Hi, first time posting here so I hope I'm doing it right. I'm looking for a fic I read a couple of years ago, and all my searches have so far been futile. I remember this:

— Sam has left, I think for Stanford, leaving Dean depressed and he won't take care of himself. Dean and John are still hunting together.

— John gets tired of Deans attitude so he ties Dean to a tree, I think? And forcibly milks his prostate to give him some stress relief. This goes on for a little while in different contexts until Dean actually starts to enjoy it.

— I think John mentions that Booby (or maybe Rufus) did this to him way back when, and how much it helped him. 

I'm afraid I don't remember author, title or even which platform I read it on, it may have been LJ or AO3. 

Mods: I couldn't find a kink-tag for prostate milking, fingering was the closest I could find. Please help. 

#2 and 3 found in comments ! Holding out for #1, read it on fanfiction but can't find it again.
1. Dean and Sam are in high school and John is off hunting. Dean is sleeping with his female teacher in exchange for money and food. He hates it and gets sick when he gets home. I believe there are sequels where Sam and or John figure(s) it out.
2. Dean is targeted by a vampire who entrances him and has sex with him while he's in a dreamlike state. He winds up being taken by the vampire. Sam and John go to rescue him but actually rape him in a crowded basement instead. I remember there being the concept of elder vampires.
3. The 3rd I believe by the same author as # 2 . It's John/Dean but Dean is mentally browbeat into giving into his father's advances. At one point John is possessed by YED and is even more of a depraved partner than usual coercing Dean into giving in having src in front bathroom mirror and rimming him on the kitchen table. Sam walks in at one point
If anyone knows about these it'd be great.

1. Fics where Dean gets it on with older hunters or men in general that highlight his daddy issues. Even better if they happen to be men John knows and there's a fair amount of Dean/John subtext. An example of what I'm looking for is Yellow Couch by Janissa11.


2. Fics that explore the idea that Sam has romantic and sexual feelings for his brother while Dean doesn't feel the same way. My personal favorite take on the trope is when Dean tries to give Sam what he wants anyway or uses sex as a tool. But I'm also open to stories where it doesn't get any further than pining!Sam or Dean rejecting him.


3. Fics that generally address Dean's instrumental perception of his body and the fact that he tends to use sex as a weapon.


4. Casefics that stood out to you because the author was really good at evoking a creepy mood. Additionally, casefics where the setting plays an important part in the story. Especially if the story happens to be set in the woods.

i once read one with dean and john pairing it was called rough trade and really liked it and i would like to read others like it please