for somewhere to live (he's in college).
They decide to be a fake couple to move into this apartment that is owned by Jeff. Misha is their neighbor.
Jared's girlfriend is Adrianne Palicki.

Jensen pines Jared is oblivious but it does have a happy ending.

I would love to read it again. Help!!

Found - Take the Sky, For Example

Thanks juice817

 I don't know why but I got a random urge to re-read this fic where Dean goes to college to play ball, and he and Cas have a long distance relationship.  I'm pretty sure the story is a sequel, so I'd like the first one too, whatever it was.  Cas is a nerd.  The Team thinks Cas is a girl and in the end I think Dean ends up the first openly gay baseball player in major league and they live together while Castiel goes to med school or something?


Obviously this is an AU. 
Any help appreciated!

FOUND! Link in first comment! 

Hello everyone!

I'd like to read fics in which (preferably) Castiel, but also Sam, Lisa, Jo or OCs are in love with Dean (maybe emphasizing his beauty, his strengh, his self-sacrificing personality...), but he doesn't notice or doesn't reciprocate (maybe only in the beginning) their feelings.
Extra-points if the focus of the fics is on the origin of these feelings, on Castiel/Sam/OC's turmoil, on Dean's (eventually initial) refusal/orientation discovery or on Dean's "oblivious-ness". Extra-extra-point if Castiel/Sam/Lisa/Jo/OCs are jealous of and possessive towards Dean!
I appreciate h/c, angst, also happy endings; any rating (if nc-17, I prefer bottom!Dean, but it isn't essential) and any season/pre-series; non-con is ok, but I'd prefer consensual intercourses/relationship or dub-con.

Thank you in advance!!!

I've got this one story I've been trying to find, but it hasn't been popping up in any of the usual sites:

I don't remember what season it's supposed to take place in, but one of the opening scenes has Jensen and Steve talking at a bar while Jared is across the room.  Steve gets Jensen to admit that he has feelings for Jared, but insists that they're just friends and Jared doesn't think about him that way.  Steve tells him that he's wrong, and that he should just make a move on Jared.  So a little later they're hanging out on the couch at home, and then Jared starts giving Jensen a back massage.  He gets really close and makes some comment about Jensen's cologne, and Jensen takes a chance and kisses him.  Jared completely freaks out, and I remember he calls his sister to tell her that Jensen kissed him, and she's completely nonplussed and thought that they were already together.  

Sorry it's so long, but hopefully someone knows what I'm talking about.

Hei guys! Okay, so, I'm looking for a bit specific recs!

1) I'd like to read fics where the plot concentrates on dealing with the 'I might be gay'-issue.&nbsp;I mean, I'd like to read a real big inner-struggle on the question, like &quot;I am so not gay&quot;, maybe some &quot;I don't like fags anyway&quot; and some other hypocrit thoughts, you know?
It can be unrequited or not. The fic in itself doesn't have to lead on a relationship (though it's totally okay if it does), I'm more looking for freaking out / denial / anger and hopefully acceptance of oneself. (I like to have my heart broken so dark fics and angst / violence are okay too)
I'm still not comfortable with Wincest, but Dean/Castiel, Sam/Gabriel, or even any/OCs is cool.

2) Along the same lines, I'd really like to read a fic where one is having trouble admitting his homosexuality (to himself and to the others), but having a friend/brother/whatever to give him the &quot;if you were gay that'd be okay&quot;-talk. I'd really prefer if there were no romance between the two characters, though.&nbsp;Just platonic care/acceptance.

Hey guys!
I have a general request.
I've noticed that Dean/Cas shippers seem to have used the most absurd and out-there excuses/senarios to get those two together, and fair enough, it's hot and romantic and meant-to-be ;)
But when the Show gave us CUPIDS, CUPIDS PEOPLE! no one seemed to have written any fics where Dean, and or Castiel are hit with Cupid's spell. the only one I've read is by strangeandcharm . And I've looked through the 'My Bloody Valentine' tag and found nothing :S
So:
Has anyone read/written any Dean/Cas fic, where they got together because of cupid??
angst, sex (explicit or PG), schmoop, h/c, related or not related to 'My Bloody valentine'  -  everything is fine.
Crack is wonderful. A
Sam's POV would be AMAZING.
But seriously, I'm not picky.

Like if Dean or Cas were under Cupid's spell and started writig sappy poetry to eachother or sending eachother gifts or something. Or if SAM was the one to fall in love with Cas and Dean got really jealous. Don't make me have to write on

Thanks :)

EDIT: Actually, I'd really prefer that anything that goes down in the fic is con, so no non-con or dub-con (unless the dub-con is minimal, cause different people define dub-con in different ways I've found - does that make sense?)

I looking for a fic that I read before I signed up on Lj. My memory is a little hazy on this, but here goes:

Its a one-shot: Sam ends up looking through dean's phone and he finds a picture of himself sleeping or showering and he was naked in the pictures. He freaks out and asks Dean, but Dean is acting like if its nothing major. I think they get into an argument, and basically, Dean goes to him I like you and I know you like me, but I think Sam denies it he leaves for awhile, but comes back and it ends up being first time wincest! I think it ends ups bottom dean first then bottom sam later in the fic.  

They may have exchanged photos at one point but that might be a different story.

Sorry, there is so little to go on, but thanks for the advance.

 Hello, everyone!  I'm definitely feeling angsty right now, so I'm looking for some fic that fits my sour mood and I'm relying on you amazing, talented people to help me out if possible.  Here we go:

1) John/Dean; dub-con or angsty consensual.  No non-con, no "replacement" fics (Dean as Mary), no "aw, father and son are in love and banging each other and it's all butterflies and rainbows" stuff.  More like, "wow, the Winchesters have problems" shit.  Angst.  I love it.  

2) Anything where Sam finds out about John/Dean.  Dub-con, non-con (only if it's really good), and if it's 100% consensual there must be a ton of "oh crap" in there.  Please, no butterflies and rainbows here either.

3) Dean and Death.  Slash, gen, whatever.  Just looking for some interaction in which Dean loses his macho bullshit tendencies because Death is just that awesome/strong/intimidating/sexy.  I've already read Golden.

4) Anything where Sam finds out that Dean doesn't just like girls.  Please no Dean-coming-out-as-completely-gay, just that he likes messing around with guys every once in awhile.  Please, no sappiness here either, though it doesn't have to be strictly angsty.  The more disbelieving/shocked Sam is the better. 

5) Fics where Dean is terrified.  Like, full out panic attacks, unbearably horrified kind of thing.  Akin to Yellow Fever; that type of terrified.  Comforting!Sam is a bonus!  This is a pretty broad deal here; I'd love to know your favorites.

Thanks a bunch guys!  You're seriously amazing.

Are there any stories where Dean is in a same sex relationship where he is abused by his partner?
It can be any category or paring, and self rec is love.
can be J2 as well.
Extra bonus points if it contains an element of orientation discovery.
Thanks

hi everyone ^^
im looking for some J2 stories with a REALLY slow build up
with lots of teasing which eventually leads to the happy ending *.*
im craving for some non-au, but, oh well, i'll take anything as long as it's NC xD