07 August 2019 @ 02:34 pm
I read this story just recently, but for the life of me, I can't remember the name/refind it.
It wasn't super long, in the first part Sam was young and he met a lady or John left him with a lady for a short time who was a good witch who taught him things. He knew his dad and Dean wouldn't approve so he kept it secret. I remember something about crows in the trees of her house or Sam being able to talk to things... not sure if I'm mixing this up
He only met her one more time, but it was a good experience.
Then the story picks up when he's later and I get fuzzy about this, but I think he saved his whole family or maybe it was only Dean by using magic.

Any help finding this with my super fuzzy description would be greatly appreciated. I don't even remember if it was slash or gen.

***UPDATE***
Found by [livejournal.com profile] caranfindel it was their wonderful spn_summergen fic: These are the days of miracle and wonder (this is the long distance call)
 
 
01 August 2019 @ 09:57 pm
Hey y’all! I was hoping you can help me with this specific fic. Its name ( or the sequel’s name I don’t remember which one) is Sam I Am and it was about how Sam was kidnapped by some scientists after he went on a “school program” it was a trap obviously to abduct him and the other special children to train them to be assassins and to train their powers. Pastor Jim, Bobby and Caleb were in the story too and it was finished but it had an unfinished sequel last time I checked.

I went back to re-read it again but found the author’s account on ff was deleted so I was wondering if anyone had a copy of it and is willing to share it (if that’s ok with the author) I’ll be forever grateful cuz I absolutely adore that fic.

And if anyone has a fic similar to this I’d absolutely love to read it! So just comment the name of it or the link, just no slash please!
Thanks in advance!

UPDATE!! Fic found in the comments. Unfortunately the sequel was only on ff.net so if anyone has it and is willing to share I’d still love to have it.
And if you have similar stories I’d still love to read them too! Thanks🙏
 
 
Hi everyone!
I'm looking for a story i read years ago. Sam made a deal with some demons that he would never kill another demon if John, Mary ans Dean were brought back to life.
There was a djinn involved. Time was supposed to go back to sam's birth and nobody would remember anything except for him.

John and Dean woke up from a very vivid nightmare a few weeks before what was suposed to be sam's birth and Dean remembered everything about their former life
Mary gave birth to a girl, Abbigail, instead of Sam ans Dean spent his life looking for his brother

Sam was raised in Foster families and took away around 12 years old and strarted redoing the hunts he had once done with Dean.

It was a pretty long story, i'd say more than 10k words.
I would really love to read it again, if someone found it for me it would really make my day!
 
 
30 March 2019 @ 03:56 pm
I am looking for stories with abused sam either maybe because he has psychic powers or he raised in abusive family or he was kidnapped as a child or something, Broken ,fragile and jumpy ,I want Dean and John or maybe just Dean to save him and protect him I've read "True brotherhood" By UThnkUrFunny IThnkImAdorable It was amazing so if you know anything like that any recommendation will be appreciated.thank you
 
 
04 January 2019 @ 08:06 pm

Hi! I read an awesome fic I read a while ago, thought I'd be able to find it easily without bookmarking it (which never works) and after some failed googling am seeking help from the experts: 

Sam discovered his abilities a bit earlier and ran away, I think he was 15 at the time. He ran to a town they'd been to when he was about 8, where a librarian (or teacher? I think librarian) had told him to come when he needed help, they'd had a vision or something. 

He lived with some other gifted people for a while, I thought one was called Justin and another one was Ally or Amanda or something. They meditated with a candle for a while, and he learned to use his powers. Then he went off and joined the military, ended up doing something fairly classified. He was with an angel (I think Castiel) when his unit got blown up, and they had to create the injuries to make it believable he'd survived the explosion. Justin pretended to flirt with Sam when they were at Bobby's, I think to make Dean jealous? 

Thanks!  

 
 
I read a fic before where the brothers or J2 were hired men who dealt with ghosts and probably the memories of ghosts by doing some blood ritual.

Some details in the fic said that their souls are in their blood and i think they were trying to work some information out of nick?

I have a feeling that it was eithder here on LJ or FF and it was Sam and Dean, but im not so sure
 
 
Can anyone point me in the direction of another evil Sammy story. What I remember may be from more than one story.

Firstly Dean tries to kill himself by cutting his wrists and Sam heals him by using his powers to suck all the blood from the carpet and put it back in his veins.

Secondly at some stage there is an angel in the story and Sam pins it's wings above their bed.

finally the headboard of the bed was wrought iron or something and Sam could use his powers to move the struts to trap Dean's hands,

Any help appreciated. Also still looking for evil Sammy recs
 
 
I'm dying for more fics with hurt!sam (pref tortured and/or forced into) addicted to demon Dean's blood. I've already caught up on Feeding the Demon by Annika_H (AO3), Bound by the Life Left Behind by Obsidian Rose (Ao3), and Jekyll and Hyde by MarbleWolf (ff) and /need/ more.
I also really like happy endings and lots of recovery/guilt. Bonus points for sam thinking it's his fault and/or deserves it. LOW SELF ESTEEM FTW
Thank you guys so much for any help :)
 
 
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I've been rereading the Suite 'Verse and I seem to recall another evil Sam 'verse that I was reading. I'm hoping someone can point me in the right direction. I would have read it back around 2008-2011. It was a long verse and I remember the index page had lots of chapter titles that hadn't be written yet so were greyed out. It was very dark, consort Dean in a hopeless situation. My memory is sketchy so any help appreciated.

Please also rec any evil Sam stories. I particularly like long plotty stories.

Thanks
 
 
23 May 2018 @ 11:42 pm
I'm looking for any fics concerning the companion comic series, Rising Son. Specifically, the part where Dean's about to get gored by a wild animal while John's distracted and the thing suddenly explodes revealing Sam standing behind it, having saved his brother when he wasn't even supposed to be there and way before his powers were supposed to show up. Dean's shocked. Sam passes out. John freaks and doesn't know what happened.
So anything on that would be lovely. Thank you!
 
 
I know y'all will be glad when I get my enormous, unwieldy stash tagged and annotated properly! For the time being, I'm in search of another fic I read a while back. Here's what I can remember:

Still America, but some event horizon occurred, and now the people are surviving in small cities, divided by their gifts/interests. Sam (not Winchester) is an important member of a city of psychics (or possibly witches, can't quite remember). He is the son of the Lady who rules the city. No mention (at first) of his father, although the Lady remembers John.

Dean is a hunter on the trail of Azazel. He comes to the city of psychics/witches (which might also be where New Orleans used to be) for help. The Lady offers to let Sam accompany him on his hunt. He grudgingly accepts.

They stop at another city and encounter Bobby Singer.

They wind up tracking Azazel thru the Western wastes of America. Of course Sam and Dean are strongly attracted to each other and wind up together. When they catch up to Azazel, he takes great pleasure in informing them that they are half-brothers, although raised apart. Then he disappears. And that's where it ends.

Any bells ringing? Please and thank you.

FOUND - see Comments
 
 
08 April 2018 @ 07:35 pm
I'm looking for a fic that takes place in S4 (I would prefer it to be around ep14-ep19 when tensions between the brothers are high, but any other time during S4 is fine too) that has hurt!dean and protective!sam. Powers!sam is awesome too. I prefer it to take place when there's a lot of tension/arguments between the brothers and having it end up with sam saving dean or some other kind of h/c (but that may be a little too picky XD). I would prefer NO Castiel in the fic, and NO wincest! Thank you!
 
 
Hi guys, I'm back with requests I hope you can help me with :)

1. Powers! Sam. I'd love something where there's exploration about Sam's powers and how it affects his mental/physical state. Headaches, visions, etc. I would also love if he was a BAMF after he got through all the visions, but that's not a necessity

2. Demon blood addict! Sam. Are there any fics about this where Dean finds out after thinking he was clean or he never stopped or he relapsed after those guys tried to make him? I don't mind fics during the whole demon blood debacle too with Ruby or another demon, as long as it has Sam being addicted to demon blood, bring it on!

3. Hurt! Sam. Bring on all the hurt Sam fic, emotional, physical, etc. I have no limits as long as it's a happy ending and there's comfort after all the hurt ;)

4. Genderswap with Sam genderswapped

5. Boys exploring their sexuality

6. Protective!/Caring!Dean even if there's not a lot of Hurt!Sam

7. Teenage! or Stanford era Wincest. I don't mind if it starts out from Wee!Chesters and works its way up to teenage/Stanford

I'd love Wincest, but I'll take gen too. I don't mind if there's another pairing at first as long as it ends in Wincest. Self recs are strongly encouraged and the longer the better, thank you in advance :)
 
 
29 March 2018 @ 09:12 am
Looking for any fics in which a young Sam dabbles in the Supernatural.

Anything from practicing witchcraft to coming in to his psychic abilities. Gen preferred

Thank you
 
 
05 February 2018 @ 09:43 pm
Hi! I’m looking for a series that I can’t for the life of me remember the name. Sam was king of hell, dean was a mechanic, and cas was doing the heaven thing. Once a month they would meet in a dinner and catch up, and there was a story about Adam in there somewhere too. If someone knows the series I’m talking about, please link it! Thank you!


Also if anyone has any cute fic recs of dean, Sam and Adam bonding (or any combination of the three) i’ll Gladly take them!
 
 
20 January 2018 @ 04:47 pm
Stories with hurt!dean and protective!sam using his psychic powers. No wincest please! would prefer if the fic only has sam and dean in it and no other characters such as Cas, but i don't know how many of these there are out there, so i will take more characters if i have to.
 
 
17 December 2017 @ 11:51 am
I honestly don’t remember where I saw this fic, but it wasn’t long ago. I think it’s more of a narrative, where Sam and Dean are hunting through the years and they come to realize that 1: they aren’t aging like everyone else and 2: either the hunts are becoming easier to the monsters they hunt are becoming afraid of them. I’m pretty sure they also have powers, I remember a line where their guns no longer run out of bullets or something to that effect.
 
 
26 November 2017 @ 07:51 pm
I had these saved on Delicious before it was sold to another vendor, and now I am looking to recreate my links on my DW blog.  Currently, I am looking for 2 Demon Dean Fics Both are multi-chapter fanfics and slash with Sam and Dean.

Edit it was actually 4x16 not 4x15 which why I wasn't seeing the tree in the forest.AU 4x16 On the Head of a Pin )

1 Found: All Our Wrath and Cutting Beauty by monicawoe and quickreaver
Summary: Sam killed Alistair, but not before Alistair reminded Dean of who and what he'd become in Hell. Dean knows Sam can take down Lilith, and he'll make damn sure Sam gets strong enough to do just that. They'll stop the Apocalypse -- together, no matter how many bodies stack up, or how much blood is spilt. - Thank you [livejournal.com profile] amokima

The next one I believe was a Sam/Dean with an eventual Sam/Dean/Ruby pairing.  They had kids together.  Dean goes off the bend with Sam dies, though comes back.  NOt sure of the logistics, but about that.

2 Found: Fade to Black and Black Is The Color Of My True Love’s Eyes by Runedgirl. - Thank you [livejournal.com profile] nikkitembo

Both stories were a size.  Complete. I did find Fortress.  
 
 
30 October 2017 @ 09:46 pm
Hey guys,

1. Does anyone have a story in which Sam's powers come back in the later seasons?

2. I would love fics where the boys take care of the kids they met.

3. Also any fics that centre around the brothers' relationship would be awesome

4. Fics of Dean being Sam's Parent.

I am always running out of fics so even if it doesn't seem like something that fits quite right share it anyways,

Any pairing. Self Recs welcome. 
 
 
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So, I think the subject pretty much says it all. I'm looking for 3 types of fics:

1. fics focused on Sam's visions.
2. anything where the boys have been raised apart.
3. post-apocalyptic fics

(no destiel)

Thanks in advance!
J
 
 
1. Does anyone know where I can find "When It Happened" -- a post-hunting fic where Sam was "attacked" by a monster and has PTSD so Dean and he live kind of domestic so he can recover?

2. I'm looking for SPN slave fics where Dean is the owner and Sam is the slave. Preferably Dean is a hunter. Especially if Sam is psychic.

3. I'm looking for fics where one of the boys has gotten too injured to hunt anymore and this is the aftermath.

Please, Gen or Wincest only. No Destiel or Sambriel or whatever.

Thanks in advance!

J
 
 
Specific Sam/Dean Fic. Boy King Sam and Consort Dean - Outsider POV
Hi,

I'm looking for a very old fic. Its a post apocalypse fic, where same has taken on his powers, and Dean is by his side. Sam needs an heir, so woman come to 'audition' and Dean helps pick ones he think will be suitable. The story is told through the eyes of one of the women. She describes being chosen, and then shes laying and waiting for Sam, when Dean comes in and lays beside her. He starts talking to her and telling her to stay calm. Sam comes in, and hes abit animalistic, so Dean calms him and talks to Sam while he mates with the woman.

Does this sound familiar to anyone? I used to have it saved, but my poor old laptop died😕 . Would love to read this again.

Thanks for reading.

D xx
 
 
03 August 2017 @ 06:26 pm
Hi all,

I've been a little short on fics lately so I'd love some recs from you lovely finders. I have a few parameters I'd like met, but anything similar should make me pleased as punch. Thank you in advance for any links y'all provide.

Things that are key:
Wincest or pre-slash gen (so it feels pretty gay)
Bottom!Sam only, please!
Not only PWP--some plot required

Things that I'd prefer:
Early seasons (1-3) or Kripke-Gamble era (6&7)
Hurt!Sam, either physically, mentally, or both (I'm a big fan of post Cage!Sam, kidnapped!Sam, depressed/suicidal/self harming!Sam, insecure!Sam)
I LOVE POWERS!SAM.
Case fics are great, or at least something non-AU (so it has to deal with hunting or life on the road or the season plot arc)
Sexual tension is SOOO GOOOOD. I especially love fucked up!Chesters? Like their love isn't all floofy and cheesy? They'd kill for each other in a heartbeat, or they suck at communicating and fuck away their problems lol (it feels realistic to me when they know they share something but can't really touch on it at first, like in West Verse)
At least a hint of dark topics or spooky things
I like when Sam's powerbottomy or a lil slutty

So I know this is a really disjointed list haha but I've definitely read fics that fit the bill! I mentioned West Verse, there's also Play It Again, Sam, and Dictionary for a Dead Language... just to name a few I've read and loved.

Thank you again! Have a lovely week!

~Coyote
 
 

Hello everyone!

I'm looking for a specific fic I don't remember much about.

I think it might have been Sam/Dean but I'm not sure. What I remember is that sam is very powerful, and he won't speak because he risks influencing people by his voice. I think he might have been kidnapped at some point and that the kidnappers had sewed his mouth shut.

Thanks so much for the help :)

 
 
Hi to all you great people!

I'm looking for:

1) A fic where Sam was abducted and taken to a lab or place where they experimented with psychic kids. I remember there was another kid who they let wander more freely because he was harmless, but Sam tgey kept restrained.
It was kid or teen Sam, with Dean and John looking for him.

2) A fic (short, I believe) wehere Sam has amnesia, somehow he's taken by a female vampire but eventualy she takes him to an old lady's place. Because they don't know his name, the lady gives him a new one each day (or week, perhaps?). At some point he's in a church and prays so Cas is able to find him and ehen Sam sees Dean everything comes back (I think it all made him throwup)

Also, any similar stories are very welcome!!!
Thanks! :)
 
 
08 May 2017 @ 10:41 pm
Hey guys,

1. I was wondering if there any stories that involve the yellow-eyed(I know his name but I can't spell it) kids that lets them beat the prophetic match or at least they pull one over the yellow eyed one.

2. Or stories that involve the boys becoming more of part of the hunter community, and they don't become hunted

3. BAMF Sam is also apperciated without dean being a dick would be awesome

4. Does anyone have any stories where the boys are dark but still hunters and not insane or demotic.

5. The boys use hoodoo and magic but are not evil

Basically I just want the grey!boys who don't see the world as black and white.
Any length, any paring, and I would prefer complete
 
 
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Looking for two fics; both are gen.

1. Dean sees Sam on a hunt when he's supposed to be at Stanford. Sam runs away and Dean chases him. One time Dean catches up with him, but Sam uses mind-control powers to make Dean go away. It turns out that Sam left school to kill the demon (he had visions, future-knowledge, or something similar that made him leave), and he stayed away from Dean and John because he was using his powers abd he thought they might think he was a monster and try to kill him, so he only allows Dean to catch up with him once he's killed the YED (I think). I remember the summary had a phrase similar to "Sam's supposed to be at school, so why is he on a hunt in [place]?" I'm also pretty sure it was on ao3, and that it was ~10k words, but I might be wrong about that.

Iirc, it was a bit similar to Look Back in Anger by vailkagami, but that's not the one I'm looking for.

2. Pre-series: Sam wants to do a school or sports thing, but John comes in and tells him they have a hunt/they're moving and he can't go. Sam argues trying to get John to let him go, but John refuses.Sam threatens to call cps if he can't go. John yells/they argue some more and John storms out (I don't remember if Sam "wins" or not). After John leaves, Dean gets really angry and yells at Sam, and then Dean punches Sam. Sam starts crying and then Dean immediately starts comforting him. The juxtaposition of Dean punching Sam, then comforting him really stood out in my mind (and also came across as creepy in the fic).

This one was a one-shot on lj or somewhere similar. There also might have been an author's note about the complexity of the family dynamics in their childhood?

Any help is much appreciated!
 
 
26 January 2017 @ 06:07 pm
I'm looking for a fic where the brothers find out that they are not biologically related. Instead Dean's younger brother is a guy named Matt. The demon switched Sam and Matt so Sam and Dean grew up together while Matt grew up in another family. Sam and Matt both had demon blood in them.
I'm pretty sure this took place in Lawrence and Matt worked at the motel the boys were staying at.
I read this fic a long time ago and just can't find the name again.
Thank You.
 
 
25 January 2017 @ 09:13 pm
Hi there,

I am looking for some stories that centre around sams visions.
I have read quite a lot of those out there so I'm really looking for something a bit different I haven't read before.

Other things I like-
-the longer the better
-dean and others caring for Sam during and after visions
-symptoms of visions (such as headaches, dizziness, fainting) worsening and effecting Sam.


Thanks for your help!
 
 
20 December 2016 @ 12:00 am
Hello everyone,
I'm looking for an old fic. It's not complete and the story is about azazel taking a liking to both sam and dean. Dean has some sort of powers in the fic and it's alittle bit more centered around dean. Missouri is also in it, trying to help Sam, Dean and John figure out what's happening to dean. Torwds the end I'm pretty sure Sam and Dean get taken by the YED but that's where the story goes unfinished. It's also on fanfiction.net if that helps.

Thank you!
 
 
15 November 2016 @ 08:10 pm
I am looking for a story that I thought I saved but can't find anymore. I am afraid it was deleted or removed.

The story is about Sam making a deal with an Angel to get Dean into heaven. As a payment he must help other incarnations of Dean and John at critical moments. Always moving on to the next crisis in another universe to help save the world.

Then suddenly he stops at the Roadhouse in this post apocalyptic universe where most humans died and the borders with heaven and hell are very thin. Sam finds a Dean there who lost his brother at a very young age and has named his dog Sammy. They travel to Bobby to find out what is going on.


Does anyone know this story? Is there still a link available or was it deleted? Does anyone have a PDF for me?

Thanks in advance

mrs F


Found the story! Its Tabaqui's 'The Song of the Threadmill'
 
 
I recently read The Georgia Incident by MarquessaS, and got me in the mood for stories that were like that, where Sam used his demonic powers on Dean causing him great injury, whither it be permanent, fixable or a deathfic.
My second search is a story where Dean is the real antichrist, not sure if Sam is playing the role to take the heat off of Dean, or not, that's about all I know if it, Hope someone out in the spn universe recognises it. An upfront thanks to all how reply.
 
 
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25 August 2016 @ 09:31 pm
So, I read this awesome fic - namely, Sam Lucifer Winchester by kirallie (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6233300/1/Sam-Lucifer-Winchester) - and now the idea behind the fic is stuck in my head. Are there any other fics out there that revolve around the idea that Sam is not just Lucifer's vessel, but Lucifer incarnated/manifested/born/whatever as a human that eventually gets his powers and memory back? It seems like no matter how I phrase this in trying to search with other methods, I always get fics where Sam is Lucifer's vessel, nothing more.

If they exist, I would love to read them. If there are ships involved, I'm not all that picky. Dean is a okay paired with anybody, although my all time favorite is wincest.

Thank you in advance. :)
 
 
Hi! I'm looking for 2 separate specific fics, both involving Sam & Dean, probably Gen although maybe Sam/Dean.

1) A casefic set in Season 1-3, I believe, when Sam's psychic powers were still active but before Cas/Ruby become involved. Sam has some sort of vision or premonition about a woman who's in danger (in a vision, he sees her involuntarily commit suicide due to some supernatural influence) in a town somewhere in the Midwest or East Coast (I think). I don't remember why, but Sam hesitates to tell Dean this. Instead, he convinces Dean to come with him to this town on a thin lead regarding a water monster in a lake or river nearby. Dean doesn't believe him from the jump and knows Sam's hiding something, but trusts Sam enough to play along, although he's not happy about it. Sam finds the woman (who I think is a divorce attorney or something), through the help of a local diner waitress, and visits her on his own while he sends Dean off to do more research on the fictional water monster. Turns out, the water monster is real and the boys eventually take it out. Sam then sneaks off on his own again to help the woman; he stays at her place overnight and somehow prevents the supernatural influence from causing the woman to commit suicide. Dean keeps calling Sam's phone as he doesn't know where Sam is, but Sam again being sneaky doesn't call back until he saves the woman. At the end of the fic, in a token of gratitude, the woman invites Sam and Dean to have dinner at her house. This fic is probably moderate length (at least a few thousand words) and had, I think, 3-4 sections/chapters, and I think I read it on LJ or Dreamwidth.

2) Fic set in a post-apocalyptic world where human civilization is rebuilding itself, and the Winchester boys have become myth/legend for saving the world. Dean and Sam have become separated and Dean lost his memories somehow. It's written from Dean's POV but his name isn't mentioned because he doesn't remember who he is, and we only know based on description of his physical appearance and other hints. He seems like a storyteller/seer-type figure to the people around him. At the end, Sam comes and finds him, and I think I remember that Sam touches Dean's face, which is when Dean remembers who they both are. This fic is shorter (maybe 1-2 sections/chapters on LJ or Dreamwidth).

I've gone through all my bookmarks, sifted through my history for the last several months trying to find these stories but somehow I can't find them. Any help would be appreciated; these fics were beautifully written and I'd love to read them again. Thanks so much!!
 
 
05 August 2016 @ 05:41 pm
Sam has to complete tasks to become the king of hell; Sam had a bunch of demon followers.

I remember specifically a part where Sam and Ruby go into a bar and then into a room where the devil shows up and makes him pick a consort - where he picks Dean, not knowing that means they will have to have sex. There was also a part where Sam leveled a city to get rid of some monster.
 
 

Hey guys, I'm back and hoping you can help me find any of the following:

1)[FOUND] psychic!sam - a specific sam/jess fic where they and the other psychic kids share a house in california; also any psychic!sam recs where he uses his powers without any angst

2) sick!sam - any stories where sam hide some kind of condition from dean, whether it's hunt injuries/illness/pregnancy/etc.

3)[FOUND] explicit wincest - this is actually a specific story i read a looong time ago and haven't seen since. details under the cut

here )

I'd prefer any recs be gen or wincest.

Thanks for any help, especially on the last one!

 
 
I'm looking for fics that focus on how thw boys' relationship changes when they have to deal with what Sam is and what impact this havs on the brothers. I'd like to read stories about how Sam's abilities affect his relationship with his brother. It could be about how Dean is feeling after learning about what Sam is, thinking what John told him about possibly having to kill Sam, his brother's relationship with Ruby or Sam's role in the apocalypse. Or it about Sam's thoughts after learning about the demon blood, Azazel's plans for him and what Dean might be thinking about this situation. Generally, I am looking for stories Sam's powers and the fact that he's not completely human play a major role in the plot.

They don't have to be in the canon universe. AUs, time-travel and other kind of fics are also welcome, as long as the main plot line remains the same.

A great example of what I'm looking for is the AU story Faceless by Fireglass on Fanfiction.net . I know it isn't exactly what I described above. Although, from what I can remember, Sam doesn't have any powers in this one, it focuses on the boys' relationship and Sam's past plays a huge part in this story. I'd love to read something similar to this.

I'd rather read Gen, but I wouldn't mind if there was some Destiel or Sabriel. No Wincest.

The length could vary from 1K word to 100.000K word fics. From one-shots to multichapter. I don't really care about the word count.

Thanks. Any help would be appreciated.
 
 
HI,

In the story I'm looking for, Sam is able to read Dean's mind and knows that Dean has feelings for him. These are not feelings that are returned but Sam can't help but push the envelope and test things, escalating until I think first-time wincest happens. He never tells Dean he is able to read his thoughts and the whole fic is a little angsty and dark because of Sam's lack of real feelings and Dean's lack of knowledge. I think there's even a part where Sam feels wrong for not feeling what Dean feels, so overwhelming is it.

This is driving me crazy so any help would be much appreciated!!
 
 
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11 May 2016 @ 09:28 pm
hi,

so the story I'm looking for is older than 5 years.
most likely Sam/Dean
somehow they end up with a mental link/bond but don't quite know what it is because one of them thinks in words the other in images and as a result it is confusing and not quite clear but they eventually realize what is happening.
I think John was in it.

i really hope someone remembers this, as its quite old. so,
thanks in advance!

Edit: thanks for finding it so quickly! Link's in the comments.
 
 
20 April 2016 @ 04:12 pm
Hello!
Does anybody have any stories about Sam and his special child status season 1/2?
Anything about his powers (and I would love some asshole Dean).
No wincest since that kinda freaks me out, unless you have a story that fits the descriptor perfectly.
 
 
30 March 2016 @ 11:40 pm
I don't have a lot of details for this one but I hope it rings a bell with someone.

In the fic I'm looking for, Sam dies (I'm pretty sure it's before the apocalypse ends). While in heaven he decides to keep fighting, so he finds and gathers all of the hunters in heaven to fight with him. There's a big battle at the end where Sam defeats Lucifer by becoming more powerful himself.

Does this sound like something anyone is familiar with?
 
 
27 March 2016 @ 02:43 pm
Hello!

1.) So I was wondering if there is any fics where Dean is evil temporarily in the story and he's not truly evil. Like Demon Dean, mind controlled, powers anything really.
2.) Where Sams evil and corrupts Dean and turns him to his side.

Thank you :D
 
 
I'm lookin for a specific fic where Sam was taken by Azazel when he was young. I am almost certain I read this on FF.net.
In the story John and Dean believe Sam is dead, or gone, since he was taken as a child. They find a demon and take him to Bobby's in the Impala. Coinsidentally the demon is not a demon but is just Sam. Sam has powers but he can't be held by a devil's trap and John, Dean and Bobby are confused when he gets out.
I think Sam was a teenager in the story but he doesn't have much memory of his family and he doesn't recognise them, while John and Dean don't recognise Sam.
Sam and the other special children work for Azazel, though they are afraid of him, and he keeps them in Cold Oak. I think Sam and Dean develope a friendship over time, before they realise they are brothers, and Sam sneaks around behind Azazel's back to see him. The story is not wincest.
In the end, John and Dean find out the truth and try to stop Azazel, Sam nearly dies trying to save them. I'm fuzzy on the rest of the details. I read it about a year ago but I can't remember the title or the author and I've been looking for it for so long. I'd be grateful if anyone could help me out :)
 
 
16 March 2016 @ 08:49 pm
I recently read a couple role swap fics with Angel!Winchesters and Hunter!Castiel and Gabriel (Sabriel Reverse!Verse by Aria_Lerendeair and Lives in Reverse by Miss_Lv) and I'd love some more, if you guys know any. Destiel and Sabriel is loved, but not required. Thanks in advance =).
 
 
06 March 2016 @ 01:32 pm
Alright, so I've just updated my movie remake comm [livejournal.com profile] spnremakes and it made me want to start another project.  So, i'm putting together a master list of all the amazing science fiction stories that our fandom has created. Apocalypse, Alternatre Histories, Zombies, Superheros/Powered up boys, time travel, Aliens... whatever fits in the sci-fi realm.   I've gone through every list, comm, and author that I know writes sci-fi but I don't want to miss anything!  So, please rec me any and all sci fi!!  Any pairing, SPN or RPF, any rating!  If you have a great rec list, or know an author who writes a lot of sci-fi, lead me their way!!   There can be crossovers, but the story needs to have one of the SPN/RP characters as a main character.

And yes, I have checked the tags here already :P

Thank you !!
 
 
26 February 2016 @ 12:19 am
Looking for fic that has Sam start drinking Demon blood again behind Dean's back. If he has powers cool if he's doing this to some how protect Dean, even better! Wincest would be great, but gen is fine too! :)
 
 
22 February 2016 @ 01:19 am
I read a fic a while back, and I cannot for the life of me find it again.  Sam and Dean were seperated when they were young, and Sam was taken by demons.  Later, when Dean's like 20 years old, John sends him to look for a really old book.  He ends up on some island and meets this old woman who calls Sam into the room.  Sam doesn't remember him, but Dean does.  Dean then figures out that Sam had magical powers that I think the demons gave to him or something, and the old lady makes Sam take Dean to his house on the island.  I think I remember there beging a woman involved in the last chapter who originally brought Dean over to the island on a boat in the first chapter.  I think it's only like 5 chapters long.  Thank you guys so much.

Edit:  Thank you guys so much; I found it!!
http://rei-c.livejournal.com/1343581.html
http://archiveofourown.org/works/4263399
 
 
20 February 2016 @ 06:01 pm
Hey! So I've been looking for a specific fic that I read a while ago. I think I found it on spnstoryfinders but i haven't been able to find it since.
I'm quite certain that it was on LJ. Sam had basically gone batshit insane, he's been killing people all across the country and hunters are after him. Dean meets up with Bobby and some other hunters who have tracked Sam down to a roadhouse and Dean begs them to let him see Sam before they try to kill him. He goes in and Sam is waiting for him. Sam has powers and I think he moves things around with his mind and Dean's a bit freaked out but wants to save his brother.
It turns out that Sam thinks he's talking to an angel who is telling him to kill people but I think it was actually a demon. In the end, Dean stabs Sam before the other hunters can kill him and Sam dies in his arms.
I don't remember what season it was set in but I think it might have been that Sam went missing to go on his killing spree from Stanford, though I might be wrong.
I'm quite certain it wasn't wincest either.
I think that's all I can remember but if you have any insane or mentally ill!Sam fics to reccommend I'll be grateful :)
 
 
29 January 2016 @ 01:02 am
All general searches, and all gen-oriented. Self-recs are totally cool as always. Thanks!

1. I'd like to read about the nature of souls.

There was a fic I read some time ago by silver ruffian where Death gave Sam's soul to Dean, and he had to carry it around with him on the way to Sam's body. (And
I think we've all seen smaller asides, usually by Cas, in fics about the effects of Hell and et cetera on human souls, too...) I thought it was interesting to see how it looked and acted, in a way that was different than ghosts and spirits. In that particular fic, is was of course Soulless Sam's antithesis; all emotion and feeling without conscious barriers in the way. I'd like to see more of that, whether that's the direction it goes in or not. Though as always I prefer the subject to be Dean :p... Sam's okay if it's adorable enough, however. Maybe Sam saves Dean from Hell and cannot yet return him to his body. Maybe it's Cas healing the demony bits post-hell. Maybe the monster of the week literally bares his soul... Anything!

2. Something involving Demon Dean and human blood, not counting the cure. We saw Crowley go through a human blood addiction. What about Dean?

And sans addiction... What if the cure would only work for so long, and Dean needed more shots of human blood every so often, or in certain cases, to keep him from lapsing back into demonhood?

3. Outsider POV on Dean and Alastair's screwed up relationship. By "outsider" I mean someone that knows Dean. Sam, Bobby, etc... There was a really good one I read called
These Bones of Mine by amaresu, and another called Sometimes It Is Barren by rockpaperscissor. Alastair does not have to be there in the flesh, or even alive. Maybe Dean's just talking to someone about it, and we get to see their reactions.

4. I literally cannot find one single fic involving Sam having visions of Demon!Dean. Not one!

5. I can't imagine it would go very well if a shapeshifter or something attempted to download Dean's memories post-Hell... I would be 100% okay for crack on this.
 
 
16 December 2015 @ 01:21 pm
So, I know I'm not the only one who binged watched Jessica Jones when it when it came out. I read a story like this on AO3 recently, and I was wondering if there were any other stories where either Dean/Sam or Jensen/Jared are Jessica and Trish? I would definitely appreciate it! Thanks guys!
 
 
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