Hey, y'all. This is a long request, so bear with me for a while.
1) I'm looking for a story that was in ff.net (don't know if it still there), the story was after John died. In the time that Dean was walking around as a ghost, he saw Sam trying to kill himself. When Dean wakes up, he has no recollection of that, but Sam is still depressed because of John's death and the way that Dean is treating him. I can remember perfectly of one time that Sam tried taking a lot of pills, but ended up spitting them back out, because he felt it would be selfish to Dean.
I do not know if this is the same story or not (and if it isn't, please point me out the right one if you know), but Sam starts fainting and, one time, uses the fainting to get Dean to talk with him.
2) I'm looking for stories that can be similar to Husband to be by
kuhekabir and The Billionaire's Bidding by
raina_at. What I mean by that: I want Jensen to be rich and Jared to be no so well of. Or Jared having to marry Jensen for something. Anything where Jared feels less then Jared because of money (and I've read the one that Jared works on a coffee shop and Jensen is a regular). Please, I really like stories like the two I mentioned, so if you know some like them, send them my way, okay? But I'd really like to keep Jared as the poor one. Actually, any story where Jared has little self-steam is fair game!
3) I'm looking for stories that Jared or Sam is less popular and suffers with bullying and being frowned upon by his schoolmates. While Jensen/Dean are more popular and have no idea what's being going on with the other. They can be related or not. Your choice! I'll be pleased with any. I also can remember of one where nobody believed that Sam was dating Dean, and Dean worked as a mechanic, they were brothers. Anything like that one is also great.
4) Stories where Sam/Jared is in love with Dean/Jensen, but they don't realize it. So, Dean/Jensen date other girls and Sam/Jared feel left out and jealous. Also, if they already are in a relationship and Dean/Jensen start hanging out with other people, but end up as being J2 or Dean and Sam at the end is fine. Like one that Jensen had broken up with his boyfriend and starts going out with Jared (that had nothing, I believe he was homeless too), and when his ex-boyfriend gets back, he starts forgetting about Jared.
5) I'd like to see stories with just a brotherly relationship between Sam/Dean, where Sam is feeling left out because Dean doesn't want to hang around with him anymore. In that note, I remember a story where Dean was going out with his classmates and Sam was going together, but Dean's friend tossed Sam in the trash, saying that he was bothering Dean, if you could pinpoint this one to me, I'd love you forever ;).
6) And for last, any stories where Sam/Jared is the shy one while Dean/Jensen is the confident one and has to make Sam/Jared get out of their shell. Anything like this is fair game, so go rec them for me.
I'm pretty much lost in spn fandom in livejournal. I've only know my way around ff.net, so you can rec from anywhere, 'cause I pretty much stalk this comm trying to find stories I may like (I can't find comms very well yet).
Sorry for the long request and I'm thankful for any help you can give me. And I'm trying to stop posting so much, but there are so many spn stories that I'm crazy looking for them ;).
Please, help me out and make my vacation heaven!
T.
*Mods, I really tried to put all the tags but since there are most general requests, I went more for the general stuff than specifics ones. Sorry for any mistake