Hello,

I was wondering if yall could help me find a story I've been looking for.

It was a J2, where Jensen worked at a strip club and was being used/abused by the owner JDM. It's not the Schemes Verse, by atimi.

Spoilers:
Jared was an ex-member of a Mafia/Gang and had a crap ton of money, but didn't know how to break it to Jensen without scaring him off, so he continued to let Jensen work for the strip club, even though he hated those places. He didn't like how most of them seemed to take advantage of the works in one way or another. Jared noticed that Jensen was becoming more and more withdrawn, but couldn't figure out why. He finally walked in on JDM abusing Jensen and set Jensen home, before threating and killing JDM(??, I am pretty sure he killed him). He was then able to say the money he had was from extorting JDM for not pressing charges, Jensen didn't know Jared had killed him. It had a happy ending where Jensen got a job working somewhere he really loved.

Story is However Long the Night, the Dawn will Break, by Saltandburnboys
 
 
13 May 2018 @ 06:40 pm
Looking for fic with abused Cas, one where he’s either being abused in secret and the boys find out later in the story or they know and they’re trying to help Cas. I’m even fine with the boys abusing Cas, I’m just looking for a fic with an angsty Cas. Also any type of abuse is fine but I’m mainly looking for non-con.
 
 
11 May 2018 @ 09:47 pm

I'm looking for AU Dean/Cas fics where Sam was/is a junkie or just making bad life choices that cause great angst to Dean. The fic doesn't need to revolve around this issue, it could be mentioned as part of the personal history that makes up Dean's motivation in the story, but I'd love to read fanfics that feature it like Three Kings by Cosmic Medusa

 
 
24 April 2018 @ 03:43 pm

First one a specific fic. Weechesters where Dean is going to sell himself for prostitution while John is on a hunt because they ran out of money and Dean needs to feed Sam . When Dean goes to leave Sam freaks out because he senses something is wrong. Before Dean can get in the guys car John shows up and stops him.

Second thing is there  a big list some where of weechester fic? I would like to read a bunch.

Thanks!

 
 
Hi! Hoping someone can find a story that I haven't been able to locate in a while. The main thing I can remember is that Sam and Dean end up on a hunt that has to do with a modern Indian tribe that is being hassled by ghosts of an ancient tribe. In order to make the hauntings/problems stop, Dean ends up being tested to see if he is a worthy warrior. I remember there was a group of people (maybe a tour group) along with Sam and I think the modern tribe's female shaman (who was leading the tour group) watching Dean go through the "tests". I remember that Dean gets pulled behind some horses. He goes through a couple of other things too but I can't remember them. This may also be taking place after Dean was already pretty run down from a previous hunt, but I'm not sure. Would greatly appreciate it if someone can recall this story.

Also, I will gladly take any recommendations where Dean goes through some type of trials or tests or whatever, whether to prove himself or to protect/save Sam. Gen or Wincest gladly accepted. Please no WIPs and self recs are always welcomed! :)

FOUND: Specific story found, thank you. Still open to recommendations for similar stories.
 
 

Hey, not sure I'm doing this right but I cant find the fic so. I read a Supernatural fanfic a while back and I'm craving it now.

There was a bigger age gap between Dean and Sam, Dean had a job at a diner and Sammy sometimes sat there and did his homework. He was a kid, Dean was older. THIS IS NOT WINCEST PLEASE

Castiel lived with his brothers (and sisters) and had a crush on Dean? It was pretty cute. I'm also pretty sure Dean was in trouble and Cas was trying to help him, but Dean wasn't letting him.

I'm not sure whether it was the same fic, or if I'm confusing the two, but I believe there may have been some drunk John abusing Dean thing going on. If it is the same fic, I remember a scene where John hit Dean and some broken glass got involved. Dean woke up bloody with glass embedded in his back, I think he tried go on throughout his day like that too.

I'd really appreciate it if you could find this for me! If it is actually two different fics, I'd love to get both. Thank you in advance!

ps: I tried to get as many tags as I could think of, but I may have missed some :/

 
 
Hey all! I’m looking for any fics with Omega!Dean where he is suffering from the nomadic lifestyle : never being able to put down roots, etc. maybe John and Sam are alphas and they notice Dean doing worse and worse dispite putting on a brave face? Maybe even Dean doesn’t understand why he’s so depressed? Sam is the one who always complains about leaving but dean feels it deep...

I would read omega Sam fics like this as well! Not a fan of Destiel or John/dean but would be perfectly okay with wincest (Sam/Dean)

Do fics like this exist ?? 🙏🏼
 
 
10 April 2018 @ 07:24 pm
I'm looking for any and all fics where pre-series Sam runs away; either to college or as a kid. Slash, het, and gen ok.
 
 

First of all, I've gone through the tags and for the life of me I can't find this story anymore. It's a Teenchesters story. Dean sells his body to have enough money to take care of Sam. In this story Dean was somewhere outside in the woods (?) or at a remote area to meet with an older guy who wants to have sex with Dean. I can't remember if it was Dean's first time hustling. I vaguely remember that the guy ws pretty rough with Dean or did more than they originally agreed on. I think that the act itself took place on the hood of the car (the guy's car?). Sam was close by the whole time (think he waited in the Impala) and even though Dean instructed him to "play bossom", Sam still looked and saw what was happening to Dean. After the act, Dean feeling humiliated, the guy noticed Sam somehow and was about to attack Sam and grabbed him (not sure). That's when Dean went apeshit. It was a classic case of Dean taking a lot but don't you dare to ever mess with Sammy situation. I'm aware that this is all pretty vague. Must have been five years ago that I read this. Any help would be greatly appreciated.

 
 
13 February 2018 @ 09:58 pm
Hello, i am looking for the fic where Jensen can get pregnant but doesn't want to have kids. I think it's a law or the way of that land to keep having kids. Jensen loves Jared but refuses to be a father to his children. even getting his own section of the house so he doesn't have to interact with them. then an accident happens where Jensen can no longer have children and so he finally comes back into all their lives and is a father.
 
 
10 February 2018 @ 05:52 pm
Hey,
I'm looking for two types of stories:
1. Gabriel is resurrected/comes back somehow, and reacts to the things that have happened to Cas and the boys in the intervening years. And maybe fixes everything like a bamf??

2. Gabriel is fatherly or protective towards Dean in some way. Him also being like this towards Cas and Sam is also fine, but I would particularly love seeing him be concerned for and protective of Dean in some way. Gabriel/Dean is alright, but I would prefer them not to be in a romantic relationship if possible.
Thanks!
 
 
10 February 2018 @ 04:09 am
Firstly, hi everyone, it’s been a while!

Ok so here goes.
This snippet popped into my head & refuses to leave, if anyone knows where the hell its from, I’ll be eternally grateful!!

It’s Xmas, the Ackles & Padalecki’s are spending the holidays together as usual. Jared loves Jensen but has never told him. They all settle down to watch some old home movies of family xmases. The families are watching a home movie where Jared has saved up to buy Jensen an iPod but Jensen’s parents have also gotten him one & beat Jared to it. It all comes to light how long Jared has loved Jensen after everyone watches the video.

That’s literally all I have. I have no idea if it’s a one shot, or part of a longer fic. I realise it’s not much to go on but you guys are the best!
 
 
Hey,
I asked about this fic a long time ago, but in the intervening years have still had no luck finding it, so here goes and fingers crossed: It was on ao3, fairly long and complete, I think. It was Dean/Cas, and an AU where some people had guardian angels-Gabriel was either Mary or Sam's guardian angel, and sort of like an uncle or extra parent to the boys. Then Mary is killed, John blames Gabe, and somehow banishes him from the boys side. As they grow up, they keep seeing another kid who saves them several times, this turns out to be Cas, who is a demon who acts like a guardian angel, or an angel who was raised as a demon, I can't quite remember what exactly. Eventually, they figure out how to unbanish Gabriel, and Cas recognizes him. I would love, love, love to find it again, so please, anyone? Thanks!
 
 
Hi guys, I'm looking for a specific fic - but no luck so far.

What I remember:
Dean says yes, Michael takes him as vessel
Michael is kinda douche, even if not intentionally
Castiel is heartbroken, because he was in love with Dean

Spoilery under the cut:
Read more... )

Rings any bells? FOUND: A Hole in the World by [livejournal.com profile] bauble

//Also any recommendations with good Dean dies (and stays dead) tearjerker Destiel fics would be appreciated too :]
 
 
16 January 2018 @ 01:44 am
Hi everyone, i see her stories referenced a lot in spn-kink meme and some delicious accounts.  Does anyone have any copies of her stories or know where to find them.  I am interested in bottom Dean ones.

thank you.
 
 
I'm looking for this fic where Sam treats Dean like crap because he is cursed to be pissed at Dean (kind of like in Asylum). At one point, he gets Dean beat up and almost raped and then locks him outside of the motel room. Dean had to take Sam to Missouri to cure him. John was involved as well, but the boys did not know he was there.
 
 
09 January 2018 @ 12:14 am
This is a request already posted twice (once by vain_chan in 2011 and once by myself in 2014). Sadly, the story has yet to be found and it still bugs me once in a while. Therefore, I'm reposting this:
The fic is several years old and it's an AU of season 2's 'Born Under a Bad Sign.' In the story, after Meg/Sam knocks Dean unconscious, he assaults Dean. Afterwards, possessed!Sam keeps Dean under control by threatening to hurt Sam's body (biting off his tongue, stabbing him, etc.), beating Dean, and tying him up. This goes on for several weeks while possessed!Sam kills hunters listed in John's journal. Eventually possessed!Sam takes a pretty broken Dean to Bobby's, trying to force Dean to kill Bobby. Bobby knows what's up, though, and he traps and exorcises the demon. I can recall specific scenes in detail: one in which possessed!Sam returns from a kill injured and Dean begs to stitch Sam's body up, and a separate non-con scene where possessed!Sam is in the bathtub, washing off blood from a kill and forcibly holding Dean's head on him under water, while thinking to Sam something along the lines of, "This is how the world is going to end: willingly drowned in blood."

This is a well-written, long-ish fic, and I think there we a sequel dealing with the fallout of Sam and Dean's recovery; it may have even been part of a series. As you can probably see, it's very dark and deals with some pretty rough subject matter including physical and psychological torture, non-con, and some pretty graphic violence. There's massive amounts of Dean abuse and no small amount of damage to Sam since it continues into the recovery phase. It was one of the first fics I read in this fandom before I got a delicious account, so I don't have it book marked. I also could not find it under the tags on this comm. Please, please help me find it. You'll be my favorite person forever. Thanks.
 
 
30 December 2017 @ 04:31 pm

Used to be at this link, but it has since disappeared. Want to know if anyone else knows where it could be.

https://m.fanfiction.net/s/10799888/1/My-dad-not-my-father

Sam is yelling at John for getting Dean hurt in a hunt, and makes it clear how much Dean has done to raise him. and he breaks down and cries talking about how Dean is all he has, hed follow John to the end of the earth and then he'd lose him. They hug and cry, and then Dean walks into the hotel room ans sam wraps him in a hug, not letting go until John points out how he's about to keel over. And then there comes some sort of agreement that they would be allies or something like that.

 
 
Hello~
Looking for fics that have Jared taking Jensen for granted, and not realizing how much he truly cares until either 1) he's faced with losing Jensen (Jensen leaving, accident happens, or Jensen goes missing, etc.) or 2) he realizes how much he's hurting Jensen by being neglectful. Prefer established relationship, but okay if they start out as friends also. Thanks much for any ideas!
 
 
Hello!

So, i've been looking for two specific fics.

1, AU fic which dean and cas are having an affiar. I remember in this fic, Dean is getting married with a woman soon(Lisa, maybe? I'm not sure, though.), but He's been seeing Cas, too.
I think they met at a gay bar, and since then they have been having sex. Then, before Dean's wedding, his girlfriend found out about their affiar and broke it off. Cas tried to talk to Dean hoping they could get together and be happy, but Dean never picked up the phone.
In the end of the fic, Cas waited for Dean but eventually left and moved to another state(I think for attending a univercity)
Dean went to Cas's apartment, but he's already gone. The last scene is Dean was at the bar drinking alone, and some guy hits on him, but Dean told him he's got someone and turned the guy down.

It's a pretty sad story, but also hopeful.

Oh and I remember in this fic, Dean got beaten by benny(I think It was Benny but I'm not sure...) after everyone found out that Dean was gay.



2, destiel fic with omega!dean and alpha!cas.
They are brothers in this fic. They are pining for each other. Dean's heat hits him, and he locked himself in his room. Cas tried to offer finding someone to help Dean through his heat or something. Then, Dean kind of confessed his feeling toward Castiel.
It is a happyending fic.

I really really hope someone can help me finding those fics.
 
 
17 December 2017 @ 12:34 am

I'm looking for

1. This specific fic that I vaguely remember the ending. I think at the end, Dean gave Sam a pamphlet for rehab. Sam thought that Dean was going to send him into rehab due to his demon blood addiction, but actually, it was for Dean's alcohol addiction. I think there was a falling out at the beginning between the brothers due to the whole demon blood thing? I faintly remember suicidal Sam. And also, at the end, Dean started to treat Sam nicely again, but it was so odd for Sam that he acted quite uncomfortable to it. To anyone who can help me with this, I'll be in your debt.

2. Stories that Sam is neglected by someone in favour for someone else. For example, Dean may have neglected Sam for Benny or Castiel. Maybe a good example will be Needed by noobieninja. The more angst, the better. A happy ending is highly preferable but I might do without.

I'm asking for a lot of fics, and that's mostly because I'm in Vietnam with little forms of entertainment. I will really appreciate the help. Thanks so much in advance!

 
 
I’m looking for a specific j2 fic that I can remember but not find. :(

I know that Jared was a Viking prince off on a raid of a castle where Jensen is being held prisoner/tortured and is dying in the dungeon. Jensen’s captor was down there with him during the raid and Jared was killing all of the captives until he saw Jensen and then he decided to cut Jensen free and take him home for his own. On the way to Jared’s land, the other people captured were going to revolt and flee the ship, but Jensen told them not to. I know that later on j2 end up together in a consensual relationship. Does this sound familiar to anyone?

FOUND IN COMMENTS!
 
 
This is driving me nuts. I'm searching for a fic I read a while back and can't seem to find again.
It was pretty dark and disturbed, tbh, but I'd like to read it again. Basically it was Dean getting caught by a witch (who lived in a house in the woods, I think). She overpowers him, and plans on cooking him alive. I think a lot of the fic was the process of the witch preparing her(?) "meal", and at the end Dean was already in the oven, before John came and rescued him at the very last second.
 
 
22 November 2017 @ 09:18 pm
I'm looking for a good Dean/Cas AU fic to read. Any rating will do, although I like it to be not just about sex, but about relationship, with angst, soul-searching, character development. Something where they are adults (I'm too old for school/college fics).

I absolutely adored Bring It On Home by TheCouchCarrot. The Breath Of All Things by KismetJeska was also pretty good. So I'm looking for more stories in this vein.

I haven't read much besides these two though, so if there are any obvious choices, I'm probably unaware of them and will appreciate a tip. Thanks!
 
 
20 November 2017 @ 06:24 pm
Looking for a specific fic where John says something to Sam (or maybe hits him?) while Dean is out and Sam runs away.
I remember that Sam is gone for a few years, has his growth spurt, and Dean runs into him in a bar (and saves him from a hustle gone wrong) and doesn't recognize him and starts complaining to this 'stranger' about how he's looking for his annoying, stupid kid brother who ran away, so Sam doesn't reveal it's him.
Sam gets injured and calls Bobby to patch him up, but makes him promise not to tell John or Dean. Later on Dean is in trouble and Bobby calls Sam to help him, and they make up.
Sam totally becomes a badass hunter all by himself, but Dean stops hunting to look for him.
Any help would be great, I'm going crazy looking! Thank you!
 
 
This story was posted on the slash archive and is at least 5 years old, possibly 10. Dean is on Sam's computer and discovers an email from one of Sam's college buddies; it includes a questionnaire and Dean answers it. His answers are completely honest, including his sexual feelings for Sam that he has been hiding from him. The computer crashes and Dean doesn't realize that his answers were saved. Sam discovers the filled out questionnaire and confronts Dean about his feelings.
 
 
02 October 2017 @ 12:45 am
Hello! So I've been looking for a couple of stories on and off for a while now, but I have yet to find either of them, so here I am.

The first story was J2, and was actually a (PWP oneshot) sequel or epilogue to a much longer story. I don't remember much about the long one, but the sequel/epilogue definitely involved dom!Jensen and bottom/subby!Jared. There was some sort of kidnapping RP going on, I think, or at least a rape RP, but it was all very consensual. I think I remember a line about Jared smiling beneath his silky blindfold? Jared being so comfortable with the RP definitely had some sort of connection to the main story. I remember that Jared was grabbed into a small dark room or something? I'm also pretty sure Jensen was rich...

The second one is one where Sam was de-aged to like two or something, and I know Dean definitely ends up feeling guilty for how he was treating Sam. It was a pretty similar concept to The Things You Do, as it was Gabriel/the Trickster who put the spell on Sam. I'm pretty sure this fic was set more in season 4/5, though, as I think I remember there being a connection to Dean and Sam playing their parts. I'm also pretty sure that, again, like The Things You Do, someone was kidnapped. I'm pretty sure Dean didn't kmow that it was Gabriel who put the spell on Sam, though, and only found out before rescuing the kidnappee. All in all, very similar to The Things You Do, but if memory serves, this fic was written by a more experienced author, as there were no *cue action within astrix* within the story.
 
 
13 September 2017 @ 08:36 pm
Hi guys,

Looked everywhere and can't find these; I THINK the first one was "I'm not Giving Up (I'm Just Giving In)," can't remember the second. In the first Sam has a brain tumor and Dean wants to heal him, but he's resigned. Sam finds a cabin they go to; at the end, he falls in the shower and loses his ability to speak.

In the second, Cas visits so Dean can leave the much sicker Sam to take a shower. Cas sits with him.

They MAY be by Beckalooby, but I can't remember, and also have searched her new journal and the old posts and have had no luck. Pleae help!
 
 
Older story, but here is what I remember: Sam and Dean are still hunting, Sam has lost an eye, writing sigils or devils traps, etc causes him pain, but he's grateful to still be working with Dean. I think the demon blood is causing the problem. Very short story and pretty sure it's Gen. I tagged au and possible future fic. Thanks so much
 
 
05 September 2017 @ 06:48 pm
Hi everyone, looking for 2 fics I read a few weeks ago on archive of our own.

The first one, Sam and dean find cas being tortured by some guy. The guy has carved Enochian sigils on cas so his wings manifest physically against his will and can be seen.
Cas keeps freaking out when brothers have to or accidentally touch his wings. He compares his wings being forced to manifest and then touched/seen without his permission was like rape. Sam and dean look after him and Eventually becomes okay with dean touching his wings. May have been gen or Destiel.

The second fic has cas suddenly appearing in the bunker. Sam and dean have to go through cas's important memory to keep him alive. They are able to feel cas emotions and find out how much he cared/admired them for the start.
One example I remember was them realising when cas first met Sam and called him boy with demon blood he actually didn't mean to be offensive he was actually happy to meet Sam and greatly admired him.
 
 
Jensen and Jared are teens and Jared has moved around a lot because his dad is in the military. Jared's dad's leg is injured so the family moves to this really small town while he recovers and Jared meets Jensen there. Jensen's older brother died so Jensen's uncle moved in to help out the family. One day, Jensen is hurt and crying and Jared assumes it is Jensen's father who abuses him. However, at the end of the story, it's revealed that it was Jensen's uncle who was abusing him and it's implied that the uncle killed Jensen.

Thanks for any help!
 
 
21 August 2017 @ 07:35 pm
I've been looking for a specific fic for a couple months and can't find it.

It's on ao3, most likely mature, +20k, and takes place after season 11. Human!Cas. The author went "f it" to canon, and early season 12 spoilers ). Cas is missing, then Sam and Dean find a John Doe in a hospital matching Cas' description. They go pick him up in the hospital. Cas goes through a long check-up, and has a moment where he runs his hands through his hair in the bathroom. (this sounds strange, but trust me, it's important). They take him back to the Bunker, and everything is sunshine and rainbows for a few weeks.

Then Cas leaves the Bunker 'cause he has a job or something. Cas comes back, but keeps leaving without answering their calls that much. Dean is suspicious but Sam says there's nothing to worry about. Dean follows Cas one day, and turns out he's working at a Gas N' Sip and is trying to get money... for something.

Cas visits the Bunker every couple weeks, and each time he's wearing a new knitted hat. Due to a slip-up, Dean is jealous and thinks Cas is hooking up with a girl named Erin, but really MAJOR spoilers for fic )

It's a delicious slow burn, with a ton of angst, and I didn't get around to finishing it, so help finding it would be appreciated.
 
 
21 August 2017 @ 05:00 pm
I read a specific postcage Sam story and I can't find it anywhere. Basically, Sam is struggling with his PTSD and hallucinations post Hell. He researches ways to cope. He finds a post that says knitting is supposed to help. So he knitts whenever he can't sleep or is having a particularly hard time with Hallucifer. It's a great story and I'd love to read it again! Thanks!
 
 
20 August 2017 @ 04:34 am
Hey everybody! I really need help finding a story that I have been looking for for weeks. All I can remember from this story was that it was a Pre series story with both sam and dean still going to school and john had dropped them of at bobby's house. I don't know if the story was over the course of a couple years but I know that it's very likely that it was from Bobby's POV and that it was mostly his thoughts on dean and how he acted as a kid. Although there is a very big difference from many other stories like this in the fact that there is a scene where sam ( and sam in this story is only in it for a very short time and he is described as being bratty and kindoff mean to dean) was lying to bobby about something. Bobby knew that sam was lying but for some reason I remember that bobby kindoff chose to belive sam because he thought that dean maybe needed to mature or something. I think we can see form his point of view his decision to chose sam over dean and how dean kindoff reacted to that where he felt very betrayed and there was this lose of trust. I know I'm not explaining it very well. But I'm not really sure it its a line in the story but I remember either reading or thinking (that bobby like many others chose sam over dean)because bobby was one of the few people that treated dean well and I think bobby thought he was coddling him to much and made a choice that resulted in him betraying dean. Which hurts very badly because in the story everybody knew sam was lying and dean was very trusting that bobby would listen to him but instead bobby killed the trust and hope in dean. I am so sorry for the terrible description but If anybody could help me find it I would greatly appreciate it.

Also if their are any stories that kindoff give of that vibe about how dean was forced to grow up to fast or pre series on the neglect dean suffered. Anything dealing with the fact that dean was just a little kid and everybody especially john basically forced him to ignore his safety and do everything he could to protect sam please do rec them to me. I would love to read any recommendations.
 
 
05 August 2017 @ 10:24 pm
Hi! I've scrolled back forever in non-au's and tried everything, so hopefully someone can be my savior here! Supernatural ended and Jared and Jensen are on bad terms because Jared ended it to do bigger and better movies. Jensen has not been very successful. Eric Kripke suggests that they do a Supernatural movie to see where Sam and Dean are now, and Jensen still has trouble forgiving Jared. It's not the Play Nice Proviso or the Jared Padalecki Untitled Project. SOS! 
 
 
02 August 2017 @ 09:46 pm
Hi,

I'm looking for Sam/Dean stories where the boys are already in an established relationship, and someone (or something) hurts, attacks, wounds, kidnaps, tries to kill or targets Sam somehow, for whatever reason. The angstier the better; protective Dean to the rescue will make my week. I'll take first time wincest stories as well, but I'm really hoping to find stories where the boys are already together when bad things happen to Sam.

My only other requests are no death fics, and no WIPs. Oh, happy endings are a must for this one.

Many many thanks in advance.
 
 
15 July 2017 @ 02:31 am
I read this fic a long time ago that was set soon after Mary died. John was very drunk and Dean enters the room. He yells at Dean about how upset he is that Mary died and, when Dean starts getting scared and crying, he yells him to stop crying. It's from John's POV and he's thinking that he should really stop yelling at Dean, but he keeps going.

Any other fics that have little Dean dealing with upset or drunk John would also be appreciated. Thanks for any recs!
 
 
14 July 2017 @ 04:58 am
I was hoping you guys would be able to help me find a fic I read a few years ago.

It was an spn/American Idol crossover, set in a world where the supernatural isn't real, and where Sam and Dean both sign up for American Idol. With several other spn chars participating as well.
And it turns out that Dean had to have John institutionalized because he became a threat to Sam.

Anyone know where to find it?
 
 
06 July 2017 @ 10:09 pm
I'm looking for a mpreg fic that I know used to be on the samdean archive, but I'm not sure if it was ever transferred to AO3 since I can't remember the author or title. What I remember is that Dean got pregnant, but ran away because when he'd asked San if he ever wanted kids Sam had said no. So he ends up at this cabin where Sam finally tracks him down. Dean acts like an ass to get Sam to leave, telling him the kid isn't even his, that it's just the result of either a one night stand or a john, I can't remember which way he went. Anyways, Sam leaves initially, and Dean goes into labour right after.

If anyone could help me by either having a link that works or a copy they could send me that would be amazing.

Thanks
 
 
05 July 2017 @ 10:18 pm
Hey community -I need your help again please. I'm looking for a specific fic where Jensen and Jared are mates and I think Jensen is pack alpha. Jared may have been rescued/found and is very insecure. The part I remember clearly is that Danneel shows up after having been away on a mating quest. She and Jensen used to hook up and she is convinced that Jensen is her mate. She says some pretty awful things about Jared which he overhears.
 
 
28 June 2017 @ 09:39 am
This morning, I was reading a really good destiel casefic, called Marked by mansikka on ao3. I bumped my phone screen and shut the page down by accident, and when I tried to re-open it, ao3 told me it had been deleted! I can't find it anywhere, and I was just about to get to the great part where Sam finds out about destiel!

Some details in case you have a copy but aren't sure:
Canon verse, established relationship, Cas is concerned about what might happen if they go public, Sam and Dean live in the bunker, Cas can still teleport (not explained), Cas and Dean go undercover at a cafe to flush out a monster hunting couples. It's hard for them to pretend to be lovey-dovey when they are actually a couple but Sam doesn't know and Cas doesn't want to be close when they are in public. Sam keeps teasing and its really hurting Dean, cause that's what he actually wants.

Dean is heartbroken when Cas wants to go 'on a break'. Dean gets drunk and makes friends with the barmaid (just friends) and then is kidnapped by a karaoke singing half-undine (mermaid) who wants a soul? or something? I was just in the middle of that chapter. Sam and Cas are looking for Dean, feeling super guilty.

Does anyone have a copy of this fic? I desperately want to finish it, it was great.
 
 
24 June 2017 @ 02:56 pm
I am looking for a fic. I don't recall much of it. I recall it being a Destiel fic, a road trip type fic, and Cas dies. Dean follows in John's foot steps. it was a work in progress.

NorthernsSparrow did a fic similar called "into the fire"
I suppose I am looking for any fics that are similar to "Into the Fire"

any assistance in locating this fic or similar fics would be appreciated.
thank you,
sincerely,
jazzy


Tags: genre: angst, genre: au, genre: hurt/comfort, genre: death!fic, genre: slash, character: castiel, character: dean, pairing: dean/castiel,
 
 
18 June 2017 @ 10:10 pm
I am looking for any sad J2 stories that make you cry, but that have a happy ending. Although Jensen/Jared is preferred, Jensen/anyone else is great too.

Thanks for any recommendations!
 
 
05 June 2017 @ 10:39 pm
Does anyone know of any fics that have Dean's shitty behavior/actions (i.e. the thing w/ Gadreel, the demon blood withdrawal, the way he belittles Sam's achievements/accomplishments, etc.) towards Sam pointed out? I've already read 'The Sam Winchester School of Hunting', and something along those lines would be great. Thanks!
 
 
04 June 2017 @ 11:45 pm
I read this AU Destiel fic a long time ago where Dean is depressed and sometimes it gets very bad. Sam is with Jess and they try to help him. Then he meets Cas and they get together. But Dean has an episode of extreme depression and ends up killing himself, thinking Cas would be better off not having to deal with him. I think he jumps out window in front of Cas? Cas then later also kills himself.

Yeah, very tragic ending. But if anyone can help me find it that would be great!
 
 
02 June 2017 @ 07:34 pm
Hey ya'll! This is just my second time posting here but I got such awesome results with my first one -like, seriously, there were so many- I couldn't resist posting again!

So, I've got an intense craving for some hate to love fics. I'm mainly craving destiel, but J2 or Dean with some other characters will be fine too- all the pairings I'm cool with will be in the tags.

I would just like fics where Jensen or Dean and his eventual SO hate eachothers' guts at the beginning. I do like high school aus, but if they're written well- I tend to find ones that are quite tacky, however I'm willing to bet that it's just my horrible google-fu that's doing that for me- so I do hope some of you could hook me up with some goodies! However, anything works for me- in the topic of aus, that is.

I do love me some Jensen/Dean!whump, so I would prefer it if he's the one that gets the worse end of the stick- whatever the stick may be. Though I do want the hatred to be generally mutual- I don't want Jensen/Dean's partner to be the only one dishing out the harsh hatred (ooo alliteration) while he remains helpless and pining, that would be bordering a somewhat abusive relationship, and I'm really not up for anything a little more than petulant hatred between the two.

So yeah, not anything too heavy. I'm just in the mood for some angst- arguing, a few hurtful words, maybe some tears, enough to frustrate me- but enough cuteness and schmoopy boys mixed in to make it a little more pleasant than painful!

I prefer bottom + submissive Dean and Jensen, though I can deal with switching as long as he remains the submissive one. Other than that I haven't really got any squicks when it comes to smut, and with a trope like this I doubt there'll be anything too intense anyway.

Anyhoo, thanks for reading, you! I hope I see some recs coming my way soon!
 
 
31 May 2017 @ 10:14 pm
Hi!

I'm looking for fics where Cas is kind of a bully or jerk to Dean.
 
 
28 May 2017 @ 05:19 am
Hi,
I'm looking for fics that have someone cheating on Dean. I don't want Dean to just forgive the cheater either. I want fics where the cheater has to work for Dean's forgiveness or Dean finds someone else. Slash pairing at the end/happy ending please.

Any recs are appreciated. Thank you.
 
 
22 May 2017 @ 11:11 pm
Hello, I'm new to this whole thing so I may get some things wrong, so please bare with me.
The fanfic I'm looking for is J2 based. In the fic, Jared is the son of the president and him, Jensen and their family live in a world where you can't be in a Boy/Girl relationship. In the fic, I remember Jared being arranged to marry Jensen and that he (Jared) doesn't want to because he's secretly in a relationship with Sandra.

I don't really remember the name of it but I believe that I read it on here. Please help me find it! I did search everywhere but it didn't come up in the searches. Fingers crossed that it isn't taken down. Thank you!
 
 
21 May 2017 @ 10:03 pm
Hi!


I'm looking for any recommendations for fics where Dean and Cas have a less tban amicable break-up. They reunite months/years later with awkwardness or angst abound.