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Are there any stories where Mary is not the loving, nurturing sacrificing, devoted mother? I will take anything except Wincest or Slash.

Also, are there any stories where both John and Dean blame Sam for Mary dying? I would love to see them be really abusive towards Sam throughout his life but I will take anything.

Thanks in advance!!!!

Hi everyone

I read a story many years ago and it's just popped up in my head and now I want to read it again, so here is what I can remember.

* I'm sure it was on FF.net.
* There are a bunch of guys who take Sam.
* They get Dean to do jobs for them.
* One of the jobs I think was to kill someone and then give them a finger from the dead guy but Dean doesn't kill them, just gets the finger.
* I'm sure another job was to get a diamond ring.
* They made Sam go get the items from Dean and the bad guys would shoot at them if they took too long.
* Dean noticed that Sam was looking worse each time they met.
* I'm pretty sure it was long

I hope someone can help me

xxxxx

Hello again,

I'm looking for a type of fic where;

1) Castiel is upset over the way Dean treats Sam, whether abuse is present or just implied.

2) Sam is hurt (mentally, physically) or is suicidal and Dean doesn't seem to care/notice, but Cas does.

3) Dean loses patience with crazy!Cas (season 7) and treats him badly. Sam is the opposite and cares for Cas.

Whether Dean realises what he's done or not doesn't matter too much. Also, these do not have to be Sastiel, though that's always a nice bonus, so any pairing is fine.  Please no AU's (like human!verse, Cafe fics, etc) though Canon AU is fine.

Thanks so much!!

I have had a REALLY bad 4 months and I need LOTS of cheering up. What you can do to help with that is to recommend as many h/c, angst Sam (or Jared) stories you know (gen only please but I will take any and all ratings)!!! Share with me the ones where Sam is SO injured, you don't know how he is going to survive. Share the stories where your heart is breaking apart right along with his. Recommend all the abused Sam stories you keep reading over and over again. My motto is the more Sam hurts (physically and/or emotionally) the happier I am!!! Also the longer the story is the happier I am!!!

I am sure I have read a lot of your recs but please rec away. It is always good to re-read great fics over again. Also self-recs are welcome (I don't know why anyone would have a problem with self-recs). Bonus points for Dean (Jensen) being an AWESOME big brother (at least by the end of the story)

So start reccing!!! THANKS!!!

so a while ago I read this au fanfic and in it Sam was in an abusive relationship with Lucifer and Gabriel was a bartender who was trying to protect Sam - can any of you help me find it?

update: found in comments

Hey, so I'm looking for some stories that take place during season 9, so spoilers under cut.

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Thanks so much!

So I read the story Suspicious Mind by lizzypaul and I was wondering if there are any other fics like it. So basically I'm looking for any fics where people suspect that Sam is abused. Gen would be preferable and maybe have it be pretty lengthy? Maybe the CPS can get involved? So anything like that would be awesome, Thanks!

Hey, I'm looking for two types of fics!

1) I was wondering if anyone has come across a fic where, after the cage, Sam is awesome in bed. Like Lucifer taught him in the cage (whether it was non-con or not) and it just blows the mind of whomever (Dean, Cas, ext...) is in bed with him. Any pairing is fine, I just really want to read something like that.

2) Also if anyone knows any fics where post-cage Sam, totally messed up from what Lucifer (or Michael) did to him, abuses someone but doesn't really see a problem with it because it was just part of his life in the cage for so long. Any kind of abuse is fine, it doesn't even have to have a pairing in it.

Thanks!

Hi there guys!

Yesterday i was on YouTube and i saw this amazing fan-made video that's actually more like fanfiction.
You can check out the video right here
So, my question is, does anyone know if there is any fic based on this video?? If not, then do you guys know about any fic with similar plot (Sam being secretly a werewolf until something bad happens)??

That's for the first request. My second one is also inspired from this video
The video kinda reminds of the amazing fic "Beneath the skin" (Which You should definitely read if you didn't read it yet) But are there any other fics with the same plot (The shape-shifter using Dean's face while abusing Sam) ??

Thank you all in advance :D

P.S for the mods: Ummmmmmm, i'm not pretty sure if i got the right the tags or not. So if something is wrong then i'm sorry :/

Hello!

I really can't say how much help this community has provided me, really, you're GREAT! (And, please believe me, I'm not saying it so you help me.)
So, that said, ¿could you please help me find this?:

1.- Specific fin in which kid Sam is hunting with John and Dean, a salt&burn thing... I don't remember the specifics, but eventually Sam end trapped inside the coffin with the remains of the ghost. I read it in FF. So... I know is not much, but was one of the first fics I read back when I didn't have the wisdom and knowledge to save a link ar add it to avorites, you know...

2.- It's a fic in which John is in the ground, being beaten by Dean because he punched Sam (or something like that). The thing I clearly remember is that he thinks maybe Dean will kill him protecting his brother, and he's very proud of him for that. Ring any bells for you? FOUND HERE: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/8423018/1/Flash-Point

3.- You're favorite fics that have the brothers being raised apart, like "Relative Gold" or "With Arms Wide Open" (two very very good ones, if you ask me).

4.- Fic's with time travel, like the Fraternity Series by Fiachra Ochiern. You're favorite fics in which Sam or both brothers travel to help his father (I'd love it if John eventually find out) or help the kid versions of themselves. I already read Training wheels and Terminators, excelent one, by the way, had me laughing all the time!

Please no wincest and, if there's slash, please be it with female characters.
Well, nice day and thanks for the help!!!

Hi guys I'm looking for fics where John or Dean kill Sam either on accident (i.e. a car crash) or on purpose (can't save him), they don't even have to be the ones to do it, but they should be directly responsible for it in some way (i.e. sending him out unprepared for a hunt, driving him to suicide) . Whether Sam comes back or not is fine, really I just want massive amounts of angst.

Wincest or gen is fine, pre-series would be amazing.

Thanks! 

Hello! I have a few requests, none specific, mainly with a Sam focus. If another character isn't mentioned, presume I mean the request is a fic like that involving Sam! Any pairing or rating is fine. I think I have done this request right, please let me know if I need to amend anything.

1. Language fics. Where at least Sam, if not Dean and others, speak two or more languages, and the use of extra languages is some sort of plot point. Can be real or made up languages.

Examples would be Sam picking up Enochian from Lucifer, or Sam and Dean with their own private language, or well, anything.

2. Powers!Sam. - I know there are hundreds of fics out there with this theme, but I would like to be recommended the best of them, hidden ones that you feel don't get enough readers. Any type of power is great.

3. Crossovers. With Naruto, Sherlock, Harry Potter, Star Trek(Any Star Trek series), True Blood, Game of Thrones(Even good, well written others which aren't listed here). In fact, I was re-watching some of TNG recently, with how the Q flick in and out and can seemingly bring anything they want into existence, I've always had it in my head that they are some renegade faction of angels, possibly following in Gabriels footsteps(And thusly failing, just pretty much staying how angels tend to be). Please don't tell me that I'm not the only one who had this thought, and please let there be some fic exploring it! Any characters in this

4. Missouri fic? I miss her. She was great.

5. Abused!Sam. Any at all, I have checked through the tags, but I am interested in more, please! (Would love if it were combined with any of my previous requests, particularly the language)

6. Drugs! Drug use. Sam preferred, but also by anyone else.

I started looking for an old series I really wanted to re-read but can't find it on Fanfiction.net or the author's current LJ ... pretty sure the author was phx69 and the series started with a fic called "Behind Closed Doors" ... the description was something like "they left him behind to keep him safe" ...

I'd love to re-read this series - anyone know where a copy might be hiding at?

Mods - been FOREVER since I posted here and tried to follow the rules and tag like a good girl - hopefully I did okay?

Heyy guys,
I'm looking for a story that I read a long time ago. I'm pretty sure it was on fanfiction.net. I thought I knew the title but when I went to look for it it turned out the story I thought it was, was something else. So, this story is about Sam when he is younger/a teenager. He is kidnapped buy a couple (a man and woman) and they both abuse physically him physically and sexually. The part that I really remember is the couple move out of the house/run away and leave Sam and their dog behind at their house. An animal rescue worker goes to the house because of reports of a dog and finds Sam upstairs in the house beaten and half conscious on a dirty mattress and nothing else. I can't remember a whole lot that happens before or after that but if you can help that would be awesome. Please and thank you.

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Hi guys! I'm looking for a few types of fics:


1. Fics about Sam and Dean having some sort of empathic or telepathic connection.

2. Fics where Dean is very possessive/overprotective of Sam and it scares Sam.

3. Fics where the boys are one soul in two bodies/soulmates.

4. Fics where Dean abuses Sam mentally, emotionally, or physically. Whether he realizes what he's doing is awful and stops or not doesn't matter.

I've read a lot of fanfiction in my day (*waves cane*), so I'm hoping to find something I haven't already read.

Gen only for all of these, please. Thanks!

I'm looking for any story where Dean is possessed and hurts Sam; there's one I specifically remember reading that I can't find and I really want to read it again.  It was set during season 1 I think, and when Dean 'woke up' from his possession he was in the Impala on the side of the road.  He called Sam and left a message saying he thought he had been raped because he was bloody in certain areas and when he got back to the motel he found Sam tied to the bed and terrified of Dean because possessed!Dean raped him.  Anything like that I would love to read though I would prefer if it had a happy ending!

Um second, anything with hurt/sick!Sam and protective!Castiel/Gabriel or any other angel if you can find it.

I've been looking for this fic for a while but I don't remember the author.  Here's what I do remember:

- Sam was kidnapped when he was a baby by Azazel
- He was rapped and abused regularly by demons and humans
- The first time he met Dean, they had sex
- Dean has a daughter by Cassie and she's as powerful as Sam
- Sam has a lot of scars on his body

I hope somebody will remember this fic... Thanks!

ETA - Found in comments! Thank you!

I'm looking for a fic, gen I'm pretty sure where Sam was being whipped either by Crowley or Dean with Crowley watching. Crowley was warning Dean to be careful of what they do/say. I remember Crowley being impressed by Sam by not making any noise. I think it was about 20 lashes or something.

Fic found in comments!

Hi guys,

Can anyone help me find some fics where Dean meets the Sam who remembers hell from 6x22? Would prefer Gen but will take slash....just really craving some interaction (preferably hugs for the poor guy) between Dean and that part of Sam's psyche.

Hey!
1. I was hoping you guys could give me all/any fics you have where Dean is really angry or drunk or cursed and hits Sam. Hits or punches him. But afterwards he feels really bad and guilty. A lot like: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7193090/1/Always_forgiven
Sam can be scared or feel betrayed or angry or something. It could be only one part in a long fic, or it can be the entire fics focus. preferably pre-series but I'll take any season. self recs are very welcome. please please please!!! I am desperate!!! Thank You so much!!
2. Similar to above, only someone else hits/punches/hurts Sam or tries to and Dean gets really protective. Like if John hots Sam, or they are in a bar and someone tries to threaten or hurt him and Dean gets all up in their face and stuff.
Wincest or Gen

I'm looking for a noncon fic where Meg possesses Sam, acts all sluttish and does all kind of sexual stuff like having sex with a group of men/gangbang (one of which i think was a hunter) I remember that one of the men decided to not go with it because he saw the helplessness in Sam's eyes.

its a pretty lengthy fic where Dean and Sam is a d/s relationship but Dean goes overboard with Sam. Like Sam did not want Bobby to know about this type of their relationship. If i remember correctly, Dean broke that trust and somehow Bobby found out about it. Dean was also progressively getting more violent. I think the readers found out that there was something that caused Dean to go this far. Thanks for your time~

Found!- Fic under comments Author:flutternutter

Hi there,
I'm looking for wincest or gen fics that deals with the events in season 6 and 7. There doesn't seem to be alot if at all in my searches. Perhaps i'm looking in the wrong direction.I thought there would be alot of writing material considering the potential but where is it??? More info on link

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I hope someone can help me. I’m pretty sure it was a Sabriel fic. My details are a little hazy because it’s been some years since I’ve read the fic but the things I remember are:

Gabriel works at the family bar/bistro. Dean and Cas are together and happy. Sam’s in a relationship with Michael, an abusive relationship. Gabriel is in love with Sam. I remember a scene where Michael takes Sam to the family bar but Sam is forbidden to talk or look at anyone, including family. However, he talks to Gabriel and when he gets home Michael gives him a black eye for it. In bed Michael is really rough with Sam, and he never uses lubrication.

Bottom!Gabriel.

I really hope someone can help me find this story. I’ve been searching for days.

FOUND: Thanks to Wolfish_Willow. http://casiedearestfic.livejournal.com/18368.html

Lucifer not Michael.

I just came across this story at an old Dean H/C meme and was wondering if there were any others like it - http://salacious-newt.livejournal.com/6233.html?view=211289

I'm looking for stories where a lot was put on Dean's shoulders as a child and Sam finds out. Maybe Dean was emotionally/physically abused as a child and Sam finds out later. I always thought that comment Dean makes in DSOTM about when John found out Sam ran away was telling and would love a fic that mentions it. Please no sexual abuse. I'm open to those roles being reversed too if need be and it being Sam who went through this and Dean finds out. But anything h/c and schmoopy where they discuss this issue would be amazing. I just love stories where Sam takes care of Dean for once. So if anyone knows of fic that fits such a generalization of Sam being the temporary big bro, I'm more than open to reading it!

Hi,

Am looking for a few fics but cannot remember the titles.

Some of what I an remember of these fics are:

- Sam in the (mental?) hospital - being tortured with Drugs and electricity - a nurse takes pity on him - Dean finds her and she helps him find Sam - they meet later in a bar while she is looking for a new job.

- Sam in an asylum - in a padded room with the ball gag - Dean is allowed to stay with him but cannot free him unless its to feed.

- One of the brothers is tortured - they recuperate at Missouri's.

- one of the boys is kidnapped - at the end Bobby takes them to a bike/car show.(Sorry cannot remember more of it).

- Any other Sam - Dean - Gordon fics that are Hurt/Comfort/protective (torture would be a bonus).

#1 I asked this awhile a go but didn't get any responses

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Please try to avoid any fics with major non-con, but I'm looking for any fics where either Sam or Dean are abused, or both are. They can be au or non au. It can be even boys raised apart(those always interest me)

thanks in advanced!

Hi Friends!
I need your help again and I hope you can help me.

1) SPECIFIC ALPHA DEAN FIC- I read a specific alpha Dean story long ago. It was awesome but I have lost it.

Here's what I remember about the story.

(i) Sam discovers that he is not an alpha like his father and brother and leaves under the mistaken assumption that they are disappointed with him.

(ii) He also loves Dean but is too scared to tell him.

(iii) Sam arrives at Stanford and lives with his good friend Jess who is a beta and extremely protective of Sam.

(iv) Sam was sexually harassed by alphas in the campus during his heat.

(v) Dean arrives at Stanford, drives off the alphas and claims Sam as his mate.

(vi) John learns about them and is supportive.

(vii) The fic has mpreg Sam.

(Viii) The story is part of a verse.

Can you please help me locate it?

FOUND - SAFE AND SOUND by hellesofbelles THANK YOU vinylreckoning!!

2) ALPHA DEAN/BETA OR OMEGA SAM RECS - Can you rec me your favorite alpha Dean and beta/omega Sam fics? Any story is welcome as long as it has possessive alpha Dean claiming or wanting Beta/Omega Sam as his mate. Fics where Sam discovers himself as an omega or beta and falls for his alpha brother is welcome too.No non-con or extreme underage fics please.

Thanks you so much:))

I remember reading a fic at ff.net where Sam went missing and Dean went looking for him. Dean found him at an cabin all tied up and being tortured by lucifer. As a gift for releasing him, Lucifer grants Sam's wish of repenting by torturing him. At the end, Lucifer healed everything but Sam was pretty much broken.

Found! in comments . It was Gratitude on ff.net. Links down below

The first fic is an Au J2 fic, It's a Tarzan type fic. You'd think this would be easy to find but I've looked through the tags here, at J2-recs, spnkink_meme and others but still can't find it. Jensen is on an island and Jared comes he doesn't speak to Jensen (that I recall), it's sort of dub-conish in that Jared just kind of starts touching Jensen and Jensen doesn't really know what to do and at first tries to stop Jared and talk to him but eventually gives in. It was short and I think it might have been from a prompt? Not sure though.
FOUND! Link in comments

The second I think is wincest, could be gen. Dean is taken to an alternate universe after they're trying to hunt a djinn. In the AU Dean goes to the motel and finds that Sam has been beaten and hurt, he goes to help but sees that Sam is scared of him. Turns out Dean is abusive to Sam and I think Dean is a serial killer, not a hunter but I could be mixing that up with something else.
FOUND! I found it buried in my bookmarks The Cancer Inside by purplehrdwonder

The third fic is wincest, Sam I think had either brain damage or some kind of mental disability. Dean took care of him and John is aware of their relationship, not entirely ok but understanding. There's one scene in particular that I remember -->( read more... )

Hope someone can help! Thanks

So I read the awesome Outside By The Blue, Blue Moon by vaingirlfic- http://vaingirlfic.livejournal.com/18975.html which was a Sam sacrificing himself to protect his family has dubcon and wincest. Also read a great gen fic where Sam nearly drains all of his blood to try and get Dean out of Purgatory (Darkest Before Dawn by Marianna Morgan.

1. I want something similar to Outside. A past mistake/situation (by dean, john, mary, whoever) which caused problems for the winchesters (prefer Sam as the victim) when they're older. (love anything with hurt/angsty sam)

2. Anything fics in regards to how Dean is treating Sam in season 8?
3. Any recommendations for NON-Au decent length fics of J2. In a mood where Jared gets attacked by crazies/or fans or gets hurt protecting Jensen. kinda like "The Untold Story of Inanimate Objects"- here: http://cyndrarae.livejournal.com/85459.html

Its kinda scary how much fics there are >.< Thank you so much everyone! Gen or wincest is great!

Hi, I need your help agin I´m looking for 3 diffrent fic and I don´t rember much about them if they were AU J2 or Sam and Dean so... I think

#1 Dean was in parts of it realy bad keep hurting Sam like beat him up and stuff. And Sam was thinking he deserved that bad treatment. But it kind of ended well because somehow Dean changed after Sam left him

#2 Jared was discoverd by Jensen. Jensen was a photograph and Jared became his favourit model. But I belive there was some kind of mean Tom Wellington walking around giving Jared a hard time

#3 Jared/Sam was kindnaped and realy bad beaten up and rescued by Jensen, I think they were already together and the kindnapper was a former lover, but Jared recovered in hospital and went for revenge, like hunting down his kidnappers

So please help me.
Thanks

SPECIFIC WINCEST FIC WITH SELF HARMING SAM- I searched this fic some time ago also but couldn't find it. Here's what I remember about it :-
(i) Dean gets a call from Bobby and he learns about Sam who was suicidal after being raped/tortured(?) by a professor.He also learns than Sam had tried to kill himself at Bobby's.
(ii)Dean brings Sam with him to the motel room but fails to reach out to him.
(iii)Sam cuts himself up with a razor in every chance he gets..whenever Dean goes out to bring dinner. Dean catches him at last when he entered the motel room and found Sam cutting himself. I remember a scene where Dean extends his wrist towards Sam and asks Sam to cut him instead.
(iv)Dean later learns than Sam was also abused by John in childhood.
(v) It ended in wincest when Dean thwarted a suicide attempt of Sam

WINCEST DEAN MPREG FICS WITH POSSESSIVE DARK SAM- I recently read a fantastic SEDUCTION OF GRAVITY by bridgetmkennitt. Can you please rec me any mpreg fic like this one with possessive dark Sam?

WINCEST MPREG FICS WHERE ONE DOESN'T INFORM THE OTHER I don't mind whose pregnant. I'm looking for those where one finds he's pregnant and doesn't tell the other . Can you rec me some?

Thank you so much:)

I was inspire by a fic in which both Dean and Sam was captured by demons who decided to give Sam a choice either to torture him (Sam) or Dean. The torture gotten to be pretty bad but despite it all, Sam still refused to let Dean get hurt, even when Dean started begging for Sam to say yes (to switch).So along those lines,

1. Sam sacrificing/willing to allow harm on his person to be tortured to protect Dean
2. Since there was a whole lot of trust issue btw Dean and Sam b/c of Ruby/Lucifer, ect, I want to see how far Sam would be willing to go for Dean despite all these issues btw them as brothers (or lovers)

Wincest preferred but Gen is great too.

As most people can relate: I remember so little of this story, but I remember I loved it!

Sam and Dean aren't related when the story starts (I can't recall if it's later revealed that they are in fact brothers or not).

I think the story started off with Dean busy skulking through a neighborhood looking for a werewolf (?).  He stumbles into Sam, who's also looking for the murder-villain-thing that's been killing people, idk.  They pair up and fight/kill it.

Sam's got an abusive father who beats him.  Dean offers to take Sam away with him when he leaves after the case, but Sam opts to stay.  I think Dean comes back for some reason to find Sam getting the snot kicked out of him, and so he spirits Sam away. La di da.

And I think from there they just kinda.... hunt and stuff (and sex), but Sam might still have visions or some connection to YED?  I don't recall if John was present in the story or not; if he was, I don't think he trusted Sam or he was cagey about Dean's dead baby brother.... I could be mixing stories here, though.  God, I can't remember and it makes me so mad >:C

I only remember the very beginning -- that they weren't related/didn't know they were related, and that Sam's dad abuses him.

I've been looking for this FOR MONTHS omg, if some one knows what it is, I will LOVE YOU 5EVA.

(Also -- No, I'm not looking for Ouroboros by thenyxie, nor am I looking for Samuel Winchester and the Death of Azazel the Deathless by Ninhursag -- though both are very, very, very good.)

FOUND!: Full Moon, Fast Cars Series ((Massive thanks to montana_highway!!))

I was wondering if there are any fics with established Sam/dean and Dean gets really drunk or posessed or something like that and he beats Sam one night but doesn't remember it the next day and Sam doesn't say anything either because he feels like he deserved it or because he doesn't want to make Dean mad. Id like it if Dean is normally really loving and touchy feely with Sam but Sam pulls away after the beating and Dean doesn't understand

I'm looking for a story, I can't remember if it's Sam/Dean or Jared/Jensen. If it was Sam/Dean, they were unrelated. It was an AU where Sam/Jared left his abusive ex with his daughter and they met Dean/Jensen at a diner and then he found them with a broken down car and invited them to stay with him. Dean/Jensen was a hunter, but he had been injured during a hunt where Bobby died so he took over the salvage yard. It was set during winter/Christmas time.

Hello,

I’ve been looking for 2 stories for a while now but I can’t seem to find them at all, I would really appriate it if someone could help me find them! I remember that I’ve read both of these stories on FF.Net but I just can’t remember the author or the title of the stories I’m looking for. one of them is a Deaf!Sam fic and the other is abused!Sam fic.

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I would be really, really gratefull if someone is able to help me find these 2 fics!

Thanks in advance!:D

EDIT: Both found!:D

1) Fics where Sam is the one on the receiving end in Asylum of Dean's anger and gun.
2) Kind of related to number one. Dean's gun in season 8 Southern Comfort was loaded.
3) Fics where Dean hits Sam and Sam is scared of Dean/hurt because of it. Not like regular beatings but more like in Bloodlust or Born Under a Bad sign with one of Dean's random pissed-off-at-Sammy punches.
4) Dean says something emotionally abusive that makes Sam cry/seriously depressed. I'd like it if Dean felt guilty about it, but not necessary.
5) Fics where they're having sex but Dean is emotionally constipated about it and Sam feels used.
6) Fics where Sam commits suicide/tries to because Dean has been ignoring him or leaves him, thinking it is what Dean wants.

I'm fine with Wincest or gen, but no fics that include non-con or are WIP's please. Thanks a ton to everyone who responds! :D

I keep posting in this community cause everyone is so awesome!

1. Anyways, I'm looking for fics gen or wincest regarding lucifer/lucifer torture/cage or hellucifer.

2 more specifically, remember the scene where Lucifer calls Sam a bitch in every way. I can't help but think it sexually/noncon. Something like The World Devours Me by Varkelton, which is long and awesome and very close to what I'm looking for. Warnings for The world devours me is that it has wincest,non-con, alot of angst ect. Like stated above I love wincest but gen is great. Love this community and thanks!!
http://archiveofourown.org/works/250913/chapters/388297

PS: Any other site recommendation would be great for this category. I would think this episode will bring alot of fics but can't seem to find much. It would also be nice if there was a tag for this episode too. Thanks mods!

Hey guys, so I'm kind of on a "gang up on Sam" mood. Could you guys recommend some fics where say, Sam and Dean get in a big fight and Dean says or does something that really hurts Sam's feelings? Extra brownie points if he makes Sam cry. I'd rather Dean wasn't abusing Sam or something. Maybe they get in a fight and Dean takes a swing or something but no actual full on beatings. I'd like Dean to feel super guilty about hurting Sam. Wincest, gen, whatever is fine.

I got the desire for these types of fics from this spnstoryfinders post (http://spnstoryfinders.livejournal.com/7967204.html) so if you wanna read some to check it out because there is plenty of good recommendations. :) Thanks in advance!