Hi there!Sorry if my description of all the vents in the fanfic is very long but I DO LOVE THIS FIC :(

A loooong time ago I read a long j2 AU fanfic here on lj where hooker!Jensen gets booked by a filthy rich man,mystery man Jared. He gets booked for a long period of time and there's a lot of very violent S/M involved.
Jared is from what I recall a sort of drug lord or something and has a big entourage (CW actors are in this story too)
During this time Jensen gets in touch with one of his older clients,an old lady,who tells him that if he ever feels like he's in danger,he can call this number she gives him and wherever he is he'll be found and saved by a sort swat squad.
Everything seems fine but!!! one time Jared hosts a party on his boat and he has sex with Jensen..but he's hurting so bad he can't take it anymore and wanting to leave he calls the "special"number.
Finally they rescue him and he comes home safe and sound leaving his old escort life behind..but after some weeks /months JARED FOUND HIM!Poor Jensen :'((

He's a very deranged man and the author express this exquisitely.
Oh and it turns out (don't remember if jared tells him this at the very end) that Jared knew Jensen since high school,but poor Padabear was a nerdy loser who wanted to impress Jensen with no avail.
In that moment Jay realised that he'd change his image and get a "revenge" on Jensen in the future.

That's pretty much it.
It's a fantastic story,compelling and it'll get you all paranoid!!trust me!It'd be a great thriller on screen,yeeppp.

I hope someone can help me finding this precious jem!
 
 
 
20 November 2015 @ 04:36 pm
I have two requests.

Found! It's below in the comments.
I read this fic awhile ago. It had Jensen whose family was in charge of a kingdom, but another kingdom took over. The family, except for Jensen and his sister, was killed. Jensen and his sister were sold as slaves to Jared who was someone important in his kingdom (don't remember if he was a general, king, or something like that.) The reason Jensen and his sister were left alive was because they were attractive. Jensen became Jared's sex slave with Jared promising that nothing bad would happen to Jensen's sister as long as Jensen behaved. I remember one part that had Jensen contemplating that Jared was totally in charge of him. That if Jared wanted Jensen starving, Jensen would starve. Things like that. The fic was in archiveofourown and was multichapter. In the end Jared was still in charge or Jensen. I'm not sure if Chad and Jensen's sister got together in the fic.

This one is general. I'm looking for J2 slavery fics or Wincest slavery fics.
 
 
Hi all, I read this fic awhile ago and now I cannot find it again.
I'm pretty sure I found it on http://pinboard.in/u:spnkink_meme/t:pairing:jensen%252fjared/. I went through all the tags I could think of but nothing.

Story: A/B/O world, Jared is an older pack alpha and in a pack war kills Jensen's (he's about 16 or so) dad who's alpha of his own pack. Jared originaly wanted to kill Jensen too but then gives him the ultimatum to either mate with him or get killed, so scared/hurt!Jensen opts to mate with Jared (dub-con/non-con).
I have no idea how it continues.

Thanks in advance!

edit: found here http://insane-songbird.livejournal.com/152868.html
 
 
Guys, I had "A Home On The Corner Of Bitter And Sweet" by nanoks (here on AO3 http://archiveofourown.org/works/4101562) open in a my browser to be saved. However, when I went to save it today it and all nanoks other fic seems to have been deleted from the archive.

I can't access them on LJ either. Does anyone have a copy of this particular story they'd be willing to share? I'd also appreciate it if anyone can send me any of nanoks other stories if possible too. I know that's a lot of stories but anything you have would be great.

Many thanks

*fingers crossed*

nicky692000-ficfan@yahoo.co.uk

Edit: Thanks for your help guys.
 
 
13 July 2015 @ 10:44 pm
Hoping someone can help me with a specific fic from pretty far back. It was set Stanford era, John gets turned into a vampire and Dean can't bring himself to kill him. I remember it being dub-con. I wish I could remember the author!
 
 
Hello guys!

So, I hevn't read this fanfic before, but i saw an old post here on the community where someone was looking for it, but sadly it was never found, and i'm really interested in reading it. Here's the post:

"Sam is kidnapped by the (relatives?) of a demon(s)/monster(s) they killed a while back. These monsters are in control of an underground prostitution ring (except, I think, they somehow get the victims to say "yes") for monsters and demons. They catch Sam, bind him up, and brutally abuse/rape him. Various monsters come to him, including some kind of wraith or big-and-bad. Dean eventually figures out what's going on and he calls in a bunch of hunters and they raid the place and rescue Sam."

According to the original post, it's neither "The Fetters of Fenrir" by leonidaslion nor "A Year Without Music."

Also, I just read "Worth the Price" by d8rc_messnger, and it was AMAZING, but i read a .PDF version since her account has been deleted or something, so i was hoping that maybe someone could point me to where i can find her other fics? I just really loved the way she wrote "Worth the Price" and I'd love to read her other works as well!

Thanks in advance :D
 
 
30 May 2015 @ 10:48 am
Hello, all!!
I'm looking for fics where Dean sleeps with Sam because he couldn't say 'no' to him. And any fics where Dean would do anything his little brother asked (anything; sleep with him, married him, anything) for Sam not leaving for Stanford.

And bottom!Dean, please. No bottom!Sam.

Thank you ^^
 
 
29 May 2015 @ 08:03 am
OK, so ive read some Dean/creature!OMC like...

Deadly Temptations: http://deadlytemptation.darknessprevails.com/

The Song In Your Blood: http://archiveofourown.org/works/240523?view_adult=true

Ive read some more, but i cant seem to find anymore that have any Dean/EvilOMC i was wondering if any one has any good ones i can read that have a long story line, but if not thats ok anything is good. I'm open to Wincest, but i mostly want to find a Dean/OMC
 
 
Current Mood: curious
 
 
Guys,

Not sure if this story even exists, but I'm sure I remember a J2 version of "The Emperor's Wolf"
by J.C. Owens.

Official summary:
The echoes of a war four years' past still resounds in the minds of those who endured it. Jaden longs to search for his sister, though he is bound in the fetters of slavery. When he is given to the very man who conquered his country, he is caught up in his own hatred, yet fascinated by the mystery of his new master, the Emperor of Tranaden, who all say is demonic, without mercy. Trapped in the snare of his master’s beauty, Jaden begins to realize that there is much more beneath the surface...
Dersai is Emperor to his fingertips, he is used to command and being obeyed. He will sacrifice anything to see his country safe. Beneath, he is well read, highly intelligent and far sighted in how he views others. Yet, Dersai has an inner demon, a demon that kept his kingdom free and safe from conquerors; only in his dreams can he imagine one strong enough to love him. Now his slave may be the only one who can set him free.

I think Jensen is the slave and Jared the ruler, but then again I may just be confusing porn with reality, again;)

If someone could put me out of my misery, one way or the other, I'd be most grateful.
 
 
22 April 2015 @ 10:42 pm
Hey guys :)

So I've always been fascinated by the whole mind control aspect of Sam's demon powers. So I was wondering if there were any wincest fics dealing with this. You know, where Sam uses his powers to coax Dean into sex or something? (I'd particularly really love fics where Sam uses his powers to bring Dean to orgasm without touching him *blushes*). And yes, of course, I've read the Suite verse. As usual, no non-con please! Dub-con is fine

Thank you!

EDIT: I will also accept non-con, so long as it's not too violent. Thanks!
 
 
Hi! I'm looking for two specific fics.

The first is omega!Jensen and alpha!Jared. It was in a universe where omegas go to an agency once they got old enough. The agency make them a profile with their personality and talents, but without a picture. Alphas get matched to an omega, without basing their opinion on looks. Jared is a TV actor, who wants to create a better public image for himself. He decides that getting settling down with an omega would make people respect him more. Jared tells he agency that he found an omega he liked, but he cheats--before, he had visited the agency and caught a glimpse of Jensen there. Jared thought Jensen was pretty, so he tells the agency that Jensen's personality matched his.

Jared and Jensen got married, then they spent their wedding night in a hotel. Jared has sex with Jensen first thing. Jensen has angst, since he had never been kissed and all his alpha wanted to do was knot him. After, they go to live in Jared's mansion. Jared is sexist (is that the toward word?) toward omegas--he ignores Jensen's talents and only used him for sex. I remember there's one scene where Jared takes Jensen shopping to buy him some sexy clothes. There's another scene where Jensen makes a cherry pie (one of his talents) and Jared doesn't want to taste it, he just used it for sex. At some point, a reporter comes by the mansion to make a story about how Jared's life as a married man. The story was a work in progress, and I'm pretty sure it was on a kink meme. I can't remember which meme, though.

The second fic had Jensen as a shy, awkward high school science teacher and Jared as one of his students. When Jensen came to the school, all the students got awkward because they secretly thought Jensen was so pretty. Jared stays after class and forces Jensen into having sex with him. Jensen wore glasses. This one was on a kink meme, too, but it was completed.

Anyone recognize these? :)

EDIT: Both have been found in the comments:
Pretty is As Pretty Does - http://spnkink-meme.livejournal.com/45297.html?thread=11300081
Out of Syllabus - http://archiveofourown.org/works/668777/chapters/1221856
 
 
So I found a fic on someones delicious account that I would really really like to read;

My Heart Yearns
"Sam said he was going away to Stanford, but he actually never got into college. He just needed a reason to run away from his unnatural feelings for Dean. Two years later, Dean comes looking for him in Palo Alto, but they have no record of Sam Winchester as a student. Dean tracks Sam down to a sex house in San Francisco where the owner keeps the working boys high on a dangerous cocktail of drugs to make them more compliant to customers' strange demands. Dean has to pose as a client to get close to Sam. Sam seduces him." (comment fic)

it doesn't say anywhere what comment fic meme it was in :/

PLEASE SEND HELP

love you all xoxox
 
 
11 March 2015 @ 02:23 am
1) Does [livejournal.com profile] not_refined have a fiction account elsewhere, perhaps under a different name? They have deleted their livejournal account, and I've been hoping to find one of their stories, "the perfect number - a fairytale", a lovely trans!Dean story. I came across a podfic, but I would love to find it in text.

2) I just found Radio's Jammed with Gospel Stations by [livejournal.com profile] dreamlittleyo and leonidaslion.

I know that leonidaslion wrote up ending summaries for some of her abandoned WIPs, is there any info somewhere about where this story might have been going? Are there other stories that leonidaslion authored or co-authored that haven't been saved at AO3?
 
 
07 March 2015 @ 11:32 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic that had unrelated Dean/Sam. I'm a little fuzzy on the details but the basic gist of it was Sam was some rare mate and Dean was some immortal creature with wings that kidnapped Sam after Dean rescued him from a group of guys about to assault him. I think it may have contained dub-con as Sam technically consented to the sex but since he was being held captive it was grey. Dean eventually let's Sam go and Sam chooses to continue the relationship. Please, can anyone help me find this?
 
 
I was reading some cool teenchester fics, where Sam who is bi or gay gets asked out by guys what ever high school he is attending.

But are there any fics where Sam does not swing that way and is clueless , that when a guy asked him out it's not because he just wants to hang out as friends but because he's really interested in Sam. Dean is always aware of these guys, and always tries to warn Sam , something like " Sam dude is hitting on you" and Sam just scoffed it off as Dean being stupid or why does everything has to be about sex to Dean.
And then later Sam realizes that Dean was right especially when he's alone with the guy and he tries to make a move on him.

The guy gets angry, because of Sam rejection and tries to rape Sam. Cue in Big Brother Dean to the rescue, because he had a hunch or gut feeling about that guy.

So yeah does anyone know any stories along those lines? Could be gen or it could start out as gen but turns to wincest when Dean rescues Sam, because Sam is not gay for guys just Dean.

High school ages Sam is 14-18 and Dean is 18-22 or even later like season one ages?

Well I hope there are more than two fics like this? Praying and keeping fingers crossed.
thanks guys!
 
 
21 February 2015 @ 04:08 pm
After Stanford, Sam goes to work for Wolfram & Hart.  Dean gets caught/imprisoned by him, and Sam has to fuck him in some sort of ceremony to ensure Dean's survival.

Thanks for your guys' help!

FOUND IN COMMENTS
 
 
I'm looking for a specific fic that's I'm almost positive was called "Cherished," with de-aged!Dean/Sam, that I use to have a copy of on my kindle (which has since sadly died) from Ao3--its summary had something along the lines of Dean gets de-aged and Sam just can't keep his hand out of the cookie jar. cut for details )

The story seems to have entirely disappeared, though, since I downloaded it. anyone know where to find it, have a copy or even just know what happened to it?
 
 
01 February 2015 @ 11:44 pm
Kind of a sensitive topic so I'm putting it under a cut, just in case....

Read more... )

Thanks guys!
 
 
I'm looking for a story I was halfway finished reading... I stupidly managed to push a button that simultaneously deleted all my tabs on my iphone and ipad and also the history. Yikes. xP
ANYWAY!
The fic featured Jared/Jensen with both of them just starting Supernatural together. In the very beginning of the fic, Jared is being beaten (presumably by his father) -- the fic then fast forwards to Jensen at a party where Jared is a server. They get along famously before Jared's manager Alex calls (or something like that) and "his face drains of color'...blah blah. Later on, Jensen's friends Tom and Mike talk about how much they hate Jared because they heard he slept for his part in Gilmore Girls and every other movie.
Long story short, his manager makes him sleep with someone from Supernatural (I think he finds out later that the guy he slept with to get the gig wasn't affiliated with the show at all - it was just his sleazy manager getting rid of an owed favor).
Jared is a nervous wreck through all this, trying to support his family and living with the guilt of how he came to get his acting gigs (or how he thought he got them -- turns out his acting was a thousand times better than he knew them to be)
Sound familiar to anyone?

It was mismanaged by [livejournal.com profile] macbyrne or [livejournal.com profile] miss_managed
 
 
Current Mood: aggravated
 
 
27 January 2015 @ 09:32 am
Hey just saw "emily_ani" request for a certain a/b/o fic about Alpha Jared being turn into an Omega by Alpha Jensen and it was found it was called

"A Soul that's Tasted Death" by kinkyheels in AO3.

This was such a delicious read I was wondering were there any other like this one? Jared/Sam being originally an Alpha and then being turn into an Omega or beta? It could be by Jensen/Dean or higher elders or anything else.

Just as long its Jared/Sam being turned.

Thanks,
 
 
04 January 2015 @ 01:30 pm
Hello guys!

I'm trying to recall the title of a specific J2 fic and failing spectacularly. In the story, Jared fall upon hard times financially and moves into a big house with roommates Jensen, Danneel, and Misha. Jensen and Danneel are a couple in the story initially but they don't last long. After a while of living in the house, Jared realizes that something is off with Jensen and he finds out that he has multiple personalities - one being very flamboyant that also makes sure everyone knows about his attraction to Jared. There's another personality who's a bit more reserved and shy that I think had feelings for Misha. Danneel breaks up with Jensen after finding out that Jensen's personality was in control and slept with Jared. And I think Jared felt really guilty about it because he felt as though he raped Jensen since he wasn't in the frame of mind to give consent.

If anyone could help me find this awesome story again, I'd appreciate it greatly! :)
 
 
Hi All,
once again looking for certain fics with kind of the same theme. I am looking for any DARK DEAN stories where Dean's usual "take care of Sam/Protect Sam" mind-set is way over the top or over done. Like even though Sam's a teen or adult he never lets him out of his sight and does not allow him to do anything for himself, it a twisted psychological trick to keep Sam 100% co-dependent on him and unsure of himself or insecure, basically keeps him as a child mindset on purpose. So he can rely on Dean and only Dean.

John could be in it or Dean could have murder John to keep Sam to himself.

Best example is by writer "T.V program rule" Title: "Escape Rewritten" in FanFiction "www.fanfiction.net/s/10552352/1/Escape-Rewritten" (I don't know how to make the link work form here)

So if any ya'll know of any Dark Dean fic (Seriously not enough out there)where he does not want to hurt Sammy , just be 100% possessive/obsessive of all his thoughts, actions and feelings-

Sammy could be fighting it at first but always caves in, in the end, because he still has that soul mate bond with his brother "Needing Dean" "Can't live without him" feelings.

So if you have any favorite Dark Dean with this similar theme please rec to me? PRETTY PLEASE, coming up on a long holiday weekend and would love to read something at home
OH yeah it could be GEN or WINCEST
 
 
I know I would be a real jerk asking for this but I just can't help it, so please don't hate me, I do love Sam myself :sob:

I'm hunting for stories in which Sam (or Cas, or anyone else but preferable Sam) loves so see Dean's tears, so he says harsh and mean words just to make Dean tears up, no physical abuse though.

Also, I'm looking for stories with NON-AU Dean or Jensen being in an abusive relationship with Sam or Jared (or Cas/Misha).
I have been searching for these for like 9 months and still couldn't find anythinhg :(

Oh and Bottom!Dean only please. Thank you! :x

Edit: Just remember a specific lost fic: Sam and Dean get three wishes from Santa (?) and use one to kill all the bad things on the world (monster, creatures, demons...). I'm mostly sure that it's Wincest. Please let me know if you bookmarked this one :x
 
 
(Eesh, so many tags! Mods: I think I've got everything but I can't seem to find the tags for wing!kink or for dark!castiel. Please help me out!)

To my fellow spn brethren. Yes, yes, I know, it's me again, but I can't help it ^^
Anyway, I'm looking for two types of stories today.Under the cut for possible triggers... )
2. As the title says, I'm also looking for wincestiel wing!kink stories, because there seems to be a massive shortage of this in the fandom. I have read plenty of Destiel, Sastiel and even Wincest wing!kink, but strangely, not any wincestiel. So please help me out! Again, I will literally take anyything. I would prefer it be bottom!cas,but I will take bottom!sam or dean instead too! So please gimme all you got! :)

Thanks in advance!
 
 
pairing: jared/jensen, warning: self harm, warning: suicide, warning: dub-con, kink: mpreg,

I am looking for 2 things right now, have actually been for a long time! PLEASE HELP!!!

1. I'm looking for a specific j2 fic in which the world has less and less males and females capable of producing children and therefore it has become regulated by the government to assign breedable people to partners. Jensen, who had never been tested, only finds out he is one when he goes to take the final physical exam for a new job he was due to start & that's when his world comes crashing down around him. He loses most of his legal rights, his freedom, his fiance, everything, etc... He tries to fight it through legal means but he loses his case in court. He ends up being assigned to Jared, who is so happy & excited to have finally been matched with someone & to have a happy, loving family & live happily ever after. What he ends up with is an unwilling partner who only allows him to have sex with him because the alternative is being sent to a cruel man who would rape him brutally or a brothel type place so Jared is kind of the lesser of 2 evils in his mind. Jared tries to be kind & to win Jensen over & to a certain extent he does in the end but Jensen can't seem to get over the life he lost/the life he would have had with the woman he loved. Jensen does become pregnant due to Jared's couplings with him & while pregnant, he gets visited by his family who are ecstatic that he will have children and while they are there he finds out that his brother has married his former fiance. Both his family's attitude toward his situation and the fact that his brother married the woman he loved are too much for Jensen & he attempts to throw myself down the stairs and kill himself. He survives, as does the baby. Jared is devastated & he doesn't know how to help Jensen because he is in love with Jensen even though his feelings aren't returned. Eventually, Jensen gives birth & refuses to have anything to do with the baby or the other child that follows.

2. I am also looking for any stories like The Billionare's Reluctant Husband.
 
 
10 November 2014 @ 12:15 am
Hey guys! I love this site and how you're so eager to help.

Anyway, I'm about to go crazy since my laptop with all my favorites, broke down and now I can't find one fic I started reading, I've looked through the tags in here a long time before finally admitting to myself that no, nobody searched this before me. Preatty Please, could y'all help a guy out?

Anyway, so here I go, trying to explain it;

1. It's Dean's POV and he has some big issues with Sam and we get to see Sam, like in the bathtub, saying stuff like: "Dad will find out." and "He'll know." Later on, at the end of the story, it's understood that Dean did molest Sam and John knew it, or found out somehow after Sam left for Stanford, saying to Dean he failed Sammy.

Does that ring any bells? Please, I'm going crazy over here!

And for the General search, I really want slow build-up wincest stories and actual kissing, a lot, before the first time between our boys.

Can anyone help me out finding the first one? I'll give you my soul for it! Thanks beforehand! Ps. Only bottom!Sam, please. But if they switch, it can be Dean bottoming too, but mostly Sam. ;)
 
 
I unfortunately haven't been able to find this fic. In it,
-Jared is on a roadtrip and stops at a gas station or restaurant.
-he gets ran in to by Jensen who says he's his mate
-they consummate their mating on top of Jared's car who thinks about the face that the car is warm and why the act is happening to him.
-Jeff is around while it's happening and trying to keep Jensen from shifting in to a wolf while with Jared.
-jensen tells jared he'll turn in to an omega and have kids
-Jeff tells Jared that their pack treats omegas well.
-there was knitting and it was dubcon
-it's a one shot.

This is all I remember, if you could help me locate this I would truly appreciate it.
Thank you.
 
 
29 October 2014 @ 07:53 pm
I hate to say that I lost a fic, but I totally did. I haven't read this one in a while and it might not even be available anymore, that or I'm just blind and keep overlooking it completely, please help. Okay so here's what I remember - it was a Dean/Crowley fic like it says in the title. I think Crowley was the king of hell and he had both Sam and Dean with him. I think he de-aged Dean but I might be mixing stories with that little detail, and he sort of makes a deal with dean that if dean sleeps with him things would go easier for Sam. I think sam was given to another demon either Meg or Ruby. That's it that's all I remember except for a quote that I vaguely remember from dean where he tells Sam that Crowley is going to bend him over the furniture no matter what or something. Extremely vague I know, which is probably why I can't find it myself. Thanks for any help you can give me.                                              
 
 
Hi all, this is an older fic and I'm really vague on the details.

Dean and Sam not raised together. Probably on ff.net. Dean was a prostitute and Sam was being raised by a nice middle class family. I think they had the opportunity to take Dean at the same time but chose not to. At the start of the fic I think Dean somehow escaped/ran away from a 'john' in a hotel with Sam's help? Sam and his family were staying in the hotel too which was really lucky as the bad guy was a planning to kill (he was a serial killer?) Dean. I think they both realise they're long lost brothers. Sam talks his parents into taking Dean back home with them and letting Dean stay with them. I think another (or the same) serial killer/demon starts tracking Dean. Also Dean has a lot of trouble fitting in and Sam's mum has issues with Dean too (possibly guilt? She might have been the one to say no to adopting Dean in the first place). That's all I have. So, thanks in advance.
 
 
04 October 2014 @ 11:40 pm
I'm pretty sure I read it on AO3 but can't seem to find it. Cas was underage (maybe early teens?) and Dean the babysitter was late teens I believe. Dean gave Cas a backrub because his stomach was sore from eating so much chocolate, which then led to him seducing Cas, first in the living room, then in the upstairs bathroom. Does this fic sound familiar to anyone?
 
 
04 October 2014 @ 02:10 pm
So I remember reading this fic a while back and I want to revisit it, but I can't remember what it was called or who wrote it and it doesn't appear to be in my bookmarks.

The premise is that Jared is an actor on a sci-fi show who gets in trouble for physically assaulting someone and gets sent to prison, and Jensen is his roommate. I remember Jensen has a broken leg, and for both of them to get out, Jensen has to legally become Jared's slave or something, and they have to have sex in front of a judge.

It's later revealed that Jensen was actually undercover for some human rights group when he got arrested and he leaves and makes Jared own up to all his ignorance and bullshit and then they live happily ever after.
 
 
I'm looking for two fics:

1) Sam gets captured by lucifer and tortured but castiel offers to switch places with sam (or tries to rescue him and gets caught himself while sam gets away) and gets tortured and probably also raped by lucifer. He's also fed demon blood by him until the boys rescue him

2) This is a domestic fic probably after season 8 with fallen!cas who has ptsd and panic attacks. There's a scene where he gets one in a shoe shop while shopping with dean and people are staring at him until dean gets there and calms him down + gets him out of there. There also a scene where dean is frustrated with cas' situation and punches a tree until his hand bleeds and sam tells him to get it together to help cas get better. It was a wip when i read it but it's probably finished now

Thanks in advance c;
 
 
12 August 2014 @ 05:46 pm
Hey guys - back again, so soon, I know. I have another specific fic request if you'll oblige me.

This one is set back during the season six finale (without going into too many season spoilers, we have here Godstiel). I believe the fic starts directly during the finale. Godstiel actually does something to Dean to make him the new Mother of All, and his body goes through some internal physical changes. Lots of hurt!Dean and emotionally!vulnerable Dean. Sam, Bobby, and Dean hole up at Bobby's place I believe where Godstiel visits Dean nightly with the intent to impregnate him with his children, new species of monster I believe - or not new? One of the kids is a vampire or werewolf or something, and the pack (or vampire nest or something) actually come to protect Dean while he's pregnant. Some of the sex scenes might be construed as non-con, but there are definitely some dub-con scenes.

Not sure if this was a WIP or complete. Either way, I'd like a link, darlings.

While I'm here, any links for your favorite vulnerable Dean fics? Bottom!Dean preferable, but general angst and hurt/comfort is of course welcome.

Sharing is caring. Thanks in advance guys. <3
 
 
09 August 2014 @ 03:01 am
I'm looking for a specific hot like fire Dean/Jo fic. Here's what I can remember:

  • Pre-series

  • AU where they possibly (??) knew each other growing up

  • Sort of dub-conny

  • Jo POV (not 100% sure on this one)

Dirty details! )

This is my first time posting to the comm, so I hope everything's right!

I found it completely on accident! It's "The One with Jo in a Skirt" by beckaandzac.
 
 

Hello everyone,

it's me again. I can't find two specific stories. They're pretty porny so I'll put the descriptions under a cut.

Read more... )

Any ideas?

Thank for your help in advance
ronjamaus

Found!! Links in comments

 
 
Hi! I'm looking for a fic I read a while ago. I was almost sure I saved it but apparently not. :(

-- I think I remember that Jared was an omega and his parents (might have?) disowned him because of it. So he finds himself in this bar, maybe eating a burger or something before he decides what to do next.

Jensen is also there and it's (his birthday maybe??) I remember that someone -- potentially Chad -- puts something in Jensen's drink to make him loosen up and have fun, but instead it triggers jensen into full on Alpha-Mode. He turns almost feral in his mindlessness to mate and grabs a girl, intending to do the dirty.

Meanwhile, Jared thinks his life is pointless/worthless anyway and decides to 'sacrifice' himself to be knotted instead.

Jensen is pretty rough but when he comes back to himself, he's horrified at what he's done and surprisingly turns out to be a nice guy.

Ring any bells? D: My google-foo is WEAK. :/


------
http://spnkink-meme.livejournal.com/69733.html?thread=23093349
This is it! (:
 
 
08 July 2014 @ 05:45 pm
Hey !

I'm looking for fics where the boys (J2 or Sam/Dean) have sex after a fight between them.

I don't search make-up sex. I talk about shots or violent disputes that turns in rough sex (this calm the tension, or not). Can be consensual or not.

Only fics with bottom/Jared ou Sam please !

Thank you in advance.
 
 
Hello again!

Last search went extremely well on here, which I'm so grateful for(!!), so I thought I could try again.

The first fic I'm looking for is about Sam and Dean. They've been sucked into the fairy world, and separated. Dean grew pretty pretty wings (but stayed normal sized) and landed with some tinkerbell size fairies who slowly made him forget about the past. Sam grew horns and wore a silver mask and searched for Dean every day. Dean gets raped by some form of monster which makes him even more scared of the Silver Hunter ( Sam is called something like that) but eventually Sam does capture Dean, who has a damaged wing. He takes Dean back to the fairy king and Queen's castle and they have sex, with Dean having this awesome line about how 'this fairy bitch loves Sam's horns.' Before Dean remembers who Sam is they have a communication problem which the author expressed by using actual symbols. It also came with some pretty awesome art, with Dean running through the woods (naked I think).

The second one is J2. Jared and Jensen are both in prison. Jared manages to become the 'top dog' and takes control of the 'prison bitches,' one of those is Jensen (could be sort of the leader of them?). One scene I can remember is at the end they're having sex from Jared's pov on a table (in the prison library?). He reveals that he knows that Jensen had done some dealing on the side without telling Jared and tells him that if he ever did something like that again he'd have 'property of Jared Padalecki' tattooed on Jensen's chest. It maybe included a line at the beginning that went something like fresh arrival Jared seeing Jensen smoke and thinking to himself that he was making love to the cigarette. Lots of emphasis on how pretty Jensen is throughout the whole story. Definitely a darker fic, though not as bad as some other prison fics.
I think I found it somewhere on a rec list, so it's probably a little older. Misha and Jeff made an appearance I think.

Both are bottom Jensen/Dean.

So, two very different fics! Thanks for reading the whole thing, and any clues at all are very appreciated!
 
 
05 July 2014 @ 02:42 pm
Hello all, I'm here looking for some stories with Sam abuses Dean:

1. They still live together, hunt together and Sam is not really evil, just always angry and abusive and can't control himself, it can be a storm of abuse or just some punch. Maybe it's because of the demon blood or Sam is jeolous or his head is too messed up that he believe Dean hates him or he blames Dean for something or simply just because he's angry, ect. I hope it's not only one time but repeatedly. Bonus point if at some point Sam feels guilty, bigger bonus for Dean's low self esteem, think he deserves it and doesn't blame Sam.

2. Pre-series mean Sam bullies Dean (with or without knowing).

3. Dean comes out and gets hurt because of a homophobia Sam

And again, bonus point for guilty!sam and Dean's low self essteem.

No possessed!sam and lucifer!sam, robo!sam is okay if Dean hasn't find out that yet. Wincest is good but bottom!dean only please. Lol this is funny since I really really don't hate Sam, just in the mood, Thank you x100000 :kiss kiss:
 
 
Was there a Supernatural RPF where Jared is completely oblivious that he has Omega DNA/Trait because he never went into heat at the age they are suppose to. So he thinks as well as his family believes for him to be 100% human (since there has been no"ware" DANA in their family for 4/5 generations?) and Male Omegas are extremely rare, in fact there has not been one in a long time I believe it was more than a century? Female omegas were plenty.

Now he 24 yrs old and finally hired at a prestige law firm (junior executive?) after interning for 1 full year at the firm, but never met all three Owners? (Morgan/Singer/Ackles- name of the law firm) life is pretty awesome for him and he is in love ready to propose to his college sweetheart of 4 years (Sandy?)

Then the shoe drops when he finally meets Jensen (I can't remember if in passing to copier or they are at a board meeting and Jared is presenting) Jared start to feel a bit flush and thinks it's the flu excuses himself leaves for the day to rest because that night is the big night to propose to Sandy I think they are in a classy Restaurant/bar place, he woke only feeling a bit warm but everything else has relax inside of him?? Chad and him are BFF since kindergarten. Chad went with him for support and to hit on girls at the bar, Chad does has "Ware" DNA I think he was a Beta or Alpha too?
And I remember Chris, Steve and Jensen were going there for drinks and catching up on Firm business and Pack territories/borders business- you find out Jensen is High Alpha of a very large pack bordering three states (south west or east?), plus 50% co-owner of the law firm. Jensen Ackles of course is a billionaire (old Money). while Jensen and Company enjoy drinks, Jared has the waiter come over with the valet cupcake with ring on top for Sandy, then Sandy notice a slight sheen of sweat on Jared forehead,leans over to touch and asked him if he is okay simultaneously Chad head snap ups from the present conversation with a girl looks sniff the air and looks back toward Jared huge eyes and turns his head toward Jensen and company subtlety -they are laughing still, he gets up excuse himself from said girl ans walk casually to Jared as he looks back one more time he sees Jensen eyes narrow and sits up and dashes towards Jared interrupting as soon as the cupcake is place down
Does any of this ring a bell to any one?
Thanks,
 
 
23 June 2014 @ 08:12 pm
Jensen gets contracted/assigned to JDM, who he doesn't want to be with and who doesn't treat him well. (I can't remember whether Jensen's there to have his children or if it's just for sex, and whether it's officially arranged or some sort of debt was owed to JDM..?) Jared works for JDM and doesn't like the way he treats Jensen and, in the end, helps him escape with assistance from Jensen's mother.

Found in comments!
 
 
21 June 2014 @ 07:00 pm
Ok, I'm a little hazy on the details of this, but it is based on the artwork of Smut-slut (bonded is the name of her piece). Sam has been/or is trying to be turned into a were-panther by a witch--she has turned a bunch of men into werepanthers and Sam is her latest attempt. Dean finds Sam (they are in a wooded area and it is protected by a bubble of some sort. He (Dean) manages to get through the bubble and mate Sam before the witch does...making Sam his mate, instead of Sam being mated to the witch. I think Sam turns back human during the day, but on the full moon he turns back into werepanther (not sure on this detail). I think they are bonded to each other. If anyone can help me locate this story, I will be grateful.

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18 June 2014 @ 07:38 pm
Okay so I've been looking around for an idea, don't know if there are any stories like this or not but hopefully there are. It's Sam thinks he has to have sex with Dean to keep him from leaving but it turns out not to be true they both want it. Any season! Thanks in advance!!!
 
 
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22 May 2014 @ 01:05 pm
Hi, I'm into abused!dean and abusive!sam, and for detail, I'm looking for things like:

1. Sam abuses Dean. No demon!sam, power!sam, robo!sam, boyking!sam, possessed!sam, lucifer!sam, vessel!sam, shifter!sam, not-sam, ect. Just Sam, pre-series would be fantastic but any timeline is cool. There can be someone find out and help him (maybe John or Bobby) or not.

2. Sam or John calling Dean's work (his drawing, his handmade machine...) trash and throw them away.
For example: "How I Know Your Brother", "Secrets Kept, Secrets Found", "Trash"

3. Both Sam and John abuse Dean. I would prefer non-sexual abuse but sexual abuse is okay too.
for example: "Sweet Sixteen", "Toy Verse"

Hope that lucky will come to me xD Thank you!
Sam/Dean, John/Dean, Dean/OMC are welcome but I can only take bottom!dean.
 
 
17 May 2014 @ 08:18 pm
1. I am searching for a Jared/Jensen fic in which Jared is a well-off alpha who marries Omega Jensen. It was an arranged marriage. Jensen is terrified of bearing children because his bearer died in childbirth. Jensen ends up pregnant with multiples.

2. I am also searching for similar arranged marriage fics or power imbalance marriages where one of the Js enters the marriage reluctantly.

Thank you for your time.
 
 
I read the fic this year a couple months ago. I forgot the title and the author but I remember a few details about it. Explicit and contains beastiality, so details are under the cut.

Details )
Anyway this fic was medium length (I think) and I have been searching for a week. I hope the details help!
 
 
22 April 2014 @ 03:02 am
Okay there's this one specific Godstiel fic that I just can't seem to find. This is the scene that sticks out in my mind. It begins the same as most Dean/Godstiel fics where Dean submits to Cas to save Sam and Bobby and fix Sam's mind.

Crowly agrees to help Sam and Bobby reopen the portal to purgatory and gives up a deal he made for the soul of a virgin in exchange for her blood.

FOUND! Link in Comments
 
 
Hi guys! Any help with this would be phenomenal! I saw a post on her a while ago about a specific story the op had read and I have been searching for it ever since! Unfortunately, I haven't been able to locate it, and I can't find the original post either to see if it's been found :( Luckily, I still have the description saved on my computer, it went like this:

" Sam is only 16 years old and meets a 23 year old guy that he falls in love with and he is very insecure since he has zero experience with men. The guy Sam is dating is really trying to push him into having sex with him and I remember him threatening to leave Sam if he doesn't "put out" soon. Dean overhears that conversation and goes all protective-big-brother over Sam and ends up almost dragging/carrying Sam to the Impala and then refuses to let Sam see the guy without him being around. He also makes Sam promise to not sleep with the guy until he is 18. I think the story ends with the guy leaving when Sam won’t have sex with him and Sam seeks comfort from Dean. Somewhere in this story Dean has a sex-talk with Sam since he realized no one had ever had that conversation with Sam."

Please help! Love you all! xoxo
 
 
31 March 2014 @ 10:26 pm
Okay so I feel kinda nervous looking for a particular kinky J2 fic, it's at least a year old and when I started it was a WIP. All the links I had for it stoped working and I am not sure if it was deleted or not. I put the details under the cut for it's kinkyness but I hoping someone will be able to help me find it.

Hope I got all the tags right, I wnet a little crazy on them.

kink ahead )
 
 
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