1. Sam finds out that Dean was abused at the hands of their father John. It can be any type of abuse and any rating. The abuse can be set in the past or currently and Sam can find out when they're older or younger and after it's happened or while it's actually happening (John can be dead or alive). Some protective Bobby thrown into the bargain would also be nice. I don't mind whether it's wincest, weecest or just some good brotherly love.
2. Castiel finds out that Dean was abused at the hands of his father John. It can be any type of abuse and any rating. Bonus points for protective and even slightly angry Cas. It can be Destiel or just friendship.
3. And to make up for all the abusive John fics: A potentially funny fic where John and/or Bobby meet Castiel and make reference to Dean and Cas being together. They can be teasing one or both of them or they can genuinely believe that they're together. Sam getting involved into the bargain would be fantastic! Dean and Cas can be already romantically involved or it can happen as a result at the end or they can just be two very confused friends.
what I mean is this Sam comes out he's a teenager abour 17 and dean becomes panicked that sam will meet some guy and leave the family so straight dean suduces sam and becomes his boyfriend out of misguided family loyalty.. sam finds out and leaves for Stanford.please help if there is something like this.
( Cut for reference to non-con and violence... )
Thanks so much!!!
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That particular installation (or at least part of it) was mainly about Sam trying to break Dean...probably because he did something that Sam felt he had to be punished for. Sam chose to attack Dean emotionally/verbally/mentally-- you get the idea. He completely tore Dean apart by verbally flaying him. He threw all of Dean's failures, mistakes, and fears in his face relentlessly, and I'm pretty sure Dean ended up curling into ball and crying. I also think that Sam might have tried comforting him at the end of it? Not sure.
That's the only thing I remember about that particular story. That and the fact that it was absolutely horrible to read. I only ever cry for character deaths, but Sam's verbal abuse was so painful and Dean's agony was so palpable that I ended up bawling for ages. I think that scene belongs to one of the first ten stories of the 'verse, but I can't be sure.
Anyway, I'd be seriously grateful if someone could help me out. I've tried skimming through all of the sub-stories , but I can't find it. Thanks in advance.
Mod: I already know where the 'verse is located. The 'verse, however, contains numerous stories, and I'm looking for the title of a specific one. Thanks.
It was of a moderately long fic, composed of either two parts or the initial story and a sequel. Dean was deaf from a young age - older than five, but younger than twelve I think. John is emotionally/verbally abusive and neglectful to Dean after he becomes deaf, and then becomes physically abusive after Sam leaves for college. At one point John is possessed by a demon, and Dean does not realize the difference until a few days/weeks later. Because of John's abuse, Dean develops an eating disorder.
The first part (or the first story) is set before/during Sam's Stanford years, and the second part (or the sequel) takes place during season 1. The latter is more focused on Sam realizing that something is wrong with his brother and trying to figure out what it is/how to help him.
Thank you in advance.
I'm looking for stories where a lot was put on Dean's shoulders as a child and Sam finds out. Maybe Dean was emotionally/physically abused as a child and Sam finds out later. I always thought that comment Dean makes in DSOTM about when John found out Sam ran away was telling and would love a fic that mentions it. Please no sexual abuse. I'm open to those roles being reversed too if need be and it being Sam who went through this and Dean finds out. But anything h/c and schmoopy where they discuss this issue would be amazing. I just love stories where Sam takes care of Dean for once. So if anyone knows of fic that fits such a generalization of Sam being the temporary big bro, I'm more than open to reading it!
Am looking for a few fics but cannot remember the titles.
Some of what I an remember of these fics are:
- Sam in the (mental?) hospital - being tortured with Drugs and electricity - a nurse takes pity on him - Dean finds her and she helps him find Sam - they meet later in a bar while she is looking for a new job.
- Sam in an asylum - in a padded room with the ball gag - Dean is allowed to stay with him but cannot free him unless its to feed.
- One of the brothers is tortured - they recuperate at Missouri's.
- one of the boys is kidnapped - at the end Bobby takes them to a bike/car show.(Sorry cannot remember more of it).
- Any other Sam - Dean - Gordon fics that are Hurt/Comfort/protective (torture would be a bonus).

1. crying!Dean fics. I don't care why he's crying, I just want him crying and Sam or John comforting him.
2. Dean or John is deaged and Same has to take care of them.
3. blind, deaf, hurt, or sick!Dean with Sam taking care of him. I don't care if how hard the injury is or how sick Dean is, if he's been blind or deaf since birth, if it's permanent or just part of a curse.
4. protective or smart!Sam. Just something where Dean or John realize that Sammy isn't little anymore.
5. girl!Sam. Because I'd bet she'd be awesome, I'd prefer Dean is still a boy, unless
6. doctor!Sam. At least have taken some classes, and how'd that would affect their hunts.
7. Crossovers with Criminal Minds (with a focus on Sam and Reid) or SuperWhoLock crossovers. Any kind. Though a focus on Sam, the Elventh Doctor, and Sherlock would be loved.
8. Sam as teenaged father please, or Sam with a daughter.
9. Sam realizing he's gay or bi, and John and Dean's reactions
10. Sam going back just mentally and impressing everyone with his knowledge, or physically and everyone wondering what the hell happened to make him like this.
11. abused!Dean. Any kind, but I'd like the main on it to focus on his recovery.
12. teen!Sam getting addicted to any kind of drugs or starts cutting.
13. teen!Dean getting an eating disorder or being raped and a focus on his recovery.
14. Basically any Castiel/Sam fics that don't meet any of these requirements. No porn unless it's part of a much larger story.
Thanks!
I don't think Sam was ever with them in this fic, maybe he died as a baby, maybe he'd left for college, maybe he'd never existed period, but I'm about 95% sure he wasn't in the fic at all. I would really appreciate any help in finding the fic! Thanks a ton in advance! :D
FOUND IN COMMENTS: The story is here http://blindfold-spn.livejournal.com/4508.html?thread=5535132
If you'd like to read it as well you just need to join the blindfold-spn community to access all the fics. :)
I have a clear memory of other hunters calling Dean "Bobby's dog"
For some reason Dean ends up going with John and Sam at some point, and they (particularly John) treat him pretty badly. John didn't want to believe that was his son. I think they force him to sleep chained up in the bathroom in motels (?)
Any help is much appreciated!
Also, any stories showing the relationship between Dean and John while Sam was away at Stanford and and stories to do with Dean grieving John.
Not looking for evil or abusive John. Open to any pairings.
Sam said yes to Lucifer and Lucifer in the sky after the victory had given him as a reward North America and Dean was his toy.
Dean was kept locked up in their room and there were always two guards with him, there was a guard who became "friends" with Dean. There were attacks against Dean by demons, enemies and guard Sam saves in one of them, at one point Dean was broken, and the guard was reading stories to him. Then the guard is retiring because he had spent many years he was tired and wanted to spend time with his family .....
There was also a human lover of Sam, and another man who wanted to take Dean .......
I ask you to help me find this wonderful story, thank you in advance and I hope to tag well and sorry for my English.
Thank you!
Found thanks to the wonderful Meus venator, (which by the way is one of my favorite writers ....)
Thank you dear hugs and kisses
Title: The Breaking
Author: lylithj2
http://lylithj2.livejournal.com/3835.html
General searches :-
1. Any fics where Dean suffers some kind of abuse in order to protect Sam. Doesn’t matter what type of fic, AU or non AU, Teen/Wee!Chester, it’s all welcome but please no Wincest.
2. Stories where Jared or Jensen get injured/hurt on set.
3. Wee!Dean fics where Dean misses his mommy.
Thank you.
What I remember from it was that John had Dean believing he was a demon, I’m pretty sure he wasn’t actually a demon, and John used to beat the "demon" into submission so to speak... I think there's also a part where John hires Dean out to guys in a bar... but I may be getting that mixed up with another fic... John dies and Sam has to look after Dean now, who doesn't really have any confidence or believe in himself, and I’m sure Sam either doesn’t believe or never believed that there was a demon in his brother. Dean begs Sam to beat him so that the demon won’t take him over & Sam refuses. He starts trying to teach Dean that he’s not a demon... I’m also pretty sure the boys go to Bobbys after John dies.
I'm wondering if there is any stories out there about Sam (teenager Sam or pre-Stanford or after) abusing Dean physically/emotionally/sexually and John finding out and going all papa!bear, protecting Dean. Maybe at first he didn't believe Dean when he told him Sam was hurting him, but then after he finds out and did something. Maybe killing Sam, getting rid of him ^^
Any idea?
I'm searching for stories in which Dean or Jensen is physically and/or mentally abused by Sam/Jared or Castiel/Misha. I would prefer no pairing (gen) and a high rating (above PG-13/K+). Anything else goes: au, non-au; minor pairings; anything at all. I just really want to read about Dean/Jensen abused by someone he isn't romantically/sexually involved with.
I'd very much like if someone found out (John/JDM perhaps) about Dean/Jensen being abused, perhaps from being hospitalised, but that is just a bonus.
I've searched for something akin to this before, only then I wanted the stories to be slash and dub-con involved, whereas I want these to focus more on friendship, or at least a platonic relationship. I don't mind self-recs.
Thank you!
It's a gen Bobby POV, with a dual storyline, in Season 5 and Stanford-era (leading up to Bobby running John off with a shotgun). ( More... )
So, Sam's not in it (I don't know why, he's just not) and John is extremely abusive towards Dean. He forces him to be a football player and is extremely harsh training wise. He's also sexually abusive.
Cas has a twin named Jimmy and Jo is their sister. I THINK they live with Bobby and Ellen. Somehow Cas meets Dean, and sparks fly or whatever and Cas realizes something is up.
I remember that John tries to do something to Dean by the bleachers at a football game (I think he rapes him, though I'm not positive) but Bobby and Ellen catch him and Dean moves in with them.
The only other thing I remember is that because Cas and him have a relationship, Dean decides to live with Castiel's grandmother rather than the other art of the familty because it would be weird and I think John had carved something into Dean's arm.
Also, I believe it's on Fanfiction, though I'm not positive, once again.
Thanks so much!
FOUND: So I think I was confusing two different stories (both of which were Dean/Sam) but, I found them!
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4557893/1/A
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and
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6866893/1/Maybe_Im_Amazed
1. Any abused!raped!Dean. It can be by John or another person, but I'd perfer John. I'm cool with AU and any paring between the male characters of Supernatural.
2. Any De-aged!Dean with Daddy!Sam. Daddy!Castiel is great too.
Thanks in advance to everybody!!!
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Thanks in advance!

So, I have a really vague memory about this specific fic, but I only remember a couple details.
It was a High school AU with either Dean/Cas or Dean/Sam and they weren't related. Dean was being abused by his father and I think he might have played football because his dad was really strict and made him. I also remember that when Cas/Sam found about the abuse, they're family took Dean in and he later met their rich grandmother and moved in with her because he didn't feel comfortable living in the same house as his boyfriend.
That's all I really remember. :/ Sound familiar? I'd really like to read it again.
Also, if anyone knows any similar fics, can you please rec those, too???
Thanks much!
1) Fics where Sam and/or Dean are being abused and it is discovered by a teacher or a doctor or something. On the same theme, a story where Dean protects Sam from abuse.
2) Road trip stories. What I have in mind is back in "Skin" (I think!), it's mentioned that Sam told his Stanford friends that he went on a road trip with his brother to help him deal with Jessica's death. I'd like an AU where they actually do go on a road trip and there's lots of brotherly bonding. Doesn't have to be from Season 1 or based on Sam grieving Jessica- just something where the brothers go on a road trip for the purpose of healing and brotherly bonding.
3) A story where Dean is rescued. Anything where Dean is in a really terrible situation and he's given up hope of being saved. Whether it be something where he is kidnapped or something like "In Shadow" http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5057112/1/In_Shadow.
Please no slash for any of the requests :)
Thank you so much guys!
I’m looking for SPN (no RPF) fic similar in tone to one of my favourite fics – a Naruto fic on FF.net called Accidental Companions. Here’s what I’m looking for:
+ The aggressor should have lots of power over the victim, who should be trapped in the situation (abusive relationship-esque? Abusive relationship would work.) Fics that come to mind are Mother Mary Comes to Me by Phantisma, Starlight Cockcrow by Kroki_Refer and Sweet Child of Mine by tornknees. (Yeah – I prefer hurt!Sam, but will venture into hurt!Dean to get my fix :P)
+ The victim has a plan to get out/is trying to get out. It would be utterly the icing on the cake if you could give me Desperate!Sam or Dean striving to get out, maybe even having a plan.
So, anyway. I'm looking for Sam/Dean, lengthy stories where there is just some cause for sadness. I love it when the sadness is Dean's, but he's trying not to show it. Abused Dean is also awesome, when isn't it? So anyone got any suggestions for me? Happy endings would be appreciated, also no main character death if that's OK.
Thanks!
2. Pre-series fics that revolve around Dean and/or Sam's training, either by John or someone else. Gen or Slash.
3. Fics where Sam and Dean have to work alongside other hunters and totally come across as superior & kick ass. Slash or gen.
4. Pre-series fics that show just how smart Dean is. Either that, or feeling jealous about Sam's intelligence and suppressing his own desires to have a good education. Gen or slash.
5. OOC!Dean in that he's raised to be a stoic, selfless soldier (robot-like) and someone else has to teach him to be "human" again. Or just, y'know, normal. Slash or gen.
Well-written fics only, please! And fics over 5k preferred, but I'll take fics of shorter lengths if it's OMG brilliant. Um, I also ask not to be rec'd any non-con between the main-pairing or D/s. When I say "slash", I'm pretty much open to anything, though I'm very partial to any variation of the following characters: Dean, Sam, Castiel, Gabriel, and Michael. Threesomes are more than welcome. Thanks so much in advance!
[Mod: I edited my post rather extremely. If this is unacceptable, I'll delete it.]
[Um, I've tried to fix my tags several times but haven't been able to, so...?]
I would like a fic where John is mean to Dean because he is drunk. John can stay mean or choose to start behaving better. Other stories including rps are fine as long as dean/jensen is being negatively affected by the drinking of those he loves. No wincest please! Dean/Jensen abuse would be good.
Thanks!
( cut to protect grandmothers and kid-cousins everywhere )
Thanks for your help! *hugs*
ETA: Found in comments!
And, while I have your attention, I am also looking for abused!Dean. Preferably weechester and/or teenchester stories. I don't really care what kind of abuse, I just want some bad daddy!John...or bad adoptivedaddy!omc.
If the story itself is not pre-series, I want the abuse to have been preseries.
Preferably gen for both of these requests though I will accept het. Please no slash!
I'm having a crazy craving for hurt!Dean fic, but not the "oh no I tripped and broke my leg" kind, more like the "and now we delve into Dean's previous messed up emotional trauma and whump him some more kind"! (Yes I know, I'm a disturbed individual...)
One request though, I want the REALLY bad stuff, like the stuff that made you cry so hard you couldn't see the computer screen through your tears, or that made your stomach and/or heart hurt, or that was so awful you had to stop reading and look at fuzzy kittens before you could keep reading. I particularly like betrayal, abuse, emotional trauma, neglect, guilt, abandonment issues, you know all that good stuff :) . Oh, I almost forgot, NO death, I can't take just about everything but that is just beyond the pale...
EDIT: I HAVE read The Bright Lights of Disturbia as well as just about everything else by leonidaslion :)
Examples of the kinds of fics I'm looking for
Sins of the Innocent by reapertownusa
Broken Boy Soldier"
Images of Broken Light by ameresu
Steadfast by rivkat
The Wellington Fort by Rafikiven
Specific story I'm looking for had Sam going away to Stanford and John leaving Dean. Dean ends up at Bobby's and basically talks about how he's only useful when he's protecting something and since both John and Sam are gone he has nothing to protect. It has Dean asking Bobby if he can be one of Bobby's gaurd dogs or equating himself to the same value as a dog.
General recs:
1. I'm looking for a story in which Dean is adopted and Sam is the biological son of John and Mary. Bonus points for Sam being John's favorite and or Dean being treated like a weapon/lesser son.
2. Any stories that show case how differently both boys were raised, like if John is harder on Dean than Sam, or how Sam is allowed to get more involved in academics and Dean shaped more into Daddy's little blunt instrument.
3. Any sotries in which Dean is treated like a gaurd dog/soldier/weapon.
4. Dean appreciation fics. Outsider POV, Sam POV, any of the cast, whatever. All I want is that someone sees the sacrifices Dean has made, or how BAMF he is, or Sam realizes just how much Dean has done for him, and that the story shines on Dean's character.
5. I'm also looking for fics where Dean metaphorically or literally takes a bullet for Sam. I want some good H/C with Dean jumping in and taking the hit to protect Sam.
Thanks so much guys!

I would prefer that they are not Wincest but I do like Dean/Castiel. The more characters involved in Dean's recovery the better. I like it when they all rally around and look after him.
The longer, the better!
1. YED possessed John just like in 1x22.. He rapes Dean and after Sam shot YED!John, the demon escapes and Sam and John took the broken Dean into Bobby's.. Sam is overley protected and possessive while John is very guilty and also protective.. Dean is traumatized about what happen. (That's what I remember about and I'm sure it's not the Night Country)
2. Dark!Sam or Evil!Sam fics
3. Protective!Sam or Protective!Castiel or Protective!Jared or Protective!Misha for Jensen/Dean (Preferably Bottom!Dean or Jensen)
4. MPREG!Jensen or Dean
5. Delicious links for Bottom!Dean or Jensen
6. Abused!Dean or Jensen, Hurt!Dean or Jensen or Sick!Dean or Jensen
7. Low self-esteem or claustrophobic Jensen or Dean
Thank you so much in advance..
So I'm looking for some general fic recs and a couple specifics...
1. Any fic that involves the Flagstaff incident (from S5 Dark Side of the Moon). I'd prefer some long fics, as all I have been able to find are one shots, but I'll take anything.
2. Any fics involving the Striga. Preferably what happened after John came back
3. Any fics where John overtly prefers Sam over Dean. Maybe he babies him because of the fire, or blames Dean for something? Sam can be aware of this or not... Any length, no restrictions!
Specific
1. I know I read one specific fic where John adopts Dean so he can get money for Sam? He treated Dean pretty bad, and Sam was a brat at the beginning 'cause he though Dean was gunna take his place as Daddy's favourite?
2. Dean got turned to a skinwalker. John had lost him at a young age, and didn't think he was still alive. Bobby saved Dean, and is now like Deans Father. Bobby goes missing and Dean looks for help and John reluctantly takes him with... I remember that they chain Dean in the bathroom to sleep...
Thanks!
So I got to wondering, are there any fics where Bobby is evil, dark, abusive or whatever?
Bonus points if it's a wee!chester fic where Dean and Sam are dropped off at his house while John is off on a hunt and Bobby is the babysitter from hell!
I'd prefer that it was gen and I won't read anything with wincest or destiel.
And I'd prefer that it was not from Bobby's point of view... I don't like getting into the abuser's head!
Also, it doesn't have to be an abuse story, just anything where Bobby is evil... or even a story where he's crazy.
1. Something bad/injuries/other happened to Dead pre-serie during the two years he was away from Sam. Sam finds out.
2. Dean hides angsty feelings/issues from Sam or some kind of injury. Sam finds out.
I would prefer gen fanfics and no slash.
Thank you!

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7384001/1/A_Shell_Of_My_Self
And I was disappointed when it was temporarily put on hiatus so I guess I am looking for other fics like it.
Essentially something where Dean is kidnapped or something at a young age so he and Sam are raised apart. Eventually they find each other but Dean is really broken.
Yes, I have read "In Shadow" (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5057112/1/In_Shadow) but that's a good example of what I'm looking for.
I want a multi-chapter fic with no wincest or destiel and I want it to be hurt/comfort/angst- it must have comfort.
Oh, I just thought of something- is there a fic like what I mentioned above but where Dean has amnesia and doesn't remember John and Sam but they remember him and are looking for him? And perhaps he was kidnapped and has/hasn't run away... maybe he's living on the streets?
Some recs fitting my request have been found! Look in the comments!

I'm sure there are hundreds of stories with the theme I'm looking for out there
and going through weechesterfic tags would be hit and miss
so I'm hoping somebody can help me find the right stories, I really need the pick-me-up
I'm looking for stories that describe how John sucked as a father (no sexual abuse, other abuse is ok)
the story should show how awesome dean was as a brother
sam should see/realize/tell others/ just generally acknowledge it
and it should end in a happy dean/sam couple end (with bottomDean)
.........great expectations....
sorry but I'm sure there are stories out there that fit the bill
please help me?
Zorya

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( cut in case it's squicky; Wee!Dean/John, Dean watching Godzilla Vs. Mothra )
I hope someone can help:)

I'm looking for other fics where one of the boys (Sam, Dean, Jensen, Jared, even Castiel or Misha) has been totally and systematically abused (mental, physical, sexual, anything) and is, basically, now somewhat of a basket case. They're just completely terrified and scared and constantly expecting pain. And I want the other to be desperately trying to make it all better. Basically I was extreme hurt/comfort guys!
Keep in mind I have read a TON of J2. I've read all of leonidasden's fics. NC-17, AU, gen, slash, wincest, its all totally fine. So are self-recs. WIPs I can handle as well. Just give me the most gut wrenching hurt/comfort out there. Thanks in advance!