09 June 2017 @ 01:24 pm
This is one of those instances in which I'm not even sure if this fic actual exists or if I'm just combining a bunch of fics that I remember wrong. With that being said, I'm looking for a specific long consensual John/Dean AU where a very young Dean got taken away by CPS or kidnaped or something like that which leaves John thinking that Dean is missing/dead. Dean was living on the streets and became a prostitute to survive. When he's in his late teens/early twenties John picks him up, not at all recognizing him as his son. It ends up being a reoccurring thing and Dean eventually finds out about hunting. He ends up staying with John and their relationship evolves so that they are basically dating. Sam was raised by John and is weirded out about his dad being with someone only a few years older than him, but he and Dean bond. I think eventually they realize that Dean is Dean, but that's basically all I remember...
12 March 2017 @ 10:18 pm
Hi everyone. I'm looking for a specific fic. If I remember correctly, Sam and Dean were raised separately. Then John dies and Sam goes searching for Dean. He finds him working as a firefighter and raising Ben as a single dad. He doesn't tell Dean who he is at first. There's Wincest at the end. It's got a bunch of other characters in it. Like Benny and Pamela and I think Gordon Walker. Any help would be appreciated! Thanks!

I am looking for a specific story I read a few years ago. There is not much I remember (sorry!), but I hope someone can help me out.

The most prominent thing I remember is that Dean had some pretty bad facial burn scars. He was used to being an outsider, scaring others off.

He was by himself, maybe homeless? Maybe he was hiding, but on a mission. I think at the beginning he was in a kind of warehouse or dilapidated building in a city, observing a street.

The boys were raised apart, didn't know each other. At some point he met or saw Sam. It's possible that it turned into a hurt/comfort-story at some point, where he was adjusting to being part of a family.

The story had a kind of intense, bleak or sad atmosphere.

It was either on LJ or fanfiction.net.

Thank you so much in advance!

Found on fanfiction.net: Lick the Valleys Up by xxCerezasxx
I don't have many details other than Gabriel took Sam as a child from John and Dean. Maybe to spare him the pain in his life?? He took him, erased his memory (maybe Dean and John's too) and raised him as his own. When he saw Sam's love of books he decided to name him 'Book'. Through some series of events Sam and Dean end up together. Sam may know who Dean is but I'm pretty sure Dean does not know Sam. The fic wasn't complete at the time I read it. I am hoping now maybe it is.

I've read this fanfic a few months ago but although I can remember a few details, I still couldn't find it on google. Hope someone can help me! :D

------ Sam was raised as a hunter by Mary and Bobby, and Dean has a normal life with John, and likes to help him on his auto shop while he dedicates himself on school -----

2sd november 1983
Mary ran away with a 6 months old Sam and faked their death by putting her car in a river. Their bodies were never found.

Around 12 years later, john was coming back from his work at the auto shop and needed dean (who as coming from school) to grab a few thing for him in a new client named Robert Singer, in Sioux Falls.
On his way, Dean has a little car accident. I don’t remember exactly how, but Sam sees him and helps dean. As dean still has a headache and isn’t really trust worthy behind the wheel, Sam takes him home – currently Bobby’s home – where his mommy is still at work on the hospital, and Bobby’s on the garage.

Mary works as a nurse at the hospital, and John has an auto shop, raised Dean well, is overprotective over him, and calls him to know if he’s alright because it was a long drive to get to his destiny.

Meanwhile, Sam talks a lot about his “family” and so does Dean, and they have a feeling that something isn’t adding up. Later, Mary gets home and kind angry at Sam because she doesn’t like he takes strangers to their home (she raised him as a hunter like her and Bobby) until she recognizes Dean.

Sam gives Dean his number before Dean leaves.

When Dean gets home, he starts to do research about his and Sam’s past, and starts to think they’re brothers, while Sam does the same thing and come to the same conclusion. Dean calls Sam and tells him about his suspicions, and they decide to meet again.

This time Dean confronts Mary and I think that at this point she tells him and Sam the truth. Dean gets angry at her and doesn’t accept her excuses for separating him and Sam.

At some point he tells John everything, but john doesn’t stay angry at Mary as much as Dean to his dismay, and they kind stay together as a family, although Dean doesn’t forgive Mary completely.

FANFIC FOUND: https://m.fanfiction.net/s/9782513/1/
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Hi all,
I'm looking for a specific fic I read a while ago on AO3, it was Destiel, an AU where Dean was raised by John, and Sam by Mary. Mary and Sam thought Dean died I think, and then Sam meets Dean by chance at a friends house when he's in college, or something. They're still hunters in it, but John doesn't let Dean hunt, Dean does all the research for John-and lives in a small apartment by himself I think-I can't remember why, there was something unusual about Dean, possibly he was an Omega? Dean was just forming a relationship with Cas. When Mary comes to visit, she first disguises herself and observes Dean at the garage where he works, before meeting him at a family barbecue. I think Sam already knew Cas. Sorry, I know that's rather vague. I think it was a WIP, and it was quite long.

I'm also looking more generally for any fics that have Chuck in a fatherly role, particularly high school AUs where Cas' family take Dean in for whatever reason, and Chuck is a father figure, if such exist. Basically anything where Chuck is acting fatherly towards Cas and Dean by extension.
01 March 2016 @ 12:03 am
I'm looking for a specific story that meets the following criteria (under the cut):

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Thanks in advance for your help! I've been looking for this story for several days.

FOUND: Demons Took Them Away by lipah (Thank you to [livejournal.com profile] nicky69 for the find!)
13 December 2015 @ 01:24 pm
A few weeks ago I found the summary of a fic that looks very interesting. It's Wincest. Sam and Dean were raised apart. The summary was something like this. Sam goes camping with some boys for a few weeks so that he can put the experience on a college resume. He expects to be left mostly alone, but he falls in love with Dean.The summary might have been on a rec list. Bonus points for the link of the rec list, if possible.

Another request I have is fics of Sam and Dean raised apart. It can be Wincest or gen.
Hello everybody,

1. I'm looking for fics where the boys are raised apart from each other, have no idea the other exist and while Sam is still a hunter, Dean gets to live a normal life. And maybe they find each other somewhere along the way?

2.Fair warning first, if you're a Sam!girl you might want to not continue reading this because me and Sam? Not besties.
So anyway, I am in need of fics where Sam is not Dean's whole world, where Dean rides off into the sunset and be happy in a -preferably- Samless environment. I would love it if there is a new family, a love life, the whole nine yards.

3.Crossovers where Dean gets together with one of the "other" characters or a Dean/OMC, I'm not that picky :)

Make it slash, make it long, make it bottom!dean if you can. Thanks in advance! :)
Hi! I'm looking for any stories where Sam was raised as a hunter but Dean wasn't. Whether it be because it's an au where Sam was raised by John and Dean by Mary or maybe John had Dean taken away for some reason. Then years later Sam and Dean meet or are reunited.
Or really any story where Dean had a better childhood than Sam even if it has nothing to do with hunting. Gen is preferred but Wincest would be fine. Thanks!
25 April 2015 @ 10:59 pm
Anyone noticed how cute Sam is when he's doing adverage handy man jobs? Like when he was a bartender for a very breif period or when he helped fix things at that motel he was staying at the start of season 8.

So, is there any stories where Sam is a bartender or machanic or motel clerk or something, he comes across Dean and recognises he's a hunter right off the bat and the two of them hit it off. In a gen brotherly fashion or Wincest fashion. So basically stories where Sam isn't a hunter but he knows ghosts and gobblins exist etc.

ETA: sorry guys, for some reason my tags completely dissapeared when this got posted and now I've added them back, a couple I accidentally clicked won't go away no matter how I try to delete them. 
06 April 2015 @ 11:28 am
Okay, hopefully you guys can help me out here. I'm looking for 3 specific fics that seem to have gotten lost in my rather enormous stash of fanfiction. Sorry if there's not much to go on here :/

1: In the first fic the boys are hunting and Dean is hit with an amnesia spell and I think it had something to do with the trickster. Dean doesn't remember anything--he forgets that he is Sam's brother and Sam decides not to tell him, which leads to wincest and both boys hunting together. I think in the end the trickster comes back and the truth comes out that Sam and Dean are brothers. Dean is pretty pissed off about that but there is a happy ending.
EDIT: FOUND (by me) Only Sweeter http://archiveofourown.org/works/3188?view_adult=true

2: In the second fic the boys are separated at early age by something. They meet in a bar in some town and Dean was a hooker. Dean thought Sam was a bit young and naive and he tested Sam by having him drink alcohol. Dean was convinced, though, when Sam took out a wad of cash. Sam payed Dean for sex, but Sam surprised Dean when Sam asked Dean to fuck him instead of the other way around. Later, they meet up again and they realize that their memories of being separated match up and that they are brothers, which leads to some angst, but they sort things out. I think Dean was still hunting the supernatural in this one.
EDIT: FOUND (by casey679) How I See You http://archiveofourown.org/works/289522?view_full_work=true

3: The last fic I'm looking for is a slave!Jared fic. The one where Jared is Jensen's childhood companion as a kid and when Jensen goes to college, Jensen's parents send Jared to a slave training institute and Jared performs very well there and Jared is able to go back to Jensen's house on a break. When Jensen finds out what his parents did, Jensen wants to buy Jared back so he saves up money and rushes to the auction where Jared is being sold, but he is too late. Later, Jensen's uncle ends up giving Jared to Jensen as a present at Jensen's dorm door and they finally have sex.
EDIT: FOUND (thank you, phoenix1966!) Jared, All Along http://archiveofourown.org/works/916813?view_full_work=true
Ok so I read this a long time ago. Humans started rounding up supernatural creatures, angels and demons, and locking them up in facilities/prisons. Demon Dean was little when he was separated from his family and lived all his life in a facility. Demons and angels live in complexes and stuff. Then one day angel Castiel is brought to the facility. Many are after Dean and Castiel has to fight them off and they eventually end up together.
There was Dean mpreg.

Thanks for the help!
02 March 2015 @ 11:25 pm
Hi guys, I'm looking for a fic I read a while ago.

Sam had been raised by the YED and had escaped and I think was working as a prostitute? Dean and John had found him and were keeping him at Bobby's place. I think he had a pet rat, and there was a scene where he threw up after they made him eat meat.

Thanks in advance!
03 February 2015 @ 04:17 pm
Hey, I'm looking for fics where either Sam or Dean (preferably Dean) are separated from each other at a young age. Creature fics, ABO, anything works. I have absolutely no triggers, so rec away. And it doesn't have to be the main theme, either.
But please keep it GEN. No wincest (ever), Destiel is ok, but Gen is fantastic for this. Thanks!
These are the ones I've already read - please don't rec these. A Man Among Dogs, Into Your Hideaway, Relative Gold, Semper Familia, The Dog That Belonged to Himself.
02 February 2015 @ 05:15 pm
I've read quite a few AU fics on the usual sites like FanFiction, but as I don't know my way around Live Journal, I wondered if there were any fics there I might have missed.

I would rather they were gen but if the wincest isn't the main focus of the story that's okay too.
Only fics that have Sam and Dean, as opposed to Castiel and angels. It doesn't matter how old the fics are as I love the earlier ones.

I know I've trimmed the search right down to basics but maybe there's a gem of a story out there that I haven't read.

Thanks in advance. :)
I am searching for many fics where Sam and Dean were raised apart for many years.  Sam can be kidnapped or put in foster care or adopted when he is really young.  Dean never stops looking for Sam for years.
30 October 2014 @ 09:40 pm
This is driving me nuts! I read this awhile ago on fanfiction.net, I didnt finish it (not sure if its a WIP or not) and only have a few things that I remember. It was quite a long, multiple chapter story from what I remember.

*Its post apocalypse, Dean was kidnapped when he was younger and is raised as bait (I think there was a bit where he was tied to a stake or something during a hunt?). He might have been kept underground or in a cage.
*Dean had a friend who might have been Bobby's son - he's younger than Dean? I think he had Bobby's hat. I think there was a scene where John was talking about how he'd helped Bobby search for the boy.
*Missouri was in it - her house is protected but surprisingly Dean can find it, theres a girl there who I think is a healer? She healed Bobby's son - they had to have a blindfold on to hide the identity of the girl?
*John finds Dean and gets the ownership rights to him (maybe).
*I remember a scene where john tells sam and dean to spar and dean kicks the crap out of sam - because he's used to sparring being more brutal (this is about the only scene I'm 100% certain on!).

Please help!
Hi all, this is an older fic and I'm really vague on the details.

Dean and Sam not raised together. Probably on ff.net. Dean was a prostitute and Sam was being raised by a nice middle class family. I think they had the opportunity to take Dean at the same time but chose not to. At the start of the fic I think Dean somehow escaped/ran away from a 'john' in a hotel with Sam's help? Sam and his family were staying in the hotel too which was really lucky as the bad guy was a planning to kill (he was a serial killer?) Dean. I think they both realise they're long lost brothers. Sam talks his parents into taking Dean back home with them and letting Dean stay with them. I think another (or the same) serial killer/demon starts tracking Dean. Also Dean has a lot of trouble fitting in and Sam's mum has issues with Dean too (possibly guilt? She might have been the one to say no to adopting Dean in the first place). That's all I have. So, thanks in advance.
24 October 2014 @ 11:35 pm
Hi all,
I'm looking for Destiel fics where Dean is reunited with some part of his family, with Cas along for the ride. Like, Sam and Dean were raised apart and find each other years later, John left Mary and Dean goes to find his mother years later or vice versa, grandparents or aunts and uncles Dean's never met, anything with Dean finding a long lost family member really. Anyone?
Thanks : )
Hi again from thewincestlibrary/thej2library,

Any help finding these specific requests would be greatly appreciated :)

1. Weecest, it's a really hot summer day, I think Dean and Sam are staying at Bobby's, Dean has Sam put on his leather jacket and he has Sam sit on his lap with the jacket still on, and they have sex from there.

2. Sam and Dean checking into a hotel after Sam drinks demon blood again towards the end of s5 (with Famine) and talking through their issues.

3. Sam and Dean were put in adoption so they lived in a foster home and it was fine till he was about 8 and the mum left or died. the dad started drinking and hitting him and then sold him to another dude who was like a pimp. and then he escaped and met dean in a coffee shop and dean offered him to live with him and he knew it was sam but sam didn’t recognise him.

4. I can't for the life of me remember the name of but there was scene that made me bawl for like 79802 hours where Jensen has this major crush on Jared so he goes to his mom for moral support and Jared has no idea so he calls Jensen to tell him about his engagement/marriage and Jensen just breaks down in tears and Momma Ackles just /knows/ and ugh I'm sooo sorry I can't remember more.

5. J2 have been sleeping with each other and Jared knows that Jensen is in love with him but chooses not to do anything about it. Jared spots Jensen moving on with another actor on set, they've just exchanged handjobs or blowjobs in Jensen's trailer and Jared comes over furious and ends up taking Jensen outside his trailer.

6. Jared is underdage and persuades older Jensen to sleep with him and then Jensen gets arrested..?
30 May 2014 @ 07:23 am
Hi! First of all, sorry to the mods. I'm pretty sure my first attempt to post broke just about every rule - and the subsequent attempts havn't been that great!

Can't remember what I was after last time so we're going to go with what I like now - I'm fickle that way!

I would really appreciate links for any of the following (i've gone through the tags on here so if you know of any that might not have been recced all that much that's be awesome too!):

1- boys raised apart - Love love anything to do with this trope! Especially if one of them gets the worse end of the stick (not too fussed who is the one in the bad situation- or what kind of abused). I absolutely loved In Shadow so anything along those lines would be wonderful.

2- feral boys - again, anything at all in this line would be love!

3- Dean post purgatory - Just starting season 8 and I want anything showing dean as a BAMF post purgatory. Or at all really. Dean or Sam being completely bad ass. Yes please!

4- Your personal favourite fic. The one you go back to time and again. I prefer long and plotty and I'm not that keen on wincest but to be honest I'll read anything that's well written.

I'm new to the fandom so any recs you have would be lovely.. Thank you wonderful people!!

(Mods - i've got no idea what i'm doing with tags so hopefully this is tagged ok)
21 May 2014 @ 02:30 pm
I was hoping someone could help me find a specific fic. I remember some, but not all of it.

- The boys were raised apart - John gave Sam away, but kept Dean.
- (He might have given Sam to Bobby, but I am not sure about that)
- Sam ends up as a paramedic, using a different name.
- Dean is still a hunter. He works alone.
- I think Dean gets in a fight and police and paramedics come. Sam and his partner are taking care of Dean until Dean starts fighting them off.
- It was WIP at the time. I found it on AO3, but that doesn't mean it isn't somewhere else.
- Hints of Sam/Dean

I can't remember anything else. I hope someone could help. If not, any other boys raised apart stories would be nice.

THANK YOU in advance
Hello lovely people!

(yeah yeah it's me again stop rolling your eyes and maybe give me a bit of help here???:P)

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ETA: The fic I was searching is old ghosts by Gilliam Middleton
Check also the awesome recs that fit the same trope: The Psychology of Genetic Sexual Attraction by [livejournal.com profile] sonofabiscuit77,
Always Gold by righteousbros and [livejournal.com profile] rirren's rec list Accidental Incest
17 March 2014 @ 09:47 pm
My memories of this story are pretty vague but I'm hoping that someone can help me find it.

All I remember is that Dean was kidnapped (?) when he was pretty young. John's been looking for him ever since.

I believe John finds him years later, Dean has longish hair. Not like looong, but I think I remember it being mentioned that his hair was longish. Also, he's a hunter and John runs into him and I don't think he recognizes Dean at first.

Or maybe he's homeless?? I could be getting several stories mixed up- omg!

Gah. I know this isn't much to go on but even if you can't find the story I'm looking for, I'd gladly read anything else like it!

So please rec anything where Dean is

  • kidnapped as a child

  • John's been looking for him, finally finds him

  • Dean is either homeless or a badass hunter

Again, I'll read whatever you rec me!

I really can't say how much help this community has provided me, really, you're GREAT! (And, please believe me, I'm not saying it so you help me.)
So, that said, ¿could you please help me find this?:

1.- Specific fin in which kid Sam is hunting with John and Dean, a salt&burn thing... I don't remember the specifics, but eventually Sam end trapped inside the coffin with the remains of the ghost. I read it in FF. So... I know is not much, but was one of the first fics I read back when I didn't have the wisdom and knowledge to save a link ar add it to avorites, you know...

2.- It's a fic in which John is in the ground, being beaten by Dean because he punched Sam (or something like that). The thing I clearly remember is that he thinks maybe Dean will kill him protecting his brother, and he's very proud of him for that. Ring any bells for you? FOUND HERE: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/8423018/1/Flash-Point

3.- You're favorite fics that have the brothers being raised apart, like "Relative Gold" or "With Arms Wide Open" (two very very good ones, if you ask me).

4.- Fic's with time travel, like the Fraternity Series by Fiachra Ochiern. You're favorite fics in which Sam or both brothers travel to help his father (I'd love it if John eventually find out) or help the kid versions of themselves. I already read Training wheels and Terminators, excelent one, by the way, had me laughing all the time!

Please no wincest and, if there's slash, please be it with female characters.
Well, nice day and thanks for the help!!!
I'm looking for two specific fics.

The first starts when Death is giving Sam's soul back, and it's in Bobby's POV. He remembers something that happened when Sam and Dean were younger, and the bulk of the story is his remembering.

The other story first looks like a high school au, where Dean meets Sam and they start hanging out, but it's actually an AU where Sam was taken by YellowEyes. YED is raising him and "Meg" is his sister, but he doesn't know that they are demons. John is still a hunter and Dean meets Sam when they come into town. I suppose it's technically wincest, seeing as Sam and Dean have an attraction, but I remember the author commenting that that probably lessened after they found out they were brothers, and it was the genetic attraction effect or whatever.

02 January 2014 @ 06:03 pm
Does anybody know any good stories where
1) Sam was raised by Azazel/Lilith/Lucifer or someone like that but isn't (completely) evil? It's fine if he's misguided or something but not cruel and evil.
2) Azazel/Lilith/Lucifer/someone like that messes with Sam's memory to make him do what they want and Dean or John has to fix it?

Thanks in advance!
15 December 2013 @ 08:21 pm
Hey guys, it's been a while!

So, I was searching through someone's very delicious Delicious, and found a link to a fic called "Mockingbird Don't Sing" by LJ user [livejournal.com profile] ghostwriter056. When clicking on the link, it tells me the journal has been deleted and purged.

I've checked the deleted authors page, couldn't find the author there, searched for both the author's name and the fic title in the searchbox, got nothing.

Could one of you Lovelies please tell me if the author has authorised sharing of fics, and if so, if anyone has a copy out there somewhere? The summary on Delicious sounded intriguing.

Dean and Sam were taken away from John after Mary died. While John regained custody of Sam, Dean was lost in the system. Sixteen years later, Sam who has dedicated his life to finding his missing brother while John searches for the thing that killed Mary, finds Dean and finds out that people can be as bad as demons.

Edit: Found in comments.
I've been looking for these for several days, and it was fun because I found a bunch of other great fic that I'd lost, forgotten or never read. But I'm giving up now because I don't think I'm going to find them. My google-fu has actually been pretty good lately, I've found several things (for myself and my girls) by playing with search strings, so I'm a little disappointed I can't find these. However (there's always a however) I know the good people here will help. Seriously, this is the best story-finding com in fandom.

So, first - and I know I had this! - Dean's well endowed, so guys always want him to top or want to suck him, and he can't bring himself to ask for what he really wants, which is to bottom. But Cas knows and shows up and convinces him that it's okay to let himself have what he wants. Hot sex, some cuddling, all good. I need this one back in my folder.

Found: in comments.

Second - Child Services gets Dean and Sam, they get split up, John finds and retrieves Dean but they don't find Sam. Then one night adult Sam walks into a gay bar and is instantly taken by a green-eyed beauty in a micro-mini and a Metallica tee; they have a great night together and the next day or so realize who they are. They hit the road together and eventually decide to be a couple. And John doesn't know about the crossdressing. And Dean has a toned-down version that Sam recognizes as 'work drag', or something along those lines.

Found: in comments.

And Third - this one's a little fuzzier and I'm not sure I've got the details right. I'm going to put it under a cut because it might be triggery.

possible trigger )

Found in comments!

So, that's it. It took me about ten years, I think, to save all the stories and bookmarks I had before my computer crashed, and I'm thinking it may take me that long to find them all again. Or even remember them :-)

Thank you!
So I was reading about P L Travers, the author of Mary Poppins, and how she adopted one baby and refused to take his twin brother, and raised him without knowledge that he was adopted or had siblings, most of all an identical twin. The poor kid found out when he was 17 and his twin brother showed up at his house looking for him.

So of course I really want to read an AU story where the boys are raised apart, not knowing they're adopted or have a sibling out there, and then finding out in a most traumatic way. How they would cope with it is the most interesting part.

I remember I read one where Sam was kidnapped as a baby and Dean believed that he died. Dean was abandoned by John and went on to live a pretty normal life with Bobby. He and Sam meet when both are competing in the Athens Olympics, and find out they're brothers. I really liked it.

Anymore stories like that? Gen stories. Please, no stories where one is melodramatically abused while the other lives in an ivory tower, either; I don't need that contrast in their life styles to accentuate the separation.

Thank you!
Hi guys! I'm looking for some kidnapped!Dean stories.

Specifically, ones where Dean is kidnapped as a child and Sam and John think he is dead. Preferably ones where Dean escapes his kidnapper(s) on his own and keeps hunting by himself to the point where he becomes some awesome, mysterious, BAMF and lone-star hunter. Bonus points if he was kidnapped while protecting Sam in some way. Mostly I'm looking for fics where Dean survives on his own into adulthood with the same goals: saving people, hunting things.

A reunion between the three would be great, too! Any kind of reunion is good as long as they are all alive. I'm looking for something with a lot of angst, hurt/comfort, and some mystery to it. Gen is preferred but not required.

Hi all,
I'm looking for fics where Dean is raised by someone other than John or Bobby, namely Leroy Jethro Gibbs from NCIS or Jack O'Neill from Stargate SG1 or Cas. I"m not sure if any such crossovers exist, but any fics with Dean being raised by either Jack or Gibbs would be amazing : )
Also, any fics where Dean is raised solely by Cas somehow(deaging, time travel?) would be great. I read one fic like this once, but lost it a long time ago. It had Cas, as Jimmy Novak, finding Dean and Sam in a hotel room and raising them.
Sam is always welcome : )
Thanks guys : )
22 June 2013 @ 12:34 am
I mainly have general request for anything you guys can throw at me.
Any fics can be gen, Destiel, or anything!, please just no Winest or J2

1) girl!Dean Fics! I have exhausted the search on ff.net and AO3 and can be born-as-a-girl or changed into one, but I would like them to be where Dean stays a girl in the long run. I would really like this to be Destiel.

1.5) Dean(na) has a kid with Cas or Gabriel would be awesome!

2) wee/teen!chesters I will bake you cookies if you throw me a fic that has John and maybe Sam realizing just how much Dean does after he is hurt. Please no death!fics, I'm a sucker for a happy ending.

3) Any fic where Dean is raised by Bobby for whatever reason, Sam can also be raised by him. Also if Dean is somehow disabled in some of these, but is still able to hunt would be amazing!

4) Any Destiel fics dealing with the fallout of season 8.

5) powers!Dean where he is also the younger brother would be amazing!

6) Gabriel, I love his snarky butt and love pairing him with Dean. (1) can also be Dean/Gabriel.

Thanks! I have a great need for fics right now! Also any fics can be mixed and matched! Self-recs are accepted! Also would be appreciated if Bobby were in the fics! (He is my spirit creature)
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27 April 2013 @ 08:42 pm
I'm basically looking for any and all fics where the boy's find/meet long lost relatives-non-canon grandparents, etc. I'd love any stories where Dean was adopted/the Winchester's weren't his biological family, and he eventually finds his blood relatives. Basically, I'm looking for any fics about Dean (and Sam) reuniting with/finding long lost family. No wincest please, although Destiel or Gen would be great : )
Along the same lines, any fics where Dean was separated from his family, either Sam, Mary, or John, and finds them again years later, is reunited in some way after many years, would be lovely. And if any fics exist where Dean goes to find his family as an adult, after years of separation, and takes his partner Cas along for the ride, would be literally heaven for me, if such fics exist : )
Thanks: )
21 April 2013 @ 04:36 pm
Hi ya'all!

1. I'm looking for any fics where Dean is a teen parent and in high school. I'd prefer no wincest... but not objecting to slash.

2. Any fics where Dean is Sam's father or adopts Sammy. Again no wincest but everything else is welcome.

Thanks in advance!
I'm looking for a specific fic. Dean grows up as an only child (I think... he might have a sister) and Mary and John are both alive and none of them hunt. But Dean knows he's supposed to have a brother named Sam. He talks about him all the time. And eventually he leaves home to go find Sam. And he does!

I'm not sure if I'm mixing up several fics, but I think Sam might have somehow wished himself away to protect his family. And when Dean finds Sam he might find him on the side of the road without anything because Sam got robbed by someone he got a ride from.
19 March 2013 @ 11:48 pm
I'm looking for a Skin walker!Dean fic. I'm pretty sure John and Sam both thought that Dean was dead (or John told Sam that?). Dean might have been raised by Bobby.

I have a clear memory of other hunters calling Dean "Bobby's dog"

For some reason Dean ends up going with John and Sam at some point, and they (particularly John) treat him pretty badly. John didn't want to believe that was his son. I think they force him to sleep chained up in the bathroom in motels (?)

Any help is much appreciated!
27 February 2013 @ 01:42 pm
Hi! :)

1) Are there any good fics about Bobby's long relationship with the Winchester family? From my-buddy-John to WTF-kids to Bobby's falling out with John to his 'raising' of the Winchester boys?  A bazillion points to any fic that includes Bobby contemplating his own childhood, worrying about how much it parallels the boys', and trying to figure out how much he/John are fit parents. Also, anything centering around how Dean was 'always his favorite.' :P

2) Any 'Winchester boys raised apart' fic that is gen? I looked through the tags, but they're quite Wincest-leaning. :\

Many thanks!
24 February 2013 @ 11:33 am
Hi the fic I'm looking for has alpha dean and beta/omega Sam not sure which one. In it dean grew up with his mother and their pack to which he's the leader/or future leader his mother tells him who his father is and he goes in search of him. He shows up at johns house Sam is home alone deans surprised cuz he did not know he had a brother. It turns out Sam's his mate I'm not positive but i think Sam ends up pregnant. I could be confusing the mpreg with another fic I've been looking for that's a lot like this one. Any help would be.
any other alpha/dean and beta/omega/mpreg Sam fics would be awesome
13 December 2012 @ 08:47 pm
Hello all and happy holidays! I am going home soon and the flight is long so I am looking for a fic to read for the flight. It's an older fic and you have all been so helpful I will give it a try. I don't remember much so here goes.

I think this fic was on ff.net but I an unsure,it was a WIP when I started it, think it's finished now. Dean was a shapeshifter (dog?) and after Sam is born John worries. I think Mary is alive and as the boys get a bit older something happens. John throws Dean out and he lives on the streets for a while. Cas and angel co (gab, michael, bal, raphael) are humans/on earth (not angels?) Cas is a shifter too/a dog and his family doesn't like him so he is on the street and meets Dean. They get an apartment together but are just friends, Dean spends most of his time as a dog not trusting people. Sam finds out about Dean and goes looking for him and meets Cas. Cas takes Sam to see Dean and Sam wants a relationship/brother, but Dean is reluctant. That is all I remember/as far as I got.

Please help me find them so I can finish it. All suggestions are welcome and a very big virtual hug to anyone who helps. Many many thanks in advance!
24 November 2012 @ 07:38 pm
I remember reading this story not too long ago but I don't think I got through the whole thing or maybe it wasn't finished at the time. The specifics are completely lost to me but I'm so determined to find this that I figure posting here is worth a shot.

So basically, I remember one of the brothers being orphaned, pretty sure it was Dean, and the other brother being contacted with the news that 1. You have a brother and 2. He's all yours now.

It could be maybe John was contacted with the news that he has another son. I know it sounds horrible, I don't remember much at all but the jist of the story was that one of the boys was orphaned and went to live with their family they never knew about.

If you have ANY idea what I'm talking about or know anything even remotely similar, could you please let me know?
20 November 2012 @ 12:11 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic -

My memories are very vague about it but here's what I do remember:

1. It's very AU
2. Dean and Sam are either not brothers or for some reason were split up as kids. However, somehow they meet and become close friends.
3. I believe it's teenchesters though I'm not sure of Sam's age.
4. Dean is living in an abusive home
5. I think the author based it on a true story of a close friend of her's
6. Sam was living with a wealthy family
7. It's not In Shadow
8. When Dean decides to run away from home, Sam decides to go with him
9. I can't, for the life of me, remember if John was in it or not but I seem to remember a part where John hunts down all the men that had at one point gang-raped Dean. But I could be thinking of a different story.

Found - Sometimes It Hurts, Sometimes it Doesn't

General Search:
Anything where John is an asshole- especially towards Dean. Bonus points if Dean takes on a lot of crap from John in order to protect Sam.
26 October 2012 @ 02:50 am
Hi guys, could ya'll please rec me your favorite long, complete, nc-17 rated first time Wincest AUs? Either boys raised apart, or boys raised together but not hunters. No non-brother AUs though, please! Well, thanks!
Current Mood: hopeful
19 October 2012 @ 04:09 am
First:John was gay before the Cupids came and made him fall in love with Mary. Then after she dies he goes back to being gay  and ends up falling for Dean.

Second:Dean is taken somehow wheb he was young from John and years later they meet up again but John doesn't realize he is his son but Dean does and says nothing.They become lovers and there something about buying a house and a big bed that was built by Dean I  think.john discovers that Dean is his son and leaves Dean and Dean goes to the house.John eventually comes back and just accepts Dean as his lover

Three:Dean is taken by a human,who wanted Sam but Dean sacfriced himself, who abuses him and manages to get away from him and is discovered in Sunnydale while John and Sam search frantically for him. Dean tries to get ahold of his family but can't.He is taken in by Oz's family and becomes close to him and has some conservations with Buffy,Xander and Willow>i think even Jesse was alive.Saved by Dean maybe
Current Mood: chipper
16 September 2012 @ 07:11 pm
Hi guys, I'm still pretty new to this fandom but already I'm having a hard time finding good, complete nc 17 wincest stories, mostly because I'm picky. I have looked through tags and done google searches and checked out the Sam/Dean Slash Archive as well as Archive Of Our Own. I'm still looking, even, it's just slow going. So I was hoping you guys might have a few recs for me or can direct me to rec lists. Here's what I'm looking for:

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Current Mood: cranky
11 September 2012 @ 02:53 pm

I'm looking for a fic where Sam was kidnapped when he was very young (I think it was the YED) and I don't remember how he ends up with Crowley. Crowley is a nice dad to him. Later, John and Dean find him I think?
Any ideas?
Current Mood: sleepy
Here are some key points:

-Sam was at Stanford and Dean was a hunter.
-They met possibly in a bar. I think Dean was "fixing" up a house but really getting rid of a ghost.
-They have sex and then find out that they're brothers. Sam was put up for adoption after Mary died and Dean couldn't remember.
-Dean sends Sam money periodically.
-They get together in the end, Dean goes on hunting trips and Sam waits at home.

I've tried googling and even the adoption tag, nothing.
19 August 2012 @ 05:17 pm
I am looking for a fic that I have read many time on Fanfiction.net and thought for sure I had it on my favorites list.  It is an AU story where John, Mary and Dean are a regular family who are looking for sam who disappeared 16 years before.  They are taking a family vacation to the Grand Canyon when they stop off at a gas station where there is a robbery taking place.  In walks a 16 year old kid who saves the day.  The Winchesters immidatly know the kid is thier missing Sam.  Through several events and a DNA test they convince the kid is their son and brother.  Although they are reunionited, things are not easy for Sam to settle into family life.  It is NOT a slash or Wincest story.

Thank you in advance for the help!!!

BTW If you have recs for similar stories with Sam angst please respond!!! Please no slash or Wincest anything else goes.

I've just read the first chapter of a brand new story called Sammy in Captivity by [livejournal.com profile] mentholpixie and its amazing and so scary!! Go read it now! 

But while I wait impatiently for the next chapter, I'm craving stories similar but a little bit different, something along the lines of this- Sam and Dean aren't brothers or haven't grown up together. One of the boys is taken, by I don't know, a group of creepy scientists or secret experiment captor people, and they're thrown into a cell like situation with the other brother. The other one has been there a while, and is submissive possibly to his captors, he's learned by this point fighting doesn't achieve anything but more pain. Eventually they escape together. 

The boys preferably not adults, but I'm not picky and I don't write in blood :)