08 January 2013 @ 11:37 am
Hi and happy new year to you all!

I´m looking for some stories where Dean/Jensen are in a relationship Jared/Sam but Dean/Jensen hurts (starts hurting) Sam/Jared. All together with a lot h/c or suicede or drugs or selfharm. I think you get the picture...

Second I´m looking for fics where Sam/Jared is kidnaped or realy bad abused and takes on revange in the end. H/C from Dean/Jensen is more than wellcomed

Thank you for your help.
 
 
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30 December 2012 @ 02:55 am
Hi. I'm looking for any fics where one of J's suffers some sort of childhood abuse and the other finds out and helps him, or fics where the J's are adult and one of them finds out about he others past childhood abuse. The abuse can be emotional, physical or sexual. Thank You.
 
 
27 December 2012 @ 01:37 am
Jensen and Jared are married(or together), Jared's father visit and Jensen found out that Jared was abused by him in the past.

I found it in a post and can't remember the title of the fic. Please help me!
 
 
15 December 2012 @ 11:23 am
Ok guys,

This is a story I've been looking for for a while. I've tried everything to find it but I feel like I'm just missing it.

It was one of the very first J2 story I read. It had Fred Lehne (no tag I noticed) and he was a bad guy somehow, either human trafficing or drugs or something along those lines. Jared (if I'm not mixing this up with something else, it's been a long time since I read it) just got out of juvie and was propositioned to go undercover into Freds life and find out some information on him. I remember Jared going to and staying at his house with him as some sort of assistant/boytoy. The only other thing I can remember is towards the end, Jared gets out of the whole undercover thing only to be kidnapped somehow by Fred and Jensen finds him at Freds house in a closet tied up, beaten, and naked. I honestly don't remember how Jensen ties into the story or if it's J2 or just gen.

Please help me if you can, it's and older story and I'm pretty sure it was a popular one.

Please and thank you.
 
 
Jensen works in a Christmas Decorations Store (yes that is all they sell, year round). Jared is mentally challenged/autistic, and physically abused by his mother. He comes into the shop to see the pretty baubles. Jensen hears the abuse/sees him thrown down the stairs. Jared ends up in the hospital; Jensen takes him home with him. Jensen builds a 'Winter Wonderland' in his back yard; to help Jared have a happy Christmas.


ETA: Fic Found. PDF Available in 'Deleted Journals' List. It's The Christmas Wish By PignAPoke
 
 
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02 December 2012 @ 07:59 pm
Hi All!

I'm looking for fics where Jensen is a complete asshole to Jared while they're together.  This could manifest in any way (cheating, yelling, abuse).  It could even lead to Jared ending up with someone else.

Bottom!Jared only please!.

Thanks!
 
 
21 November 2012 @ 05:16 am
Hey guys,

I'm looking for any non-AU fics where Dean refers to either Sam or Cas as his boyfriend to a third party for the first time. Sam/Cas is of course thrilled by this turn of events.

Conversely, something where Sam/Cas denies that Dean is their boyfriend would be good too. Dean is hurt, but they only denied it because they thought the title would just make Dean uncomfortable. Everything is cleared up with a happy ending preferably.

I'm also looking for a specific J2 fic where both Js have mental illnesses. Jensen, I think was moving out on his own for the first time. Jared's father(who was abusive) owned the building he moved into.

Thanks!
 
 
29 October 2012 @ 10:18 pm
I'm looking for a story where Jared and Jen are in a relationship but Jared keeps going to Chad to be treated roughly. Jensen finds out and decided he can do it for Jared better. Give him the domination he needs without beating him and humiliating him. He tells Jared they will do it his way and Jensen will take care of him. He forces him to orgasm a few times before fucking him and then they have a bath together with Jensen taking care of Jared. At the end, Jared thinks that Jensen wants him to leave but Jensen talks him into staying. Sound familiar?
 
 
28 October 2012 @ 06:37 pm
Hi everyone!

1) I'm looking for a story that I read a while ago and don't remember a whole lot about it. It was a D/s themed story where Jensen was a sub recovering from abuse of his old Dom. He's best friends were Vicki (who was a dom) and Misha (who was her sub). In comes Jared who starts to try and train Jensen to enjoy doing things for his Dom for the pleasure rather then out of fear of a punishment. I know Vicki was pretty protective of Jensen and when they would go out she would have Jensen wear a bracelet so other Dons would think he was claimed and let him alone. ~ FOUND

2) Jensen is hosting a party and Jared comes with his Dom. His dom collared him that night without telling him what it meant and ends up abusing him in the basement. Jensen realizes what's going on and puts a stop to it. ~ FOUND

3) All the abused sub!Jensen or abused sub!Jared stories you have. I've read Wrapped in Chains, which I love and it doesn't matter who bottoms but I am only looking for J2 fics. I'd like the other J to be the Dom teaching them the new better way of life, not the abuser.

4) The last is very limited when it comes to what I remember. Jensen was dating someone, not Jared maybe Jeff. The man is a Dom but does not take good care of Jensen. The only think I remember was that he allowed other men to use Jensen and he would beat Jensen into subspace but then just leave him alone. No aftercare at all and Jensen would wake up alone.

Thank you for any help!
 
 
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11 October 2012 @ 08:29 pm
This might have been floating around one of the comment fic memes, I honestly don't remember where I found it. What I do remember is that Jared is Jensen's estranged nephew. When Jared's mother dies his father (Jensen's brother) is contacted. No one in the family knows what to do with the boy and they all want to avoid a scandal so eventually Jensen takes Jared in to live with him.

The juicy details are here :) )
Thank you guys so much in advance!!!
 
 
16 September 2012 @ 01:06 pm
I remember reading this story a while ago and I really loved it but my old computer crashed and I lost everything I saved.

The story is about Jared and Jensen in high school. Jared is deaf and wears a hearing aid to help him but he still can't really hear that well. They become friends somehow and start to get pretty close. Jensens voice is low enough that Jared hears him much better than he can hear other people. There is one point where that have a fight I think and Jensen shows up at Jared house, he goes into Jared bedroom while he's taking a nap and starts talking to him. Jared hears him talking and realizes he doesn't have his hearing aid in but can still hear Jensens voice.

I'm pretty sure that this next part is part of the same story but it might be from something else: Danneel finds out Jensen is friends with Jared (the deaf kid) and wants to be friends with him too. I remember Jared is a painter and he is painting this picture of and eye but it's really creepy and good. While he's in the art room painting, him and Danneel are writing notes back and forth. I'm pretty sure the painting has something to do with Jared being abused at home by his dad.

So.. it's all kinda jumbled in my head but I think if anyone knows the story, they'll get what I mean.

Please and Thanks guys.
 
 
03 September 2012 @ 12:13 am
Okay, I know it is right in front of my face and I just can't see it. It is driving me crazy ... It was a 17 year old very badly abused Jared and his idol musician Jensen. Jared runs away from home for a few start which begins with traveling to another state to see Jensen's concert. He ends up passing out, due to injuries from the abuse he was running from and Jensen later offers him a job on his tour. He handles the merchandise table and Jensen's blog, talks with a therapist over the phone and slowly but surely he and Jensen fall for one another. Jared is scared because he doesn't know if he can label himself as gay and isn't sure if Jensen can accept this. Thank you for any help!
 
 
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Hey guys! I'm looking for some very basic requests today.

1. I'm looking for fics where Jared has to face homophobic people. Whether that be strangers, friends, family members etc. with a very protective/comforting Jensen. I usually see the reverse and I'm curious for Jared being the one facing it. Jared/Jensen please!

2. Situations where Dean has to either watch Sam being tortured or hurt. Doesn't matter what season or context. I just want to see Dean having to watch Sam being tortured or hurt. Can be Gen or Wincest for this one. I don't mind.

3. I know I've read probably all there is to read in this department but I thought I might give it a try. I'm looking for fics where Jared is being abused by a husband or boyfriend and than meets Jensen and Jensen becomes protect of him and they become a couple etc. Jared/Jensen for this obviously.

And that's it! Hope to find some fics to read.
 
 
19 July 2012 @ 06:03 pm
Since it is Jared's birthday today, I am in the mood for traumatized Sam/Jarded fics.  He can be traumatized for any reason, be any age and the longer and in depth the fic the better.  I would like to see Dean/Jensen do major comforting but it is not necessary (he can be the reason for the trauma agaist Sam/Jared).  Please no slash or Wincest,  anything else is ok.  Thank~you!!!! 
 
 
Hey guys I'm looking for some simple requests here:

1. Any and all stories where Dean watches Sam sleep or watches over him while he does sleep. Can be Wincest or Gen

2. Any stories where Jared is abused or was previously abused whether by a boyfriend, husband or family member. J2 for this one only. I prefer bottom!Jared but I am not picky.

3. Dean protecting Sam from Angels or Hunters. Either or is fine with me. Wincest or Gen.

And that's about it! Thanks.
 
 
06 July 2012 @ 07:23 pm
Any help would be great. I was reading this fic when my computer crashed and I can't remember where I found it.

In the fic Jared and Jensen lived in separate cities. Jared was an Artist in an abusive relationship with a older guy called Mark s?? Once a year they were able to see each other for a weekend. I also remember Jensen was originally in a relationship with Tom. I had only read up to chapter 5, there was around 29 chapters i think.


I remember the title had something like 'summer in Albany??'

Thanks in advanced

NB: Found and really fast. THANK YOU :)
 
 
I'm really having a hard time finding one specific story, and stories with the topics I'll describe below. Reading Fan Fiction is really my main addiction. I would appreciate any recommendations:-)

1. The one specific story I'm looking for was one in which Sam had found love, but it turned into domestic violence. Dean and Sam are not on the road together anymore, therefore Dean is either not aware of the torture Sam is going through, or he doesn't understand why Sam just doesn't beat his partner to a pulp. I lost the story before I could read more facts about it. I just remember that Sam is really confused by his decision to stay with his violent partner, and doesn't want his last chance at normal to end in such a failed way.

2. I really would like any stories that have to do with Sam, Jared, Dean, or Jensen dealing with being on the receiving end of domestic violence. Stories that have the characters feeling helpless, but their counterpart saving them, i.e. Sam saving Dean, or Jared saving Jensen. Stories where the characters have suicidal thoughts as one way of getting out of their situation is a plus.

3. Please recommend stories that deal with rape, and rape recovery of one of the characters listed in #2, but I would prefer Jensen focused stories. Stories where the victim suffers from mental illness, or has severe self harming reactions like eating disorders or suicidal thoughts because of their attack are welcomed.

4. This last one is a little weird, but I would love any stories recommended where Jensen or even Dean wears a Kimono. Jensen dancing or performing in a Kimono is a serious plus. I just read Glassyskies wonderful series called "Innocence and Feathers", and was completely captured by her writing, and characterizations. Just a deep, beautiful story that I would like to recommend. This is an extensive verse with multiple chapters and plenty of wonderfully long sequels. Innocence and Feathers
 
 
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I'm looking for a fic where both J's were working as high priced escorts.  I think Samantha Ferris was the boss of the company that they worked for. They also lived together. In this story, Jared had this one client that hurt him physically and emotionally.  Jensen was very protective of Jared in this fic.  Does anyone know who the author is or where I can read the story?  

Thanks!
 
 
20 May 2012 @ 09:35 pm
Hi guys,

I'm looking for any fics with domestic abuse. Jared being the victim please. I DON'T want Jensen to be the abuser please. Gen or slash but I'd prefer Bottom!Jared.
Rec me anything you think will fit :) Just no WIP's please.

Thanks in advance :)
 
 
19 May 2012 @ 01:27 pm
I'm looking for a fic that I read about a year ago and can't seem to find again. In it, Jared had been admitted to a mental hospital by his mother and she kept him there, fairly certain he is drugged, as she is the owner or director of the hospital. His brother Jeff is trying to find him, but you don't find that out until later, and he sends Jensen in as a new doctor/nurse to try to find him. I beleive it is Chad that is a worker in the mental hospital as he tries to stick around and protect Jared since he feels as if it is his fault that Jared ended up in the mental hospital in the first place. Jared writes on walls in some sort of code and he is eventually broken out by Jensen (and I think Chad) where they go to a beach home where Jared recuperates and meets his brother. Does this sound familiar to anyone? Thank you!
P.S. One or two of the tags may be wrong. I don't know if it was Jeffery Dean Morgan in the story but I think it was and as stated above I think it was Chad who was in there to protect Jared it may be someone else.
 
 
29 April 2012 @ 12:21 pm
Hi

I'm looking for deleted fic: ”The hunter and his prey” by cas_desespere. I'd appreciate it if somebody could help me find this fic or send me a copy?
My email: falca_00@hotmail.com

Link in comments
 
 
23 April 2012 @ 11:09 pm
I've been trying to find a story where Jared is an intern at a mental hospital, and one of the patients there is Jensen. Jensen's been there for several years because - and here is where my memory gets fuzzy - his mother got him put in. She was really abusive, and somehow got him put in there. Chris Kane was in it as well, one of Jensen's friends and possibly a guard at the hospital?

There might've been something about Jensen communicating through writing on walls, and Chris takes him to empty rooms so he can write stuff, and it looks like nonsense but Jared ends up figuring out what it means. Fairly sure it ended with Jared getting Jensen out of the hospital.

I hope it sounds familiar to someone!

Found in the comments! Thanks guys!
 
 
Hey!
I'm looking for a J2 fic I read but forgot to save. So here's a summary: Jared and Jensen are in college and meet in a stage acting class where they have to pair up and act out a play about domestic abuse. Jared is a Fine Arts student while Jensen studies Criminal Law (or something similar; he wants to work in law enforcement). Jared is in an abusive relationship with corruptcop!Jeff, who took Jared in from the streets and is paying Jared's way through college, which makes it harder for Jared to leave him and report the abuse. Jared and Jensen start falling in love and Jensen really wants to help him. Along the way there's a lot of Jensen discovering sex with Jared and many cute, hot and angsty (yay!) relationship tropes (see tags).

Hope someone can help, and thanks! :)

Edit: Found! It's Shouting Out Loud by Blynnk. 
 
 
08 April 2012 @ 11:52 am
Everything is under the cut!


NON CON AND KINKS UNDER THE CUT!!! )

4. Any high school (or junior school) fic where sam is bullied?? Rec them all! Prefer physical bullying, but will take anything. If you have college/stanford fic's, rec them as well!

I take all ratings
All kinks, no matter how dirty... (NO MPREG)
I don't take death!fic's.
BOTTOM!SAM ONLY!!!
Take Sam & Dean or Jared & Jensen.

Thanks guys!!!

 
 
24 March 2012 @ 10:52 am
Heyy! Another idea for a story just struck me!

1. So I was wondering if there were any stories where Sam and Dean (or Jared and Jensen) are brothers but dont like each other?? Preferrably Wee!chesters but I'll take any.
I'd love for them to anyways be speaking rudely to each other and getting into physical fights, but since Dean/Jensen is 4 or so years older and much bigger and more trained, he wins the fights.
Also, maybe Dean/Jensen is also mean to Sam/Jared when that are at school, in front of his friends.
Any story's like this??? I'd love Dean/Jensen never feeling bad, but if you know one where he feels guilty or something, rec it to me :D


2. Taking off from the first idea, any stories where Dean abuses Sam? (Preferrably physically or sexually) Maybe John doesn't know about it? Or maybe he does, but doesn't do anything about it... or maybe he joins in?

THANK YOU GUYS!

NO MPREG, Any ratings, Bottom!Sam ONLY
 
 
22 March 2012 @ 07:43 pm
Hey guys just some general fics :)

1. Any fics where Dean beats the hell out of Sam?? (preferably non-possessed or anything, but ill take anything) Extra points if for some reason he ties Sam up?

2. leading off from number one, any fics where Dean ties Sam up for a random reason? Maybe leaves him tied up when he goes out, any ideas???

3. Storys where the boys are in highschool and sam gets hurt by bullies or maybe Dean causes some trouble and they take it out on Sam??

4. Story where Sam get the hell beaten out of him from ANYONE. ghost, demon, john, school mate, anyone!!

5. Really any story where Sam is a punching bag for someone or something.

6. Sam kidnapped as revenge or leverage against John or Dean.

7. Any fics where Sam is bullied by Dean? Like physically? And in high school? Maybe they arnt related?? BUT PLEASE ,PHYSICAL ABUSE AND IN HIGH SCHOOL!

THANKS GUYS!!!

I take any ratings, and kinks (NO MPREG), will take the J2 as well. No DEATH!Fics please!! I take non con too!! BOTTOM!SAM/JARED ONLY!!!
 
 
22 February 2012 @ 12:13 pm
So, there's this book. My friend has been trying to make me read it for as long as I can remember, but I'm really not into the lovey dovey romance stuff. Apparently, it's being made into a movie now, and on a whim I watched the trailer. Now I can't stop thinking of it as a J2 movie/book/epic romance, and I feel like if I don't read a J2 version, I  might cry.

So I'm asking you, my fellow fangirls (and guys!), are there any fics at ALL out there based on Nicholas Sparks' book The Lucky One? I'll post a link to the trailer (if that's ok mods?) because it will do a waaaaay better job of explaining the plot than I will.

I tagged as best as I could, seeing as this is all theoretical hahaha! 

Hugs, Kisses and Cookies for any and all help! 
RQ

trailer:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ks1xP4Q6jSE&feature=related

I see Jensen as the marine and Jared as the one who saves him, but that's just me! ;)
 
 
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21 February 2012 @ 09:20 pm
Hello guys, I'm looking for recs where Jared is or was abused by his parents or had an abusive childhood. It doesn't have to be the main topic of the story but I'd like it if it's talked about and have some importance.

I would appreciate any rec :D
 
 
18 February 2012 @ 12:04 pm
Hi I'm looking for a J2 fic set in a regency style au. Jensen is a duke who had been in a previous relationship with Chris pine that ended amicably. He marries jared after seeing him and falling in love. Jared had been in a relationship with jdm. In his marriage to Jensen he realizes that jdm was abusive. Jdm later rapes jared. I think both Jensen and jared ended up pregnant. Also Chris pine ends up with zach quinto.

Thanks so much!
 
 
16 February 2012 @ 10:23 pm
Hello! Me again! I was wondering if you guys know of any mean Jensen fics? I've had a crappy day and reading some mean Jensen would be awesome! 

Especially if you guys have any that is jensen being abusive towards jared, I would love that :D

I Thank you in advance!
 
 
15 February 2012 @ 08:30 pm
Hi everyone! :-)

I'm looking for a J2 fic. Jensen was kind of shy and damaged. He was married to a pretty abusive guy who sent him away to some type of summer camp so Jensen wouldn't be in the husband's way, or something. Jared is at the camp and he falls for Jensen and shows Jensen how love can be. I think later Jensen has to return home for something and he's almost killed by the husband.

Thanks! <3

ETA: It was actually Jared who was abused, and the story was found in the comments! :-)
 
 
Hello guys! well, this is my first time posting here :D

I hope you can help me reccing stories where Jared and Jensen are an established couple and for a reason or another Jared had to lie to Jensen to let him go. I mean, where Jared says Jensen he doesn't love him anymore or Jared runs away or something like that. 

Or any story whit Jared hiding the true from Jensen. Be it that Jared is being abused, has problems at school or at home, he's sick or something like that.

I would really really appreciate it. 

Take care. 
 
 
07 February 2012 @ 09:44 pm
So I just got done reading the story Harvester Of Sarrow And I have to say it was amazing! So I was wondering if you guys new of any other J2 stories like this?

Or just anything with J2 abuse in it? 

I thank you all in advance :D
 
 
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27 January 2012 @ 08:35 pm

Good evening fabulous people, I have to requests for you tonight.

1. I am actually looking for something very similar to what someone else just requested not to long ago. I wouldn't be requesting something so similar but my google-fu is practically non-existent so i don't even know how to go about searching for more other than here. The previous posted was looking for fics with BDSM mishaps that led to injury and people mistakenly believing there was domestic abuse. I am looking for more wincest fics where people mistakenly believe one is being abused by the other, it could be because of BDSM mishaps, or hunt injuries, or a bar fight, or anything really. I'd prefer if Sam was the mistaken abuser and Dean the abused because I think it works better with Sam's size and Dean's personality, but I'd take the other way around too. I'd also take J2, I'm not picky. Non-AU only for wincest, either for J2. Slash only, I want them to actually be boyfriends, but any rating is fine. No WIPs, but self recs are welcome. Happy endings only. I've already read "Slip and Fall," "Good Advice," and "Bruised Egos."

2. Someone also rec'd the "Anti-Kink" verse to the previous poster I was just telling you about, and I read that, and while it didn't involve any mistaken abuse, it did involve a lot of Dean and Sam telling innocent bystanders that they were brothers when they were so obviously more. Some examples include Dean telling a cop "It's ok, he's my brother" when they were obviously just fucking in the car, Sam telling a couple lesbians he was his brother after Dean had told them they were boyfriends while trying to pick one of them up for a threesome, and Dean telling some chick on a plane they weren't boyfriends, they were brothers, before he slammed the bathroom door in her face so they could fuck. So now I'm looking for more fics like this where Sam and Dean don't care who knows they are brothers that are fucking, or do care but keep accidentally letting it slip. Wincest and Non-AU only, obviously. Any rating. No WIPs, but self recs are welcome. Happy endings only.

Thank you!

 
 
12 January 2012 @ 11:25 am
Okay so I don’t know what is happening to my bookmarks but I keep losing stories. Thank you so much for any help!

1. Is a story where Jared and Jensen are in a relationship together and one of them buys a cock ring. Jared goes away for a few weeks to film something; Jensen finds the ring and puts it on. When he tries to take it off he finds out Jared set him up because it can’t be opened without a key which Jared has with him. At some point Jensen is in a lot of pain and is so uncomfortable he can’t faction so Jared talks him though milking over the phone. ~ FOUND

2. Jared is a 24 hour sub to OMC who takes him to Jensen’s home for a party. That same night he collars Jared only telling him the collar means Jared has to do whatever the master says. He ends up drugging and beating the hell out of Jared, Jensen comes down to the basement to find them and puts an end to it. Jensen kicks the master out and I think fires him. ~ FOUND

3. Jensen is a sub to another male character that is abusive, doesn’t give him any relief ever. Misha is Jensen’s best friend and Vicki’s sub. Once they get Jensen out of the relationship he’s shy and scared but agrees to go out with the pair to a local club. Vicki gives Jensen’s a bracelet, as a claiming just so no one will hit on him. Jared is a friend of Vicki’s and meets them while at the club and slowly but surely a relationship starts between the J2. ~ FOUND

4. Any story where one of the J’s is in an abusive S&M or D/s relationship and meets the other one who later becomes a much better Dom or Master to him.

5. It was a story where Jensen broke up with Jared by changing his FB status. The two are going off to college and Chad doesn't send in the roommate form so Jared ends up being roommates with Jensen. Then he ends up sitting next to him in a class and his professor hooking them up for a project. Turns out it was all a plot between Chad and Jensen so make Jared talk to Jensen. From the start Jared refuses to talk though, puts duck tape down in the middle of the room, etc? ~ FOUND
 
 
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11 January 2012 @ 07:19 pm
I'm looking for a story that I swore I saved, but now I can't seem to find it.  Jensen was on vacation with Daneel and tried to call Jared, but he never answered the phone.  When he finally got back their neighbor told Jensen that she heard music coming from their house just the night before.  When Jensen goes inside, the house is trashed, there's blood all over the place, he finds both of Jared's dogs injured, and is running through the house looking for Jared.  When he finds him, he's tied to the bed and has been attacked and tied to the bed.  The rest of the story, is mostly about figuring out who attacked Jared and why (he doesn't remember much from it) and Jared trying to get past it.  I believe that Jensen and Jared end up together by the end of it.  Any help finding this story again would be great.  I'm never going to get it out of my head until I read it again.  Thanks for all the help!


Found in comments!
 
 
06 January 2012 @ 12:31 am
1) A highschool fic where Jensen is in the closet and Jared is loud and proud about his sexuality. I remember Jensen's being called 'Bean' at one point in the story.

2) A fic where Jensen and Jared are in a play together. I remember Jared having tattoos and piercings and he was secretly in an abusive relationship.

3) Fics where either of J2 are hairdressers.

Thank you.
 
 
Sorry about this, I'm a bit shy, so I put all my requests in one post. I hope you don't mind.

I was hoping that some of you might know of some J2 or Sam and Dean (Wincest or gen) fics where the Jensen or Dean is royalty/alpha royalty and Jared/Sam is a commoner? Or Homeless Sam/Jared (never found any of these).

Also I am looking for adopted boys, where Jared/Sam has been adopted into Dean/Jensen's family?

And any Stargate crossovers with Sam/Jared heavily featured?

I would adore some hurt/abused Jared/Sam or bottom! Jared/Sam in all of these stories where possible (I think this might be out of character for him). 

I would also love to see JDM/John being awesome in these fics if they're out there?

I have already read a few, as I do love Supernatural, but if anyone knows of any I would be eternally grateful.

Please can you try not to link me to friendslocked journals? I can't friend anyone successfully because I find it very hard to comment and it upsets people. I just am a bit desperate for something to read, I love fanfic. Complete work is best for me too.

Sorry if this post looks a little awkward, I suffer from some behavioural disorders so I'm not good with people.
 
 
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31 December 2011 @ 01:06 am
I have been looking for this fic for what feels like forever. I've looked for a few days now and I've finally decided to ask for help.

It was either J2 or Wincest, but I'm pretty sure it was J2.

Jared was kept locked in a cage at a carnival as a side show attraction. He was a feral man, I think. He can't speak. He was mistreated and abused and Jensen visits the carnival one day and breaks him out. Jensen takes Jared back to his home and is trying to get Jared used to people again. Jared's also badly injured and Jensen's trying to get him healthy again. Alona Tal is mentioned in the fic.

I also remember a smoking hot scene where Jensen gives Jared a bath and ends up giving him a handjob, which results in Jared's first orgasm.

I desperately need help or else it might drive me insane. I think I know who the author is, but I've searched her archives and I haven't found it. :(
 
 
29 December 2011 @ 02:42 pm
1. Ok now i dont remember much of this story, but i remember that is was a college AU with Jared and Jensen and it had the rest of the gang to (Chad, Misha, Chris, Sandy, maybe Gen, and Steve) and i forget why, but they came up with a "zombie" game where one person was a zombie and they coould infect the others, and if you got caught then you turned into one? It was a big bang im pretty sure. Sorry theres not more info, but if anyones got a clue what it is, that would be awesome :D

2. Any J2 high school AUs or college AUs. Im having a bad day, so i like fluff, but a little angst never hurt anyone as long as its got a happy ending. Bonus points for homophobic or abusive (sexually/physiclly/mentally) parents for one J and supportive parent for the other. Ive already read "as this sunset turns to morning" and friggin loved it!

Thank you all in advance, and may everyone on here have a Happy New Year! <3
 
 
29 December 2011 @ 10:13 am
I guess werewolf themes are the request of the day? LOL.

mine came through recently and was part of a bigger verse. I JUST read it and lost the dam linky...ugh.

Jensen was alpha and jared was a beta wolf. he snuck into jensens home to steal food and was kept by jensen? the latest time stamp showed them happily married but jared bro comes into the pic briefly and reminds him of his prior abuse ??

can some one point this verse out please?

or any like it will also make me very happy~~!!

Thank you , gracias!
chris
 
 
29 December 2011 @ 05:24 am
Hey guys,
I've tried to refrain from using this comm. to ask for fics, I'm trying to get out there and look for them myself but there is one fic I'm looking for and when I didn't want to read it, (I was waiting until it was complete to read) I saw it everywhere, on every community I was in it felt like, but now that I'm looking for it, I'm pretty sure it's finished, I can't find it.

It's a J2 story and I remember the AN said she based it off or Beauty and the Beast in a way. It was about Jared sister being captured by Jensen and Jared goes to get her back but winds up trading places with her to save her. Jensen lives in a big castle I think and he used Jared as pretty much his sex slave. I do remember that Misha is Jensen's assistant, sort of, like his servant. Anyway it was very non-con and I remember the title was The Darkness...something. I saw it EVERY DAY! It's bugging the crap out of me. Plus my old computer broke down so even if it was in my old bookmarks, it's gone now.

Anyone know? I know it's pretty popular.

Please and thanks guys.
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27 December 2011 @ 02:05 am
1) I'm searching for a J2 fic, which I read ages ago. I barely remember anything, so I'll be really impressed if someone actually recognizes this. One of the J's (I think it was Jensen, but I'm not sure) has been abused as a child, and ends up with a really low self-esteem. J & J meet on the set of Supernatural. The first chapter of the story is a flashback to where J is being abused. And that was it.

2) And I'm looking for fics in general where either Jensen or Jared has a very low self-esteem.

3) And for fics where one of the J's is suffering from self harm and/or an eating disorder. (and, yes, I have already read In A Mirror Distorted and Indistinct)

Thanks in advance. :)
 
 
21 December 2011 @ 11:45 am

I’m looking for J2 fics similar to the movie, ‘Beautiful Thing’.

Jared and Jensen are neighbours and become friends because of an abusive parent.  Abused in physical not sexual.

Long fics. Slash. R-NC-17 preferred.

Thank You ~

 
 
19 November 2011 @ 02:41 pm
Hey guys, I don't have a whole lot of time and I'm sorry, but I was thinking about a fic I read a couple months ago. I looked around where I thought it might be but I really can't find it and I can't rest until I can read it again lol.

It's about Jared being possessed but not like the cannon, like the Exorcist kind of possessed. Jensen was a priest, I think, or something affiliated with the church, and found Jared locked in a basement being completely abused because he was possessed. Jensen tried to get him out but he was still possessed. I can't remember how it end but I'm dying to read it again. Anyone know what story I'm thinking of? If you don't know this specific one but know of any others like this, could you let me know?

I love the idea of Sam/Jared being possessed like The Exorcist.

Please and Thanks guys, you never let me down.

P.S. I tried to tag this as best as I could, Let me know if there is a problem?
 
 
15 November 2011 @ 09:43 am
Hey Guys, I'm sitting here in class, bored out of mind, and thought I'd request some stories that have been interesting me for a day or two. One is J2 and one is Sam/Dean. Hope y'all can help.

J2 -> Are there any stories out there where the J's are in an established relationship, preferably during highschool or college, and one of their teachers/professors tries to get with Jared? Like, you know, flirting with him, making innuendos, even going as far as abusing him in some way, and Jared keeps it from Jensen or something, but Jensen finds out and isn't pleased? Anything that fits this bill would be nice. If there's non-con, nothing too graphic or between the J's themselves. Nothing too long either. And, happy endings only.

I just thought of something else. Anything where Jared tries to commit suicide would be good too, cause I need distracting thoughts, and you'd think reading it would lead to it but for some reason, I don't work that way. So, yes. Jared trying to commit suicide.

Also, I'm still looking for stories where Jared comes out to his parents, and they don't take it too well, are really mean about it. Happy or not endings are fine, as long as it's J2 and there's no non-con or dub-con.

Sam/Dean -> Stanford era, where Sam still uses salt and runes to protect himself and Dean sees this, finds himself proud. Gen or Wincest please, but not a lot of het wanted here.
 
 
30 October 2011 @ 09:05 pm
I'm looking for a specific J2 story where Jared is with I think it's Paul johanson? Not too sure on the name and it's an abusive relationship. Paul goes away for a while and Jared calls a hotline for gays in abusive relationships which Jensen volunteers at and Jensen does what he can to help him escape.

Found in comments!
 
 
29 January 2011 @ 07:46 am
I have seen a couple of hurtJensen memes out there, are there any that are just hurtJared?  (If not, maybe someone will do one...)  Thanks.
 
 
25 January 2011 @ 06:45 pm
So, I'm looking for any sort of slave!fic. Most of them in the 'slavery' tag were really specific or having to do with Evil!Sam, I'd rather not have Sam as evil.

I'll go for either pairing, though: Sam/Dean, Jensen/Jared, Gen, I don't care. Anything involving the guys and having to do with either one of them owning the other, or saving them from a bad situation.

Happy endings and lots of lovin' would be awesome. Sweet, caring, protective boys. Thanks in advance!