Older story, but here is what I remember: Sam and Dean are still hunting, Sam has lost an eye, writing sigils or devils traps, etc causes him pain, but he's grateful to still be working with Dean. I think the demon blood is causing the problem. Very short story and pretty sure it's Gen. I tagged au and possible future fic. Thanks so much
There is a fic that I have been searching for everywhere, but can't remember the name of it or the author. Heck, I'm not even sure if it really exists or if my imagination is just making it up.

Anyway, I seem to recall that the story is about John needing to hold Sam up on his feet after Sam gets impaled on something. John's actually not a bastard in this and is rather frantic to keep Sam awake and standing so he won't be injured any worse.
I think the story took place in a haunted house and Dean was sent out for help, but John has to basically hold Sam up for a really long time. I can't remember much more than it was a good story and it really bugs me that I can't find it anywhere and I would love to read it again.

Thanks for any help you can give me!
03 September 2017 @ 11:34 pm
I folks! I was wondering if there are Sam-centric fanfics dealing with Lucifer in season 11 and 12.

I mean, I think those seasons had a lot of wasted potential and didn't deal well with Sam facing again his torturer. And also how it was so easy to built another vessel for him.

I want fanfics of season11-12 with Sam afraid of Lucifer, dealing with the trauma, maybe Lucifer playing with him, trying to manipulate him of trying to convince to be his vessel. I read a lot like that from season 5 (and I love them), but now I want them from seasons 11-12.

I don't care about pairings (except no Sam/Lucifer, unless it's non-consensual) but I want the characters to be well written and in-character. Bonus for protective!Dean.
I have no idea if I'm making any sense but thank you in advance!!
28 August 2017 @ 09:49 pm
I'm looking for a story where dean has died and is an angel, and sam is slowly dying. I think he has brain injuries but he carries on hunting. Dean takes a vessel and tries to help. Sam takes a hunt where he has to confront a son he didn't know he had with ruby. The son had killed ruby by the time sam gets there and I think the final confrontation is in the kitchen.

Cheers in advance!!! ❤❤❤
24 August 2017 @ 08:01 pm
I'm looking for a specific fanfiction I don't remember much but I hope it's enough.
~ Both are teenagers
~ it had definitely Guilty John in it
~ I think John was training Sam and let him run a few round but forgot about him and Sam collapsed
~ Sam was scared of John and didn't want to take a break because he thought he deserved it
I know it's not much but i still hope somebody finds it.
I also love guilty John or Dean and neglected Sam so if somebody could recommend me some of these too i would be really happy.

Have an awesome Day
23 August 2017 @ 11:18 pm
Hi guys, I'm looking for any of supercellchaser's fic. Looks like they deleted everything on their profile back in March and I've had no luck getting in contact with them. They wrote a lot of great Sam whump and Sam/Castiel fic that I'd love to be able to read again. Any help would be great! 
19 August 2017 @ 04:43 pm
hi guys, i'm looking for a fic where sam is raped or sexually abused by john's friend. i think he left sam in his care while he and dean went hunting because sam was moody and acting out, and he assumed that the punishments were military training but his friend was raping sam. sam thought john knew and did it on purpose. at the end john or dean kills him when they find out.

i'm looking for another fic but i'm not sure if it's the same fic i'm looking for. it's wincest and i remember a scene where the guy corners sam in the bathroom and says some terrible things to him while being very close, smelling him and threatening him. i think there's a scene where they go outside and grill together and sam is extremely uncomfortable and tries to avoid him as much as he can. i read it on ao3. thanks in advance :)
03 August 2017 @ 06:26 pm
Hi all,

I've been a little short on fics lately so I'd love some recs from you lovely finders. I have a few parameters I'd like met, but anything similar should make me pleased as punch. Thank you in advance for any links y'all provide.

Things that are key:
Wincest or pre-slash gen (so it feels pretty gay)
Bottom!Sam only, please!
Not only PWP--some plot required

Things that I'd prefer:
Early seasons (1-3) or Kripke-Gamble era (6&7)
Hurt!Sam, either physically, mentally, or both (I'm a big fan of post Cage!Sam, kidnapped!Sam, depressed/suicidal/self harming!Sam, insecure!Sam)
Case fics are great, or at least something non-AU (so it has to deal with hunting or life on the road or the season plot arc)
Sexual tension is SOOO GOOOOD. I especially love fucked up!Chesters? Like their love isn't all floofy and cheesy? They'd kill for each other in a heartbeat, or they suck at communicating and fuck away their problems lol (it feels realistic to me when they know they share something but can't really touch on it at first, like in West Verse)
At least a hint of dark topics or spooky things
I like when Sam's powerbottomy or a lil slutty

So I know this is a really disjointed list haha but I've definitely read fics that fit the bill! I mentioned West Verse, there's also Play It Again, Sam, and Dictionary for a Dead Language... just to name a few I've read and loved.

Thank you again! Have a lovely week!

29 July 2017 @ 03:36 am
Looking for all stories about Sam's missing tattoo after Cas burns it off in Road Trip. Any recs are great (gen or Wincest), but also looking for a specific fic where Sam learns to tattoo himself and in response to his possessions, he creates these elaborate tattoos. Dean discovers the designs and tattoo gun in Sam's room in the Bunker.
16 July 2017 @ 08:05 pm
Does anyone know of any stories where Dean is John's favorite and maybe it gets revealed somehow and Sam feels hurt.
Thanks :)
11 July 2017 @ 10:45 pm
Im looking for a fic where everythike dean thinks about the mark sam passes out and gets sick and I can't really remember much but dean kills sam and they somehow resurrect him I remember Charlie is in it and jo helps sam out of heaven
26 June 2017 @ 10:26 pm
Hey all! So I read a story years ago about a young Sam being taken by cultists or something and offered to Loki - Gabriel - who is angry, kills the cultists, and saves him. I could be mixing up stories, but I think John might have been abusive.... Did I just make that up in my head or does it really exist? :)
Hey to everyone!

Ever since I am into this fandom I'd like to read mostly about Sam Hurt Fics (emotionally, physically, abused, neglected) - just everything involving Sam :)

1) I am searching for a specific fic (FOUND, thank you!):
Sam is still a teen (before Stanford) and sings regularly in a bar. One day Dean watches him and finally sees how Sam is really feeling due to his self written song he is singing.
I know I read it and I even had it in my bookmarks but I jst can't find it :(
Here it is, thank you so much: Dean's Rules

2) General search:
Please give me the full package of hurt Sam!
Emotionally, physically, abused, neglected, Teenchesters or adult Winchesters, Wincest or not - everything you got!
Suicidal Sam is also welcome.
It doesn't matter if the hurt is inflicted by a monster or John Winchester for example.
What I liked pretty much was Statue of a Son for example.


(Hopefully ny english is well enough, I am coming from Germany :)).
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I can't remember many details. I think Dean hates him because he killed John. Sam goes along with his brother on a hunt or something and Dean gets annoyed, blacks out with rage and when he comes back to his surroundings Sam is beaten up and lying on the floor in a ball. I think Bobby also threatens him saying that he can't do that again. In the fic I think that Sam is sort of accepting of it all, thinking that he deserves it because he killed John. Anyone know what this is, it's been bugging me for a while?
31 May 2017 @ 05:14 pm
Hi guys! I hope I'm doing this right, if not, just let me know and I'll fix it :)
Anyways, I was hoping you could help me find a few stories I've been feeling like reading.

These are all Jensen/Jared or Dean/Sam with bottom (hopefully Omega!Jared). Anything with Sam/Jared being abused or treated as less than a equal individual (Usually it's because he is an Omega) and generally Dean/Jensen being the cause of Sam/Jared's pain.

The twist in this though, is that I hope y'all can find me a Sam/Jared who will not stand for being treated so and would rather take his own life than 'submit' or being treated as a lesser being.

I really, really hope the fic has a happy ending, meaning that Dean or Jensen completely changes and begins treating his poor boy as his little prince, coddling, loving, and caring for Sam or Jared.

Thank you so much for helping me out here! I'm looking forward to everything everyone has to share :)
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I've been looking for a story I read awhile back that I can't find anymore. I believe it takes place in Season 4. Sam is having back spasms/cramps from his injury from Jake, but because the brother's relationship is strained, he doesn't want to tell Dean about it. Sam doesn't get out of bed in the morning (because he can't), and at first Dean thinks he's just being lazy. But he eventually starts wondering if something is up, and then figures it out and takes care of Sam.

Anyone know where I can find this fic? Thanks!
Hello! I've recently read Credit in the Straight World, Outside By the Blue, Blue Moon, Brittle, Boy Falling Out of the Sky, The Air Moves In, Invisible Boy series... Basically if you can find it under Sam Winchester/OMC and it's lengthy on AO3, I probably have read it! I'd love more fics though, so I hope you can help!

1. Fics that have Sam exploring his sexuality with a male, with Dean finding out or walking in on it. Bonus for Dean getting super overprotective! Wincest preferred but I'll take gen too. I don't mind what age they are.
2. Hurt! Sam with comfort. Rape, violence, anything.
3. Sam with an eating disorder or self harming Sam.
4. Infantalism as a lifestyle. I'd prefer baby! Sam if that's possible. I've read SailorChibi's works on Ao3 for this too.
5. Protective/Possessive/Jealous! Dean.
6. Dean walking in on Sam getting off.

I'd love everything to end with a happy ending! No death fics, please. I'm looking for Wincest only, no other pairings. I don't mind if it starts out as another pairing as long as it ends in Wincest. I'll take gen too. Thanks so much in advance :D
04 May 2017 @ 09:29 pm
New tablet and can't transfer my book marks :(

So im looking for any hurt sam that you may know and love. Prefer long, but any length good. Any form of hurt. Au's good along with cannon, but no rpf please. Please help fill my bookmarks up. Cheers guys!!!
26 April 2017 @ 02:16 pm
Hi guys, does anyone know where I can find [livejournal.com profile] familybizness's fic? I just found out their journal's been suspended (D:) and I've had no luck finding a copy of their fic (or even a way to contact the author themselves). Particularly interested in finding these two:

Testing The Strong Ones
Sam gets a severe migraine near detroit. Dean and Cas are there. Cas isn’t wild about Detroit at all.

Sam comes back weak and emaciated, borne across Castiel's arms, unable to stand or even sit up on his own, and Dean reaches out – "Give him to me" – and has his exhausted, fragile brother in his arms, close against him, before his mind has even processed the central fact that Sammy is here. (Post-S5 AU. Cas pulls Sam out of Hell. )
For the J2 au, Jared was kept in some kind of government institution against his will. I don't know if he had ever been outside. Jensen goes to work at the facility (perhaps as an intern?) and JDM might be his supervisor. Jensen bonds with Jared and eventually realizes that it is wrong for Jared to be kept a prisoner. Jensen helps Jared escape (and perhaps tries to get them to Jensen's parents for help). It is not Dream Him Free or To Dream, Perchance to Live. They were teens or early twenties at most in the story.

#1 found by [livejournal.com profile] maryjo24. Predicted by Cha at sinful-desire.org.

The second one I am still looking for is probably wincest, but I am not completely sure of that. The boys are staying at a place by the sea, I believe, for a case. The "monster" turns out to be a human male who disguises himself as a creature and intentionally scares a young girl badly enough that she falls into the sea. Sam dives in to save her and he ends up smashed into some rocks by the waves and damamging (permanently?) an appendage (I think it was his hand/arm). He has to cling to the rocks and be pulled out. The girl is very much a human and believed in the monster, which is why she got scared and ran from it. The person who disguised himself as the monster had no remorse for their predicament. It is not O sea-starved.

Any help would be appreciated.
17 April 2017 @ 11:01 am
Hey, I feel like I've read every Sam fic out there at this point so I thought I'd come here to ask for help.

Anything Sam-centric, but other characters are definitely welcome, and I don't mind which era it's set in or if it's AU. Preferably gen. Hurt!Sam is a bonus. Casefics, one-shots, long fics are all welcome. I really like dark/horror fics and hurt/comfort fics. Just throw whatever you've got my way, recs and self recs, and I'll be grateful! :)
14 April 2017 @ 12:39 am
Hey friends,
After tonights episode I'm craving fics with Dean falling or being pushed down stairs or over the balcony.
Hurt comfort is the best!  I remember one story from a couple yrs back where Dean was pushed (by a spirit?) down the stairs and went through the ballisters, hanging by one arm. I believe Sam had to grab on and maybe he dislocated his shoulder? I think Sam was also pushed and was laying in a heap at the bottom, had to get up to rescue dean? There may have been a female character that at one time went down the stairs as well. Haunted house maybe?
Any fics are welcome. Hurt Dean please.  Thanks.
06 April 2017 @ 11:09 pm
Any fics where Sam and Jess are in a relationship, but when Sam gets hurt (seriously injured, sick and feverish, etc.), he only asks for Dean? Themes I'm looking for basically, are:
- jealous, hurt or confused!Jess who's trying to understand Sam and Dean's bond. Not looking for character bashing, just something that highlights the fact that Sam always, instinctively turns to Dean first.
- Sam being closer to Dean or trusting him in ways that he doesn't with Jess, despite loving her.

Really, anything along this line would be great! Stanford-era, AU's, not fussed. Preferably just Sam/Jess, but if there's Sam/Dean in there too that's fine. (Hell, if it's not Jess but some other female character that's fine too, please. :) )
27 March 2017 @ 08:43 am
I'm looking for a specific fanfic where Dean sees Sams hallucinations. I know that I read one somewhere but I didn't save it. I can remember that for some reason Dean was in a sleep like state but kinda like 2x01 he was almost like a ghost. I think Sam called bobby and was saying how he liked failed dean or something. Then I think lucifer came and dean got really freaked he wa proud of Sammy when he didn't be react and was amazed when he didn't react to things like setting the room on fire.
Thanks in advance to anyone that can help me

UPDATE: ANYONE WHO WANTS TO READ IT - https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9677534/1/A-Mile-in-my-Shoes
Looking for two fics; both are gen.

1. Dean sees Sam on a hunt when he's supposed to be at Stanford. Sam runs away and Dean chases him. One time Dean catches up with him, but Sam uses mind-control powers to make Dean go away. It turns out that Sam left school to kill the demon (he had visions, future-knowledge, or something similar that made him leave), and he stayed away from Dean and John because he was using his powers abd he thought they might think he was a monster and try to kill him, so he only allows Dean to catch up with him once he's killed the YED (I think). I remember the summary had a phrase similar to "Sam's supposed to be at school, so why is he on a hunt in [place]?" I'm also pretty sure it was on ao3, and that it was ~10k words, but I might be wrong about that.

Iirc, it was a bit similar to Look Back in Anger by vailkagami, but that's not the one I'm looking for.

2. Pre-series: Sam wants to do a school or sports thing, but John comes in and tells him they have a hunt/they're moving and he can't go. Sam argues trying to get John to let him go, but John refuses.Sam threatens to call cps if he can't go. John yells/they argue some more and John storms out (I don't remember if Sam "wins" or not). After John leaves, Dean gets really angry and yells at Sam, and then Dean punches Sam. Sam starts crying and then Dean immediately starts comforting him. The juxtaposition of Dean punching Sam, then comforting him really stood out in my mind (and also came across as creepy in the fic).

This one was a one-shot on lj or somewhere similar. There also might have been an author's note about the complexity of the family dynamics in their childhood?

Any help is much appreciated!
27 February 2017 @ 09:09 pm
Hey guys, it's been a while. I'm back with two specific requests, one that I searched for before but never found.

1) crossdressing - Sam and Dean make a bet about something, Sam loses and has to wear a pair of panties, Dean laughs at him and teases him, Sam says something about Dean thinking he's disgusting and gets really upset because he likes wearing the panties. (wincest)

2) suicidal!sam - After Sam finds out he's Lucifer's vessel, he tries to kill himself. Lucifer brings him back but Sam eventually starts committing suicide just to get some rest. This works for a while but eventually the damages start carrying over after he's brought back. (ex. he shoots himself in the head, he's resurrected with a hole in his head; cutting his wrists leaves scars, etc.) (gen, i think)

Thanks for any help!
Hello! I've been nearly tearing out my hair and putting out my eyes for months trying to find a fic I read last year. Don't even remember which fan site I read it on, grr! LOL. I remember that Dean's back from Hell because Lilith has said she'll cancel his contract if he kills Sam for her. Dean, not yet a demon, is still full of rage at Sam for not saving him and wants revenge, so agrees. He hasn't become a demon, but with some of Lilith's tricks (like black eyes, etc.) convinces Sam he is. Lilith wants Dean to kill Sam slowly, but Dean's rage makes him lose control at first and when Sam goads and provokes him (wanting Dean to just end him because he's so sad at what Dean's become) I think he stabs Sam, almost killing him? He then takes him and tortures him, cutting and slicing him while Sam is chained up, I think? Every time Sam gets close to death, a healer comes and patches him up enough to let Dean keep going. But Dean eventually begins battling his emotions and conflicted feelings about killing his brother. Lilith's implanted fake memories of Sam betraying Dean and being glad of his death, etc. but he begins to wonder if they're really true. Finally, (as he's about to go ahead and kill Sam I think?) he, if I remember right, happens to notice his amulet on Sam, which he has a fake memory from Lilith about Sam tossing it away (or destroying it?). He's angry and confused, and asks a barely-coherent Sam about it. Sam tells him something about that he kept it because it was all he had left to remind him of Dean. Dean realizes he's been used and tricked by Lilith, and determines to get Sam to safety. I don't remember all that happens then, but I remember Dean getting Sam to use what's left of his psychic powers to break his cuffs or chains, but I think Dean ends up getting hurt somehow too? Anyway, it seems like Bobby and some of the other characters ambush the place and set off some kind of bomb or explosion and get them out. Before they escape, I think Dean kills Lilith. Afterward, Dean has horrible guilt from what he did to Sam, but Sam helps him through it, showing him how he'd kept all Dean's belongings in hopes that he could save Dean from Hell. The story ends on a hopeful, happy note. Sorry I can't remember more details! If anyone can find this I will love you forever LOL! Thanks!
25 February 2017 @ 10:55 pm
I read a story a long time ago but couldn't find it since. I was hoping someone could help me.
I think it was Sam who was a hooker or stripper or something along them lines. He was forced to have sex with the boss because he liked sam the best. I think he has to wear a dildo cat tail at one point.
I think Dean and John found him and took him away from it all after he was hurt and raped.

Also, if you now anymore sad hooker jared/Sam or abused Jared/Sam fics could you mention them as well please.
Any help would be appreciated!
25 February 2017 @ 12:35 pm
Hi. i have some general seaches i need some help with.

1) Is their any fics that have an hurt or abused Sam/Jared. Deffently not by Dean/Jensen. Prefer them youner like teens but will read any.
2) Sam/Jared as a prositute. Hates the life but needs the money kind of thing.
3) Sam/jared with a disability and Dean/Jensen and their dad has to help him do things.
4) Sam/Jared raped not by dean/jensen.

I'd appreciate any help. Thanks guys.
Hey Everyone,

I'm looking for any Bobby centric fics or any fics with Bobby helping out the boys or acting as a father, Hurt!Sam would be an added bonus but i want all the Bobby fic's you can get your hands on.

I'm also looking for any resurrected John, preferably after season 5, and maybe even mention Lucifers hallucinations. But i'd love some resurrected John

Just for the sake of it if there is any out there Resurrected Bobby?

Thank you in advance.
14 February 2017 @ 05:25 pm
I've been trying to remember the title and author of this one. It would have either been on LiveJournal or Ao3.

It is probably wincest, but I am not completely sure of that. The boys are staying at a place by the sea, I believe, for a case. The "monster" turns out to be a human male who disguises himself as a creature and intentionally scares a young girl badly enough that she falls into the sea. Sam dives in to save her and he ends up smashed into some rocks by the waves and damamging (permanently?) an appendage (I think it was his hand/arm). He has to cling to the rocks and be pulled out.

Any help would be appreciated.
Hi everyone!!
i am looking for a specific story that i read at FF.NET
what i remember from the story are:
1.Sam and Dean where kidnaped by a human and he totrured them
2.The psycho rapes Dean and Sam wakes up just in time to watch it happens
3.John comes to the rescue
4.they go to Missouri to help Dean heal

The story is GEN.
Current Location: Greece, Athens
Current Mood: anxious
08 February 2017 @ 06:42 pm
i'm looking for a fic i read a while ago and can't seem to find.
All i remember is that some men put Sam under some sort of curse or spell were he couldn't be touched by men, it would cause him pain. I think they did it cause they thought he was gay, i cant really remember much, but please help
05 February 2017 @ 10:12 pm
I've recently realized that glassyskies journal has been deleted. I was wondering if anyone had pdfs of her work, specifically the jensen inside verse & the somersault verse. Any help would be greatly appreciated. Thank you!
05 February 2017 @ 01:14 pm
Hi everybody,
I'm looking for any fics where Dean somehow gets to see what Sam's hallucinating, and he really appreciates how brave his little brother is. Like it could be just things hes seeing or lucifer always talking to him and telling him to eat his gun, any sort of stuff like that.
Thanks in Adavace.
30 January 2017 @ 08:11 am
Hey Everyone.
So i've really been in the mood for some angst lately, does anyone know any good stories set after Johns death, maybe around ELAC, but when Dean is still pretty angry (like when he took a crowbar to the impala) and starts a fight with Sam, or starts punching him and stuff, Sam can still be hurt from the crash or just grieving any of them, i want them. Thank you in advance.
I'm looking for some fics where Dean is physically injured, and claims to be fine. Except he actually is seriously hurt, and refuses to tell anyone.

What also would be cool if Sam was hurt as well, and all the attention goes to him, and not Dean. Like maybe it's a pre series fic where Sam gets hurt and John focuses on only him, ignoring Dean, thinking that he hasn't sustained any injuries, until Dean passes out, or has a seizure, or anything really.

I don't mind pre series fics, and I don't mind other characters in it as long as Sam and Dean are the main focus. Please, no smut or pairing between Sam and Dean, or other sexual relationships between anyone really.

As long as Dean is badly hurt (physically), and nobody knows the full extent of his injuries, until the bomb drops, and Dean's condition is revealed in some sort of a "bad" way, I'm okay.:)

Thanks to anyone for commenting. I appreciate it.
Current Mood: anxious
27 January 2017 @ 09:23 pm
Hi I'm new to this so sorry if i get anything wrong.
But i'm looking for a fic that i read ages ago that i can't seem to find anymore.
But basically Sam gets turned into a dog (you dont find out till near the end) but he is found and bought to a pound or something along those lines. The caretakers take care of him but are amazed by his behaviour and stuff. I think they want to put him down cause he was there for so long but one of the workers keeps putting it off. i also think he like hurts his paws (self inflicted?)
near the end Dean comes and rescues him claiming its his dog.
Thanks in advance
Looking for an older story where Dean goes on a hunt and finds a wolf (Sam) who was kidnapped and kept by a monster. He keeps the wolf but doesnt know he's a werewolf. I dont remember many details aside from he takes Sam to Bobbys and at the end, he finds out Sam is a werewolf by Sam jumping in front of a knife or bullet to save him. Please help. Also, anything else similar would be nice as well. Pleasd thank you. d

I thought I had this saved, in my "to be read" list, but I can't find it. I believe it was called something like "The Scariest Place". Sam is fragile, following his time in the cage, and the three go to a farm (maybe) for him to recuperate. Thanks for any help!

FOUND:  http://bree-black.livejournal.com/81000.html

07 January 2017 @ 11:54 pm
Hi there!

I need a help finding an old fanfic. The platform was either AO3 or fanfiction.net, probably the latter.

TW FOR GORE but the plot is Sam made a deal with this man where has has to give some of his blood away to the man once a week to save Dean from hell. The man gives the blood to this vampire, Sam passes out from blood loss in an alley way, Dean finds him, and he goes to a hospital, but plays it off as nothing. Dean follows him giving blood and Lilith shows up.

If anyone has any idea what fic this is, please let me know. Thanks so much <3

FOUND: It's Black Market https://www.fanfiction.net/s/8896691/1/Black-Market
06 January 2017 @ 11:12 pm
I am looking for any fics where Sam has been kidnapped by someone and then when he is found, he has to go through some sort of therapy - physical therapy, counselling, things like having to learn something again - because of the trauma he went through during the time he was kidnapped or because of an injury. It is the aftermath that I am particularly interested in, and is why I am asking for something with Sam having to have treatment of a certain kind.

If anyone can recommend any fics, that'd be great. Thanks!
05 January 2017 @ 09:50 pm
Hello lovely boys and girls. I have been searching high and low for a gen story that I read a while ago and of course didn't bookmark-- please help me find it ;in the story , Sam is still suffering from Post Hell hallucinations and so him and Dean settled down in an old house that Dean starts renovating. I know that there are a couple of similar type story lines, so here's one thing that stands out . Dean casually being horny in a joking way, and Sam kneels down in front of him and prepares to sexually service him and starts crying while dean freaks out and trys to comforts him.....help a girl get her h/c fix please?
03 January 2017 @ 01:14 pm

So Yeah Me Again!!

im Looking For A Specific Hurt Dean Fic I Dont Remember Alot But I Remember A Scene Where Dean And Sam Were In The Hospital And Dean's Condition I Think was worse and he wanted to see sam and he walked to hus room and was bleeding and found john and sam fighting and i think he fell and passes out and was taken to the OR.

Thats all ...thanks in an advance

31 December 2016 @ 05:10 pm

any Fics Where Dean Was Hurt On A Hunt But No One Notices Because Sam Was Hurt And John Was Worried And Ordering Dean Without Checking Him And Turns Out That He Is More Hurt Than sam


specific Fic On Ff.net Where Sam Was Hurt On A Hunt And Dean Too But John Didnt Know Or Didnt Bother To Check And Took Sam To The Hospital And No One Knew About Dean Untill He Passed Out Sitting Next To Sam Appearing To Be Sleeping And The Nurse Found Him And He Was In A Critical Condition

please Help And Thanks In An Advance

I remember reading this fic ages ago that I now of course can't find. I am almost positive it is on AO3, as that's where I predominantly read fics, but I could be wrong.

Basically, during Plucky Pennywhistle's, Dean realizes that Sam was sexually abused by one of the guys who worked there, hence his clown phobia. I'm a little hazy on details, but what I do vividly remember is that Dean tracks the guy down and kills him in the basement of an abandoned house, which he then burns down to hide the evidence. I also remember that he's pretending to be a police officer or FBI agent at the time.

I'm also thinking the fic was a Wincest one, but don't quote me on that. It might have just been gen. I do know that it was a oneshot.

If anyone can help me out, I'd be forever grateful! This one is driving me crazy.

(Also, Mods, I hope I got the tags right. Since I can't remember if it's Wincest or not, I didn't use the pairing tag - hope that was okay! I also couldn't find an episode tag for this one, so maybe one can be created? I saw some other searches for fics based off the episode, but not this specific fic.)
29 December 2016 @ 08:50 am
Hey guys and gals. Does anyone have a copy of Potter's Clay by reading1066? I went to read it today and find that they journal has been deleted and purged. If anyone could send me a copy to proffesorx@hotmail.com or tell me where to find it, if the author doesn't mind it being shared that is, i would greatly appreciate it!
Hello, I'm looking for a story I read a long time ago, but I can not find my files and bookmarks at all. I wonder if anyone can help find it.
(Just to remember, English is not my first language, I'm using a translator to write so I apologize for any mistakes you might read)
It's a pre-series story: John, Dean and Sam were in the mountains (??) on a hunt that went awry and Sam was injured. John had Dean take Sam to the hospital, but he did not notice that Dean was even more injured and already showed signs of concussion. When John finally gets to the hospital and asks for news he learns that Dean was in the ICU in serious condition after passing out in the waiting room after a long time bleeding and no one notices and begins to feel very guilty for not having noticed Dean. If I'm not mistaken, John will see how the Impala got and note that there was even blood on the roof of the car.
I think Pastor Jim was also in the story, but I can not say.
Does anyone have any idea what this story is?

Update: Found in comments.
15 December 2016 @ 06:32 pm

A) Sam n Dean in a car accident. They are stuck in the snow over night with no reception. Dean's arm is hurt and Sam is severly injured. I think it was on fanfiction.net.

B) I read this years ago. They come back from a hunt and Sam is really upset about not saving these kids or something like that. Dean gets Sam to take out all his angst by hitting Dean.

Thanks :)
I've searched for this fic once before but didn't get any results a few years ago, and it's sprung to my mind again and is now driving me crazy trying to find it so I figured I'd try again. This is definitely an older fic (I'm thinking probably around 2007/8) and is longer one...

I'm not 100% sure if it's a curse or a spell but Sam gets either sent back in time or to an alternate universe where there is another Dean and Sam - the two Sams swap consciousness but still retain their own appearances. In the past/alternate universe, Dean thinks Sam is insane as he is speaking of a different Dean and the future and possibly demons so he sends him to an asylum where he is very much mistreated. He's kept in isolation and chains practically 24/7.

I remember two specific scenes where he is being bathed/tortured, and another where Dean goes to visit him and he is very withdrawn and gaunt, and his hands are covered with a shawl to hide the chains/bruising. He begs Dean to take him home and Dean sees the chains, but he is convinced that his brother is violent which is why he needs the chains... Sam ends up escaping or being rescued by Bobby, and cared for by Jess who is Bobbys daughter... In the present time Dean and Sam from the past try to work out what happened and break the spell/curse to return them to their own timelines...

If anyone knows this specific fic it would be very much appreciated! I'd also like some recommendations along these types of stories & themes.