I'm looking for a specific fic that I can't find for the world! I've been looking, but now I'm counting on you guys.

Here's what I remember:

It starts out with Sam trying to rescue some people from a vampire nest and sees Dean there. It turns out later that Dean was trying to help the people out, too. I think. Sam makes a deal (for what I reason, I don't know) with Dean. Sam has to come to Dean whenever Dean tells him to so that Dean can drink his blood. Dean has only two fangs.

I remember that Dean says that it doesn't have to hurt Sam when he feeds, and he does offer sex. Dean can control what Sam is feeling when he's feeding.

Much later, Sam is turned into a vampire by Dean, but it takes years for Sam to fully transform. I know that Sam gets really moody while this happens and he storms out of Dean and his place once (or twice). Then, Sam is kidnapped by demons who try to feed him demon blood, but that makes him really sick because he can only drink Dean's blood, plus, he has to drink Dean's blood or he'll die. Dean gets John's (I'm pretty sure it was John's) help to find Sam.

They get Sam in the end, and I have no idea if plot exists past that point, because I can't remember. So, yeah, this is what I go for you. I know there's probably something I'm leaving out, but if you could help me find this, thanks!

P.S. The boys were not related. I don't know if that helps.

EDIT: FOUND

Hi. I'm looking for any fics where one of J's suffers some sort of childhood abuse and the other finds out and helps him, or fics where the J's are adult and one of them finds out about he others past childhood abuse. The abuse can be emotional, physical or sexual. Thank You.

Hi, all. I read a fic fairly recently -- I think because someone else recced it -- that I wish I had bookmarked. If anyone can track it down, it's you guys. Thanks!

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Update: FOUND. Link in comments.

Hi Everyone

I'm Looking for a specific story where Jared is sick and he is surprised to wake up and find Jensen in his kitchen making him soup. He is surprised but pleased that Jensen wants to take care of him. I think it is non-au and the boys are still living apart. I  might be confusing the boys it might be Jensen who is sick. It has been a long time since i read this story.

thanks in advance

Hi Guys,

Looking for 2 very different stories:

1)  Dean/Sam- All I can remember about this one, they both have a lot of tattoos, seems like maybe they have a case where Dean poses as a model, he for some reason can't finish the job, Sam steps in to take over.  I dont know it was established or first-time (I love either). 

2) Dean/Sam- They stop at the Roadhouse, Dean is flirting with Jo, this bothers Sam (and me lol), Dean and J start playing pool, Sam assumes Dean will end up with her for the night, Dean comes back to the room just to get money he had lost to her on a bet, and finally he ends up with Sam.  Again I cant remember if this is est or first time, seems there has been a lot of sexual tension between the two before they get to the Roadhouse.

Yes, I am aware both requests are a bit vague, but I have never been disappointed when coming to this site for help.  So with that I will thank you all in advance for your help past, present, and in the future :)

Mods, I'm not sure on the tags.  Hope I got close enough..


FOUND: Both stories in comments.  Thank you very much chellexxx, you are awesome!

Hey you guys, what's up? I'm looking for a specific Dean/Alec fic that is, well, basically PWP, lol. It's NC-17 and I don't remember a lot of specifics about it but I do remember some. I'm pretty sure that Dean thought he was dreaming during all of the sexy time, he was on bottom, Alec I think tied up his wrists and at first Dean was hesitant because he wasn't to keen on bondage because of hell. He warms up to the idea though and they of course make sweet inter dimensional twin love, lol. Dean proceeds to "wake up" and continues to think that it was just a really vivid dream until Alec shows up at the end. I think it ends with Dean shouting "CAS!" or something like that because he thinks that he's behind the whole thing.

You guys have any idea what this fic is? Thanks to everyone in advance! :D I appreciate any help.

Oh, and if you guys wanna rec your favorite Dean/Alec and or Dean/Sam/Alec NC-17 fics I'd love to read them. Nothing to terribly angsty though, I'm in more of a porny mood then an angsty one :P/

Hello, long time no...read. 

I'm currently on a Downton Abbey marathon/obsession and interested in some J2 stuff inspired by the whole Lords and Ladies and servants and footmen thing. Anything set in the time of Downton (1910-1920) and the world war period. Jared and Jensen can be Lords, servants, war heroes. Anything that reminds you of Downton (if you're a fan) or that style of show/story, anything at all. I'm not sure what exactly I'm looking for, just more of the Lord/servant dynamic I think. 

Thanks in advance.

Hey there!

I'm looking for a specific fic that I read about a year ago. It was the first J2 fic I ever saw and I can't remember the author or the title in the slightest.

Here's what I remember:
A few years after SPN ended, Jared has become a huge movie star, lives in fame with women hanging off both of his arms and scoring drugs with Chad every night. He has lost any contact with Jensen. Then he meets someone (?) with supernatural powers, and that someone sends him to an alternate reality to teach him a lesson, where he lives with Jensen and their kids (I think it was two? boy and girl probably?) and Harley/Sadie in their own house. After overcoming his shock at the revelation that he's living in a gay relationship, yadda-yadda, lots of angst and Jensen bringing him back on track of what happened in the past years, Jared slowly comes to the conclusion that this is what would really make him happy. He is aware that this isn't reality throughout the whole time, and he's unsure how long he'll stay there. But after a few months and the realization that he does want this for real (instead of being the constantly shit-faced and stoned, but lonely movie star) he instantly knows that this dream/AU is over. Which happens, as far as I remember, on Christmas morning, when Jared finds Jensen playing with the dogs and kids outside in the snow and he realizes he's reached perfect happiness.
True to that, he wakes up the next morning in his movie star villa with Chad passed out on the floor or something, packs his bags, goes to find Jensen (who hasn't seen him in years and is very surprised) and kisses him right there on the street and tells him that they should buy a house and have kids. It's really sweet and all, and I'd love to read it again.

A little detail that might help: Chad is wonderful in this. Not the usual duchebag (well, for the drug-scoring part at the beginning, he is), but while Jared is in his AU, Chad is there too - married (I think to Sophia?) with kids. And when Jared wakes up from the AU, he tells the still half-passed-out and hungover Chad "You know what? You'd be a wonderful father." That's right before he goes to find Jensen.

It might have been a big bang fic, I think I remember a wordcount around 20k to 30k.

So, if someone had an idea which story I'm talking about, I'd be very, very happy. Thanks in advance!