28 September 2014 @ 12:26 am
Sam finds out through his roommate Dean did gay porn to support him...  
Hello all!

      I hope someone can help me find this fic.

     Sam is at Stanford and somehow (I think his roommate showed it to him, or he found it on his roommate's computer?) he sees a video where Dean is being interviewed for his first porn shoot. Dean is nervous but trying not to show it as the interviews ask if he has done a bunch of sexual things using the acronyms (DP, CBT, things like that). Sam can tell that Dean doesn't even know what several of those things are, but Dean says yes to everything to not appear weak.

     Sam is very upset, realizing that Dean would have done this to support him and that Dean would be horrified if Sam knew (hence him never telling Sam).

     Sam's roomate tells him that Dean-the-pornstar is pretty famous.

     At some point Dean comes to visit sam at school and the roomate sees Dean and Sam in their dorm room together and fangirls over Dean and congrulates Sam for hooking up with this awesome porn star. Dean is very upset and mortified, etc.

Does anyone know which fic this is?

Please and thank you!
 
 
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[identity profile] grasshopr-molly.livejournal.com on September 29th, 2014 12:13 am (UTC)
The first chapter, which is the part you remembered, is OK; it doesn't get bad till later. But it's a *really* dark fic.

Oh, no, not you, sorry. The OP's description is the first chapter, and is fine.

Edited 2014-09-29 12:14 am (UTC)