I can't find where I had this saved, but I remember this fic very specifically. - Sam and Dean are kidnapped/captured and wake up in an underground bunker-like room with one bed, a toilet, sink, limited canned fruit rations and no way out.

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Hi, I read the summary of this fic while browsing through fic recs, found it interesting, and thought I saved it, but apparently, I didn't, and now I can't find it anywhere.It was a post-hell fic set in S6 or S7. Sam got out of hell but is psychologically damaged, Dean does his best to look after his brother, and Sam brought a hellhound from hell that protects him. Anyone?

Im looking for a fic last seem on Fanfiction.net, where Sam winds up in an alley, runs into some thug, feels like Hallucifer is about to jump out at him, smashes his head into the thugs face in a moment of panic, hears a sickening crunch, and runs back to the mktel where dean is.

Sam's barely coherent as he tells Dean what happened, Dean goes to the alley to find the thug dead, his broken nose having made a piece of bone go all the way up into his brain. I think Dean calls rhe cops once he's a fair distance away, heads back to the hotel, and lies to Sam that he actually didn't kill the guy.

So i have one specific search and another just general. 1) there is a story which i think was on fanfiction.net but not 100%. It was deffently a teen!chester. Sam disappears when he was young and is hone for a very long time. Dean never gives up the search and with the help from the other hunters (paster jim, celeb, bobby) they eventually find him but he is deffrent. Trumatized from the abuse. John was in it but cant remember if he was helping or the bad guy. Loved the story just cant remeber enough to find it.

2) just a general search. Looking for Sam struggling lots, traumatized, PTSD. or just any story with Sam struggling with a disorder like OCD, PTSD, disability. I always prefer a weechester or teenchester story and anything with the whole gang! John, Dean, Bobby, Jim, Celeb. I love them all looking after Sammy!

So I have a couple requests 

1) Does anyone know of stories that revolve around Sam's faith? He's shown throughout the series to believe in God and angels. I'm looking for anything that acknowledges his faith. Where maybe an angel who talked to him had heard his prayers or God comments on it. 

2) Stories where Sam's developed some hobbies. Finding a hobby is a way that people cope with PTSD and depression. I'd love to see stories where that's what Sam does, whether it's painting/drawing, knitting, yoga or whatever. Really just stories where Sam develops some healthy coping methods with what his dealt with over the years — he seems like he would have researched this stuff.  

I recently read a fic that had Sam dealing with trauma from the cage. I think it might have been curtain!fic but I'm not sure. In it Sam spoke Enochian and he was talking to Cas.  There was mention about how it was easier to talk about things in Enochian because they're talking about Lucifer and the different words for love. One of the ways they said it was translated by the author as possession, obsession. 

Request: "Sam and Dean are sleeping in the bunker when Dean is having a really bad nightmare about hell & Alastair. He can’t wake up from it and it goes on for some time. Because Dean is really quite at first, he suffers alone. When he finally begins to get more vocal and screams Sam’s name, Sam runs to help. By now, Dean is in his nightmare for quite some time already and Sam has a difficult time waking him up. When he is finally awake, Dean has a difficult time figuring out what is real. Sam tries to help. I like me some hurt Dean and brotherly moments with Sam."

Hey I'm looking for some recommendations about a story which is kinda like this:

It's Dean's first summer after his return from hell. It's an unusal hot summer and even Sam complains about it. But Dean is having major issues, nightmares, flashbacks etc. from hell and is overall in a tough place because the heat just won't stop. Sam tries his best to help. (No Ruby, Cas or Slash please)

1. I'm looking for fics where Dean has retired from hunting but is not staying with Sam, Castiel, Ben & Lisa, or a new family he has made. I'm interested in reading about Dean taking time to focus on himself and his healing, free of responsibility and having to worry about his loved ones. I want to believe something like that exists and I just haven't been able to find it yet.


2. Anything where Dean takes up fishing. If it's combined with the above request even better.


3. Dean for whatever reason has to see a therapist and it ends up helping him deal with his trauma. I found one of the recent episodes of the show upsetting in that regard so I'd like to read something where Dean is treated with respect by a professional. I've already read Defining Normal by Baroqy.


4. Pre-series- Dean is turned into a vampire or some other monster and John tries to deal with it. Alternatively, John is the one who gets turned. I've already read the Berserker 'verse by leonidaslion.


5. I rewatched Faith recently and it got me wondering about the rawhead hunt Sam and Dean were on in the opening of the episode. Are there any codas about that particular case?


6. On that note, are there any pre-Pilot fics about John and the woman in white?

Hello everyone!

I would like to read fanfictions with Sam dealing with Hallucifer.

The whumpier the better. It has to be followed by comfort from Dean though or it's not on ;)

Any rating!

Wincest or Gen, please <3

Thanks! ;)