18 April 2017 @ 07:36 am
Hi everyone, I'm looking for a story of ao3, I've searched but I have not been able to find it, basically John is going to look for Sam to Stanford since Dean disappeared while they are in the search Jessica is rescued by Dean who apparently has powers, The last thing I remember is that Jessica ends up traveling with him.

Does anyone sound familiar? Thank you
05 July 2016 @ 06:27 pm
I'm pretty sure I have these buried somewhere in my massive pile of bookmarks but I CAN'T FIND THEM.

1) The boys are investigating what I believe was an Western town (maybe one currently being used as a tourist attraction?) and at some point they are in some old tunnels that collapse on them, I believe.

2) Stanford Sam is housesitting for someone. It could be that the pilot happened but then Sam didn't leave with Dean, I'm not sure. All I definitely know is that Sam is in a house and Dean comes to hide out, because he's wanted by the FBI. There's some interaction with the neighbors as well, I believe.

Thank you so much for the help. I've been looking for WEEKS and I can't find these two. It's driving me crazy.
28 January 2016 @ 10:37 am
i'm looking for 1 specific fic and would love your help with 2 more general searches.

1 It was a human!cas/dean, probably on ao3, Dean was hunting alone and had been wounded, human!cas found him and brought him home. I think Cas was a librarian, his family rejected him because of his homosexuality. In the end he decided to follow Dean and to become a hunter. i think Sam and John met Cas at some point but I'm not sure.
edit: found http://archiveofourown.org/works/328763/chapters/530439

2 Deancentric fics where Sam didn't help Dean to find their father ans stayed with Jess.

3 a/b/o fics where Dean hide that he is an omega from Sam and/or his father.

Thank you.
27 December 2015 @ 01:58 pm
Hey, I'm looking for an author that had many SPN fics.

I remember that one fic of hers dealt with Brady talking to Jessica before her death and another fic dealt with the little kid from the third episode of the first season, Lucas, I think, drawing the Impala and his mom thinking that the Impala was flying and Lucas knowing that it,Sam, and Dean were falling. Sorry that I can't be more specific.
Story has been found here: Spectrum (in 4 parts), by [livejournal.com profile] tbrook.  The conclusion is here: Jumping at Shadows.  Thank you for the help, all you commenters!  :D

This is an old specific story I'm looking for.  It starts right where the series starts, just before Jess's death.  Sam passes through his own doorway on which somebody carved a cursed sigil, and he basically loses his mind.  The story is written in a very distinct stream-of-consciousness style from a third person Sam perspective, and I believe this moment is described as "the whole world took a step to the left."

Jess dies the same way she did in the series, and Dean shows up after Sam calls him incoherently from the kitchen floor.  Dean tells him to stay put, because he was already almost there.  The rest of the story is basically an insane Sam-styled warped perspective on the beginning of the series.  Dean is looking for their father, but his search has been completely disrupted because Sam is incoherent.  He can speak, but the things he says are often uninterpretable without any perspective on the things he's hallucinating.  Sam frequently begins screaming for reasons completely incomprehensible to Dean.  Once at a gas station he starts screaming because he is afraid he will fall into the sky.  He keeps seeing a man in a trenchcoat following them.  The television looks like an eye watching him.

I think the story is in 5 parts or so.  I read it on livejournal, and the author had a blue background.  Sadly, that is all I can remember, and keyword searches have gotten me nowhere.  The story is gen, no pairings.  It's implied that the man in the coat is Castiel, but this is never said outright, and I think Bobby shows up at one point, but other than that it's just Dean and Sam.  The style is the most distictive feature.  It read almost like poetry-prose.  And it would be at least 4 years old, probably more.  If anyone can help me find this, I would be so grateful.  It was an amazing story, and I'd love to read it again!
28 May 2015 @ 04:42 am
I'm looking for Sam saying or doing something to Dean that is stupid and hurtful. I want plain mean Sam no excuse for his actions at all, him just being a total asshole to Dean.


-Sam cheating on Dean
-Going behind Deans back
-Lying to Dean
-Blaming Dean for Jess's death
-Saying hes daddy's little solider
-leaving Dean and dean getting hurt of some kind when he leaves
-Selfish Sam
-Leaving Dean
-Sam taking advantage of Dean
-Sam using Dean just for sex
-Soulless Sam doing something to do and Sam finds out after
-Leaving Dean while hes in a coma
-Not looking for Dean while in purgatory

Episode examples like Asylum, Sex and Violence,We need to talk about Kevin,Live Free TwiHard

Dont get me wrong I LOVE SAM! but i find too many hurt Dean fanfics that end up about sam just because Dean was defending himself or because of Sam getting kidnapped or injured of some kind.
Please help!
30 April 2015 @ 10:44 pm
Hey Guys, I have two requests:
1.I'm looking for some fics that are similar to The Road Begins by ElvisRose
Where Dean already went to Hell whilst Sam was at Stanford. Castiel must be in it. So basically Dean gets sent to Hell and is rescued by Cas while Sam was at Stanford and Sam notices his brother isn't quite how he remembers what with the PTSD and all. Also if u haven't already I reccomend you read The Road Begins its so good :)

2. Any fics that Deans PTSD is featured in would be great. Be it PTSD from the military or Hell.

Pairings wise I'm up for both Gen and Destiel but absolutely no Wincest.

Thanks Guys
19 August 2014 @ 08:14 pm
I'm looking for:
1. Specific Sam Winchester fic - Where Mary is alive and Sam remembers his life as a hunter. Sam while a teenager now has continued to hunt monsters, one of which attacked him making it look like suicide. So his parents now don't trust him, his brother is worried and decides to follow him out the window after he made his escape through it yet again (he does this quite a bit I think). I think eventually Dean starts to believe him and they start to hunt together (but again I'm not sure)

I'm also looking for some other fics that I've posted before - but didn't really get a response for -

General Wincest/J2 fics - looking for any: (I like bottom Jared/Sam more, although I won't say no to bottom Jensen/Dean)
2. Mpreg, A/O/B, Werewolf/Knotting - the longer the better, but I'll take anything,
3. Time Travel - fics like - The Time-Traveler's Brother by gretazreta but any is fine,
4. Merman - where one or both boys have/get tails,
5. Tron - any fic but more along the lines of Tron Legacy,
6. Sam with wings - growing wings (nothing to do with Lucifer) &

7. AU fics that include Jess dying and Dean not coming to Stanford like he did in the pilot.

I know this is a lot but If anyone can help me find some of these that would be great, Thanks in advance.

29 May 2014 @ 02:40 pm

First time posting so I hope I do this right

I'm looking for:
1. Specific Sampala fic - Dean figures out his brother has been turned into the impala (again?) Sam on the other hand really likes it when his brother gets under the hood or in his trunk. Going as far as to makes excuses to get Dean there.
He tries to hide the fact that even though he's a car he's still turned on, leaking oil and such, which makes Dean more worried that something's wrong. Sam eventually gets back to normal (not sure if this was by Gabriel's doing or not, also I think Sam tells Dean what was going on about his time as a car) which leads them to having sex.

update: FOUND in comments

General Wincest/J2 fics - looking for any: (I like bottom Jared/Sam more, although I won't say no to bottom Jensen/Dean)

2. Mpreg, A/O/B, Werewolf/Knotting - the longer the better, but I'll take anything,

3. Time Travel - fics like - The Time-Traveler's Brother by gretazreta but any is fine,

4. Merman - where one or both boys have/get tails,

5. Tron - any fic but more along the lines of Tron Legacy,

6. Sam with wings - growing wings (nothing to do with Lucifer) &

7. AU fics that include Jess dying and Dean not coming to Stanford like he did in the pilot.

I know this is a lot but If anyone can help me find some of these that would be great, Thanks in advance.

09 March 2014 @ 09:12 pm
Hi i am looking for 1 general search and 1 specific story (obviously? xD)

1. general search: Anything where John is the one picking up Sam from Stanford not Dean. Where Dean is the one missing instead of John.

2. specific story: I remember that Dean wakes up in a hospital, Sam and John is there, but Dean does not understand what they are saing, he hears it as gibberish, and when Dean talks, he talks gibberish. So they all freak out, the doctor explains to John and Sam, but obviously can not explain it to Dean.


Thanks in advance for any help!!!
I'm looking for a fic that went AU during the pilot if I remember correctly. During the first season at least.
The demon comes for them in a motel (with ugly flowers on the wallpaper that are creeping them out, which is an odd detail to remember...). Sam bonds himself to Dean with a ritual that just comes to him out of the blue. It makes him Dean's, means he has to obey his orders. He tries to hide that from Dean for a while, who is not thrilled when he finds out. The bond can somehow differentiate between suggestions and real orders, and also means the demon can't have him, because he already belongs to Dean.
14 February 2014 @ 12:55 pm
Hi! I hope you can help me with this :)

I am lokking for fics where:

1. Dean does not follow John unconditionaly, takes Sam's side in aguments and so on.

2. Dean grows up being different, where he has powers, is highly intelligent or maybe not human.

3. Sam realize how much Dean does for him.

4. Dean does not come and get Sam in the pilot, either John does or Dean only comes much later.

5. There is a much bigger age difference between the two broters.

6. Dean is the youngest brother

I am also looking for a specific fic. It is a crossover, Dean is very young (i think deaged?), and Sam is an adult. Dean gets kidnapped, beats the kidnapper and sends Sam a text, and Sam and the police comes pick them up.

I am sorry for any spelling mistakes, and thank in advance!
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29 August 2013 @ 03:58 pm
I am looking for a story where Dean come to Sanford to pick Sam up to go looking for their dad, John. When Sam gets into the Impala, he notices a babyseat in the back of the impala. Dean has a baby daughter, who was given up by a girl that Dean had gotten pregnant and tried to live with her but it didn't work out, she left the baby girl with Dean.

16 September 2012 @ 03:19 pm
Okay, this might get bounced, but I've got to try. Somebody, somewhere, wrote their version of Kripke's original pilot episode - Dean smoked, Sam thinking Dean killed their father etc - and put up Jensen's test shots - or something similiarly official, they linked back to the photos I think? - of Dean's original tattooed look. 

Anyone? Even if it's offlist with just the photos, I'd be happy.

I have no idea what to tag this, so I guessed.
25 August 2012 @ 11:03 pm
I am not sure if such a fic actually exists, or if it was just a bunny or prompt I read somewhere. But I vaguely remember a retelling of the pilot wherein Sam(antha) is a girl and Jess(e) is a boy, and after Jess' death Sam discovers she's pregnant? I don't recall anything after that - if the story continues after the birth, or how Dean reacts, or anything. Just that little bit.

Hope someone recognizes this, if I didn't just imagine it :) Thanks!
25 April 2012 @ 09:52 am
Just got done rewatching the pilot episode... and again got curious what exactly made Dean turn around and get Sam, at the end of the episode with the apartment fire. I've only read one or two, so I'll take anything you've got. Be it a 'big-brother' feeling, or noticing static on the radio/lights flickering, premonitions, I don't care. I'll take gen and wincest.

Thanks folks.
20 February 2012 @ 11:31 pm
I read this years ago and still can't find it (it might not exist but I can but try!).

Dean picks up Sam and they go to Jericho as per the actual Pilot and Sam finds the fruit smells make him feel sick. It is obvious there used to be something between them and towards the end Dean blows Sam in the Impala and Sam comes so hard he ends up with come on his lips! I hope this rambling description helps find this long lost fic!
1. Just recently someone was here searching for The Long and Lonesome Highway by Sorka42, and I really enjoyed it, so now I'm wondering - any good fics where Sam says no when Dean asks him to leave to go find their dad in the pilot episode? I really don't have any specifics beyond that - whether it follows Sam or Dean or has both boys even. The only other one I could think of that I read was Life in Monochrome by fleshflutter (awesome, creepy, believable Gordon/Dean), so I'm not picky if it follows the no immediately or a fic that takes place in the aftermath of the no. (Dean/Cas kind of just edge out my love of Sam/Dean, but I'm open to any slash or gen.) 

2. I'm looking for some good Sarah Blake stories. I esp would like Sarah/Sam with Dean cheerleading for them, or Sarah/Sam/Dean, or Sarah/Dean, or Sarah/Sam/Jessica, but any slash combo, as long as it has Sarah in it, would be good. If it just has background Sam/Sarah (or Sarah/whoever), but the main focus is on another couple (like say Cas/Dean, cough cough, but really whoever), that's cool, but I want them involved and not just a few sentences long. I'm fine with AU or having them start something immediately after the episode with her or running into her a few years later or whatever.

As always, thank you. Self-recs are welcomed and if you have anything you think is close please post it.

I feel pretty lame about making another request so soon, but a lot of fics have been going missing with the delicious shift and I figure you guys tend to be awesome with that kind of thing. :)

1.  I read a fic a white back where Dean was a skinwalker. It was pretty much an AU of the pilot, only Dean was in his animal form when he came to Stanford. He was a big black wolf/dog and Jess let him in because she thought he was a stray. Dean was checking Jess out (looking up her skirt when she walked up the stairs at one point, I think) and Sam was annoyed. He called Dean out on it once she was gone. I don't know if it was ever finished, but any help in locating it would be awesome.

Edit: Pretty sure it was from Sam's POV. There was a part where he was wondering what was wrong with Jess because Dean was clearly a wolf, not a dog that was safe to take in. Also, Dean abused his puppy eyes and Jess thought he was adorable. Sam was not amused.

2.  I may have imagined this, but I remember a fic where one of the boys was possessed and wincest ensued. The possessed one tried to rape the other, but the other actually had feelings for them and went with it without even realizing that they were possessed. I remember that the possessed one was freaking out (possibly disgusted) and the demon was taunting them, while the other brother was really into it. I really want to say that it was set during BUABS, but again, I may have just made this up... >.>

FOUND! Link in comments :)

Anything similar with unrequited wincest coming to light or first time when one of the boys is not in their right mind would be appreciated, especially if it's bottom!Dean and the other is unaware anything is wrong.

3.  Are there any fics based on Dream a Little Dream of Me where Sam finds out that Dean has the hots for him? Or really, anything where Sam is able to read Dean's mind/see into his subconscious and discovers how Dean really feels about him? The reverse would be fine too, but I'm really looking for bottom!Dean here. Everything I've found so far has been bottom!Sam. Bonus points for kink.

I've been looking for ages for a Gabriel/Sam fic, where Gabriel, in a female vessel, is Sam's girlfriend at Stanford, instead of Jess. The story is in Gabriel's pov and it's set during the pilot, while Sam is away, hunting with Dean. Gabriel, if I remember correctly, kills Azazel, when he comes to kill her, and at the end, when Sam comes back, says something like: "we need to talk".
I think the story was posted on AO3.

Thanks in advance for the help!!

FOUND!! by [livejournal.com profile] starr_falling. it's So It Begins by [livejournal.com profile] jenab
02 September 2011 @ 10:09 am
I'm looking for a shortish story that was posted this spring or early summer that put a twist on the opening scene from season 1 ep 1.

It starts from Sam's POV, he hears someone breaking into the apartment, fights with them, etc, it ends up being Dean, but Dean is there for a very different reason, to kill Jess, because he is a serial killer with a predilections for killing blondes that look like his mother.

I remember in the author mentioning that she was inspired by a vid that was evil!sam set to "paint
it black" by the rolling stones and also by [livejournal.com profile] secretlytodream's "Roaring of the Lions" vid.

Thanks in advance for your help


PS- I wouldn't mind finding that Paint it Black video, either!

ETA- Found the fic! Thanks, you guys are fast!
 This was a Wincest fic, it was written prior to season 4, no Castiel. May have been written in the first season.

Starts at the beginning of the show, with the first episode, but at the buried Native American bones episode Dean talks to a professor that he knows, or something, and, we the reader, find out Dean is really, really smart, and hiding it from Sam. rest under cut )

That is all I can remember. Kinda vague, I know, but I loved it, and would love to read it again.

ETA: Found in comments! yay!  thanks
04 March 2011 @ 01:53 am
I remember there was this really good old post-pilot fanfic that dealt with Sam during the week after Jess' death. It started with Sam practically going into shock and he thought it was funny that the firefighters put a metallic blanket around him even though he wasn't cold. In another scene at Jess' funeral Sam mentions that Jess called him "stretch" the first time she saw him. And I believe that Jess' father tries to punch Sam because he thinks Sam is involved her death.

It was written before 2008 and at the end there was a Hansel and Gretel quote about breadcrumbs. I believe the fic was even called "And Hansel Said to Gretel". It was also posted on someone's livejournal (not ff.net)

...even though I remember all of this (which is very unlike me) for some reason I can't find it! :( Maybe someone here can be of help. It's driving me crazy.
09 January 2011 @ 12:44 am

This is the first time I'm doing this so excuse if I'm doing it wrong ;) I just re-watched the pilot episode and I was wondering if there are any stories where John dies in the fire as well and Dean and Sam end up being adopted. They live a normal life and then Azazel tracks them down, basically everything happening but them not knowing how to deal with all the demon stuff but managing to wing their way through it. Maybe they meet Bobby or another hunter? Please no wincest though. Thanks in advance!

During the pilot, Dean and Sam talk about not having met for two years, even though Sam's in his final year which means it should be more than 3 (unless Sam finished college early?) While there seems to be some consensus that there was a continuity error, it is possible that the boys met while Sam was at Stanford.

So are there any writers who've had Sam and Dean meet during Stanford? Any genre is fine- but I'd like fics that show Dean's vulnerabilities and insecurity, or something where Sam comes back to his family because Dean is injured. Can become AU but not necessary.

Preferably no death fics- I like happy endings.

Thanks in advance
13 April 2010 @ 04:51 pm
I know I read this one when I first got into SPN and I really want to read it again.

The whole story is told from the POV of the house from pre-series through at least 'Home'. It talked about how the walls talked to each other and kept different bugs and what not out. But after the fire it was harder 'cause the 'new construction' didn't want to cooperate with the pre-existing structure. And how it was sad that it couldn't 'be there' for Dean and Sam as they were growing up/traveling the country.

Help me Story Finders, you're my only hope.
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26 January 2010 @ 02:36 pm
1. I know I read a fic once where Dean didn't didn't show up at Stanford the way he did in the pilot. Instead he kept of hunting by himself, and eventually showed up at Sam's when he was dying, I think after the events with the Rawhead from 'Faith.' I would really like to read that again and any other fics you might know of where Dean doesn't reunite with Sam again immediately after John's disappearance, but they eventually come together in some other way. Gen or slash is fine. FOUND by moonstone_13! Link in comments!

2. Going through the John character tag here, I've seen a number of requests for either BadDaddy!John or Awesome/Protective/Comforting!John. And while I love nurturing John and my twisted-little-heart-that-loves-beating-up-on-Dean gets a guilty pleasure from abusive John, neither of those ever really rings true to the series for me. So I'm sort of looking for something in between...or a little bit of both. Like where you can tell John genuinely loves his boys and wants to be a good dad, but just can't swing it. I don't care if it's from his POV, or one of the boys or even an outsider. Please rec me any fics you can thinks of where poor John just tries and fails.

3. In a similar vein, it always breaks my heart a little when the show eludes to how much Dean resents his father without showing any of the love and devotion that we saw in the first season. I just read ...And It Went Right to My Head by kimonkey7 and it was beautiful and tearjerking and I want to read anything else that really just underscores how much Dean truly loved his Dad. I'll take post-death or pre-series or whatever.

ETA: Got some great recs for my second two searches! Thanks everyone!
27 December 2009 @ 04:16 pm


I'm looking for fics with John and Dean set directly after the fire. Or even fics where they talk about the fire. Just John, Dean, fire. Please?

And secondly; can anyone rec me some fics where John is made/becomes aware of Dean's self esteem issues? Any fics in that vein =)

Please and thank you =)
08 December 2009 @ 03:58 pm
Search #1:

I am on the lookout for your favorite fics with preseries Sam and Dean. Honestly, I'd love any and all you've got -- self-pimps are more than welcome -- but fics that contain the following get extra squee:

- Weechesters, which I think of as Dean under 15
- Any fics with Sam's first hunts, or in which Dean teaches Sam about hunting
- Fics in which Sam and Dean are happy to be around each other, which does not have to mean Wincest/Weecest -- can be gen in which Dean is the best big brother in the world
- Any outsider POV
- codas to "Something Wicked", "A Very Supernatural Christmas" or "After School Special"

Search #2:

Your favorite Sam-at-Stanford fics. I'll take Wincest, gen, Sam/OMC, Sam/OFC, Sam/Jess, whatever you've got. Extra squee for any of the following:

- Outsider POV
- Sam dating boys (especially if they're not only a substitute for Dean)
- Sam being homesick for Dean
- Sam hunting on his own
- Sam really, really not understanding civilian life
- Jess being awesome

Thanks so much!
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26 November 2009 @ 05:11 am
I'm looking for an older wincest one-shot thingie. I can't seem to find it, but I remember it pretty clearly. It was based on the "Pilot" episode and deals with why Constance Welch(the woman in white) went after Sam. Something about how he was planning on cheating on Jess with Dean, or was tempted to do so. I've actually read two (and I'm looking for both, actually), but one of them had Sam being (quietly) grateful towards Constance because it made him all guilty and deciding not to cheat on Jess. They were both on Fanfiction.net, if that helps.

cut for maybe season 5 spoilers? )
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04 November 2009 @ 04:49 pm
In the Pilot, Dean tells Sam that they stuck around in Palo Alto for a few weeks right after Jess' death. I was wondering if there were any fics that explore those weeks, probably h/c with a dash of Wincest. Thanks!
17 April 2009 @ 07:01 pm
Hiya :)

Are there ANY fics, where Sam & Dean are romantically involved starting with the pilot ep of the show, and spanning up to the most recent SPN eps?? :D

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29 March 2009 @ 08:37 pm
I am feeling nostalgic for season one and am looking for any fics that take place after the pilot and before Wendigo with a focus on Dean looking after Sam. Extra cookies if Dean hugs or cuddles Sam.

Also I am looking for one specific post-pilot fic - the only detail I can remember is that when they get to their motel room Dean is in the shower and when he comes out Sam is searching the room for bugs.
28 March 2009 @ 02:17 am
I just rewatched the Pilot and now, I'm searching for wincest fics which happen IN the Pilot or right AFTER the Pilot.
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Hi again guys - I've got another pretty random, specific episode-related search for y'all!

I've just re-watched the pilot & noticed that when the Lady in White is attacking Sam in the car, he professes he hasn't cheated on anyone & she replied "you will".

Given my love of wincest my mind immediately jumps to thinking - 'maybe she meant that 'cause Dean has just reappeared in Sam's life it is inevitable that Sam will get together with Dean [either again or for the first time], thus cheating on Jessica'. (I'm assuming the Lady in White wouldn't be able to foretell Jess' death!)

So I was just wondering if anyone else had had the same thought, and perhaps fiction-ed it. I'm looking for wincest fics where Sam either falls out of love with Jessica & cheats on her(if she lives), or realises his feelings for Dean are a lot stronger than his feelings for Jess were and feels like he's cheating on her memory(if she dies).

~ I've probably misinterpreted Kripke's meaning there, but c'mon, I can't picture Sam cheating on Jessica for just any old girl! ...can you? ;)

EDIT: Well so far no specific recs *is sad*, but have had a few interesting alternate suggestions for what the Lady in White meant; Thanks [livejournal.com profile] glimmerella and [livejournal.com profile] duohatesrelena!
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29 June 2008 @ 07:34 am
I'm looking for two specific stories I read a long time ago and failed to bookmark.

1. It was an Alias crossover with Sam in the Sydney Bristow role - he's at Stanford and working as an agent at the same time. At the end of the first chapter (I think), he's on a mission and runs into Dean. It was a WIP at the time and I have no idea if it continued beyond that point. If it did I'd love to read the rest!
ETA: Found!

2. This was an AU of the pilot in which Mary survived the fire but John still ends up as a hunter. At the end, Jess was saved, too and if I remember it right it ended with Mary trying to explain to Jess what happened. I think there was a sequel with Jess hunting with the brothers, but it's not the Transmutation verse that I'm thinking of.
ETA: Found!

3. Or, failing that, please rec me anything not based on WIAWSNB in which Mary either survived the fire or the fire didn't happen.
06 February 2008 @ 05:06 pm


I was wondering if there are any stories that deviate from the Pilot, in a certain way.

Dean doesn't go to Stanford to get Sam, and Jess either does or doesn't die. Sam goes ahead with the interview, and finishes school and everything. Years later he finds out that Dean is in a coma, or the hospital, or something, and has been for several years.

John never got a hold of him to tell Sam Dean had been hurt.

Is there anything that sounds like that or similar?

Thanks :)

since it's wednesday, and the longest day of the week, espcially having to wait till tomorrow for the new ep.


19 January 2008 @ 03:55 pm
Hi everyone!

I've read Of Grief and Guilt by maya perez, which I recommend, and A Week in Stanford by K Hanna Korossy, which is absolutely awesome. Can you recommend me any other fics that take place directly after Jess is killed in the Pilot, in whatever amount of time the brothers still spend at Stanford before taking off? No wincest for this one, please. Thanks!

- mayachain
28 December 2007 @ 04:02 am
I'm looking for a fic that I read recently. It was a sort of pilot AU where Dean shows up at Sam's all torn up from a hunt. It is mostly Sam/Jess, but then Jess realizes that Sam and Dean are going at it as well. Sam works at Starbucks and Jess gets drunk and propositions Dean. I hope that is enough to go on! Thank you!
10 December 2007 @ 09:05 pm
*waves like a mad person* HI! Ok, so. I don't like being one of those who gives away the entire story when searching for it, so I hope the following isn't too vague.

1.) Sam and Dean. Likely wincest. A missing scene from the pilot. The only thing I can give you that might sound familiar without giving it away is this: During the pilot episode, after Dean jumps off the bridge and they get to the hotel and Dean showers and then leaves to get food - Sam either calls or gets called by Jess and Dean overhears.

Does anyone know what the holy hannah I'm talking about here?

I just realized there is no way to ask for this next one WITHOUT giving it away. I also just realized both fics I'm asking for might possible have girl sex in them. Ew, what am I thinking? *grins*

2.) Jared walks in on a 3-some (Jensen and a famous actress and another famous guy) and they invite him to join. Relatively short fic.
(and on that note, anything you might know of with 'threesome +1'?   *is a pervert from hell*)

PLEASE say someone knows what this is (all I can remember is that I really hate the actress, but the fic was delicious). I have read all the porn again, and now I'd like to re-read some of the ones I loved but failed to bookmark!

Thank you guys, SO MUCH. *hugs*

ETA: #2 FOUND! By [profile] ejtheviking and [profile] dragynville - THANK YOU!

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26 November 2007 @ 04:07 pm
Are there any stories where, at the end of the Pilot, Sam is possessed by the YED or dies and Dean saves Jess.? Leading possibly to some Dean/Jess, searching for a way to help Sam, that sort of thing? 

Or any Dean/Jess or Sam/Jess/Dean stories you would recommend.

Thanks in advance.

(P.S. to mods... Thank you!  Thank you for adding tags!)
28 May 2007 @ 04:31 pm
Hey people, saw a post from someone further down asking about everyones first ever wincest story read, and I can remember one of mine vaguely but haven't seen it yonks, wondering if someone knew of it. It was set towards the end of Pilot, Dean was taking Sam home and stops the car and says "wanna have (you-know-what)" - obviously doesn't say "you-know-what", jst wary of what I can and can't post here - and Sam is reluctant at first, then goes along with it. I think it was top!Sam, I could just be getting confused with other stories though considering I can barely remember this one. Any help is appreciated, thanks!
28 April 2006 @ 04:22 pm
I'm looking for any fic that goes AU after the pilot - in other words, one in which Jess lives and Sam chooses to go off with Dean. Or some variation therof. Doesnt have to be Wincest, but thats great too. I am certain I cant be the only person who only thought of this - its been nugging the hell out of me!