I'm looking for a story I read years ago, probably around the 2011-2013 range. I remember it being really long, but I'm not certain if it was 100k words (which I thought was A LOT back then) or 500k words. It started off after the events of Season 5 probably (although I could be wrong). It started off with Dean being in a really bad place (because Sam was sent to the cage with Lucifer?) and drinking a lot. At some point Castiel and later Michael show up and help comfort Dean. Dean and Michael talk, and Dean eventually is willing to say yes. When Michael possesses Dean, it's like Dean is in the backseat and can still see/hear everything with the same senses that Michael has (including being able to see wings the faces of an angel).

When not possessing Dean, I think Michael was possessing some dead/comatized aunt?

Over time, Dean ends up forming a group with Michael, Castiel, and probably Raphael, and they're essentially who Dean is closest too.

They meet up with Sam and their cousins at some point, although they're all wary because Dean is with Michael (and even said yes to Michael).

There might have been a scene where Dean and Castiel go to the Vatican and end up borrowing some powerful ring that Dean learns how to use.

I think Dean/Michael eventually end up going to a museum to get some artifact (although it's surrounded by angel wards), and later on some Aztec pyramids with a ton of demons for whatever reason (although I might be confusing that with something else).

There's a possibility there was some form of wing grooming and wing kinks going on, but I'm not certain.

That's about everything I can remember. Any help would be very appreciated.
Hi Guys.

I'm looking for another oldie. Sam gets taken, by Yellow Eyes I think. John gets a call from Dean to meet him, and when John turns up, Dean has what appears to be burns on one arm. John gets a glimpse of Dean without a shirt and across Deans back is a tattoo of a dragon. Turns out that Dean has done some dark magic and when they go to rescue Sam, the dragon turns into a sort of armour/weapon.

Sound familiar to anyone? Its a wincest first time,and I would love to read it again.

Also, could you rec any fic where Sam and Dean get matching tattoos -whether they are bonding tatts, or just signs of propriety/love. Wincest is preferred, with not too much angst. I do like a happy ending. :D

I've tagged the best I could - Hope thats ok Mods?

Thanks guys

D xx
I'm looking for any Destiel fics where Dean hasn't seen Sam and/or his parents for a long time, years, for whatever reason, and has since met and formed a relationship with Cas and made a life for himself. I would love it if the fic featured some kind of reunion with Sam, etc, where they are surprised at the life Dean has made with Cas, how happy he is, etc.

I am also looking for a specific story, a follow up to the episode 2x11 titled Playthings. It was a fic where the woman who ran the B&B has since opened a new B&B named Rose something after her mother, and a few years later Dean and Cas end up at her B&B. It was a short episode tag, written from her point of view. I think it was on LJ somewhere. Thanks!!
06 January 2017 @ 11:12 pm
I am looking for any fics where Sam has been kidnapped by someone and then when he is found, he has to go through some sort of therapy - physical therapy, counselling, things like having to learn something again - because of the trauma he went through during the time he was kidnapped or because of an injury. It is the aftermath that I am particularly interested in, and is why I am asking for something with Sam having to have treatment of a certain kind.

If anyone can recommend any fics, that'd be great. Thanks!
21 December 2016 @ 02:06 pm
The story im looking for is over 8 years old. It was on fanfiction.net.
The summary was basically that mary lived and dean was taken by the yellow eyed demon and raised as his son.
Mary and john had more kids.
Dean met either john or caleb on a werewolf hunt about 20 years later.
Then again somewhere that was haunted by ghosts.
They then find out dean is their son etc.
They then tell dean, he meets his siblings and deals with his 'father', the yellow eyed demon.
Dont think this fic had any pairing except john/mary
No Castiel.
Found. Links to download in comment.
09 November 2016 @ 08:20 pm
Hi! I'm looking for non-specific stories involving John being accused of neglecting his boys. I don't really care whether those assumption are true or not, I just want the conflict with law and the boys panicking at the thought of being separated from their father or each other. So, any stories involving CPS welcome, though I prefer longer fics, if you have some in handy.

Thanks in advance, you guys always rock!
03 October 2016 @ 11:50 pm
I've been searching for quite a while for all three of these fics.

1. This fic is kind of a redo of the striga episode where in this Sam is pregnant but he doesn't know until the striga attacks him and attacks the baby and he ends up having a miscarriage.FOUND!

2. This fic reminded me of The Crow because Sam and Dean were in a restaurant that ended up getting robbed and they both were both shot and 'killed'. Dean comes back and goes after the people that were involved and tries to find Sam. I remember in this one Sam was shot in the head up against a display case.

3. This story involved Dean and his flashbacks from hell. He creates a rack out of Sam's bed frame and tortures him. Sam is able to escape and stays with Bobby. It's a long time before he feels comfortable being around Dean.

I hope someone can help me find these fics, I've been really wanting to reread them. Thank you!
Hi everyone, I'm looking for a fic whose title I cannot remember that, if I recall correctly, took place some time after the events of S05E03 "Free to Be You and Me," when Dean told Sam to "pick a hemisphere" after they had learned they were Michael and Lucifer's vessels. I guess it would be considered canon-divergent since Sam and Dean end up not reconciling or getting back together for a year or two, when they accidentally end up on the same hunt-- I think they might have been hunting a vengeful spirit in a barn or something? But the hunt was only a brief part of the story.

Anyway, during the hunt, Sam saves Dean from getting killed, I think, but Dean is still badly hurt, so Sam drives him back to the motel where they both happened to be staying and patches him up. On the way, Dean starts getting curious when he notices Sam's limp, which only becomes stronger when Sam goes out of his way to avoid talking about it, so Dean ended up sneaking into Sam's motel room the next day and saw Sam's prosthetic leg laying on the bed right before Sam came out of the shower. Dean was so shocked he threw up, and Sam ended up explaining that he had been hurt on a hunt (I think?) and had to have his right leg amputated, but didn't call Dean because he didn't think Dean wanted anything to do with him. Dean suggests that they start hunting together as brothers again, but Sam is conflicted because Lucifer has been making his phantom pains worse or something in an effort to force Sam to say "yes" to him, and he's afraid he'll eventually give in to relief the agony, I think?

I'm pretty sure that was more or less it as far as the story goes-- I am almost positive it was a one-shot, and that it was written in third person but in Dean's point of view. If I recall correctly, I read it in a Supernatural community here on LJ, but I'm having no luck whatsoever in tracking it down in any of the comms I belong to, and I didn't see it in the relevant tags here, either, so I don't know if its just been deleted or moved to a different site or what. If anyone can help me out in finding it, I would be so grateful! This is my first post here, so I'm hoping I did everything correctly.

ETA: thanks to the lovely [livejournal.com profile] lennelle the fic has been found! it is "Sufferance" by [livejournal.com profile] utsusemia
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Hi! I'm looking for 2 separate specific fics, both involving Sam & Dean, probably Gen although maybe Sam/Dean.

1) A casefic set in Season 1-3, I believe, when Sam's psychic powers were still active but before Cas/Ruby become involved. Sam has some sort of vision or premonition about a woman who's in danger (in a vision, he sees her involuntarily commit suicide due to some supernatural influence) in a town somewhere in the Midwest or East Coast (I think). I don't remember why, but Sam hesitates to tell Dean this. Instead, he convinces Dean to come with him to this town on a thin lead regarding a water monster in a lake or river nearby. Dean doesn't believe him from the jump and knows Sam's hiding something, but trusts Sam enough to play along, although he's not happy about it. Sam finds the woman (who I think is a divorce attorney or something), through the help of a local diner waitress, and visits her on his own while he sends Dean off to do more research on the fictional water monster. Turns out, the water monster is real and the boys eventually take it out. Sam then sneaks off on his own again to help the woman; he stays at her place overnight and somehow prevents the supernatural influence from causing the woman to commit suicide. Dean keeps calling Sam's phone as he doesn't know where Sam is, but Sam again being sneaky doesn't call back until he saves the woman. At the end of the fic, in a token of gratitude, the woman invites Sam and Dean to have dinner at her house. This fic is probably moderate length (at least a few thousand words) and had, I think, 3-4 sections/chapters, and I think I read it on LJ or Dreamwidth.

2) Fic set in a post-apocalyptic world where human civilization is rebuilding itself, and the Winchester boys have become myth/legend for saving the world. Dean and Sam have become separated and Dean lost his memories somehow. It's written from Dean's POV but his name isn't mentioned because he doesn't remember who he is, and we only know based on description of his physical appearance and other hints. He seems like a storyteller/seer-type figure to the people around him. At the end, Sam comes and finds him, and I think I remember that Sam touches Dean's face, which is when Dean remembers who they both are. This fic is shorter (maybe 1-2 sections/chapters on LJ or Dreamwidth).

I've gone through all my bookmarks, sifted through my history for the last several months trying to find these stories but somehow I can't find them. Any help would be appreciated; these fics were beautifully written and I'd love to read them again. Thanks so much!!
Howdy y'all!

I'm looking for a story I read many years ago on the Internet. It must be ten years already (I'm getting old).

I remember the story vividly, but there are gaps in my memory.

Sam was deeply in love with Dean. Dean died tragically in some kind of incident with something or someone that wanted him dead, but not before giving birth to a baby boy that was his and Sam's son. Sam wasn't around to witness what or who killed him. They were so close to being a happy family, but that dream was cut short by Dean's death. Sam was heartbroken by his passing and, as the years went by, and he lived in only sorrow, despair and constant distress, became bitter and angry. He never let his son have any fun, not if he could help it at least, and was just in general a very strict person. They lived in somewhat of a manor. In my mind, I recall it being something of a mix between the mansion from Beauty and the Beast and the mansion from the Adam's Family. It was kind of spooky with a gothic architecture style type-thing to it and such. Anyway, his son grew only to know his father as a mean person. He never knew what happened to his "birth-father" because Sam refused to talk about it, so he couldn't exactly understand why his father was the way he was. One day, his son found a picture of Dean and, when Sam found out about it, he was furious to say the least. ❥

On another note, Sam had some stupid little bitch on the side getting his rocks off whenever he needed it. I think this individual might have been to blame for Dean's death, like it was all part of his grand plan to weasle himself into Sam's bed.

I'm pretty sure the son was gay, had a boyfriend, was a girly boy and found a way to time-travel back to when Dean died to try and save the day. Sam followed him.

I don't remember the end of the story.


Peace and love to you all!

* FOUND! It's [livejournal.com profile] sammyndeansgrl1's simply amazing Back To The Beginning (which you just have to read if you haven't already)

ETA: I was wondering if anyone here knows the J² story that goes as follows.

It's a story where Jensen lives very deep in the forest in a cabin, is recluse and is secretly a werewolf who chains himself up every full moon because he believes himself to be a monster, i.e. a danger to the public. Jared is a werewolf who just happens to meet Jensen somehow and falls "in like" with him. Jensen doesn't quite appreciate the company because he's afraid of what he is and what could happen if he lets himself get out of hand.

This story was a "work-in-progress" last I checked, quite a few years ago. I lost track of it because it was taking so long for it to update, but I miss it deeply given that it was a real chocker. Thanks in advance! Here's two cookies for your troubles: Open Road and The Jelly Green Giant (rawr).

* FOUND! It's [livejournal.com profile] surevesta's fantastic When We Wake Up (when reading this story, don't make the mistake of getting too attached because the story has no end)totally tragic
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Hello again! I'm looking for a specific J2 fic that I read at least a couple of years ago, so it's not something posted recently.

J2 were friends as kids, and possibly soulmates?, but something separated them and when they meet again as adults, they don't recognize each other. The big thing is that Jensen thinks Jared is dead, and spends his time angsting over possibly falling in love with this other guy, when as far as he knows the love of his life died years ago. In addition, both of them go by different names in their adult lives, so they don't connect the dots right away. Jensen now goes by "Jack" as a way of leaving that part of his life behind, and Jared goes by JT (though it might be the other way around, and JT was his childhood nickname?) Jared also might've had amnesia; there's a lot I don't remember. Stuff happens, happy ending.

I'm pretty sure it's a stand-alone, or at least it was. So yes, if it was deleted and you have a copy, I would love one. But I'll also welcome recs with a similar theme of them being childhood sweethearts who are involuntary separated but end up together again.
31 March 2016 @ 11:41 pm
Hey guys, I'm just wondering if y'all could rec anything for the following:

1) pre-season 8 - any story that deals with sam while dean is in purgatory, but without amelia.

2) meg+sam - stories where meg and sam are friends or act like siblings because of azazel's blood in sam (kind of like their relationship in hell's bells by safiyabat)

3) apologetic!dean - stories where dean genuinely apologizes to sam and tries to make it up to him (canon or otherwise)

I'd prefer these stories be gen or wincest, but I'll take anything (minus destiel).

10 November 2015 @ 11:25 am
I just finished reading Someone Else's Story by dreabean
It was an amazing story. I was wondering if anyone else knows of any other stories where Sam and Dean are pen pals. Either because they somehow been separated or are just not related at all. Gen or Wincest please! Thanks ahead of time!
19 July 2015 @ 07:38 am
hellooo... this is my first post in this wonderful community... please help me find the following fics...

1) "A girl makes a deal to bring back Sam from hell, I remember a scene where Dean cas and sam come across this girl at a bar singing and are impressed by her voice... i dont relly remember but i think dean is staying with lisa but i am not sure, they also find out later that this girl is half human/demon and half angel, sam gets extremely angry when he finds out about it" I know its vague but please help me...

2) "In season 5 Sam plans to commit suicide and Chuck informs about it to Dean through a mail, cas brings sam to Dean, Sam assumes Dean to be Lucifer..."

3) Stories from season 2 where Dean ignores Sam and says hurtful things to him but later feels guilty about it

4) stories where Dean decides to stay at sonny or where dean and sam are seperated and when they reunite sam is a changed person, he is emotionally withdrawn, Dean tries to connect with sam and tries to make him the old sam

5) john blaming sam for mary's death and is emotionally abusing him... dean finds out about it maybe in season 2 and later and hates john for it...

5) stories with guilty dean and hurt sam

i prefer only general fics, no slash fictions
01 July 2015 @ 07:17 am
I don't remember much about the fic I'm looking for except for this scene. John is in the truck and the boys are in the car and they pull over or meet at the side of the road for some reason and John shoots Sam or at Sam but misses him or dosnt hurt him badly. I think John had just found out about the demon blood. He shoots at Sam more than once and at some point dean makes him leave with him, in the truck, leaving Sam behind with the impala just to get him to stop. Sam and dean aren't separated long in the story and dean is worried the whole time texting with him and talking John down.

I thought it was the Brothers Blood series but I just re read that and either it wasn't there or I missed it.

Does anyone remember a story with a scene like this?

I'll also take any John hurts Sam fics anyone has to offer as now I'm in a mood for them, as long as neither dean or Sam die in it.
I'm having a really hard time finding fics that deal with s8.

Mostly in that most I've seen give way too much sympathy for Sam abandoning Dean in Purgatory.

I'd just like to read something where Sam shows actual remorse, and that don't try to come up with excuses or make us feel sorry for Sam. I really don't want to see anything that gives Sam an excuse for behaving like an asshole, or that ignore the way he tried to blackmail Dean into shutting up. I just want to read something that has Sam facing up to what he put Dean through, without trying to make Dean the bad guy for reacting badly to the way Sam treated him.

Any pairing's fine, crossovers are a plus, and I would love a focus on Dean having PTSD from Purgatory

For the record, I prefer nothing that bashes Sam, I just don't want to see yet another story that completely ignores Dean's pain in order to come up with excuses for Sam's horrendous attitude.
07 April 2015 @ 12:55 pm
Okay, so I am KICKING myself because I used to see this fic all the time, but the one time I actually go and look for it so I can bookmark it, I can't find it. *sigh*

Anyway, this was a really short fic. Jared is driving around, and he approaches a street corner, looking for someone, that someone being Jensen. He finds Jensen, who is actually prostitute working that street corner and he gets into Jared's car. Jensen starts asking what Jared wants him to do for him, but Jared pulls out half of a crumpled dollar bill. Jensen has the other half. Turns out that they had been separated when they were younger and Jared had ripped the dollar bill in half and given half to Jensen, so that they would know it was each other when they were finally reunited.

You guys have always been able to help me, so I hope you can do it again. Thank you in advance!
03 February 2015 @ 04:17 pm
Hey, I'm looking for fics where either Sam or Dean (preferably Dean) are separated from each other at a young age. Creature fics, ABO, anything works. I have absolutely no triggers, so rec away. And it doesn't have to be the main theme, either.
But please keep it GEN. No wincest (ever), Destiel is ok, but Gen is fantastic for this. Thanks!
These are the ones I've already read - please don't rec these. A Man Among Dogs, Into Your Hideaway, Relative Gold, Semper Familia, The Dog That Belonged to Himself.
31 January 2015 @ 10:09 pm
I'm looking for fics that involve Dean leaving or being taken from John, Sam, and/or hunting and ending up happier for it. For example "The Other Side of Time" by [livejournal.com profile] darth_firefly where Dean is taken by fairies andSpoiler! ) I'd prefer complate slash stories, but gen is fine. Also prefer bottom!dean but it's not required. Crossovers welcome!
26 January 2015 @ 12:02 am
I'm looking for any fics based around the idea of Dean joining the family as a teenager.

Either Dean isn't related to Sam and is put into the family as a foster kid or adopted, or the boys were separated somehow at birth or in their childhood (accident, lost in the foster system, kidnapped) and Dean isn't found again until he's in his teenage years. I don't care if the parents in the story are John and Mary, if Mary's dead and it's just John, or if they're original characters.

I have read some of these already, like Tabula Rasa by AintNoMeIfThereAintNoYou http://archiveofourown.org/works/1110018/chapters/2234511
and In Shadow by Unholy Muse https://www.fanfiction.net/s/5057112/1/In-Shadow

Both of these are fantastic reads, but I'm looking for more. It's alright if the Dean in the fic isn't as abused as in the stories above, but yeah, tragic backstory and buckets of angst/hurt are always a huge plus.

I'm more than fine with non-con, torture, emotional/physical/sexual abuse, etc., and in fact, all of these are welcomed with open arms and pre-bought tissues. However, I would really prefer there not to be any Wincest at all, even if Sam and Dean aren't blood relations in the fic. I'm looking for a brother relationship between the boys only.

Thank you all so much!
I am searching for many fics where Sam and Dean were raised apart for many years.  Sam can be kidnapped or put in foster care or adopted when he is really young.  Dean never stops looking for Sam for years.
24 October 2014 @ 11:35 pm
Hi all,
I'm looking for Destiel fics where Dean is reunited with some part of his family, with Cas along for the ride. Like, Sam and Dean were raised apart and find each other years later, John left Mary and Dean goes to find his mother years later or vice versa, grandparents or aunts and uncles Dean's never met, anything with Dean finding a long lost family member really. Anyone?
Thanks : )
10 September 2014 @ 04:53 pm
Hey everyone, I'm feeling sick and miserable so let's add some seriously emotional death fics to that. Because we can.

I'm looking for stories where Dean dies alone. It can be on a hunt, an overdose, a car wreck. During Stanford Era when John had sent Dean off on his own to hunt, or any time when Dean and Sam had separated later. Sam, John, Castiel, or Bobby can find out later or find his body, but I want Dean dying alone. Any pairing or gen is fine.

Bonus points:

• Dean makes some last dying calls like in Sharlot's Jai Guru Deva Om [http://archiveofourown.org/works/955608/chapters/1869996] and nobody picks up the phone or they hold on and hear his last words.

• John goes to Sam at Stanford for help finding a missing Dean.

• Dean's body is Incorruptible, like Catholic Saints. So when Sam/John/Bobby/Castiel finds Dean's corpse it is pristine and untouched by age, decomp, or animals.

• Aftermath of finding out, sadness, angst, and guilt.

Hey! I've been looking for a specific story all day and hope you guys can help me out. Here goes.

Dean is angry at Sam, so they split up and they don't see each other for months until Dean shows up at Bobby's and finds Sam there. He re-injures Sam accidentally when they first reunite because he's angry/didn't know Sam was hurt, and Sam goes to the hospital. Throughout the fic, Dean finds out Sam got shot in the back during a robbery and injured his spine (Dean made this injury worse). Lots of h/c and guilt, and Dean reconnecting and helping Sam.

I remember they find out Sam was actually shot by a shifter (Dean watches the security tape from the robbery), and that shifter shows up again near the end of the fic in a big showdown.

I'll be forever grateful to whoever knows what fic this is! Really wanted to read it today.
Thank you.
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Hi. I'm looking for a specific fic where Sam kept Dean from going to Hell. I've been searching for the fic for a couple years and haven't been able to find it anywhere. I can't remember the title or author, but I believe it was on livejournal. In the fic Sam made a deal with a demon to keep Dean safe. He had to get Dean to a specific location (I believe there was a circle involved somehow) and to do this he told Dean there was a hunt. In reality they were hunting the demon Sam made a deal with (or a cohort of said demon). This demon took Dean somewhere and used him as a cagefighter (Dean was still human I think). As Dean was fighting Sam was embracing the powers of the demon blood in his veins. He became a hot-shot powerful leader of a group of demons.
Sam and Dean eventually meet, but Sam doesn't remember Dean at all. Dean ends up going with Sam and Sam's band of demons somehow. I think Sam starts remembering Dean and this makes him angry.
As I said, it's been a while since I read so the details are kind of vague. I remember loving it and would really like to read it again. Any help would be appreciated.
15 August 2014 @ 12:05 am
so this is my first post, hopefully I'm doing it right.. I am just looking for some stories that I would like to read, but haven't really found anywhere. Self recs are welcome too!

Also something important, it would be awesome if none of these were wincest or Destiel, cause i'm just not into those pairings..

1: Any fics where Dean and Sam grew up apart, or that Dean was kidnapped when they were kids, but not ones where he grows up to be a sex slave or something like that, because I'm really not into that.. and Sam finds him when he grows up.

2: The second is kinda like the first, but if there are any fics out there where dean was kidnapped when he was little (preferably that Mary is still alive) and he escapes and eventually finds his family, or they find him.

3: Any fics of Dean and his year with Lisa and Ben would be awesome, it would be super awesome if there were any where a supernatural being came after Dean, or there was just one where they lived, and that Dean had to protect Lisa and Ben.

4: Any Dean/Jo fics, I would like ones with her and Dean being kidnapped maybe? and them having to escape together, or and Hurt!Dean fics with Jo taking care of him

That's really all I can think of.. It would be super awesome if I got responses!! Until next time!
19 July 2014 @ 01:26 pm
Hi everyone

I read a story many years ago and it's just popped up in my head and now I want to read it again, so here is what I can remember.

* I'm sure it was on FF.net.
* There are a bunch of guys who take Sam.
* They get Dean to do jobs for them.
* One of the jobs I think was to kill someone and then give them a finger from the dead guy but Dean doesn't kill them, just gets the finger.
* I'm sure another job was to get a diamond ring.
* They made Sam go get the items from Dean and the bad guys would shoot at them if they took too long.
* Dean noticed that Sam was looking worse each time they met.
* I'm pretty sure it was long

I hope someone can help me

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06 June 2014 @ 01:38 pm
hi, I'm looking for a fic I've been looking for, for ages, please help if you can :)

Dean is abducted by a man and his wife, (not monster or demons) his wife is nuts and thinks that Dean is her son, when in fact her son ran away years ago, because his mum was crazy. And they give him this drug which she calls his “medicine” that she always uses to give her son. And it makes him really zoned out; he tries to fight it and escape by fighting his way out, but then gets in trouble and beat up.
Meanwhile their real son knows that they are doing this and debated if he should go back or not, but he really doesn’t want to because of how he was treated. And Sam and Bobby are looking for dean trying to save him, and then there was this big fight. ( this is where I can’t remember much) so there was a fight and they get dean out, but by now he is hooked on the drugs and the mother is screaming stuff like, ‘he needs his medicine or he’ll die’ and Sam and Bobby have to decide If they should give him the drug or not. Because another does could either help him or kill him. And then the son comes back to have this big confrontation with this family.
Then Bobby gets out a gun to shoot the dad and the mum but she says she pregnant and they don’t know if she’s lying or not. And they have to take Dean to a hospital.

That is all I can remember, if you could help that would be really great.
Thank you.
05 June 2014 @ 08:36 pm
I remember that Sam was trying to commit suicide to escape being Luicfer's vessel but since he can't he starts hunting without caring about his safety since Luicfer keeps. Ring him back. Dean finds him on one of those hunts and believes that it's a monster that looks like Sam and he called Bobby to figure out what it was. Finally, Sam convinces Dean that he his Sam and Dean finds out of the suicide attempts.

I hope someone knows the fic. Thanks in advanced.

Found in comments. 
29 May 2014 @ 12:28 pm
This was a more recent fic, where one was a panda and the other was a tiger that just wanted a cuddle. Then the zoo people figured out how they were getting out of hteir cages and they got seperated.

It was adorable and a feel good fic...I NEED to read it again. LOL


Found quickly...Thank you so much. Link in comments!!!
21 May 2014 @ 02:30 pm
I was hoping someone could help me find a specific fic. I remember some, but not all of it.

- The boys were raised apart - John gave Sam away, but kept Dean.
- (He might have given Sam to Bobby, but I am not sure about that)
- Sam ends up as a paramedic, using a different name.
- Dean is still a hunter. He works alone.
- I think Dean gets in a fight and police and paramedics come. Sam and his partner are taking care of Dean until Dean starts fighting them off.
- It was WIP at the time. I found it on AO3, but that doesn't mean it isn't somewhere else.
- Hints of Sam/Dean

I can't remember anything else. I hope someone could help. If not, any other boys raised apart stories would be nice.

THANK YOU in advance
Hi there!
I'm looking for two stories, both old, as in read them a few years ago.
1: it was wincest, and I know I managed to find it once using spnstoryfinders but for the life of me I can't seem to find it again.
the boys were separated when young, Sam was either kidnapped or taken in by child protection. I think he didn't have a good time there. Years later Dean stumbles upon him, but they don't recognize each other. I don't remember how but Sam sends up going with Dean hunting and they end up in love. I remember at one point Dean was telling Sam about his brother Sam who him and John we're looking for, and how both his brother and lover had the same name and how he was worried that Sammy might hate him for not finding him sooner, and Sam was talking about how he wants to find his family but thinks they abandoned him. Later they find out that they are brothers.

2: I think it was on fanfiction.net Something happens and Dean is turned into a panther. Could have been another big cat but I seem to remember him having black fur. At one point they were in a park or somewhere and a little girl, that was playing with Dean, was in trouble, and Dean roared and brought everyone's attention that Sam was going around with a pet panther. The police come, and after some talking he was ready to let them go but then some animal protection guy comes and is all "wild animals need to be in the wild". He was depicted as a real jerk, being all smug about quoting laws and statistics about big animals in captivity, in the end a vet had to come to asses wether or not Dean the panther was healthy. He finds some white fur which is aperently an indication that the panther had been hurt, and Sam tells him that some time ago they were in a car crash (meaning the one at the end of season 1 - I think) and that Dean almost didn't live through it.

Thank you!

1: FOUND - The Other Sammy by Rini, Saklani
2: FOUND - I Thought I Saw by The Cat's Whiskers
21 January 2014 @ 11:49 am
Hi there!
Does anybody know stories that are Tag to 9.07 episode "Bad boys"? Please, since I am a John fan I would prefer NONE of horrible!John fic. Thanks
04 December 2013 @ 11:56 pm
It has been driving me crazy. I have been looking for a fic for days. It was a weechester fic where sam, dean, and John are hunting a wendigo that turns out to be two. Sam gets separated and falls down a hole with bones in the bottom. He is stuck there for a while and eventually tries to climb out by jamming the bones into the wall of the hole. He falls on a rib bone (I think?) and then dean finds him. Not much to go on I know but if you could help me out that would be great.

Found!!! (In comments)
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I've been looking for these for several days, and it was fun because I found a bunch of other great fic that I'd lost, forgotten or never read. But I'm giving up now because I don't think I'm going to find them. My google-fu has actually been pretty good lately, I've found several things (for myself and my girls) by playing with search strings, so I'm a little disappointed I can't find these. However (there's always a however) I know the good people here will help. Seriously, this is the best story-finding com in fandom.

So, first - and I know I had this! - Dean's well endowed, so guys always want him to top or want to suck him, and he can't bring himself to ask for what he really wants, which is to bottom. But Cas knows and shows up and convinces him that it's okay to let himself have what he wants. Hot sex, some cuddling, all good. I need this one back in my folder.

Found: in comments.

Second - Child Services gets Dean and Sam, they get split up, John finds and retrieves Dean but they don't find Sam. Then one night adult Sam walks into a gay bar and is instantly taken by a green-eyed beauty in a micro-mini and a Metallica tee; they have a great night together and the next day or so realize who they are. They hit the road together and eventually decide to be a couple. And John doesn't know about the crossdressing. And Dean has a toned-down version that Sam recognizes as 'work drag', or something along those lines.

Found: in comments.

And Third - this one's a little fuzzier and I'm not sure I've got the details right. I'm going to put it under a cut because it might be triggery.

possible trigger )

Found in comments!

So, that's it. It took me about ten years, I think, to save all the stories and bookmarks I had before my computer crashed, and I'm thinking it may take me that long to find them all again. Or even remember them :-)

Thank you!
Hi guys! I'm looking for some kidnapped!Dean stories.

Specifically, ones where Dean is kidnapped as a child and Sam and John think he is dead. Preferably ones where Dean escapes his kidnapper(s) on his own and keeps hunting by himself to the point where he becomes some awesome, mysterious, BAMF and lone-star hunter. Bonus points if he was kidnapped while protecting Sam in some way. Mostly I'm looking for fics where Dean survives on his own into adulthood with the same goals: saving people, hunting things.

A reunion between the three would be great, too! Any kind of reunion is good as long as they are all alive. I'm looking for something with a lot of angst, hurt/comfort, and some mystery to it. Gen is preferred but not required.

15 August 2013 @ 09:32 am
Hi all, I'm looking for a specific pre-series hurt!sam fic. Dean is on a hunt with Caleb and John takes Sam to a really run-down cabin in a remote town. John leaves for a hunt and gives sam a list of chores to do (i.e. chop wood, fix furnace, clean guns) but Sam is in a car accident with a man who owns the gas station who tries to molest Sam. He hides the injuries from John and gets really sick and delicious angst ensues. I think I read it on FF, but am not positive.

Sorry for the confusing description, but hopefully someone recognizes it!

Also I would love any recs for hurt/sick Sam fics, especially weechesters or pre-series fics.

02 August 2013 @ 08:25 pm
Hi guys! I'm looking for a few different types of fics:

1.) Fics where there is an emphasis on Dean being a guardian towards Sam, whether it be in a legal sense, supernatural sense, brotherly sense, etc.

2.) Fics where Sam thinks Dean is dead, and Dean lets Sam believe it.

3.) (Goes along with #2) Dean follows Sam around after he is believed to be dead, watching over Sam and making sure he doesn't get too injured. It'd be cool if eventually the secret got out that he was actually alive.

4.) Any fics where Dean dies and gets sent back to the past (maybe as an angel or as himself) to either raise or act as a guardian to his younger self and/or Sam.

5.) This request is kind of long, but are there any fics where Dean decides to leave John's crusade to enlist (in the army, marines, etc.), promising Sammy that he will stay safe and return to get Sam away from a now furious John? One where he seemingly keeps his promise until his entire squadron goes MIA overseas and is then presumed dead. (Maybe some from Sam's POV about hearing the news and his reactions and grief) And Dean, however, is not dean and instead spends years fighting to lead his remaining comrades home.

I prefer longer fics, but any fic length is good. I'd prefer gen., but some slash is okay as long as the story is good! Thanks guys!
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15 July 2013 @ 08:03 pm
Hi I'm looking for a story I read awhile ago, in it Sam was kidnapped and sold as a plaything or slave, and he escapes/is rescued and is taken in by Ellen and Jo and raised as part of their family.

I remember that Sam was really traumatized and it took Ellen a really long time to get him to adjust and feel safe with them. I also remember that when Dean finds Sam, Sam believes that Dean and John were responsible for selling him (-I think John might've planned something behind Dean's back), and that was why Sam didn't want to go home.

I'm also looking for any other good stories where Sam is Kidnapped/Tortured/Sold into slavery for years and finally gets free and has to re-adjust to living with his family again, and his family learning to cope with having him back in their lives.

Thanks in advance
19 June 2013 @ 05:05 pm

Am looking for a few fics but cannot remember the titles.

Some of what I an remember of these fics are:

- Sam in the (mental?) hospital - being tortured with Drugs and electricity - a nurse takes pity on him - Dean finds her and she helps him find Sam - they meet later in a bar while she is looking for a new job.

- Sam in an asylum - in a padded room with the ball gag - Dean is allowed to stay with him but cannot free him unless its to feed.

- One of the brothers is tortured - they recuperate at Missouri's.

- one of the boys is kidnapped - at the end Bobby takes them to a bike/car show.(Sorry cannot remember more of it).

- Any other Sam - Dean - Gordon fics that are Hurt/Comfort/protective (torture would be a bonus).
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16 June 2013 @ 09:43 pm
Umm this might be a bit ... vague ... or specific ... but are there any Dean/Cas fics out there that have Cas unable to reach/help Dean because he's trapped inside a circle of holy fire? Or Dean's the one trapped?? Preferably no hurt!Cas but I'll take what I can!

A+++ if Dean steps through the fire to get to Cas :D
Hi guys

I just started readin a great J² AU story with dragon riders (Here's the link for the masterpost: http://pekodragon.livejournal.com/3463.html ; )
Unfortunately, the chapter nine is missing and the PDF was on megaupload ... which means, it's gone - -

It's an amazing story, in which Jared and Jensen meet in a small village because they were both sent away from their families because they're gay. But they both receive letters to by candidate to become dragonriders (4 years apart) in separate ennemy countries  and we follow their life, hardship and training. I haven't read further than chapter 8, of course, I'm hoping someone will be able to help.

As the chapters are quite long, missing one means missing a huge part of the story and, as I really like it, I was really hoping that someone had the PDF and could send it to me ?

So, if you're out there and you know what I'm talking about, here's my e-mail: koalavoyageur@hotmail.com

Thank you ^^
27 April 2013 @ 08:42 pm
I'm basically looking for any and all fics where the boy's find/meet long lost relatives-non-canon grandparents, etc. I'd love any stories where Dean was adopted/the Winchester's weren't his biological family, and he eventually finds his blood relatives. Basically, I'm looking for any fics about Dean (and Sam) reuniting with/finding long lost family. No wincest please, although Destiel or Gen would be great : )
Along the same lines, any fics where Dean was separated from his family, either Sam, Mary, or John, and finds them again years later, is reunited in some way after many years, would be lovely. And if any fics exist where Dean goes to find his family as an adult, after years of separation, and takes his partner Cas along for the ride, would be literally heaven for me, if such fics exist : )
Thanks: )
03 February 2013 @ 09:09 pm
Please could you rec me some fics regarding Dean coping after Sam leaves for Stanford?

Angst is the best and angsty multi-chapters are even better!

Also I would love you forever if you could rec me some AU reunion fics between Dean and Sam- why they've been separated doesn't matter, I just want to see their reunion :)

Brotherly love only :)
29 January 2013 @ 11:55 pm
I've just read  Long and Lonesome Highway by Sorka42 where Sam stays at Stanford and Dean has to hunt alone. I'd perfer slash but i'll take gen too. complete fics only please!
14 December 2012 @ 02:12 am

Hello again,

This time I can't find an old SPN fic that I read on FF.net.

Hurt!Sam and it involved the brothers being separated. They had a missunderstanding or resentment because of that or something and the two brothers weren't that close and thus, separated (I think Sam left or something and John told Dean it was because of something else).

Anway, the two brothers reconnect and I distinctively remember Sam having 3rd degrees burns on his torso (or back) from trying to save Jess from dying. He is a doctor of some sorts and he's loved by all in the small town he lives in. Pastor Jim is also in the story (if not him, then one of the older dudes).

Dean and Sam do reconcile.




Hi all! I've been desperately searching for a specifc fic, so I joined this LJ and this community to see if I can find help.

A few months ago I started reading a fic, lost the bookmark, and haven't been able to finish it.

This is what I remember:

Sam and Dean are in some woods (I think) hunting a Wendigo when they are ambushed or interrupted by a group of people (they were possibly hunters). Sam receives the butt of a gun to the head, and somehow goes missing while Dean is unconcious. Dean finds him under something or in a cave. Pretty much the first chapter or so after this happens is Dean laying on top of Sam trying to keep him quiet while the people look for them in the woods to finish them off. I also remember Dean noticing how when Sam grabs Dean's amulet to realize it's him on top of him, how much Sam relaxes after panicking.

Does this ring a bell for anyway? Please help! :)

21 November 2012 @ 08:11 pm
Hello everyone. I hope you are all enjoying Thanksgiving (or just life), and I was wondering if you all could help me out?

I'm looking for fics that mention Dean's scars. Either as a main plot point, or as a side tangent. Anything scars. Maybe Dean hates his scars and avoids mirrors. Maybe his scars are disfiguring and he avoids people. Maybe Sam notices his scars, and realizes how hard the Stanford years or Purgatory was on Dean. Maybe outsiders comment on his scars. Maybe something about how Dean's identity/history is in his scars. Maybe Dean sees his scars as hunting mistakes. Maybe something supernatural sees his scars as marks of a warrior. Maybe his scars are just briefly mentioned.

AU, non-AU, Wincest, Gen, Destiel, OFC, I am not picky. Anything at all vaguely scar related, I would really be grateful to read.

Thank you all!
Best regards!
20 November 2012 @ 12:11 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic -

My memories are very vague about it but here's what I do remember:

1. It's very AU
2. Dean and Sam are either not brothers or for some reason were split up as kids. However, somehow they meet and become close friends.
3. I believe it's teenchesters though I'm not sure of Sam's age.
4. Dean is living in an abusive home
5. I think the author based it on a true story of a close friend of her's
6. Sam was living with a wealthy family
7. It's not In Shadow
8. When Dean decides to run away from home, Sam decides to go with him
9. I can't, for the life of me, remember if John was in it or not but I seem to remember a part where John hunts down all the men that had at one point gang-raped Dean. But I could be thinking of a different story.

Found - Sometimes It Hurts, Sometimes it Doesn't

General Search:
Anything where John is an asshole- especially towards Dean. Bonus points if Dean takes on a lot of crap from John in order to protect Sam.
19 October 2012 @ 04:09 am
First:John was gay before the Cupids came and made him fall in love with Mary. Then after she dies he goes back to being gay  and ends up falling for Dean.

Second:Dean is taken somehow wheb he was young from John and years later they meet up again but John doesn't realize he is his son but Dean does and says nothing.They become lovers and there something about buying a house and a big bed that was built by Dean I  think.john discovers that Dean is his son and leaves Dean and Dean goes to the house.John eventually comes back and just accepts Dean as his lover

Three:Dean is taken by a human,who wanted Sam but Dean sacfriced himself, who abuses him and manages to get away from him and is discovered in Sunnydale while John and Sam search frantically for him. Dean tries to get ahold of his family but can't.He is taken in by Oz's family and becomes close to him and has some conservations with Buffy,Xander and Willow>i think even Jesse was alive.Saved by Dean maybe
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